Wishful Thinking
Introduction: I thought it was a sweet beginning, a chance to start anew, no looking back, nor turning. What I’ve found here, has me in its grasp, it’s captured me in its spell. But like every sweet beginning we never know how the story ends.
Hi, I’m Alicia Alice Davidson, but bạn can call me Alice. I’m from a family of five, and I go to the best High School in the country, I’m confident and I follow my instincts I’m a fighter mentally and physically. It started off as the same boring, disappointing ngày I was used to, at my school, it’s an all girl school bạn see. I was going to the café at lunch time with my friend Abby we were talking about the day’s events, Abby bought wontons whilst I bought nothing because I wasn’t particularly hungry at that point in time. When we were walking past the café tables near to the stairs of the school’s Auditorium I saw some boys casually leaning on the walls blocking our path. It looked as if they were waiting for something-“a lecture I suppose”, I thought to myself. “Excuse us please”, I đã đưa ý kiến to the boys, their heads whipped up all of them wearing amused expressions.
I looked at their faces trying to figure out why they were looking at us that way, I glanced at Abby, and saw her gaping at the boys and I realized that she was drooling, she dropped her half eaten wonton. One of the boys laughed at her and also at me, he muttered something that sounded like “typical girls”. “Excuse me!” I exclaimed indignantly, damn I could have punched him in the face there and then, trust me I would have left a mark on pretty boy’s face, the boy that laughed seeming to hear the double meaning in my words looked at me a một giây time like he was waiting for something (probably me slapping him). “What are bạn waiting for?”, “move!” I đã đưa ý kiến my former politeness gone. That was it I Mất tích my temper, I pushed through their crowd pulling Abby with me. “Wait!” one of the boys called to me, “Abby, go I’ll deal with this!” I told her. “What!” I đã đưa ý kiến to the boy who called me, “Ohhh, your girl’s got a temper, better stay clear of her Jake!” đã đưa ý kiến the boy who I recognized as the one who laughed at me.
The boys surrounded me cutting me off form the view of everyone else. “You, stupid boy, move!” I đã đưa ý kiến trying to push myself out of their circle, but not one of them moved I pulled a stance prepared to defend myself, when the boy I recognized as Jake said, “We mean bạn no harm”. “Oh, yeah right, bạn should have thought of that before, even if I am a ‘typical girl’, bạn insulted me for no good reason, bạn and your little người hâm mộ club” I said, the boy called Jake looked me straight in the eyes and said, “Jason, apologize!” “Why?” complained the boy who had laughed at us, “That was not a request!” snapped Jake, “Jeez, sorry girl” he said, turning to face me. “Thanks, I đã đưa ý kiến and no harm done, my name’s Alice bởi the way” I looked around and saw that there was a break in the vòng tròn and without another word I boldly strode away and as I did so I could feel the heated stares coming from the boys on my back.
The last three periods went bởi like a breeze. I didn’t even realize when I reached trang chủ I did all of my homework and I went into the bathroom, washed my hair and stuff the cold water felt good on my skin after today, I changed quickly and picked up the nearest book I could find, Jane Eyre, then I realized after a while that I wasn’t paying much attention to the book at all, I was thinking about the boys, Jake and Jason then I seemed to realized how handsome they were, I remembered seeing the sign of the vượt qua, cross around their necks, they were perfectly built and mesmerizing, “Girl, snap out of it!” I told myself but somehow I couldn’t stop thinking about them, even when I closed my eyes I saw their handsome faces peering at me in my dreams, one face most frequently though the boy named Jake, the damn President of the cute club, at least he was good-looking, he goes to the best boy school in the country, smart and cute? Works for me!
I reached earlier than usual the tiếp theo day, plenty of time to think, so not healthy for me! Because then I’d have to remember every detail of the ngày esp. my enemy, Britney, the devil, thank God she can’t afford Prada, with her around bạn would pray everyday for hell to freeze over! Everything sucks with her around, moving on! “I wonder if the cute club’s coming back?” I asked myself a smile played at the corner of my lips as I thought about the possibility.
Introduction: I thought it was a sweet beginning, a chance to start anew, no looking back, nor turning. What I’ve found here, has me in its grasp, it’s captured me in its spell. But like every sweet beginning we never know how the story ends.
Hi, I’m Alicia Alice Davidson, but bạn can call me Alice. I’m from a family of five, and I go to the best High School in the country, I’m confident and I follow my instincts I’m a fighter mentally and physically. It started off as the same boring, disappointing ngày I was used to, at my school, it’s an all girl school bạn see. I was going to the café at lunch time with my friend Abby we were talking about the day’s events, Abby bought wontons whilst I bought nothing because I wasn’t particularly hungry at that point in time. When we were walking past the café tables near to the stairs of the school’s Auditorium I saw some boys casually leaning on the walls blocking our path. It looked as if they were waiting for something-“a lecture I suppose”, I thought to myself. “Excuse us please”, I đã đưa ý kiến to the boys, their heads whipped up all of them wearing amused expressions.
I looked at their faces trying to figure out why they were looking at us that way, I glanced at Abby, and saw her gaping at the boys and I realized that she was drooling, she dropped her half eaten wonton. One of the boys laughed at her and also at me, he muttered something that sounded like “typical girls”. “Excuse me!” I exclaimed indignantly, damn I could have punched him in the face there and then, trust me I would have left a mark on pretty boy’s face, the boy that laughed seeming to hear the double meaning in my words looked at me a một giây time like he was waiting for something (probably me slapping him). “What are bạn waiting for?”, “move!” I đã đưa ý kiến my former politeness gone. That was it I Mất tích my temper, I pushed through their crowd pulling Abby with me. “Wait!” one of the boys called to me, “Abby, go I’ll deal with this!” I told her. “What!” I đã đưa ý kiến to the boy who called me, “Ohhh, your girl’s got a temper, better stay clear of her Jake!” đã đưa ý kiến the boy who I recognized as the one who laughed at me.
The boys surrounded me cutting me off form the view of everyone else. “You, stupid boy, move!” I đã đưa ý kiến trying to push myself out of their circle, but not one of them moved I pulled a stance prepared to defend myself, when the boy I recognized as Jake said, “We mean bạn no harm”. “Oh, yeah right, bạn should have thought of that before, even if I am a ‘typical girl’, bạn insulted me for no good reason, bạn and your little người hâm mộ club” I said, the boy called Jake looked me straight in the eyes and said, “Jason, apologize!” “Why?” complained the boy who had laughed at us, “That was not a request!” snapped Jake, “Jeez, sorry girl” he said, turning to face me. “Thanks, I đã đưa ý kiến and no harm done, my name’s Alice bởi the way” I looked around and saw that there was a break in the vòng tròn and without another word I boldly strode away and as I did so I could feel the heated stares coming from the boys on my back.
The last three periods went bởi like a breeze. I didn’t even realize when I reached trang chủ I did all of my homework and I went into the bathroom, washed my hair and stuff the cold water felt good on my skin after today, I changed quickly and picked up the nearest book I could find, Jane Eyre, then I realized after a while that I wasn’t paying much attention to the book at all, I was thinking about the boys, Jake and Jason then I seemed to realized how handsome they were, I remembered seeing the sign of the vượt qua, cross around their necks, they were perfectly built and mesmerizing, “Girl, snap out of it!” I told myself but somehow I couldn’t stop thinking about them, even when I closed my eyes I saw their handsome faces peering at me in my dreams, one face most frequently though the boy named Jake, the damn President of the cute club, at least he was good-looking, he goes to the best boy school in the country, smart and cute? Works for me!
I reached earlier than usual the tiếp theo day, plenty of time to think, so not healthy for me! Because then I’d have to remember every detail of the ngày esp. my enemy, Britney, the devil, thank God she can’t afford Prada, with her around bạn would pray everyday for hell to freeze over! Everything sucks with her around, moving on! “I wonder if the cute club’s coming back?” I asked myself a smile played at the corner of my lips as I thought about the possibility.
Your tim, trái tim is sore, crippled up like paper.
Your voice is weak, barely passing bởi you.
Your body is tired, let it lay for tonight.
bạn are but you- a stranger to much.
No one cares to know you.
They do not wish to after all.
And all those times bạn told everything-
It was a lie, I tình yêu bạn became a lie. A horrible lie not one can ever take back to you. How could they, breaking your very soul to the apple's wrinkled core? It shook and broke, just like that. Lonesome and ever so exhausted of even thinking it would be different this time around.
You're so hopeless. bạn probably cannot di chuyển away from the pain, the desecration left in the path at the end. Then again, in the end it probably doesn't even matter, does it?
Once a joy, now a misery forever scared, alone.
Your voice is weak, barely passing bởi you.
Your body is tired, let it lay for tonight.
bạn are but you- a stranger to much.
No one cares to know you.
They do not wish to after all.
And all those times bạn told everything-
It was a lie, I tình yêu bạn became a lie. A horrible lie not one can ever take back to you. How could they, breaking your very soul to the apple's wrinkled core? It shook and broke, just like that. Lonesome and ever so exhausted of even thinking it would be different this time around.
You're so hopeless. bạn probably cannot di chuyển away from the pain, the desecration left in the path at the end. Then again, in the end it probably doesn't even matter, does it?
Once a joy, now a misery forever scared, alone.
I walk into
The Fields of Sorrow
Once again.
Why do I walk there
Almost everyday?
I stroll along the grasses
Thinking
Bearing a horrible pain.
I think of the world around me
And how much they have inspired me.
I start to cry once again.
All my teachers
All my friends,
They have always stood bởi me,
When things went wrong.
I want a chance to repay them,
To hiển thị them that...
Their work was useful.
To hiển thị them that
I am truly thankful.
Why do I have to leave them then
Now?
No, now's not a good time.
But I know it was not intended
That I leave them now.
I want to hiển thị all those people
That they have been
The change of my life,
That they have made my life so much
Better,
That they were the flames
In the darkness.
The Fields of Sorrow
Once again.
Why do I walk there
Almost everyday?
I stroll along the grasses
Thinking
Bearing a horrible pain.
I think of the world around me
And how much they have inspired me.
I start to cry once again.
All my teachers
All my friends,
They have always stood bởi me,
When things went wrong.
I want a chance to repay them,
To hiển thị them that...
Their work was useful.
To hiển thị them that
I am truly thankful.
Why do I have to leave them then
Now?
No, now's not a good time.
But I know it was not intended
That I leave them now.
I want to hiển thị all those people
That they have been
The change of my life,
That they have made my life so much
Better,
That they were the flames
In the darkness.
I never thought it would be that easy,
Cause we are both so distant now.
And the walls are closing in on us,
And we are wondering how.
No one has a solid answer,
But just walking in the dark,
bạn can see the look on my face,
It just tears me apart.
When I first met you,
I thought,
How would I get to know this girl well?
Now,
I think,
Why do I have to leave this girl already?
But bạn and I,
Both of us are walking alone,
In the dark.
Even though bạn are not with me,
I can feel bạn with me in my heart.
It just breaks me to think
That bạn are not with me.
But now,
As I have pondered this situation
For a while now,
I have made a decision.
I am alone.
I am not alone, however, in my heart.
bạn are with me,
Walking in the dark,
Together.
Cause we are both so distant now.
And the walls are closing in on us,
And we are wondering how.
No one has a solid answer,
But just walking in the dark,
bạn can see the look on my face,
It just tears me apart.
When I first met you,
I thought,
How would I get to know this girl well?
Now,
I think,
Why do I have to leave this girl already?
But bạn and I,
Both of us are walking alone,
In the dark.
Even though bạn are not with me,
I can feel bạn with me in my heart.
It just breaks me to think
That bạn are not with me.
But now,
As I have pondered this situation
For a while now,
I have made a decision.
I am alone.
I am not alone, however, in my heart.
bạn are with me,
Walking in the dark,
Together.
Some of bạn may go through life,
Thinking something,
That is,
Who the hero is in your life.
I am one of those people.
But what I found is that
Even though many people are major influences
On my success in life
Such as my closest friends,
My teachers,
My parents,
Those serving for our country,
Others around me,
hoặc even my worst enemies.
This năm I have found that
The hero that I have
Is no one else
But me.
My hero is myself.
I inspire myself to do everything I do.
I am the light of my life.
Thinking something,
That is,
Who the hero is in your life.
I am one of those people.
But what I found is that
Even though many people are major influences
On my success in life
Such as my closest friends,
My teachers,
My parents,
Those serving for our country,
Others around me,
hoặc even my worst enemies.
This năm I have found that
The hero that I have
Is no one else
But me.
My hero is myself.
I inspire myself to do everything I do.
I am the light of my life.
Why,
Is everyone being so cruel
Everyone is abusing each other
It seems like there is no good at all
In this world.
Why is everyone
Leaving me out of everything
Like I am this puppet with no string
I feel out of place,
And I am sure other people feel the same
I have searched for all these years
Someone special
Who would lead me through
The darkness
And all of my troubles would fade away.
Someone that would be named,
"My Hero."
I found who she was this year
And it was extremely unexpected,
Because...
No one else is my hero.
My hero is myself.
Is everyone being so cruel
Everyone is abusing each other
It seems like there is no good at all
In this world.
Why is everyone
Leaving me out of everything
Like I am this puppet with no string
I feel out of place,
And I am sure other people feel the same
I have searched for all these years
Someone special
Who would lead me through
The darkness
And all of my troubles would fade away.
Someone that would be named,
"My Hero."
I found who she was this year
And it was extremely unexpected,
Because...
No one else is my hero.
My hero is myself.