I had just fallen asleep when the sun appeared, and woke me up from my slumber. Even though I've been asleep for all of two phút I feel like, like,hot Sô cô la on a cold winters night, hoặc a cool breeze on a summer's day. My tim, trái tim leaped with joy, a happiness I haven't felt since my best friend died. I had no reason to be this happy, but yet all the reason in the world. I pushed the covers from over my head, got up I felt stronger, not muscle strong, but like a I'm going to make it stronger, like there is nothing I can't do! The whole world is mine, and I am no one's.
"Scarlet, Breakfast!" My mother called to me, I bounced down the stairs, "Good Morning, Mother, Father, how are bạn today?" I kissed each of them, they looked stunned. I smiled "It's a Great ngày isn't it?" They looked at me "Well its time for me to head on to school, I tình yêu bạn guys." I left my parents stunned, and shocked for words. On the way to the bus stop my friend Nathaniel Fahrenheit, ran up to me. "Hey girl, whats got bạn so happy?" He embraced me with a hug, "I haven't seen bạn this happy since...." He trailed off.
I smiled "since Lyric died. Yeah I know, I think I finally made peace." Nathaniel nodded, "Well it's good to see your smile again Scarlet." He looked at me again, "something else is different about bạn though, your not only happy, your like glowing'" I shrugged my shoulders, "I don't know Nat, I just feel Great! Like I can do anything. Be anybody!" Nathaniel grinned, "That's my girl, I've missed you, I'm glad your back." Nathaniel was/is my boyfriend, after Lyric died, things weren't the same between us.
He kissed me, and I kissed him, we both kissed each other. It felt so great, It feels so great, like I'm floating. Now on hàng đầu, đầu trang of feeling like i can do anything, and be anybody, I feel like I'm on a personal high. We stopped when we heard the bus approaching "Wow, Wow!" Nathaniel said, "That was, That was Wow." I giggled, "Wow your self Mr. Man." Nathaniel took my hand, and we walked on to the bus.
While on the bus, I kept on hearing an annoying beeping noise. I turned to see where it was coming from, but when I did, I ended up in my bed. What how'd I get here? I was Just on the bus! I got out of my giường this time I felt like, like everything in my world was dark. Like the ngày I found out Lyric died, but this time its worst. I feel stupid, unloved, and like a very bad mistake.
"Scarlet, Breakfast" I went down stairs, "Mom didn't I-" She wasn't paying any mind to me, her and dad were glaring at each other, like they wanted to rip each other apart, instead of Kiss passionately, and other things. "Mom?!" She looked at me "What honey?" My dad looked at me too, "Didn't I already come down here? I was on the bus a few phút ago." My parents looked at me like I belonged in the asylum. "No honey, bạn didn't now go on to the bus."
I left with out a backwards glance, maybe Nathaniel would know what happen. I ran to the bus stop and he was already there, so was Rosemary. Nathaniel spotted me and quickly moved away from Rosemary. I pretended not to care "Rose, Nat, What goes on?" Nathaniel moved to my side, "Not much, Rose, was just, um Rose was..." He looked at Rose "I was just checking up on my past, seeing how everyone is."
It was a lie, "oh" was all I said, "Well Scarlet, how are you? bạn know ever since Lyric died, I haven't seen bạn around." "I'm good" I answered a bit harsher then what I wanted, "Good, good, and since were all good here Nat has something he would like to tell you." I looked at Nat, and got a bad feeling in the pit of my stomach, "Scarlet, we- we need to talk." I couldn't believe it, "Your braking up with me." Nathaniel shook his head, "No, No I think we should just, take a brake for a while see other people."
"Nathaniel cá đuối, ray Fahrenheit bạn can not do this to me! bạn promise we'd be together forever. FOREVER Nathaniel, bạn and me, bạn đã đưa ý kiến nothing about Rosemary, and her fake....everything!" No one đã đưa ý kiến anything, "Nathaniel look at me!!" He did, "I tình yêu you, don't do this to me, to us." Nathaniel averted his eyes, "I'm sorry- I just can't."
I wanted to run home, but the bus came and it was to late. I set in the back, and ended up sitting in gum, Then to hàng đầu, đầu trang it all off, I left my book bag at home, and I don't have my cell on me. I went to class, alone, no one talked to me and it felt as if the whole school was avoiding me. Even the teachers looked over me, didn't call on my name, skipped me when handing out papers. Lunch was even worst, everywhere I go someone would cough and then stair at me like I did something wrong.
I went to the one person who would tell me what was going on no mater what. "Maria, Maria" I ran down the hall way trying to catch up with her. "Wait up!" She stopped, but looked around like she didn't want to be seen. "What's up, why is everyone treating me this way?" She looked down "I can't talk to you." Then she walked away leaving me with chưa được trả lời question.
Then the beeping stared again, it was louder then before. I turned around, and found my self back in my bed. "Ugh!!" I sighed in exasperation, "why dose this keep happening to me!!!!????" I laid back on my cái gối, gối and closed my eyes Only to have my Mother bust in to my room. "Your still in bed?" "Come on get up its time for school! Oh and Lyric is here to see you." Lyric, my dead best friend came in to my room. I looked at her.
"What? I Thought bạn were dead." Lyric looked at me, "Wow Scarlet bạn have got to stop drinking sprite before bạn go to giường bạn know it mess with bạn mind. Now hurry, before bạn get us late." Lyric stared digging threw my closet, "Put this on and lets get going." She threw me a pair of Jeans, My I <3 Paramore T-shirt, and my all stars. I got out of bed, and went over to her. Poked her "I have got to be dreaming" Lyric looked at me.
"Are bạn okay? Maybe bạn shouldn't go to school." I shook my head, "I'm okay, i've just been haveing...Dreams." Lyric looked at me, "Well you've got to tell me all about it, later. Right now we need to hurry up and go to school." Some one stared to throw rocks up at the window. It was Nathaniel "you girls coming hoặc what?" He yelled up to the window. Lyric looked down, "yeah yeah don't get your boxers in a bunch." Lyric looked at me, "Ready?" I nodded and we were off to school.

~Before I go, I'll leave with this. Are bạn really Awake?~