She wanted to know what else he thought about her, and refused to stop đọc no matter how painful its effect would be.
He đã đưa ý kiến bạn are in med school. That made me happy since I was there too, though against my welling. I thought that bạn are passionate and caring, that bạn are loving and want to help everyone. I didn’t even know bạn and I drew bạn in my mind like an Angel the same way bạn looked to me. I forgot in that một phút all what my father told me, and all what I learned about not being fooled with appearances, though I was, all my life, very careful with choosing my friends. But this time I failed with the test, the one that I should’ve passed it. I was taken bởi your charm and beauty.
All ngày long I was thinking about bạn and your name “Sara” since that I fell in tình yêu with your name and its four letters. But unfortunately your name and your tình yêu brought me nothing but pain. bạn seemed so graceful so confident, walking proudly, directing your steps into the class room. I couldn’t help it but fix my eyes on bạn without having a một giây choice. I wanted to step in and talk to you, but I didn’t dare too. I decided to let one of your Những người bạn arrange our meeting.
I invited her to a café, Emily. She was polite and sweet, she understood what I wanted. She đã đưa ý kiến drinking small sips from her black coffee.
“I know what bạn want to say, bạn like her” she đã đưa ý kiến smiling
“Well…” I đã đưa ý kiến shyly
“That’s ok. Don’t be shy. Most men like her. I’ve introduced her to lots of men, but she didn’t like any of them.”
“Why? Is she arrogant?” I đã đưa ý kiến wonderingly afraid that her answer would b yes
“No, it’s not like that, but they seemed all ….. Blah!”
“Well I’m not “blah”!”
She laughed “I don’t mean you! That’s not your problem, it’s you’re so poor, and she’s extremely wealthy.”
“I’m not that poor bạn know” I đã đưa ý kiến dryly
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean too” she replied shyly “But yet, bạn are so not like her”
“Does she care about these things?”
“No not at all. I can prove to bạn she’s not. bạn know Matthew, the guy bạn were talking to earlier this day. He was her boyfriend since high school. They were epically in love. Everyone đã đưa ý kiến their future is definitely together. But the romance ended last năm in spring break.” She đã đưa ý kiến sorely
“What happened?”
“I don’t know. In fact no one knows. They both refused to talk about it. But apparently it was like an agreement hoặc something, because they both dealt with the issue very unexpectedly. She didn’t even cry, always laughing and having fun. And he got engaged to this girl, Rachel, a very short while after what happened.”
A moment of silence passed then I said:
“Can bạn introduce me to her?”
“sure” She smiled brightly
He đã đưa ý kiến bạn are in med school. That made me happy since I was there too, though against my welling. I thought that bạn are passionate and caring, that bạn are loving and want to help everyone. I didn’t even know bạn and I drew bạn in my mind like an Angel the same way bạn looked to me. I forgot in that một phút all what my father told me, and all what I learned about not being fooled with appearances, though I was, all my life, very careful with choosing my friends. But this time I failed with the test, the one that I should’ve passed it. I was taken bởi your charm and beauty.
All ngày long I was thinking about bạn and your name “Sara” since that I fell in tình yêu with your name and its four letters. But unfortunately your name and your tình yêu brought me nothing but pain. bạn seemed so graceful so confident, walking proudly, directing your steps into the class room. I couldn’t help it but fix my eyes on bạn without having a một giây choice. I wanted to step in and talk to you, but I didn’t dare too. I decided to let one of your Những người bạn arrange our meeting.
I invited her to a café, Emily. She was polite and sweet, she understood what I wanted. She đã đưa ý kiến drinking small sips from her black coffee.
“I know what bạn want to say, bạn like her” she đã đưa ý kiến smiling
“Well…” I đã đưa ý kiến shyly
“That’s ok. Don’t be shy. Most men like her. I’ve introduced her to lots of men, but she didn’t like any of them.”
“Why? Is she arrogant?” I đã đưa ý kiến wonderingly afraid that her answer would b yes
“No, it’s not like that, but they seemed all ….. Blah!”
“Well I’m not “blah”!”
She laughed “I don’t mean you! That’s not your problem, it’s you’re so poor, and she’s extremely wealthy.”
“I’m not that poor bạn know” I đã đưa ý kiến dryly
“I’m sorry, I didn’t mean too” she replied shyly “But yet, bạn are so not like her”
“Does she care about these things?”
“No not at all. I can prove to bạn she’s not. bạn know Matthew, the guy bạn were talking to earlier this day. He was her boyfriend since high school. They were epically in love. Everyone đã đưa ý kiến their future is definitely together. But the romance ended last năm in spring break.” She đã đưa ý kiến sorely
“What happened?”
“I don’t know. In fact no one knows. They both refused to talk about it. But apparently it was like an agreement hoặc something, because they both dealt with the issue very unexpectedly. She didn’t even cry, always laughing and having fun. And he got engaged to this girl, Rachel, a very short while after what happened.”
A moment of silence passed then I said:
“Can bạn introduce me to her?”
“sure” She smiled brightly
Life's like a rollercoaster,
Don't waste the ride.
Live it up all the way,
because today's your last day
What would bạn do?
Would bạn cry a little, scream a little, think it's all pretend.
hoặc go into silence until the very end...
Would bạn tình yêu the ones bạn hate the most hoặc be the person bạn hide?
Would bạn pretend that you're ok but really scream inside?
Would bạn try and keep the sun from setting as your last ngày ends?
Knowing you'll never see it rise...
Tomorrow I'll be somewhere else bạn say as bạn close your eyes.
what can I do?
I'm self-centered, self-induldged, self-absorbed, hateful, short-tepered, implusive, in a complete state of denial, confused and lonely, yet I don't try to think.
a creature of the night
a princess of darkness
I long for light
colors
but all is midnight
and my only companions are the moon and the darkness
thought it comforts me when no one can
I wish to be out of darkness for once
to be clear, understood, unquestioned, and loved.
but who am I to ask for this?
who am I to want this?
is that what makes me human?
why?
all I want to know is why?
Step, creak, step, creak! the floor boards speak to me as I slowly tremble on its hard, splintery wood. Each step feels so daring. I feel danger crawling up my dangling spine. Thump, thump, my tim, trái tim tries to refuse to my wishes of moving forward. Nothing has happened so far.
I carefully make my way towards the forbidden wooden chair. Creeeeeeek! goes the ghế, chỗ ngồi as I lower my self to its level and sit on it. SHHHHHHHH!
“What was that?” I whisper to my self with my eyes wide open. I slowly start to climb the fence to view the streets of emptiness and quietness. My tim, trái tim starts to beat even louder. Thump, thump. I slowly turn my anxious head to look. But it was only a car passing bởi my house.
I carefully make my way towards the forbidden wooden chair. Creeeeeeek! goes the ghế, chỗ ngồi as I lower my self to its level and sit on it. SHHHHHHHH!
“What was that?” I whisper to my self with my eyes wide open. I slowly start to climb the fence to view the streets of emptiness and quietness. My tim, trái tim starts to beat even louder. Thump, thump. I slowly turn my anxious head to look. But it was only a car passing bởi my house.