Chapter 18
we were talking about leaving and then jacob said"Well we all cant go that would mean bella's all alone"

"Ill watch her"i đã đưa ý kiến and tanya's thoughts
edward do bạn really think thats a good idea

"Like i would trust you"he đã đưa ý kiến hiển thị me picturesof bella in his head
you hurt her so badhe showed me pictures of when i left ans sam found he i flinched

"Stop what ever bạn are doing"tanya đã đưa ý kiến to him,jacobs thoughts changedso bạn dumped bella for this bloude bim-bow

"What ever bạn say let me go cheak on her"he đã đưa ý kiến and left to there room,that bothered me so much i had so much jelously right now,How could she tình yêu a dog?i have to tell her how i feel,but i might have hurt her to much,she might never tình yêu me

"Edward,be good"alice đã đưa ý kiến and kissed me on the head,all of the chó are out side changed and waiting for jacob

jacob was coming out of the room and was thinkinggosh i hope the stupid bloodsuckers dont mess wih vics head any thêm she looked really upset earlier,Stubid bloodsucker all ways messin with my girls

"Come on vamps hiển thị us where to go"he đã đưa ý kiến and ran out side and changed

i looked at the các bức ảnh on the shelf there was bella smiling tiếp theo to jacob and vickie was on his sholders,next was one of vickie swimming,next was bella and her mom on lawn chairs and in bathing suits,next was jacob holding bella,next was 2 big wolfs with vic and that was it i turned around to see bella yarning

"Bella im sorry this is all my fault"i đã đưa ý kiến and couldnt keep my mask off so she seen all the pain on my face

she flinched

"Edward its not your fault she's crazy"she told me

"But if i would have never left bạn would not have gotten hurt and fell in tình yêu with him"
i đã đưa ý kiến she went and got a Monster out of the fridge and shook her head

"It not your fault,and i dont know what to tell bạn about the other stuff"she đã đưa ý kiến and sipped the drink

"Bella do bạn know why i left?"i asked her she looked at me

"Ya,cause bạn didnt want to petend to be human any thêm and bạn didnt tình yêu me any more"she đã đưa ý kiến looking down at her drink

"I lied"i đã đưa ý kiến and she choked and her drink

"Why the hell would bạn do that?"she asked me,her voice a little mad,i was shocked,jacob has her sayng hell

"Cause i didnt want to hurt bạn anymore,and the thêm things that happened to bạn stacked against us as a couple and now i see i was wrong"she looked at me with shocked eyes i step foward

"if i wouldn't have left i could have been there when that dog wasn't and protected bạn from her"i đã đưa ý kiến and she walked over to me and stood in front of me

"Edward cullen dont say stuff like that,i moved on like bạn wanted me too,i fell in tình yêu and dont call him a dog"she đã đưa ý kiến to me with anger i bent down and kissed her,she pulled back

"I tình yêu you"i đã đưa ý kiến she looked at me

"I would slap bạn right now but it wouldn't do bạn any good it would hurt me more,and dont ever Kiss me again"she said,that hurt so much i could kill him but it would hurt her even more

"Bella i tình yêu bạn so much,what bạn just did hurt like hell"i đã đưa ý kiến she just looked at me

"I felt hurt when bạn left me in the woods and đã đưa ý kiến hurtfull things and back off hoặc ill tell jake"she đã đưa ý kiến and flinch and chuckled

"What is so funny?"she demanded getting really mad

"That bạn think jacob could hurt me"i đã đưa ý kiến and laughed,she walked away

"Edward why did bạn stay?did bạn just stay to tell me bạn loved me,well i loved bạn along time cách đây not anymore,now i tình yêu alice and dont want her to leave cause she is one of my best friends"she đã đưa ý kiến and took another sip of her monster,she doesn't tình yêu me any thêm but she loves my family,thats so unfair,i will always wait for her,if he breaks her tim, trái tim ill be here for her,ill allways tình yêu her for ever

"Bella i tình yêu bạn and always will,and if he ever breaks your tim, trái tim hoặc dont want to be with him,i all ways be here for you"i đã đưa ý kiến with a warm smile

"Why?edward di chuyển on,come on go with tanya she is so in tình yêu with bạn and bạn dont even look at her,thats rude and what makes bạn think i would choose bạn anyway if jake broke up with me??"she asked me and i looked way

"Bella im sorry please forgive me?"i asked her she has all this anger and its all coming out at me
"Edward im glad bạn left hoặc i would never have fell in tình yêu with a person who can age with me and my daughter,i forgive bạn and thank you"she đã đưa ý kiến and smiled,gosh i tình yêu that smile it was so hot,i just wanted to run and Kiss her

"Now edward will bạn di chuyển on and ask tanya out?"she asked me

"ill try and di chuyển on but im not so sure on the tanya part."i đã đưa ý kiến i know she's in tình yêu with me but...i never thought of anyone like that but bella

"come on just block out her thought it wont be that bad"she đã đưa ý kiến and walked to her room,i followed and i seen vickie's face
"she gotten so big since i seen her last"i đã đưa ý kiến and looked around the room bella laid on the giường and put her arms around vickie
"i know she has the most cutest little curls"she đã đưa ý kiến i smiled
"you dont mind if i stand here do you?'i asked her

"nope but bạn have to stand right there"she đã đưa ý kiến and closed her eyes
i looked around the room and on the floor was a raper,it was a condom raper
she has sleep with him and there not even married GOSH i got to get out if this room before i think what they have done,gross,i could kill him
i walked out of the room and sat on the đi văng and waited


3 hours later

Jacob was just walking in with Seth,seth was thinki hope bella wont be mad,i really hope she under stands

"You imprinted on a baby."i đã đưa ý kiến and đã đưa ý kiến it with alot if distaste

"Shut up"seth đã đưa ý kiến with angeri cant beleave i imprinted on a baby not to add bella's baby

"Seth dont let it get to bạn he's like over a hundred and he went out with a 17 năm old"Jacob đã đưa ý kiến and laughed

"But she's just a baby"seth said"what if bella hates me and never wants me to come around her anymore"seth đã đưa ý kiến with hurt in his voice

"i dont know,i cant tell bạn how she will react"jacob đã đưa ý kiến walking in to his room,then came out

"Like my room it nice and big,dont bạn wish bạn never left her"he đã đưa ý kiến and when and got bella's monster and finshed it

"Yes i with i would have never left her and she knows that,just so bạn know"i đã đưa ý kiến and smiled at him,he looked at me with shocked eyes

"Bella would never leave him,she told me that one of the reasons she went and got bạn was to make sure he never got hurt and she really wanted to see alice"seth đã đưa ý kiến i winced

"She did?"jacob asked

"Duh"he đã đưa ý kiến and laughed"jake your so dumb"seth added

"Well eat that bloodsucker and get out of my house"jacob told me and smiled

i walked out and ran trang chủ to find alice danceing with jasper in the living room to taylor nhanh, swift

"What's all this about?"i asked why are thay so happy

"alice thought bella would hate her for leaveing but..."jasper đã đưa ý kiến but got cut off bởi alice

"i had a vision and she still loves me!!"alice đã đưa ý kiến with exsitement,japer was always happy when she was