I sit here all ngày đọc my book starring out the window gazing at the raindrops as they fall by.I sit here bored with nothing to do as i think of bonds ive Mất tích from Những người bạn and family.It feels as if my life is begging to die.I feel sick and weak inside.It already feels as if im dead.I watch a bird as it flies through the air and i suddenly feel jealous of it because it doesnt have a care in the world and its free as i want to be.I feel like im stuck in a cell and theres no way out.Feelings of hate start to errupt in me as i lay down on my bed.Even with the sun out and my Những người bạn inviting me over i still feel the same.