Chapter 8: not a sweet life
I woke up with Damien's arms tightened around my naked chest.ewww eww eww eww, I swear I’ll kill him! i slid myself out of his grasp and flew to my closet I quietly wore something to escape from him while I was putting on my jeans I was thinking of some place where Damien cant find me, I really couldn’t think of any where so I grabbed my bag and headed to the door hope fully Damien was still sleeping I opened the door and quietly closed it behind me I rushed to my car when jasper interrupted me
-Bella what's wrong? Your so scared and worried.
Not a good timing please go away!
-jasper really this isn’t a good timing I should go…..
Then Damien opened the door and smiled when he found me there. God couldn’t u make him sleep more? and I could have made my sweet escape! Why is everything so hard in my life! I growled under my breath when Damien start walking towards me and jasper jumped at the sound of my growl, silly vamp!
-hi jasper!
Damien đã đưa ý kiến casually
-hey
Jasper đã đưa ý kiến coldly, none of the Cullen's liked Damien
-Bella is something wrong?
Jasper asked maybe seeing the pain in my eyes
-no no everything’s just perfect!
I đã đưa ý kiến and my voice cracked at the last word making tears fall down my eyes but I turned around quickly not letting jasper see it.im going to be stuck with Damien forever the thought of this just made go me crazy.
-Bella……
I just continued walking and passed Damien and closed the door behind me I ran to the toilet and sat on the ground and started crying.
Jaspers pov:
I was sitting out side enjoying the cloudy ngày and thinking what I'm going to get Alice for are anniversary the problem was that Alice would foresee whatever I was going to get her and I didn’t like that I wanted this to be special for her…..then I sensed fear,worry,sadness…probably Bella.
Then she opened the door and closed it lightly behind her, her emotions where so messed up! What has happened to her her eyes where full of pain so I got up and rushed bởi her side to figure out what was wrong with her, after all she was one of my best friends.
-Bella what's wrong? Your so scared and worried.
I đã đưa ý kiến concerned she looked at me like she would kill me for interrupting her, she just shook her head
-jasper really this isn’t a good timing I should go…..
Just then Damien opened the door and smiled when his eyes found Bella he was feeling very proud of himself and a strange tình yêu for Bella, bellas emotions changed from scared to hate for Damien her hate for him grew stronger as he started walking towards us then she growled under her breath making me jump a little, silly me!
-hi jasper!
Damien đã đưa ý kiến in a friendly tone
Hey
I đã đưa ý kiến coldly me and my family never liked him, I think his a threat to Bella so does edward and Alice
-Bella is something wrong?
I asked knowing something was definitely wrong
-no no everything’s just perfect!
She đã đưa ý kiến as her voice cracked at the last word and tears filled her eyes she turned around hiding them from me her feelings where miserable, I swear it could have made a vampire cry!
-Bella……
I wanted to say something but I was so confused what was happening, had I made her cry?
Bella didn’t respond she continued walking she entered the house and closed the door behind her now I could hear her sub and then I heard another door smashed closed and the crying got louder Damien was still looking at me he was so calm and happy? What he was happy? For making Bella cry?
-goodbye
Damien đã đưa ý kiến under his breath and chuckled I swear something is wrong with him
I turned around and went inside obviously everyone were watching everything that happened from the window so there was no need for me to explain anything
-on u should explain, what just happened there?
Edward đã đưa ý kiến ready for me to say Damien did something to her and rip his head off
-I don’t know…………………………………………
I explained to them everything that happened every emotion, but it jut didn’t made sense what was happening?
-maybe I should go and check on her
Edward đã đưa ý kiến eager to see bella
-no I’ll go
Alice đã đưa ý kiến stubborn
-but….
-edward don’t argue with me!
Both edward and Alice looked at esme hoping she would choose them
-I think Alice should go
Esme đã đưa ý kiến and mouthed sorry to edward Alice clapped her hands and danced to the door.
Bellas pov:
I was sitting on the ground crying I didn’t want to be stuck with Damien forever! I hate him! I hate him! I hate him! Every time I thought about Damien making me do something made me cry harder the thought of having sex with him last night was enough for me to kill myself then I heard light knocks on b the door
-GO AWAY!
I screamed at the door and trough my head in my hands
-Bella honey u have a visitor
I climbed on my feet and washed my face in the sink and dried it with my purple towel
Who the hell is this?
I opened the door and faced Damien
-be nice bells!
He đã đưa ý kiến and brushed my face I wanted to do something but my body wasn’t taking orders from me I walked to the door and opened it, Alice was standing with her spiky black her pointing in every direction I felt a little better to see Alice here at least Damien couldn’t do anything to me while she's here
-hi Bella!
She smiled and hugged me
-hey
I đã đưa ý kiến really happy and let her in I scanned the house and Damien was gone! Ya yay yay!
-Bella are u okay?
-I'm fine
I đã đưa ý kiến trying to smile like a flight attendant
-u sure?
-yeah
-Bella u know u can talk to me about everything, okay?
-sure
-so I’ll go
-NO NO!
Alice looked at me confused I was probably diễn xuất like a psyche
-ok! I’ll stay and I can do a makeover on u look kind of messed up!
-deal!
I was so happy Alice was here and Damien could back off! But Alice will leave, she cant stay here forever! That made me sad.
Chapter 9: 2 months later(1 tháng till the eclipse)
My life….its better say Damien's style of living doesn’t suite ,me in any ways only god, knows how many times I tried to escape from him but he always caught me and made me walk back to him hug him Kiss him hoặc worse and now the whole schools gossiping about us, eyes following everywhere we go and again Damien is using this moments to torture me! Even the Cullen's are suspicious about us I mean they know that I don’t like him, AND GUSS WHAT I FOUND OUT! Jasper can feel and control feelings! I don’t know why I didn’t notice this before but from the way he acts and sometimes when I'm angry and a wave like calms me down IT WAS HIM so know I'm trying to make myself busy and do something useful besides being Damien's puppet and figure out if the Cullen clan have other powers! I know its not that fun but its better that anything else, this last tháng felt like a 1000 years for me my days were slow, no shopping, no fun just being a PUPPET!
-my sweet Bella come ghế, chỗ ngồi with me!
Damien đã đưa ý kiến and pointed to the ghế, chỗ ngồi beside him I didn’t di chuyển and looked away so he made me to walk to him and ghế, chỗ ngồi on his lap even worse!
-could I pleaaaaaase ghế, chỗ ngồi tiếp theo to bạn I'm not comfortable like this!
I half shouted
-whatever u say my only love
He half smiled and kissed my cheek. Yeah right WHATEVER U SAY MY tình yêu I just wanted to cú đấm him in the face
-why are we sitting here againe?
I asked annoyed
-don’t u like to enjoy the sun rather sitting in the cold cafeteria
-no I don’t! and if u let me ill go back and ghế, chỗ ngồi with the Cullen's!
-oh Bella don’t be that harsh! U know I want the best for u!
-yeah right!
I muttered under my breath I glanced at the cafeterias window and saw the Cullen's talking and Alice and jasper starring at me I tried to smile but the amount of anger in me didn’t let me I was still frowning when Damien got up and dragged me with him
-what are u doing!
I shouted and started hitting his shoulders to put me down my my hands tightened around him instead! Hmpp! this is just great!
-I thought it will be good to ditch school a little
-no one asked for your opinion I wanted to stay!
-Bella when will u learn to shut up and obey me and tình yêu me! is that something hard to ask?
-no it isn’t! why should it be Damien its so easy just hating every một phút of my time with u so easy!
I đã đưa ý kiến angry and jokingly I was going crazy sometimes even in class tears brushed my cheek against my will it was kind of embarrassing but I tried to hide it from everyone except the Cullen's because there eyes and senses were better that humans they could even taste the salt in the air! That one of the reasons there suspicious of us cause I cry without control………
Bella..
I looked at Damien he was sitting on his knees a beautiful black box with the most beautiful ring in it.oh no god no I don’t want to marry him!
-Bella will u please marry me?
-no
I đã đưa ý kiến coldly Damien got angry maybe this was hard for him to hear the truth I mean he didn’t most of the time he just made me do anything he wanted, making me his imaginary Bella he was in tình yêu and daydreamed marrying someday….
Suddenly Damien got up and slapped me in the face I flew to the cây and hit it probably living a dent on it
-what the hell is your problem?
He asked his face all red
I called all the elements and charged them at him Damien flew a couple miles away so I took advantage of his absence and ran away.
I woke up with Damien's arms tightened around my naked chest.ewww eww eww eww, I swear I’ll kill him! i slid myself out of his grasp and flew to my closet I quietly wore something to escape from him while I was putting on my jeans I was thinking of some place where Damien cant find me, I really couldn’t think of any where so I grabbed my bag and headed to the door hope fully Damien was still sleeping I opened the door and quietly closed it behind me I rushed to my car when jasper interrupted me
-Bella what's wrong? Your so scared and worried.
Not a good timing please go away!
-jasper really this isn’t a good timing I should go…..
Then Damien opened the door and smiled when he found me there. God couldn’t u make him sleep more? and I could have made my sweet escape! Why is everything so hard in my life! I growled under my breath when Damien start walking towards me and jasper jumped at the sound of my growl, silly vamp!
-hi jasper!
Damien đã đưa ý kiến casually
-hey
Jasper đã đưa ý kiến coldly, none of the Cullen's liked Damien
-Bella is something wrong?
Jasper asked maybe seeing the pain in my eyes
-no no everything’s just perfect!
I đã đưa ý kiến and my voice cracked at the last word making tears fall down my eyes but I turned around quickly not letting jasper see it.im going to be stuck with Damien forever the thought of this just made go me crazy.
-Bella……
I just continued walking and passed Damien and closed the door behind me I ran to the toilet and sat on the ground and started crying.
Jaspers pov:
I was sitting out side enjoying the cloudy ngày and thinking what I'm going to get Alice for are anniversary the problem was that Alice would foresee whatever I was going to get her and I didn’t like that I wanted this to be special for her…..then I sensed fear,worry,sadness…probably Bella.
Then she opened the door and closed it lightly behind her, her emotions where so messed up! What has happened to her her eyes where full of pain so I got up and rushed bởi her side to figure out what was wrong with her, after all she was one of my best friends.
-Bella what's wrong? Your so scared and worried.
I đã đưa ý kiến concerned she looked at me like she would kill me for interrupting her, she just shook her head
-jasper really this isn’t a good timing I should go…..
Just then Damien opened the door and smiled when his eyes found Bella he was feeling very proud of himself and a strange tình yêu for Bella, bellas emotions changed from scared to hate for Damien her hate for him grew stronger as he started walking towards us then she growled under her breath making me jump a little, silly me!
-hi jasper!
Damien đã đưa ý kiến in a friendly tone
Hey
I đã đưa ý kiến coldly me and my family never liked him, I think his a threat to Bella so does edward and Alice
-Bella is something wrong?
I asked knowing something was definitely wrong
-no no everything’s just perfect!
She đã đưa ý kiến as her voice cracked at the last word and tears filled her eyes she turned around hiding them from me her feelings where miserable, I swear it could have made a vampire cry!
-Bella……
I wanted to say something but I was so confused what was happening, had I made her cry?
Bella didn’t respond she continued walking she entered the house and closed the door behind her now I could hear her sub and then I heard another door smashed closed and the crying got louder Damien was still looking at me he was so calm and happy? What he was happy? For making Bella cry?
-goodbye
Damien đã đưa ý kiến under his breath and chuckled I swear something is wrong with him
I turned around and went inside obviously everyone were watching everything that happened from the window so there was no need for me to explain anything
-on u should explain, what just happened there?
Edward đã đưa ý kiến ready for me to say Damien did something to her and rip his head off
-I don’t know…………………………………………
I explained to them everything that happened every emotion, but it jut didn’t made sense what was happening?
-maybe I should go and check on her
Edward đã đưa ý kiến eager to see bella
-no I’ll go
Alice đã đưa ý kiến stubborn
-but….
-edward don’t argue with me!
Both edward and Alice looked at esme hoping she would choose them
-I think Alice should go
Esme đã đưa ý kiến and mouthed sorry to edward Alice clapped her hands and danced to the door.
Bellas pov:
I was sitting on the ground crying I didn’t want to be stuck with Damien forever! I hate him! I hate him! I hate him! Every time I thought about Damien making me do something made me cry harder the thought of having sex with him last night was enough for me to kill myself then I heard light knocks on b the door
-GO AWAY!
I screamed at the door and trough my head in my hands
-Bella honey u have a visitor
I climbed on my feet and washed my face in the sink and dried it with my purple towel
Who the hell is this?
I opened the door and faced Damien
-be nice bells!
He đã đưa ý kiến and brushed my face I wanted to do something but my body wasn’t taking orders from me I walked to the door and opened it, Alice was standing with her spiky black her pointing in every direction I felt a little better to see Alice here at least Damien couldn’t do anything to me while she's here
-hi Bella!
She smiled and hugged me
-hey
I đã đưa ý kiến really happy and let her in I scanned the house and Damien was gone! Ya yay yay!
-Bella are u okay?
-I'm fine
I đã đưa ý kiến trying to smile like a flight attendant
-u sure?
-yeah
-Bella u know u can talk to me about everything, okay?
-sure
-so I’ll go
-NO NO!
Alice looked at me confused I was probably diễn xuất like a psyche
-ok! I’ll stay and I can do a makeover on u look kind of messed up!
-deal!
I was so happy Alice was here and Damien could back off! But Alice will leave, she cant stay here forever! That made me sad.
Chapter 9: 2 months later(1 tháng till the eclipse)
My life….its better say Damien's style of living doesn’t suite ,me in any ways only god, knows how many times I tried to escape from him but he always caught me and made me walk back to him hug him Kiss him hoặc worse and now the whole schools gossiping about us, eyes following everywhere we go and again Damien is using this moments to torture me! Even the Cullen's are suspicious about us I mean they know that I don’t like him, AND GUSS WHAT I FOUND OUT! Jasper can feel and control feelings! I don’t know why I didn’t notice this before but from the way he acts and sometimes when I'm angry and a wave like calms me down IT WAS HIM so know I'm trying to make myself busy and do something useful besides being Damien's puppet and figure out if the Cullen clan have other powers! I know its not that fun but its better that anything else, this last tháng felt like a 1000 years for me my days were slow, no shopping, no fun just being a PUPPET!
-my sweet Bella come ghế, chỗ ngồi with me!
Damien đã đưa ý kiến and pointed to the ghế, chỗ ngồi beside him I didn’t di chuyển and looked away so he made me to walk to him and ghế, chỗ ngồi on his lap even worse!
-could I pleaaaaaase ghế, chỗ ngồi tiếp theo to bạn I'm not comfortable like this!
I half shouted
-whatever u say my only love
He half smiled and kissed my cheek. Yeah right WHATEVER U SAY MY tình yêu I just wanted to cú đấm him in the face
-why are we sitting here againe?
I asked annoyed
-don’t u like to enjoy the sun rather sitting in the cold cafeteria
-no I don’t! and if u let me ill go back and ghế, chỗ ngồi with the Cullen's!
-oh Bella don’t be that harsh! U know I want the best for u!
-yeah right!
I muttered under my breath I glanced at the cafeterias window and saw the Cullen's talking and Alice and jasper starring at me I tried to smile but the amount of anger in me didn’t let me I was still frowning when Damien got up and dragged me with him
-what are u doing!
I shouted and started hitting his shoulders to put me down my my hands tightened around him instead! Hmpp! this is just great!
-I thought it will be good to ditch school a little
-no one asked for your opinion I wanted to stay!
-Bella when will u learn to shut up and obey me and tình yêu me! is that something hard to ask?
-no it isn’t! why should it be Damien its so easy just hating every một phút of my time with u so easy!
I đã đưa ý kiến angry and jokingly I was going crazy sometimes even in class tears brushed my cheek against my will it was kind of embarrassing but I tried to hide it from everyone except the Cullen's because there eyes and senses were better that humans they could even taste the salt in the air! That one of the reasons there suspicious of us cause I cry without control………
Bella..
I looked at Damien he was sitting on his knees a beautiful black box with the most beautiful ring in it.oh no god no I don’t want to marry him!
-Bella will u please marry me?
-no
I đã đưa ý kiến coldly Damien got angry maybe this was hard for him to hear the truth I mean he didn’t most of the time he just made me do anything he wanted, making me his imaginary Bella he was in tình yêu and daydreamed marrying someday….
Suddenly Damien got up and slapped me in the face I flew to the cây and hit it probably living a dent on it
-what the hell is your problem?
He asked his face all red
I called all the elements and charged them at him Damien flew a couple miles away so I took advantage of his absence and ran away.
This is for all the kids who are bullied bởi words. My teachers always say be bleacher people. Lift others up. I hope this poem gives that message to others.
bạn yell at me
mean words.
They
pierce my heart.
I say its ok.
I di chuyển on.
But the words
still have power.
They still hurt
me.
My friends
tell me
its a big deal,
and that I
need to tell
a teacher.
But I say im fine.
Im really not.
I want to
believe
that im fine,
I want to
believe that
it was
nothing.
But it was
something.
Words always
have power.
Enough power to
strike me
down,
hoặc lift
me up.
Why must
bạn hurt
me?
bạn yell at me
mean words.
They
pierce my heart.
I say its ok.
I di chuyển on.
But the words
still have power.
They still hurt
me.
My friends
tell me
its a big deal,
and that I
need to tell
a teacher.
But I say im fine.
Im really not.
I want to
believe
that im fine,
I want to
believe that
it was
nothing.
But it was
something.
Words always
have power.
Enough power to
strike me
down,
hoặc lift
me up.
Why must
bạn hurt
me?
I live in my opinion possibly the most ghetto town in the United States, Pittsburgh. People have been committing suicide all over town. Population all over town has been decreasing, fast. Some of my Những người bạn were so depressed that they were thinking about "joining the crowd". I wouldn't live without my friends. I don't want my Những người bạn to go as well as my mom and dad. Yes, I'm an orphan. I've been an orphan for about three weeks. My Những người bạn have disappeared. I think they went to Clarion; but I could be wrong. There have been tons of fights at my school. Most of the people that were committing suicide were middle school and high school aged. I was getting really tired really fast. I climbed up in a cây and found a comfortable spot and fell asleep. tiếp theo thing I knew, I was tied up on a pole.
Sorry for cliffhangers....
Sorry for cliffhangers....