This is what i would say to my jacob, if i can even say he is mine.
How do i even start off, do i start off saying that i dont know how to start off,or do i pour my tim, trái tim out,that first word, i dont know anymore..Because with you, nothing is the way it seems, hoặc the way it was before. Everything changes even the way im supposed to write this, you've confused me.
OK,, i think is this part where i pour my tim, trái tim out right?? if not. im going to sound.. odd. but who cares now? not you. bạn wont even read this my love.
ok here i go, keep me from falling.
I meet bạn on a saturday, on the first saturday of Harry Potter 6's release, that was where met. I had my friend Natalie with me for support, sadly she was confronted with her ex boyfriend sitted in front of us and she was upset.
But bạn cheered her up and protected her.
bạn had blonde hair. In small tight curls. And i cant even describe your face anymore, i dont know wheithter it because i have forgotten hoặc my tim, trái tim doesnt want me too.
Two weeks into our reletionship, i knew i loved bạn already, i was 14, bạn were 16. And bạn entered me, it hurt. It was july 31st 2009, in which we made the act that separated us, but we diddnt know it. But i have to admitt, i wouldnt take back what we did, i wouldn't take back bạn hoặc my heartbreak, because no matter what that sitaution made me feel, it was about you.
I remember bạn holding right, and treating me right, give up things because it made uncomtorable. bạn gave up smoking, for me.
bạn sent me the most beautiful hoa in the world, i still have one perfect rose.
bạn were perfect, bạn stuck up for me, bạn did everything for me, bạn carried on even when it hurt you, bạn put up with all my shit but most of all, bạn loved me right.
I loved your calls at 10 pm and ended at 12.
I loved how bạn centered me in everything bạn did. And i will always tình yêu bạn for that.
how am i going so far?? Funny how i've written soo much and thats not even a slight bit of what i have inside me for you.
I thought i was pregnant at the age 14. bạn were so scared, but not for yourself, bạn thought that it was going tio REUNINE my life...
I told my mum, who told my dad who told me i can never see bạn again.
i cried for months. i tryied to kill myself, i dont know how many times.
i think i might stop now... im starting to feel sick and i feel like a toser,,,
i bet people will think im wierd,,, which i am, i think...
i tình yêu bạn jacob....come back for me.
How do i even start off, do i start off saying that i dont know how to start off,or do i pour my tim, trái tim out,that first word, i dont know anymore..Because with you, nothing is the way it seems, hoặc the way it was before. Everything changes even the way im supposed to write this, you've confused me.
OK,, i think is this part where i pour my tim, trái tim out right?? if not. im going to sound.. odd. but who cares now? not you. bạn wont even read this my love.
ok here i go, keep me from falling.
I meet bạn on a saturday, on the first saturday of Harry Potter 6's release, that was where met. I had my friend Natalie with me for support, sadly she was confronted with her ex boyfriend sitted in front of us and she was upset.
But bạn cheered her up and protected her.
bạn had blonde hair. In small tight curls. And i cant even describe your face anymore, i dont know wheithter it because i have forgotten hoặc my tim, trái tim doesnt want me too.
Two weeks into our reletionship, i knew i loved bạn already, i was 14, bạn were 16. And bạn entered me, it hurt. It was july 31st 2009, in which we made the act that separated us, but we diddnt know it. But i have to admitt, i wouldnt take back what we did, i wouldn't take back bạn hoặc my heartbreak, because no matter what that sitaution made me feel, it was about you.
I remember bạn holding right, and treating me right, give up things because it made uncomtorable. bạn gave up smoking, for me.
bạn sent me the most beautiful hoa in the world, i still have one perfect rose.
bạn were perfect, bạn stuck up for me, bạn did everything for me, bạn carried on even when it hurt you, bạn put up with all my shit but most of all, bạn loved me right.
I loved your calls at 10 pm and ended at 12.
I loved how bạn centered me in everything bạn did. And i will always tình yêu bạn for that.
how am i going so far?? Funny how i've written soo much and thats not even a slight bit of what i have inside me for you.
I thought i was pregnant at the age 14. bạn were so scared, but not for yourself, bạn thought that it was going tio REUNINE my life...
I told my mum, who told my dad who told me i can never see bạn again.
i cried for months. i tryied to kill myself, i dont know how many times.
i think i might stop now... im starting to feel sick and i feel like a toser,,,
i bet people will think im wierd,,, which i am, i think...
i tình yêu bạn jacob....come back for me.