Preseny day
How did bạn control yourself Jasper asked. I looked at my son who struggled with this part of being a vampire and đã đưa ý kiến It took all my control. I don’t know why maybe because in some way we were soul mates and I loved her with everything I had. It came close many times. I don’t know how bạn and Edward did it but yall have so much self control Emmett said. I looked at my usually humorous son and all I saw was wonder and wishful thinking. Esme was standing beside me now and whispered in my ear ‘I tình yêu you’. Esme loved me with every understanding and passion that she could. I tình yêu bạn always i told her. Our eyes locked and we were in our own little world. She knows this still hurts me and she stands bởi me while I speak of my first love. She ceases to amaze me. Did bạn stay to meet Diana Rosalie asked.
I hunted deer in a near bởi meadow after I ventured into famailer territory. My father’s farm.Their still were familiar faces their but their was a different vibe about it. I didn’t see my father .A good thing I don’t think I could have handled meeting him that particular moment. I was fixing to cut into Diana’s family farm when I saw my mom’s rose garden. It was beautiful as always though a little unkept. The longer I stood there sadness crept in. if my tim, trái tim was able to stop it would have because there in the center on the garden was a wooden cross.
Rebecca Cullen –mother,wife, and friend,
1635-1664
It was then when my body was shaking that I realized I was crying. It was the first tears I shed as a vampire. I cried until I could take no more. My mother died just a năm after my disappearance. What it most have cost her to lose her only son. My hatred for my father grew. Not only had he cost me my life with Diana but he cost my mother her life and me a mother. I broke out of the past as I heard my daughters crying. Carlisle bạn must have been tim, trái tim broken Bella cried. Im sorry Rosalie and Alice đã đưa ý kiến in a low voice. I was but I had to get back to Diana before she could think the worse. So I gathered myself and my thoughts and headed toward to the orchard. Diana was seated under the cây bởi the pond we called ours. She must have been waiting because she broke into a grim smile when she saw me. I was beginning to think none of this was real.That bạn were still gone she whispered. Its very real and its still a nightmare though it seems like a good one I told her as I took her in my arms. A good Nightmare? My Nightmare ended last night when bạn snuck through my window Dinah said. I had come back to convince bạn to di chuyển on. That it was ok to di chuyển on and tình yêu someone else I whispered into her hair. Their wasn’t a hole lot of convincing last night was there? hoặc just not the convincing bạn had in mind Dinah đã đưa ý kiến with a look of embarresment. She hid deeper into my chest and I had to stop from losing control.