bạn đã đưa ý kiến bạn needed me...then why don't bạn want me?
The past few days, you've been feeling much better with Randy. bạn feel like bạn have thêm energy and bạn actually sometimes don't even think about your leukemia at all! bạn kinda have a feeling that it's cuz Randy is too sweet to you. He always makes bạn smile, laugh, and he always gives bạn a warm fuzzy feeling in the deep gut of your feelings. The past few Sundays, you've also been going to church with Angie, Randy, and his family. bạn sing for the choir all the time and after services, bạn two always go to the lake and hang out there...
**Monday**
You, Jessica, and Tanya all sit together in the cafeteria, wondering where Lauren is.
Jessica: I mean I've seen her today. But where is she?
Tanya: Who knows? Maybe she found a new guy to be with.
Jamie: Oh look there she is.
bạn guys see Lauren walking to bạn guys calmly.
All 3: xin chào Lauren.
Jessica: Where were-
Lauren: Jamie. Can I talk to bạn real quick?
Jamie: Sure.
bạn and Lauren walk out of the cafeteria together and meanwhile, the guys see this.
Raymond: xin chào look your ex just took out your girlfriend right now.
Randy: What?
David: They're walking out. I think they're gonna talk.
***
bạn and Lauren are at the back of the cafeteria and Lauren gives a big gulp of breathe and starts crying. bạn comfort Lauren and she says:
Lauren: I'm so sorry...
Jamie: It's ok. Tell me, what's wrong Lauren?
Lauren: It's...it's Randy.
Jamie: What about him?
Lauren: I can't be without him...I just can't.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Jamie...I need Randy.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: I know you're going through a rough time but don't be so selfish...I'm going through a rough time too.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Please...I tình yêu Randy.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: I can't live without him Jamie...I...I'm so depressed all the time and I can't stand it! I don't wanna be depressed anymore...what if I get thoughts of suicide?
Jamie: No Lauren...
Lauren: I need him...I need him Jamie...
***
bạn and Randy both go to the lake together and instead of going in the boat, bạn two just stand on the little pier, looking at the lake.
Randy: You...ok?
Jamie: Huh? Yah...
Randy: C'mon Jamie. I know that look already and it's not working.
Jamie: ...have you...have bạn ever needed someone?
Randy: Huh?
Jamie: Needed someone...as in like bạn NEED them...as if bạn were so dependent on them that without them, your life feels like it's slowly draining from the tip of your fingers?
Randy: ...Why do bạn ask?
Jamie: ...*sigh* I think I'm like that right now.
Randy: ...
Jamie: If I think about it, if I never met bạn I probably would've met no one. I would've shunned everyone from me as my time got closer. I would've let no one in me, to get to me. Ever since I knew I had leukemia, I trained myself to be as tough as stone. And everything was going good. I was independent. I didn't need anyone. I was so strong that I even thought I didn't need my grandma. But now...I'm dependent on...on YOU. I need bạn and I'm like a little kid again.
Randy: *smile*
Jamie: But Randy...understand that I have to...I have to be independent.
Randy: ...
Jamie: I need to be on my own.
Randy: Are bạn leaving me?
Jamie: Don't say it like that Randy. I mean we'll still be Những người bạn it's just...I don't want this relationship to go any further...
Randy: Why? Why? It was going so good...
Jamie: It's...I just think bạn and I shouldn't be together. I mean there are so many reasons. I think someone else needs bạn thêm than I need you.
Randy: ...don't say it's Lauren.
Jamie: ...
Randy: Oh god...Jamie please. Don't tell me bạn believe what she's telling you...
Jamie: She needs bạn Randy.
Randy: No she doesn't...I don't even want her Jamie. I want YOU. Don't leave me Jamie...
Jamie: I have to...
Randy: I don't believe this...
Jamie: And it's not just cuz of her. I...Shawn wants me again.
Randy: What?
Jamie: Just the way Lauren needs you, Shawn needs me.
Randy: Wait...so bạn want to leave me for HIM again?
Jamie: He's special to me Randy.
Randy: I thought...I thought I was special to you...not HIM.
Jamie: ...
Randy: ...
Jamie: I-I'm sorry.
Before a tear can escape your eye, bạn turn around and bạn run away. bạn leave Randy there, leaning on the wooden rail in the lake, thinking...
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Shawn: bạn wanted to see me Jamie?
Jamie: Hey. So uh...how are you?
Shawn: Good...you?
Jamie: Me too me too.
Shawn: So...how are bạn and Randy?
Jamie: We uh...we broke up.
Shawn: ...what?
Jamie: Yah......
........***
Your at your house and bạn just tucked in Angie to sleep. bạn quickly change into your sweats and wife beater when bạn hear a car pull up in your driveway. bạn look out the window to see Randy's car! bạn sigh and bạn go out to see Randy walking up to bạn with his head down.
Jamie: Randy what are bạn doing here?
Randy: Jamie...please...please don't leave me.
Jamie: Randy stop this. I told you, Lauren needs bạn the way Shawn needs me.
Randy: Then let Lauren and Shawn leech off each other...I...I need to be with you. What about MY needs? Why is always Lauren's needs?
Jamie: ...
Randy: bạn đã đưa ý kiến bạn needed me too. Why are bạn putting other people in front of what bạn want? bạn đã đưa ý kiến bạn needed me...then why don't bạn want me?
Jamie: Randy I just can't...please just accept this and di chuyển on. It'll be better for bạn and me.
Randy: Just this once...I'm going to do this once...
Randy looks at bạn and slowly goes down to his knees.
Randy: Don't leave me.
bạn start crying uncontrollably and your helpless. bạn can't leave Randy now. Look how far he's gone to get bạn to change your mind. But bạn don't want Lauren to commit suicide either...you fall on your butt and bạn cry with your head on your knees. bạn feel Randy's arms over your shoulder, keeping bạn warm and safe. bạn hug him back and bạn just cry in his shoulders. After crying for such a long time, bạn manage to say:
Jamie: This needs to be the last time we're like this...goodbye Randy.
The past few days, you've been feeling much better with Randy. bạn feel like bạn have thêm energy and bạn actually sometimes don't even think about your leukemia at all! bạn kinda have a feeling that it's cuz Randy is too sweet to you. He always makes bạn smile, laugh, and he always gives bạn a warm fuzzy feeling in the deep gut of your feelings. The past few Sundays, you've also been going to church with Angie, Randy, and his family. bạn sing for the choir all the time and after services, bạn two always go to the lake and hang out there...
**Monday**
You, Jessica, and Tanya all sit together in the cafeteria, wondering where Lauren is.
Jessica: I mean I've seen her today. But where is she?
Tanya: Who knows? Maybe she found a new guy to be with.
Jamie: Oh look there she is.
bạn guys see Lauren walking to bạn guys calmly.
All 3: xin chào Lauren.
Jessica: Where were-
Lauren: Jamie. Can I talk to bạn real quick?
Jamie: Sure.
bạn and Lauren walk out of the cafeteria together and meanwhile, the guys see this.
Raymond: xin chào look your ex just took out your girlfriend right now.
Randy: What?
David: They're walking out. I think they're gonna talk.
***
bạn and Lauren are at the back of the cafeteria and Lauren gives a big gulp of breathe and starts crying. bạn comfort Lauren and she says:
Lauren: I'm so sorry...
Jamie: It's ok. Tell me, what's wrong Lauren?
Lauren: It's...it's Randy.
Jamie: What about him?
Lauren: I can't be without him...I just can't.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Jamie...I need Randy.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: I know you're going through a rough time but don't be so selfish...I'm going through a rough time too.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Please...I tình yêu Randy.
Jamie: ...
Lauren: I can't live without him Jamie...I...I'm so depressed all the time and I can't stand it! I don't wanna be depressed anymore...what if I get thoughts of suicide?
Jamie: No Lauren...
Lauren: I need him...I need him Jamie...
***
bạn and Randy both go to the lake together and instead of going in the boat, bạn two just stand on the little pier, looking at the lake.
Randy: You...ok?
Jamie: Huh? Yah...
Randy: C'mon Jamie. I know that look already and it's not working.
Jamie: ...have you...have bạn ever needed someone?
Randy: Huh?
Jamie: Needed someone...as in like bạn NEED them...as if bạn were so dependent on them that without them, your life feels like it's slowly draining from the tip of your fingers?
Randy: ...Why do bạn ask?
Jamie: ...*sigh* I think I'm like that right now.
Randy: ...
Jamie: If I think about it, if I never met bạn I probably would've met no one. I would've shunned everyone from me as my time got closer. I would've let no one in me, to get to me. Ever since I knew I had leukemia, I trained myself to be as tough as stone. And everything was going good. I was independent. I didn't need anyone. I was so strong that I even thought I didn't need my grandma. But now...I'm dependent on...on YOU. I need bạn and I'm like a little kid again.
Randy: *smile*
Jamie: But Randy...understand that I have to...I have to be independent.
Randy: ...
Jamie: I need to be on my own.
Randy: Are bạn leaving me?
Jamie: Don't say it like that Randy. I mean we'll still be Những người bạn it's just...I don't want this relationship to go any further...
Randy: Why? Why? It was going so good...
Jamie: It's...I just think bạn and I shouldn't be together. I mean there are so many reasons. I think someone else needs bạn thêm than I need you.
Randy: ...don't say it's Lauren.
Jamie: ...
Randy: Oh god...Jamie please. Don't tell me bạn believe what she's telling you...
Jamie: She needs bạn Randy.
Randy: No she doesn't...I don't even want her Jamie. I want YOU. Don't leave me Jamie...
Jamie: I have to...
Randy: I don't believe this...
Jamie: And it's not just cuz of her. I...Shawn wants me again.
Randy: What?
Jamie: Just the way Lauren needs you, Shawn needs me.
Randy: Wait...so bạn want to leave me for HIM again?
Jamie: He's special to me Randy.
Randy: I thought...I thought I was special to you...not HIM.
Jamie: ...
Randy: ...
Jamie: I-I'm sorry.
Before a tear can escape your eye, bạn turn around and bạn run away. bạn leave Randy there, leaning on the wooden rail in the lake, thinking...
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Shawn: bạn wanted to see me Jamie?
Jamie: Hey. So uh...how are you?
Shawn: Good...you?
Jamie: Me too me too.
Shawn: So...how are bạn and Randy?
Jamie: We uh...we broke up.
Shawn: ...what?
Jamie: Yah......
........***
Your at your house and bạn just tucked in Angie to sleep. bạn quickly change into your sweats and wife beater when bạn hear a car pull up in your driveway. bạn look out the window to see Randy's car! bạn sigh and bạn go out to see Randy walking up to bạn with his head down.
Jamie: Randy what are bạn doing here?
Randy: Jamie...please...please don't leave me.
Jamie: Randy stop this. I told you, Lauren needs bạn the way Shawn needs me.
Randy: Then let Lauren and Shawn leech off each other...I...I need to be with you. What about MY needs? Why is always Lauren's needs?
Jamie: ...
Randy: bạn đã đưa ý kiến bạn needed me too. Why are bạn putting other people in front of what bạn want? bạn đã đưa ý kiến bạn needed me...then why don't bạn want me?
Jamie: Randy I just can't...please just accept this and di chuyển on. It'll be better for bạn and me.
Randy: Just this once...I'm going to do this once...
Randy looks at bạn and slowly goes down to his knees.
Randy: Don't leave me.
bạn start crying uncontrollably and your helpless. bạn can't leave Randy now. Look how far he's gone to get bạn to change your mind. But bạn don't want Lauren to commit suicide either...you fall on your butt and bạn cry with your head on your knees. bạn feel Randy's arms over your shoulder, keeping bạn warm and safe. bạn hug him back and bạn just cry in his shoulders. After crying for such a long time, bạn manage to say:
Jamie: This needs to be the last time we're like this...goodbye Randy.
