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…………. *♥♫♀♂♫♥*’
………... *♥•♦►♫◄••♥*
… …. *♥☺▬♥☺♥▬☺♥*
……. *♥•♥▬#♠ ♥#▬♥•*♥*
……*♥♫♥♥▬♫♥ ♥♫▬♥*♫*
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…………Merry Christmas! đã đăng hơn một năm qua

HOW DARE bạn TO COME HERE AND NOT EVEN SAY HI??? báo cáo NOW!!!!!!!!!!! đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Thank you, not only for your kind words, also for checking on me; but I don’t want to pull bạn down, I just needed bạn to know that I don’t have a problem with you. It is just that nobody can help someone as long as that person doesn’t want to feel better and allows help. And I get a satisfaction from my suffering, I don’t want to lose my loyal true self, and deep mourning is the exclusive acceptable way for me and the only thing that causes me to not break down completely. đã đăng hơn một năm qua

I didn’t want bạn to think that I keep my distance because of you, because the problem is only that I am deeply Mất tích in suffering and pain. And although I am aware of how lucky I am in life, I am too broken to appreciate what I have left. Delena got me through the last years and I feel like they are everything that I care about, and I haven’t felt happiness and joy and haven’t laughed hoặc smiled in thêm than half năm now – and I still can’t imagine a change even after so many months. đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Any chance I could get bạn to vote and maybe leave a bình luận in this Disney phiếu bầu I made here:

link

I'm trying to get as many Fanpoppers to vote and bình luận and your vote could really help a lot :) I'd really appreciate it as every little vote counts :) đã đăng hơn một năm qua

My existence is pretty zombie-like for almost three months now, because my mind threw me in an almost emotionless state for protection. I am a rational and not very emotional person otherwise anyway, and only my two obsessions – Delena and Damon – got me to involve my tim, trái tim and soul so deeply. So, I somehow still function now, but I avoid to feel much, what is at least interesting to examine in a scientific way. đã đăng hơn một năm qua

Well, I will give bạn some time and wait for bạn to tell me when your exams will be over. But don’t worry, it is normal in your situation to fear forgetting everything, but it normally none the less doesn’t happen, and if bạn have never had a blackout before, it is most likely to stay like that. And to your privacy point: I guess that thêm people follow bạn on tumblr than come to my fanpop thông tin các nhân that isn’t visited hat much since you, Thana and Iva left. đã đăng hơn một năm qua

I never write on open spaces what I don’t want others to read, and our walls on fanpop can also be seen bởi the other people around here. So, bạn really don’t need to come back if bạn already moved on from this community, because I would never destroy bạn being at peace with what bạn do. I will let bạn decide if bạn feel thêm under surveillance there hoặc bothered to come here, while I just enjoy talking to bạn no matter where. đã đăng hơn một năm qua

I am also always happy to hear from bạn and hope that we can stay in touch bởi trying to keep up writing. đã đăng hơn một năm qua

I have so much to do with work lately, and I also miss bạn so very much. I feel terrible because bạn again had to come after me, but I am still really glad that bạn did. bạn should read the bài viết on link until I will be finished with exams and have less tax duties in the office in between those. đã đăng hơn một năm qua