I woke to same sound, as every morning. The cries, of a exhusted child always did. I had thought for a moment we had a routine going on but bạn know children, but its jsut doesnt happen. It's if as though they are engineered to keep bạn up late, have a colourful shoulders and bags under your eyes, Well my baby did.
I was young, and so was she. We had that in common. Thats all we had, She was the spitting image of him. He makes it hard to tình yêu her sometimes.Which makes me hate him more, Stopping me from loving my own baby , the only person who hasn't rejected me ..yet.
i stumbled out bed, every muscle in my body ached for rest, a desire that could not be fulfilled, my days of relaxtion were OVER. I can't even remeber the last time that i wasn't feeling pain in either my back hoặc muscles.
dragging my feet across the floor, i felt like a kid chucking a trantrum, i even had the pout.
It's 4.30 am, good on ya Mila, bạn know your mum well to scream and shout at this hour, no matter how long she has been in this world, bạn never get used to the early starts. I have a giờ and half till i have to get ready for school.PERFECT. after what happened last year. im not even sure i want to.
Im starting năm 10 this year, and they starting to put the whole "SCHOOL AND YOUR GRADES ARE YOUR MAIN PRIORITY" well that doesn't occur to me?
I already have a priority, and its screams and it's demanding. And besides what am i going to do now? im not to go to yale, and be the fansty writter i had dreamed of, i'll proberly be the hairdresser on the a average wage, and half time netball mum. Visiting the Mc Donald's drive through, to just easy the strain.
Mila's Room was located at the very end of the hall, and she still maintained the skill to vibribe the floor to send me morse code.
....FEED me..NOW...you get the rift?
I started to fluttering my eyes, wishing that i could relief alittle bit of this exhustion. .
I opened her door with a creek that cause my nerves to cringe.Her cry silencing slowly, she knew i was close by.
Literaly dragging myself to her cot. The cot was the only present i recieved from my mum before she kicked me out. disowned, she beleived that because she diddnt need it anymore and she diddnt want her granchild to sleep on the ground even thought she cares nothing of Mila, hoặc me.
the last words i remember from my mum was "GET OUT OF HERE RIKIA!"
I wanted my mum, to hiển thị me to be a mum. Mila's cries stopped, i looked down to see her face in complete distress, and sweat traveling down her paniced face. Aww my baby.There is just something bạn just would be peacefull, this was a moment like this. I reached out my arms to hold her to me. I heard her Pants decreased, she knew she was safe, an toàn, két an toàn from him, forever.
i turned to find the rocking chair staring at the sunrise, i sighed relief.
I sat down, finally, i could rest my legs. Oh the feeling!! Mila restled in the pockets of my hair.
The sunrise was the only memory before the rude awaking, of the rush outside the door, great the shelter has woken up.
Here I spread the màu sắc of my life
They sound like a tune of fife
They always closed me in a dark room
I put on my headphones, enjoyed & played the boom
It's so boring to just see the sky
Today I decided I'll go and fly
Eveyones mind is full of depressions
But mine is full of imaginations
I changed the dark night into shining sequins
And the heap into beautiful fragrance
I don't want bạn to make my hair a mess
Cause I'm wearing the tiara to be a princess
My passion, my obsession, my desire
Don't interfere in between hoặc I'll blow bạn up with flames of fire
They sound like a tune of fife
They always closed me in a dark room
I put on my headphones, enjoyed & played the boom
It's so boring to just see the sky
Today I decided I'll go and fly
Eveyones mind is full of depressions
But mine is full of imaginations
I changed the dark night into shining sequins
And the heap into beautiful fragrance
I don't want bạn to make my hair a mess
Cause I'm wearing the tiara to be a princess
My passion, my obsession, my desire
Don't interfere in between hoặc I'll blow bạn up with flames of fire
I wake up. It's early in the morning. A cool wind blows bởi my face whispering sounds i don't understand. I look up at the sky and notice that it is a light blue color and it makes me feel that there is no problems in the world. Looking around i get a different story.
Blood everywhere. Bodies over bodies and not a living soul in sight. Who could have done this? My head starts to spin and my vision is going blurry. A creature appears from the wind that was flying bởi my head earlier.
This creature starts walking torwards me speaking in a language that I have never heard before. I go to reach for my gun and find a giant hole in my right leg. It continues to get closer and closer and is staring at me as if to be a hunter and I am it's prey.
Knowing that this is the end I look up at the sky. Beginning to close my eyes the last of my sights are focused ont he Blue Skys.
Blood everywhere. Bodies over bodies and not a living soul in sight. Who could have done this? My head starts to spin and my vision is going blurry. A creature appears from the wind that was flying bởi my head earlier.
This creature starts walking torwards me speaking in a language that I have never heard before. I go to reach for my gun and find a giant hole in my right leg. It continues to get closer and closer and is staring at me as if to be a hunter and I am it's prey.
Knowing that this is the end I look up at the sky. Beginning to close my eyes the last of my sights are focused ont he Blue Skys.
Shining down in eyes....
Sky turns black. Memory fades. through all of this tragedy fate has taken my memories from me. No other thoughts. tim, trái tim pounding. Blood racing. No thêm time for thinking. Think quick and on my feet hoặc death will surely get its grasp on me. As my enemy approaches i draw my sword. Once the tip of the blade is out of the sheath i hear it hit the ground as i feel a warm liquid pouring out of my open chest as blood gushes out of the wound. As i struggle to take my last breath i wake up screaming relieved that it was just a DREAM.
