i fell for him, against my will! he was my brother, my bro', my best frnd!! we used 2 spend hours on the phone just watchin' a movie and hearing our breaths... but i always said that wasn't love...
when i cried he used 2 hug me not sayin anythn, just pressin me against his chest sayn it's gonna be alright, and everythn turned out ok because of him... but i always said that wasn't love...
when i search my contacts list i used to stop at his name and admire every letter and thaugt well ok i miss him... but that ain't love...
i used 2 tell him everything! my dreams my hopes my issues....and he would understand and i would feel comfort around him but always said... that wasn't love...
i used 2 jump on his back!! and somtimes i would throw watter ballons at him and LAUGH! i would send him jokes in class and would both suffer detention 2gether! we shared burgers and he always added extra chease cz he knew i worsship chease!
in birthdays party we were the only pple havin fun, dancing like fools and stuff!! i knw,THAT was frndship..
he asked me 1 day if i wanted 2 go out with him as his date and i said know and i went so angry and mad i don't talk 2 him 2day... WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME???
now he's dating other girls and i always do the effort 2 be the "BFF" of each1 of them! what the hell is wrong with me???
please let me know if it's frndship so i don't loose the best bro eva! and if it's that i'm fallin hard so i make up with him and don't loose what could be the BEST thing that could ever happen 2 me!! answer this queston please!! i rly need help...