Happy New Year's everyone! I hope you've enjoyed the các bài viết I've written so far
Courtney decides to go talk to Scott
Courtney: Hey, Scott I need to talk to you
Scott: Okay but first lets win this challenge babe, and if we lose I think we should vote off Alejandro.
Courtney confessional: I can't believe he called me, babe?
Courtney: yeah I'll talk to bạn later now come on we have a challenge to win
Courtney runs away from Scott and he smirks at her
Scott confessional: It's my turn to play hard to get, and I'll make sure to lose so we can eliminate Alejandro. Hehe
Courtney: Hey, Gwen!
Gwen: Hi, where's Scott?
Courtney: Why?
Courtney gives Gwen a suspicious look
Gwen: No not like that, it's just that he's always bothering bạn and I thought bạn only came to talk to me because Scott,s not here
Courtney: Can't I just come talk to my best friend because I want to?
Gwen: I guess
Courtney confessional: Gwen better not be having feelings for Scott like she did with... Duncan
Courtney sees Scott and Heather laughing, she gives an angry look and Scott watches her walk away to get to the finish line
Scott: wait up Courtney
Courtney blanks him
Courtney: Why don't bạn go flirt with Heather!
Scott: Is it true what I'm hearing? You're jealous
Courtney: Fine, I admit it I do have feelings for bạn but it's clear that bạn don't.
Scott: Hehe can't say there are pretty girls here, not just you
Scott confessional: I do have feelings for Courtney, no doubt! But I can't just admit it like that I have to play hard to get
Courtney: Fine as if I would go out with a guy like you
Scott stares at her and smirks, then Courtney was about to walk away instead she turns around and kisses him on the lips
Courtney: Now I only did that because I know bạn like me but like bạn đã đưa ý kiến there are good looking people here like... Alejandro
Scott confessional: If she thinks she's going to be with Alejandro... Wrong! I've been waiting too long for her to Kiss me, the only thing I have to do is come up with a plan. Hehe
Courtney decides to go talk to Scott
Courtney: Hey, Scott I need to talk to you
Scott: Okay but first lets win this challenge babe, and if we lose I think we should vote off Alejandro.
Courtney confessional: I can't believe he called me, babe?
Courtney: yeah I'll talk to bạn later now come on we have a challenge to win
Courtney runs away from Scott and he smirks at her
Scott confessional: It's my turn to play hard to get, and I'll make sure to lose so we can eliminate Alejandro. Hehe
Courtney: Hey, Gwen!
Gwen: Hi, where's Scott?
Courtney: Why?
Courtney gives Gwen a suspicious look
Gwen: No not like that, it's just that he's always bothering bạn and I thought bạn only came to talk to me because Scott,s not here
Courtney: Can't I just come talk to my best friend because I want to?
Gwen: I guess
Courtney confessional: Gwen better not be having feelings for Scott like she did with... Duncan
Courtney sees Scott and Heather laughing, she gives an angry look and Scott watches her walk away to get to the finish line
Scott: wait up Courtney
Courtney blanks him
Courtney: Why don't bạn go flirt with Heather!
Scott: Is it true what I'm hearing? You're jealous
Courtney: Fine, I admit it I do have feelings for bạn but it's clear that bạn don't.
Scott: Hehe can't say there are pretty girls here, not just you
Scott confessional: I do have feelings for Courtney, no doubt! But I can't just admit it like that I have to play hard to get
Courtney: Fine as if I would go out with a guy like you
Scott stares at her and smirks, then Courtney was about to walk away instead she turns around and kisses him on the lips
Courtney: Now I only did that because I know bạn like me but like bạn đã đưa ý kiến there are good looking people here like... Alejandro
Scott confessional: If she thinks she's going to be with Alejandro... Wrong! I've been waiting too long for her to Kiss me, the only thing I have to do is come up with a plan. Hehe
All this pain just inside...I cannot let it go.... It hurts so bad...Seeing the one bạn tình yêu in the arms of another.... Each night I cry myself to sleep,just hopeing the tiếp theo ngày will be even beter...But these words always run through my mind..."You're going to die alone".. It repetes and repetes...Pain ... Oh how it hurts so... But what makes it worse...That someone that's with the one my tình yêu ...is my rival....Time has stopped to bạn as your tears run down slowly on my cheek.... I've Mất tích almost everyone in my life... It's even scary just trying to be myself....They say if bạn keep your feelings jared up...you'll snap... That's haven't happened to me yet... And hope it will never will. Don't keep your feelings jared up... hoặc one ngày you'll snap
I loved to write songs. These beautiful poems of love, heartbreak, life and misery. I still do. Shame they'll never reach the world as I hoped.
But, life is life and death is well, death. I wish I could still play with Eyes Of The Wolf, my old band. I remember the lullaby I wrote for Jannet when she had nightmares.
'Prr, Prr
Of the Cat on the mat so peaceful
Cheep, Cheep
Of the Bird in the garden so alive
Neigh, Neigh
Of the Horse on the racecourse so nhanh, swift
Woof, Woof
Of the Pup in the tulips so playful
But now please my dear Jannet rest
So tomorrow bạn take life's tiếp theo test'
I still sing it to her every night. But she can't hear me now. Maybe i'm just not hát loud enough. Sometimes she hears me sing a few lines. I know because sometimes when I sing she'll start crying. I don't know why. Maybe she misses me. hoặc maybe I scare her. I don't know. The world is a very strange place
But, life is life and death is well, death. I wish I could still play with Eyes Of The Wolf, my old band. I remember the lullaby I wrote for Jannet when she had nightmares.
'Prr, Prr
Of the Cat on the mat so peaceful
Cheep, Cheep
Of the Bird in the garden so alive
Neigh, Neigh
Of the Horse on the racecourse so nhanh, swift
Woof, Woof
Of the Pup in the tulips so playful
But now please my dear Jannet rest
So tomorrow bạn take life's tiếp theo test'
I still sing it to her every night. But she can't hear me now. Maybe i'm just not hát loud enough. Sometimes she hears me sing a few lines. I know because sometimes when I sing she'll start crying. I don't know why. Maybe she misses me. hoặc maybe I scare her. I don't know. The world is a very strange place
This is a song inspired bởi Anastasia's Once Upon a December. Also, it's the main song for my novel-in-progress, Imaginary. It's a song in which one of the main characters sings to cheer her up when she's scared. And once I finally get the story đã đăng here, you'll actually see the depth and power and horror of the song.
Written bởi a friend of mine from school.
Midnight settles, darkness falls
Close your eyes and remember
Fallen thiên thần always sing
Once upon a December
Blood is flowing and it's warm,
Life's nightmares are like a storm
Demons dancing gracefully
across my memory
Broken bướm with torn wings
The pain they will always remember
Fallen angels, I hear them sing
Once upon a December.
Written bởi a friend of mine from school.
Midnight settles, darkness falls
Close your eyes and remember
Fallen thiên thần always sing
Once upon a December
Blood is flowing and it's warm,
Life's nightmares are like a storm
Demons dancing gracefully
across my memory
Broken bướm with torn wings
The pain they will always remember
Fallen angels, I hear them sing
Once upon a December.
Scraping at the boughs,
Unknowns becomeths known,
Where shards break across my skin as my mind is shredded into nothing.
How did I get here?
How did I become this?
How do I get out?
Trapped inside a thousand mirrors,
Seeing so many façades,
Which one is me?
Carved up and bleeding,
Happy unconscious,
Pepped up to go?
Nails scratch into my brain,
As I pick apart memories,
For a clue.
An inkling.
An idea.
Lost!
I’m so lost!
Where do I fit in anymore?
Who am I?
And how did I wind up here?
Unknowns becomeths known,
Where shards break across my skin as my mind is shredded into nothing.
How did I get here?
How did I become this?
How do I get out?
Trapped inside a thousand mirrors,
Seeing so many façades,
Which one is me?
Carved up and bleeding,
Happy unconscious,
Pepped up to go?
Nails scratch into my brain,
As I pick apart memories,
For a clue.
An inkling.
An idea.
Lost!
I’m so lost!
Where do I fit in anymore?
Who am I?
And how did I wind up here?
I slammed the car door shut, and faced the school.
"Have a good ngày sweetie," Mom said, somewhat hopefully from the drivers seat. Just the words made me want to ball up and cry. She drove away, leaving me in the dust. I would not survive this day.
Not that I deserve to.
I clutched my sách to my chest, and tried to keep my eyes fixed on the ground. But I still felt their eyes on me.
"Bitch," they muttered.
"She deserves to die," others said. Didn't they know I want to? Didn't they know how much strength it took to keep breathing? And when I did, it was the everlasting pain that nearly brought me to my death. But I could only hope.
But they didn't know this. They just knew it was my fault. And it was. It was all my fault for what had happened.
And I'd live with this guilt till I die.
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Please let me know if I should continue this; I don't know if I should.
"Have a good ngày sweetie," Mom said, somewhat hopefully from the drivers seat. Just the words made me want to ball up and cry. She drove away, leaving me in the dust. I would not survive this day.
Not that I deserve to.
I clutched my sách to my chest, and tried to keep my eyes fixed on the ground. But I still felt their eyes on me.
"Bitch," they muttered.
"She deserves to die," others said. Didn't they know I want to? Didn't they know how much strength it took to keep breathing? And when I did, it was the everlasting pain that nearly brought me to my death. But I could only hope.
But they didn't know this. They just knew it was my fault. And it was. It was all my fault for what had happened.
And I'd live with this guilt till I die.
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Please let me know if I should continue this; I don't know if I should.