Shaun
I'd pretended not to know anything. I tried to get over her, but I couldn't. It was too painful. It was too difficult.
I still blamed myself. I always would.
I did like she asked, I finished college. I moved to New York after graduation to begin my career as a child psychologist. I'd graduated early. Worked harder than was necessary. Ignored everything not school-related. Had a successful job interview. Accepted into a private practice.
I was miserable.
I still had to keep living; I knew I had to. I was twenty three when I moved there.
Twenty three when I decided to watch small children play in a park in the hope of learning something new.
She never failed to surprise me. Not ever.
I'd pretended not to know anything. I tried to get over her, but I couldn't. It was too painful. It was too difficult.
I still blamed myself. I always would.
I did like she asked, I finished college. I moved to New York after graduation to begin my career as a child psychologist. I'd graduated early. Worked harder than was necessary. Ignored everything not school-related. Had a successful job interview. Accepted into a private practice.
I was miserable.
I still had to keep living; I knew I had to. I was twenty three when I moved there.
Twenty three when I decided to watch small children play in a park in the hope of learning something new.
She never failed to surprise me. Not ever.
tình yêu bạn forever is about a girl who lives in a town, and has a few friends, she is every teachers "Perfect Student". A new boy and his sister di chuyển to town, and they fall in love. her father doesnt approve of the boy. the girl and boy plan to run away 2gether with his sister and her boyfriend. but her father makes her di chuyển towns. she is forced 2 go 2 a all girls school, she is Mất tích and alone, so she turns 2 suicide. the boy and his sister find her and they take her out of school and run away 2gether and promise to tình yêu each other forever. but her father finds out and shoots the boy, the girl is in pain and so is his sister so they run away from their lives and live new ones, under false identities, until her father finds her and kills both of them. (btw the father is crazy)
ok so now i need ur opinions. is it 2 borin, hoặc does it have a chance...
please tell me your true opinions.
ok so now i need ur opinions. is it 2 borin, hoặc does it have a chance...
please tell me your true opinions.
i cant take any more
of these drugs.
the poison,
attacking at my veins,
ngọn lửa, chữa cháy spreading through,
cant breathe.
but i need these,
and i must feel this
in order to get better.
no matter what it takes,
i have to get over you.
and even if this is
the most irrational way
to get over you,
i still intend on doing this.
i dont care how many needles
i must pierce through my arms,
how many seizures i must suffer through,
whatever it takes.
im going to do my best
to forget bạn even exist.
i dont care how much cocaine i snuff,
how many pills i take,
how many cuts
slice through my skin,
hoặc even if i end up
killing myself in the process.
i would be so lucky.
so,whatever it takes
to get over you
is the extreme
im going to have to
accomplish.
i dont care if i live,
i dont care if i die,
i dont care if all of this
is even real hoặc not.
im just going to do
whatever it takes
to get bạn out of my mind.
even if i die...
of these drugs.
the poison,
attacking at my veins,
ngọn lửa, chữa cháy spreading through,
cant breathe.
but i need these,
and i must feel this
in order to get better.
no matter what it takes,
i have to get over you.
and even if this is
the most irrational way
to get over you,
i still intend on doing this.
i dont care how many needles
i must pierce through my arms,
how many seizures i must suffer through,
whatever it takes.
im going to do my best
to forget bạn even exist.
i dont care how much cocaine i snuff,
how many pills i take,
how many cuts
slice through my skin,
hoặc even if i end up
killing myself in the process.
i would be so lucky.
so,whatever it takes
to get over you
is the extreme
im going to have to
accomplish.
i dont care if i live,
i dont care if i die,
i dont care if all of this
is even real hoặc not.
im just going to do
whatever it takes
to get bạn out of my mind.
even if i die...
Once upon a time There was a girl named Abby. She loved to talk. Her teachers eventually stopped calling on her.
One day, she talked during a ngọn lửa, chữa cháy while a kid in her class was telling her teacher where the 17 other children were.
The teacher couldn't here her, and the tìm kiếm for the children lasted twelve hours. During that time, a gang lấy trộm, đánh cắp five computers, three cars, seventeen dogs, and blackmailed the mayor into giving them seven grand.
Abby was expelled from the school.
When she told her parents, they imediately looked for a school for her to go to.
But the only school that gave her acceptence was the class in the juvinille deliquent center.
So she was trang chủ schooled.
But she caused her parents so much trouble that in a week they Mất tích their all hair and were standing on the thin line between sanity and the nut house.
So they duct-taped her mouth shut.
THE END
One day, she talked during a ngọn lửa, chữa cháy while a kid in her class was telling her teacher where the 17 other children were.
The teacher couldn't here her, and the tìm kiếm for the children lasted twelve hours. During that time, a gang lấy trộm, đánh cắp five computers, three cars, seventeen dogs, and blackmailed the mayor into giving them seven grand.
Abby was expelled from the school.
When she told her parents, they imediately looked for a school for her to go to.
But the only school that gave her acceptence was the class in the juvinille deliquent center.
So she was trang chủ schooled.
But she caused her parents so much trouble that in a week they Mất tích their all hair and were standing on the thin line between sanity and the nut house.
So they duct-taped her mouth shut.
THE END
As I grow to think about it thêm and more, and understand it thêm and more, I see that, as the saying goes, life is like a game of chess. But I have made my own saying up, which seems thêm true to me. Life is like a venture into the unknown. bạn never know what might await bạn next, thêm dangers, hoặc even happy successes. But one thing is for certain, bạn cannot always be happy, hoặc always be depressed. Life is like a mountain. bạn climb it, face all the challenges life brings you. bạn dump and break up, bạn win and make up. Things happen. bạn can't control it most of the time. So never blame yourself for bad things that happened to bạn in life. Life gets confusing a lot. But I still strive to reach my goals. Without goals, I would be like a broken-winged bird that could not fly. I would be aimless. I would not become better, build my character. Life is like a venture into the unknown, and I believe that to be true. So true.
I know I asked for too much before
I know I deserved for bạn to walk out the door
But bạn didn’t need to give it away
I promise bạn I’ll give it a try
bạn don’t have to buy my love
bạn don’t need to give so much
I know I asked for a lot, never seemed satisfied
The word want makes me needy
Cause bạn don’t have to buy my love
Wants have become a trigger
I’ll put your white string around my finger
Shouldn’t have asked
I never should’ve asked
bạn shouldn’t be buying love,
Don’t give it all away to me
I hope bạn finally see
That wanting from bạn makes me feel
bạn shouldn’t buy my love
I know I deserved for bạn to walk out the door
But bạn didn’t need to give it away
I promise bạn I’ll give it a try
bạn don’t have to buy my love
bạn don’t need to give so much
I know I asked for a lot, never seemed satisfied
The word want makes me needy
Cause bạn don’t have to buy my love
Wants have become a trigger
I’ll put your white string around my finger
Shouldn’t have asked
I never should’ve asked
bạn shouldn’t be buying love,
Don’t give it all away to me
I hope bạn finally see
That wanting from bạn makes me feel
bạn shouldn’t buy my love
