Dream Diary Article: Little things about me..

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posted by malmcd

Little things about me...

I've been nghề viết văn a story at school, this girl has been đọc it.

She wonders where I got the idea from, I tell her it's just fiction,

I can't bring myself to tell her thats it's really how I view the world since everyone thinks I'm the super happy smiling girl.

No one knows my world is dark.

~~~

This week we had an anti-bullying activity at school

We have to vượt qua, cross a line when something applies to you.

"Please vượt qua, cross the line if bạn feel lonely."

No one in my class did, but I know one person who almost did.

Until she saw nobody else did.

I should have crossed that line.

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I say goodbye to someone everyday before I leave school..

I would hate to go out of this world without saying goodbye..

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Art is my passion my thing.

My mom says I'm to smart to take it further then past high school, it's not important enough.

At school I'm known for being amazing at art.

My art teachers tình yêu me and want me to keep going..

Why can't my family want that?
I just want to draw...

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The other ngày in class we had to write a depression essay in class.

I wrote the essay but the last few lines I wrote about my depression and everything I've went through.

But before I pasted it in I but the last lines in white and pasted it in I couldn't erase it...

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Why did I stop taking pills? Why do I not want to?

Because for once I believe in myself

I'm going to hiển thị how strong I am

I'm going to get through this on my own.

Just watch

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I've met almost all my Những người bạn on this website.

I know it's dangerous and I'm taking a risk.

I know what I'm doing and I'm careful.

Mom Dad, I help guys and girls online with there problems and stop them from killing them selfs.

Stop assuming I'm a slut. Not all teenage girls look for sex.

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"Some day, I want to be a model. These scars on my arms will not hold me back."

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Yes, life is getting better.

Yes, I'm eating again.

Yes, I've slowly stopped crying myself to sleep.

But, no. I'm still unhappy and dying on the inside.

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Dear Mom..

On the outside bạn see me as your happy and smiling daughter who’s turning 14 this Sunday and bạn would do anything for me…But what bạn don’t know it..

I’m really truly sad…

I’m faking that smile and I really do want to be happy but right now that seems impossible..I don;t want to die but want else is there to do…I hate being this way and I feel there’s no way out..I want to tell bạn but like I always say..We all have stories we don’t and will never tell…and this is one of them…

tình yêu your daughter…Mallory McDonald

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Dear Dad…

I know you’ve wanted to be there for me and I know that bạn wanted to see me…But it’s been seven years now and…Seeing and just hearing your voice would be to much.. Yes I tình yêu bạn I always will and nothing can take that away but, Mom kept me away from bạn for a reason and she won’t tell me why and I believe and trust in her so would bạn please stop calling are phone…It’s my birthday this Sunday and I wish bạn could be here but..Where were bạn for the last seven…Oh yeah I wasn’t important then I guess…I tình yêu bạn I really do but your pain of leaving messed me up and I really don;t want to get messed up even more. I feel like everyone I tình yêu always leaves because of you…And I don’t wish to feel like that again..

tình yêu your daughter..Mallory McDonald

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malmcd I'm made fun off what I wear because I'm different I love fashion and wear thing people wouldn't dare to

SongGirl50701 You should have seen Kat's nerd costume she made. IT WAS SO FREAKEN AWESOME!

malmcd Haha I was a nerd for a dance thing for halloween! But I was a rocker for Halloween

SongGirl50701 Really?! I bet it was super fun at your school because even Halloween wasn't that fun. She actually dressed up as a nerd before or after Halloween!!

malmcd Yeah I do stuff like that all the time like where A type of outfit for the day

SongGirl50701 Hey Mallory, do you want to be an illustrater for a story idea? If not- its okay.

SongGirl50701 :) I wish I could but I barely got clothes so I just do something in a notebook and show my friends. One day I kept saying Bruno until someone said shut up and then 5 minutes later, I kept saying it again in a high pitched voice.

malmcd What's the story idea?

SongGirl50701 You can choose Hall of Fame (humans mostly) or my immortal story idea of creatures becoming reality all fit in one person or things hands. I need help with them- BADLY

malmcd Tell me more about the second one?

SongGirl50701 That's the problem. I don't know what to write about but I was letting my friend Gabby read these immortal creature stories I made and she loved them!

malmcd Ummm????? That is hard

SongGirl50701 I'll write some of what I let her read. The wind was cold and harsh as it bit at his skin. His intensive marbled blue eyes shifted to the breaking ice soul I knew. [i]Jack.[/i] My best friend was really speaking of the truth. His human body shivering with defeat as he shifts into a wolf from human. Even though fear was lingering from me. I loved it. My shivering hands was on his back as it became a wolf's. "You have to go before they see you." His voice was in a groaning snarl I always knew. "Jack, I'm not ever leaving you." My face had hidden itself in his fur as his clothing shreds off and into a wolf's fur. "Please don't. This is making it harder for you and me." Fear was in his voice for the first time ever. "Will you visit me?" Tears began to fall. "I promise until I can't no more. Whenever I can, okay?" The way he said it made me feel like he was with me forever. As my hands freed him is when his spirit did too as he dashed to his howling pack. My face had tears left begging to stop to feel his touch one last time. My brain tolled me we would never see each other again but my heart spoke different. Walking away from the forest was the hardest without dashing back. I knew deep down that not even forever could tear us apart. --------that's a werewolf part, I guess.

malmcd Thats good!!!!

SongGirl50701 You got any ideas? I got one about a another creature.

malmcd Ummm well there's dragons, mermaids, fairies, elf, vampires,

SongGirl50701 ya, i don't really know. have you read my other story I was writing of Laura?

malmcd No?

SongGirl50701 Okay, hold on. I'll ty to get the Url.

malmcd Okay!

SongGirl50701 http://www.fanpop.com/clubs/Titanium

SongGirl50701 did you get it?

malmcd Oh yeah I remember that story!

SongGirl50701 yep, it sounds a cordless.

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from the chore of the heart
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posted by malmcd

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posted by malmcd

Once again I'm stuck here alone
Surrounded bởi these four white walls
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I can't explain these thoughts
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sign

Sacred Hearts In Kingdom
chapter one: "Home"
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Dear Sister Layla

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posted by snootygirl50701

Sign

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Proluage: Written
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posted by malmcd

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Tumblr....

i just want to get away from food

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no thêm wheat bagels

no thêm cereal

no thêm pizza

no thêm nothing.

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posted by malmcd

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Book One off The Quest For Nova Series

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posted by allicyn123

1 Happy Things:)
I Have a stable life, my parents are good to me, they make sure I'm well taken care of and they tình yêu me<3 I tình yêu them too... My brither is so much better than me at well... just about everything, but that's probably the only thing that keeps me going and even trying

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3 Crying and Crying Over and Over :*(
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posted by malmcd

Ok here is some informantion about some character's

FAIRIES

Name-Eclipse
Power-The power of the cây of Life
Boyfriend to be-Drake
Helper-Bloom
Pixie-Amphrite the pixie of both sides
Spirit Animal-Tani the Dragon of the Eclipse’s
Character plot-
Eclipse has always been lied to bởi her mother and she is a very important character in The Quest For Nova.

Name-Viva
Power-The power of visions
Boyfriend to be-Eric
Helper-Flora
Pixie-Peek the pixie of secrets
Spirit Animal-Nidhug the Dragon of Dream’s
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