when we finally got to the airport, i was all but having a tim, trái tim attack. what had i done? i just wanted to kill myself right now. i could tell bella was angry at me, she stared silently as we sat awaiting our flight, i coulnt see her face but i knew she wanted to kill me just as much as i did. its ok, i continued to tell myself when we finally boarded and bella caught my hand but đã đưa ý kiến nothing. my brain replayed carsliles panicked tone as he spoke to me on the phone earlier and the fear within myself made me want to rip the monster that was urting her out now. all the way back se kept silent. i did too although i was so upset i just wanted to comfort her but i was to corardly.
bởi the time we reached the airport, everyone was waiting for us. i suddenly got a mix of shoting thoughts running through my mind
(edward what have bạn done!)
(oh my god, bella)
(awsome)
(i think my assumptions are correct)
everyone was shouting stuff at me at once, but i was stuck on the fact that chuông, bell had run straight for rosalie! i couldnt understand it, but then i realised, inside rosalies head i could here
(yeah like im doing it for you! but dont worry when bạn die ill look after him. and i wont let anyone kill him)
i had to stop myself there and then from springing at her but i managed, but i couldnt be sure if it was jasper hoặc not.
bella, rosalie, alice and me all rode in rosalies convertable, but rose refused to let me near her. he orderd me into the front where i was stuck with alices constant mind talking.
(i cant see her! im so sorry but i cant shes all fuzzy and it hurts my head! do bạn think shell survive this because im having the strangest feeling that rosalies not going to let us take it out what will happen to her?) i really didnt need this right now, roalie and bella would hear if i told her so i found a pen and scribled on her hand "later" she just nodded and thought (im so sorry edward, but it wasnt your falut, bạn have to remember that)
when we got back rosalie carried bella inside where she took her upstairs to change clothes as shed thrown up down herself. i already knew that rosalie was not going to let us take it out but i was hoping chuông, bell had thêm sence. when she came down i asked
"bella? were going to take that thing out of bạn ok? bạn dont have to be scared i promise it will be ok soon."
i saw as her face started to puff out and her eyes swelled. "why?" she wimperd at me, i could see the agony on her face
"why?" i questioned, surey she didnt want it. shed đã đưa ý kiến she didnt want kids.
"you cant hurt him, he's mine and i want him" i almost retched at that but held my face i didnt know if i could talk but i tried "it will kill bạn bella" i managed to breathe out at last. she cant want it, what was i supposed to do. i heard the snide voice of rosalie again (lets face it edward, nobody cares if she dies) i gave her a glare and she just smiled before tuning to me and speaking aloud "you will get to bella over my dead body!" she shouted and carslile whined along with alice. id forgotten theyd missed half of the conversation. "bella it will kill bạn your only human, this thing will be half our kind, we dont know how strong it will be." she looked at him and just đã đưa ý kiến "i am stong enough" oh typical bella!
(there is a chance edward dont give up) but of corse there was no chance. id brused her already she wasnt up to full strength anyway. was she trying to make me die inside? not that i blamed her, i was a monster.
a few days passed and everything got worse. bella was now weaker and this featus was growng fast. an ultrasound wouldnt work and the thing was killing her, id tried begging, everyone had. we couldnt get passed rosalie because of emmets glance he gave us when we had threatend. then esme had been against it all creating it completely impssible for carslile to do anything with her in the way. my battle was lost. alice and emmet had done reasearch on what would happen, checking for any cases that had been reported perviously, but out of the few they had found every mother had ended up dead.
bởi the time we reached the airport, everyone was waiting for us. i suddenly got a mix of shoting thoughts running through my mind
(edward what have bạn done!)
(oh my god, bella)
(awsome)
(i think my assumptions are correct)
everyone was shouting stuff at me at once, but i was stuck on the fact that chuông, bell had run straight for rosalie! i couldnt understand it, but then i realised, inside rosalies head i could here
(yeah like im doing it for you! but dont worry when bạn die ill look after him. and i wont let anyone kill him)
i had to stop myself there and then from springing at her but i managed, but i couldnt be sure if it was jasper hoặc not.
bella, rosalie, alice and me all rode in rosalies convertable, but rose refused to let me near her. he orderd me into the front where i was stuck with alices constant mind talking.
(i cant see her! im so sorry but i cant shes all fuzzy and it hurts my head! do bạn think shell survive this because im having the strangest feeling that rosalies not going to let us take it out what will happen to her?) i really didnt need this right now, roalie and bella would hear if i told her so i found a pen and scribled on her hand "later" she just nodded and thought (im so sorry edward, but it wasnt your falut, bạn have to remember that)
when we got back rosalie carried bella inside where she took her upstairs to change clothes as shed thrown up down herself. i already knew that rosalie was not going to let us take it out but i was hoping chuông, bell had thêm sence. when she came down i asked
"bella? were going to take that thing out of bạn ok? bạn dont have to be scared i promise it will be ok soon."
i saw as her face started to puff out and her eyes swelled. "why?" she wimperd at me, i could see the agony on her face
"why?" i questioned, surey she didnt want it. shed đã đưa ý kiến she didnt want kids.
"you cant hurt him, he's mine and i want him" i almost retched at that but held my face i didnt know if i could talk but i tried "it will kill bạn bella" i managed to breathe out at last. she cant want it, what was i supposed to do. i heard the snide voice of rosalie again (lets face it edward, nobody cares if she dies) i gave her a glare and she just smiled before tuning to me and speaking aloud "you will get to bella over my dead body!" she shouted and carslile whined along with alice. id forgotten theyd missed half of the conversation. "bella it will kill bạn your only human, this thing will be half our kind, we dont know how strong it will be." she looked at him and just đã đưa ý kiến "i am stong enough" oh typical bella!
(there is a chance edward dont give up) but of corse there was no chance. id brused her already she wasnt up to full strength anyway. was she trying to make me die inside? not that i blamed her, i was a monster.
a few days passed and everything got worse. bella was now weaker and this featus was growng fast. an ultrasound wouldnt work and the thing was killing her, id tried begging, everyone had. we couldnt get passed rosalie because of emmets glance he gave us when we had threatend. then esme had been against it all creating it completely impssible for carslile to do anything with her in the way. my battle was lost. alice and emmet had done reasearch on what would happen, checking for any cases that had been reported perviously, but out of the few they had found every mother had ended up dead.
Touch me I'm cold, unable to control
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let me come closer, I'm not your shadow
With our eyes shielded from the oncoming count
It's not hard for us to say what we should not
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Touch me I'm cold, unable to control
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let me come closer, I'm not your shadow
With our eyes shielded from the oncoming count
It's not hard for us to say what we should not
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Touch me I'm cold, unable to control
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Other lives, always tempted to trade
Will they hate me for all the choices I made
Will they stop when they see me again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your tình yêu I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts now
Tear me down, they can’t take bạn out of my thoughts
Under every scar there’s a battle I’ve lost
Will they stop when they see us again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your tình yêu I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your tình yêu I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
Starts now
Will they hate me for all the choices I made
Will they stop when they see me again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your tình yêu I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts now
Tear me down, they can’t take bạn out of my thoughts
Under every scar there’s a battle I’ve lost
Will they stop when they see us again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your tình yêu I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your tình yêu I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
Starts now
Up with your turret
Aren’t we just terrified
Shale, screen your worry
From what bạn won’t ever find
Don’t let it fool you
Don’t let it fool you, down
Down’s sitting round
Folds in the gown
Sea and the rock below
Cocked to the undertow
Bones, blood and teeth erode
With every crashing node
Wings wouldn’t help you
Wings wouldn’t help you, down
Death is around
Prayer in your smile
bạn barely are blinking
Wagging your face around
When’d this just become
A mortal home
Ahhhh
Won’t, won’t, won’t, won’t
Won’t let bạn talk me
Won’t let bạn talk me, down
Will pull it taut
Nothing now
Aren’t we just terrified
Shale, screen your worry
From what bạn won’t ever find
Don’t let it fool you
Don’t let it fool you, down
Down’s sitting round
Folds in the gown
Sea and the rock below
Cocked to the undertow
Bones, blood and teeth erode
With every crashing node
Wings wouldn’t help you
Wings wouldn’t help you, down
Death is around
Prayer in your smile
bạn barely are blinking
Wagging your face around
When’d this just become
A mortal home
Ahhhh
Won’t, won’t, won’t, won’t
Won’t let bạn talk me
Won’t let bạn talk me, down
Will pull it taut
Nothing now