**note: I wrote this along with another one in Algebra 2 Honors after I finished my class work and was listening to these two songs. I just had to type them on my computer since I wrote them in my journal first. so here is the first one
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my other one shots
Waiting For Your Return (link)
Until bạn Swim (link)
di chuyển bởi Little Mix (link)
Not Your Lọ lem (link)
Haunted House (link)
Left On The Dance floor (link)
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I sat in my room looking out at the snow falling gently onto the ground. All of my Những người bạn were excited because it meant a white giáng sinh for tomorrow. However I couldn’t help but feel empty on the inside ever since our break up. I know bạn still have that old red scarf I used to wear but now the thought of the times I wore it makes me feel sadden. I sometimes wish we could start everything over again but I know all too well bạn would break me like a promise like all the times bạn have done before. The tình yêu we had was so beautiful but had such a tragic ending. Why did it all have to wash down the drain so quickly? I guess it’s one of the few things I’ll never know why this even happened at all. Now that’s giáng sinh Eve the only thing I can think of is watching all my Những người bạn so happy underneath the mistletoe. However I will just be a part of the background sipping on my hot Sô cô la bởi the ngọn lửa, chữa cháy alone. I know all too well this is your fault that my tim, trái tim lays shattered on the white blanket outside. The reason is two years cách đây this very ngày my Những người bạn tried to warn me bạn were trouble but my tim, trái tim didn’t listen to anything they đã đưa ý kiến about you; however, I was too stupid because one năm cách đây bạn cheated on me with that red head. I hope bạn are happy with her because I can never forgive bạn because that was the một giây time bạn did this to me, so this is why from now on I will never give anyone a một giây chance. Lately when bạn have called I just ignore bạn because I knowyou’d treat me like a promise bạn didn’t keep. I know bạn remember every little detail all too well because bạn are like the tornado that wrecks a town because bạn wrecked my heart. Ever since last giáng sinh when I try to myself it’s okay, but when we met again on that little town street on Valentine’s ngày I almost let myself fall for bạn again but I reminded myself I deserve better than you. Because I knew I could never trust bạn again after I saw bạn kissing someone else underneath the mistletoe a năm ago. Now after I was paralyzed bởi the sight of you I have been fighting to be my old self again but I cannot because I’m still trying to find it and I remember all too well.