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posted by malmcd
Little things about me...


I've been nghề viết văn a story at school, this girl has been đọc it.

She wonders where I got the idea from, I tell her it's just fiction,

I can't bring myself to tell her thats it's really how I view the world since everyone thinks I'm the super happy smiling girl.

No one knows my world is dark.


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This week we had an anti-bullying activity at school

We have to vượt qua, cross a line when something applies to you.

"Please vượt qua, cross the line if bạn feel lonely."

No one in my class did, but I know one person who almost did.

Until she saw nobody else did.

I should have crossed that line.

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I say goodbye to someone everyday before I leave school..

I would hate to go out of this world without saying goodbye..

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Art is my passion my thing.

My mom says I'm to smart to take it further then past high school, it's not important enough.

At school I'm known for being amazing at art.

My art teachers tình yêu me and want me to keep going..

Why can't my family want that?
I just want to draw...

~~

The other ngày in class we had to write a depression essay in class.

I wrote the essay but the last few lines I wrote about my depression and everything I've went through.

But before I pasted it in I but the last lines in white and pasted it in I couldn't erase it...

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Why did I stop taking pills? Why do I not want to?

Because for once I believe in myself

I'm going to hiển thị how strong I am

I'm going to get through this on my own.

Just watch

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I've met almost all my Những người bạn on this website.

I know it's dangerous and I'm taking a risk.

I know what I'm doing and I'm careful.

Mom Dad, I help guys and girls online with there problems and stop them from killing them selfs.

Stop assuming I'm a slut. Not all teenage girls look for sex.

~~

"Some day, I want to be a model. These scars on my arms will not hold me back."

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Yes, life is getting better.

Yes, I'm eating again.

Yes, I've slowly stopped crying myself to sleep.

But, no. I'm still unhappy and dying on the inside.

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Dear Mom..

On the outside bạn see me as your happy and smiling daughter who’s turning 14 this Sunday and bạn would do anything for me…But what bạn don’t know it..

I’m really truly sad…

I’m faking that smile and I really do want to be happy but right now that seems impossible..I don;t want to die but want else is there to do…I hate being this way and I feel there’s no way out..I want to tell bạn but like I always say..We all have stories we don’t and will never tell…and this is one of them…

tình yêu your daughter…Mallory McDonald



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Dear Dad…

I know you’ve wanted to be there for me and I know that bạn wanted to see me…But it’s been seven years now and…Seeing and just hearing your voice would be to much.. Yes I tình yêu bạn I always will and nothing can take that away but, Mom kept me away from bạn for a reason and she won’t tell me why and I believe and trust in her so would bạn please stop calling are phone…It’s my birthday this Sunday and I wish bạn could be here but..Where were bạn for the last seven…Oh yeah I wasn’t important then I guess…I tình yêu bạn I really do but your pain of leaving messed me up and I really don;t want to get messed up even more. I feel like everyone I tình yêu always leaves because of you…And I don’t wish to feel like that again..

tình yêu your daughter..Mallory McDonald
posted by allicyn123
Okay, so bạn all know my SEARCHING FOR LIGHT articles, but after 20 parts of it I will begin nghề viết văn the một giây book called FORRBIDDEN DESTINES and then (maybe) the tied book REGTETTED DREAMS here's a little clip about each!

SEARCHING FOR LIGHT:
Izzy isnotyoyr average girl, riser in the attic of alfea, dreaming if wandering the halls of Cloudtower. Izzy lives her life secluded and alone exept for Faragonda, who would rather izzy became a fairy then fulfill her dreams at the witch school, then one ngày izzy sneaks around and hears Faragonda speaking of her dreams, that apparently will never be...
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posted by malmcd
She hides her pain..
With a smile on her face...
But one day..
That Smile will break...

The loneliness is killing her...
There's a war going on in her head..

She wishes to tell bạn the hurt and pain she's going through..
But she;s to scared...
That what you'd think if bạn knew the real her...

This
Girl
Is
Me

I wish I could tie bạn in my shoes, so bạn could feel unpretty to...
I'm losing my mind...
To this battle with me myself and I...


This girl bạn thought bạn knew is falling fast..
She's trying to put back together what she never had..
She just wants to be loved and good enough..
But nothing seems to never...
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posted by malmcd
    They đã đưa ý kiến no one would read my story that I wrote that day, but someone did, and now I’m here. In this room with a stranger..They sent me away here to get better? Yeah right..I thought I was weird these girls are different..


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Fever:


    My parents heard about my sadness from that paper at school...The one where no one was meant to read and đã đưa ý kiến they wouldn’t.They weren’t even trying to be supportive of me and help me, they called me a waste of không gian and someone would look to be in my shoes instead of on the đường phố, street and alive. I couldn’t...
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posted by snootygirl50701
 Erin
Erin
FantasyXII
Doorway- the FantasyXII theme song
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Its a cold and crazy world,
That we fight in life
Its gonna be me and my team,
That's raging a fight!
Like no other kind of sight!
We've been living threw hell,
And its burning our sight!

Its like there's no place,
No home!
No family!
No friends,
Cause their gone.

But behind every man,
There's a intelligent girl,
Who will be a woman one day!
She'll raise up those small arms as one.

But behind every tường hides a door,
A secret world.
She'll reach for it,
Hoping to find...
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posted by allicyn123
Name: Izzy Rae Frostinialiga (Frost)
Age: 15
Parents: unknown ( searching for them)
Description: shocking, amazing blue eyes, pale milky white skin and long flowing silvery hair
clothes: a strapless blue tank hàng đầu, đầu trang hiển thị belly and really short jeans, blue heels
siblings: none that she knows of
Friends: The fairy gang and two girls that she later finds out are her. Cousins, Sasha and Dana
Place shee grew up: Alfea

Izzy squeled as Farogonda lifted her arms to exagerate the boom of the đám mây in her story, "and then Izzy, the Winx gang took down Stormy and Darcey in a huge orb, witht the help of me and griffen, so bạn see that's how we beat the army of Decay!" Izzy smiled and curled up in bed, 6 years old and she was soooo interested in the ways of the witches, so exited for her freshmen năm in 11 years that her fingers tingled and for one moment it was perfect.

Then that moment ended
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Well I woke up to the sound of silence
The cars were cutting like knives in a fist fight
And I found bạn with a bottle of wine
Your head in the curtains
And tim, trái tim like the fourth of July

You swore and said
We are not
We are not shining stars
This I know
Cause I never đã đưa ý kiến we are

Though I've never been through hell like that
I've closed enough windows
To know bạn can never look back

If you're Mất tích and alone
Or you're sinking like a stone
Carry on
May your past be the sound
Of your feet upon the ground
Carry on

Carry on, carry on

So I met up with some friends
At the edge of the night
At a bar off 75
And we talked and...
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Chapter 8- The Black Stones- The Quest For Nova

Black Stone absorbing the fire
And the light
It’s holders tim, trái tim
Is as black as it

Blacking on the past
On the life unloved
On the fault lines
That led

To this darkness
In the firelight

In full view
Of the soporific observers
Absorbed by
The blackness beyond the light

But the ngọn lửa, chữa cháy dissolves
And the coldness encroaches
And the hearth is engulfed
In shadows

And the black Stone gathers
It's accomplices
And stretches out
In cold accusatory drafts

We flee
The gapping horror

The foolish remain
Addicted to the past
To what might return
On a future evening
They await what might...
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