Cuddled up in my giường I remember the better days when Edward and I could tell each other everything. But how could I tell him something that could evidently ruin our friendship? I can’t chịu, gấu not to have him in my life, no matter how small hoặc large a part he plays in it I shall keep the secret from him. Jacob knows something is wrong but what does he expect he knows I am in tình yêu with Edward but won’t let me go. All I am to him is a cú đấm bag! I and everyone else in Forks knows how he sleeps around and also wonder why I take him back, but how can I not as hard as it is to admit I tình yêu him, but I am not in tình yêu with him. My Những người bạn wonder how I can say that but the truth is when he is truly himself he is one of the nicest people bạn will ever meet. It is just a shame that side of him isn’t shown thêm frequently. Climbing out of giường the first thing I am face with is a bức ảnh of Edward and I at junior prom, I remember that ngày so clearly Flashback E – Bella, bạn know your my best friend? And bạn know how much I tình yêu you? So will bạn please, please, please go to prom with me – I know bạn hate to dance but bạn don’t need to I promise but please come.
How could I say no to him? I tình yêu him.
B – Okay Edward I will go with bạn but bạn owe me big time. As soon as they words escaped my lips he pulled me into one of his large chịu, gấu hugs that I tình yêu so much.
End of Flashback
I stood up and began to get dressed in a white t-shirt and black blazer, today I honestly couldn’t care less what I looked like. As I was about to walk out I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror and I had to admit I looked good. After grabbing an táo, apple for breakfast a small smile spread across my face at how I looked today. I thought how Edward would never be able to take his eyes off me, then that image was quickly removed from my head at the realization that Edward would never truly like me in that way. Then my good mood ended. Grabbing my keys from the dish in the hall I headed out to my Little Ford Ka which I had to admit I loved dearly, as I was about to reverse a mop of brown hair standing behind my car caught my attention. It was Edward a small smile spread across my face as he chapped on the passenger window.(E) Bella, Good Morning Babe, Do bạn mind giving me a lift to school? (B) Ofcourse! What are best Những người bạn for. (E)Your right your my best friend in the whole wide world and I hope bạn always will be!
That was it the tears started to appear in my eyes at that, me always being his best friend nothing more? It broke my tim, trái tim I quickly wiped the tear way before he noticed and began what was going to be a long journey to school.
Okay people (: So I know its short and I think its crap but please leave các bình luận to help me that is if bạn want me to continue and I promise I shall try to make it as good as possible ! Thanks!
Lisa.
Ps – I would like to thank CarlislesLover for naming my fanfic !
