I sat down on the sofa and so did edward,He sat down right beside me.After a while i drifted off to sleep,i dont know when i woke up but it was really dark.Then i noticed my head was on edward's shoulder,when i was asleep i must have leaned on him.I looked at edward he seemed comfortable and happy really happy,i took my head off edwards shoulder and looked at him.
"Your awake"he đã đưa ý kiến smiling that dazzleing smile,he had dazzled me one again.
"Ya,i was really tired sorry"i đã đưa ý kiến getting akeward.
"Its okay i didnt mind"he đã đưa ý kiến smiling even wider.
"Of corse bạn didnt"i đã đưa ý kiến and he laughed a bit i looked at my watch it was 9 o'clock.
"Where is charlie?"i asked.
"He called and đã đưa ý kiến he would be trang chủ tomorrow that something happened and he is sorry"he đã đưa ý kiến back to me.I was going to be trang chủ alone and i am pregnant something will happen knowing my luck.
"Um..do bạn mind staying here tonight because i will be trang chủ alone and me being pregnant makes me thêm unlucky"i đã đưa ý kiến smiling shyly.He looked shocked.
"Ya of corse thats fine"he đã đưa ý kiến in a normal tone but i could hear that he was well happy.
"The food"i đã đưa ý kiến while trying to stand up but he got up before me he smile and held out his hand i took it and got up.
"I saved it,its ready for bạn to eat"he đã đưa ý kiến while holding out the chair for me to sit in.I ate my bữa tối, bữa ăn tối then decided to go to giường i was still tired.
"I am going to get changed then i am going to giường so,um decide what bạn are going to do"i đã đưa ý kiến then went up the stairs.
I dont go into the bathroom to get changed anymore since edward is never in my room,i got on some shorts then took off my shirt.Just then edward walked into my room i screamed and turned around,i heard the door close.
"Edward!"i shouted.
"I'm sorry i thought bạn were in the bathroom"he đã đưa ý kiến i could hear the smile in his voice.
"I dont have to get changed in their anymore your not in my room,and this is not funny"i đã đưa ý kiến in a angry tone he laughed a bit.
"It doesnt matter i've seen bạn naked before"he đã đưa ý kiến sounding smug.
"Ya but that was when bạn were aloud to,but we are not together anymore so bạn cant see me like that anymore"i đã đưa ý kiến to him he went silent.
"Sorry"he said.
"Well bạn should be"i đã đưa ý kiến then opened the door the hàng đầu, đầu trang i was wearing was skin tight.
"What did bạn want in my room anyway?"i asked while he looked me up and down.
"My eyes are up here"i đã đưa ý kiến to him,he looked my in the eyes and smiled.
"Sorry and i am going to sit in the rocking chair if that is fine with you"he đã đưa ý kiến to me melting me with his golden eyes.
"Ya fine"i đã đưa ý kiến and moved out of the way of the door.He went in and sat in the chair.
I went and sat in my bed,it was really hot again but it was probebly just me.After a couple of phút Renesmee started kicking,i gasped because it was like she was playing football.
"Whats wrong?"he asked concerend.
"Come here"i đã đưa ý kiến to him,he got off the chair and stood beside the bed,i grabed his hand and pulled him onto the giường and put my hand to my stomack.Then Renesmee kicked again where his hand was he smiled and looked at me.
"That never gets old"he đã đưa ý kiến then gasped realixing that he had just giving away that he had basically been in my room with me when i was asleep,he had been since the ngày jacob came to visit everynight but i never told him to go away it was nice having him here.
"Dont worrie i know that bạn are in here everynight i'm not stupid"i đã đưa ý kiến laughing a bit.
"H-how?"he stuttered.
"Well when your pregnant bạn dont get much sleep,and bạn are cold so when it feels like the have sunburn all over then coldness comes it normally means your water has broke hoặc well in my case a vampire has their arms around you.And renesmee calms down when bạn are here"i đã đưa ý kiến if i could see him i would most likly see someone really shocked.
"Um-sorry"he đã đưa ý kiến shocked.
"Its okay"i đã đưa ý kiến then turned on my bedside lamp i turned back round to edward but he face was inches from mine we both breathed in we were about to kiss.
"I cant"i đã đưa ý kiến then layed down.
"I know im sorry"he đã đưa ý kiến then went and sat back down on the chair,after a một phút of silence i asked:
"What are bạn doing tomorrrow"
"I dont know i will probebly help them build the house what about you?"he asked
"I going up to La Push to visit jacob he asked me to come up"i đã đưa ý kiến to him.
"Okay,be careful bạn never know when they could bạn know explode"he đã đưa ý kiến trying to find the right words to say when they get angry and change.
"I know"i đã đưa ý kiến to him.
"Goodnight"i đã đưa ý kiến to him.
"Goodnight"he đã đưa ý kiến i was half asleep in about 30 seonds so i was not really consious.
"I tình yêu You"he đã đưa ý kiến to me and without thinking as i was nearly asleep i said:
"I tình yêu bạn too"then i fell asleep.
I woke up that morning feeling not as tired as i normally did,probebly because i knew edward was there.I sat up and edward was in the rocking chair,smiling again.
"Goodmorning"he đã đưa ý kiến to me.
"Goodmorning"i đã đưa ý kiến back to him.
"Your hair looks like a haystack"he said.
"Where have i heard that before"i đã đưa ý kiến to him he smiled again.
"I think bạn should have some breakfast now dont you?"he đã đưa ý kiến while getting up.
"Yes i have to change first,and dont come in this time"i đã đưa ý kiến to him while getting up aswell.
"I'll try"he đã đưa ý kiến then left my room,i went into the bathroom did what o had to do in there then got changed.I was wearing a blue hàng đầu, đầu trang with comfortable trousers.Then i went downstairs,i went into the phòng bếp, nhà bếp and edward just serverd eggs on my plate i sat down and started eating.
"Thank you"i đã đưa ý kiến to him.
"Your welcome"he đã đưa ý kiến back smiling.
After a while of talking about the house and how edward would come over and help me explain to charlie about moving out and edward will be moving with me.
"I have to go to jakes now"i đã đưa ý kiến to him because it was now two o'clock.
"Ya i better get going aswell get started on our house"he đã đưa ý kiến in a normal tone again but i could hear he was full of happiness of saying our house.
"Okay then Cya later"i đã đưa ý kiến to him.
"Cya"he đã đưa ý kiến then drove off,a couple of phút later jake turned up I walked outside and jake came out of the car and huged me.
"Hello"i đã đưa ý kiến to him.
"Hello and hello to bạn too renesmee,you are getting bigger bởi the day"he đã đưa ý kiến while putting his hand on my stomack.
"I know"i đã đưa ý kiến to him we got in his car and drove to La Push.We got there and got out of the car.
"So what are we doing?"i asked.He looked a bit nervous.
"I have a picnic set up for us on thre beach"he đã đưa ý kiến while taking my hand and leading me to the beach.
"This lookes lovely"i đã đưa ý kiến while sitting down on the mat that was layed down,it did look lovely i was hungry.
"Good"he đã đưa ý kiến and sat down too.
We ate our thực phẩm aswell as talking about,wel everything renesmee,rene and how she was coming over but i didnt tell him about edward ad the house and my new apatite for blood.We were finally finished it was really nice.
"Thanks jake that was great,it was very knid of you"i đã đưa ý kiến while standing up and so did he.
"Bella i have to ask bạn something"he đã đưa ý kiến to me in a nervous way.
"Okay shot"i đã đưa ý kiến to him but then he got down on one knee and pulled out a ring then looked me in the eyes.
"Bella will bạn marry me?"he asked OH MY GOD why is he doing this to me i thought he knew how i felt about him,i wish i didnt have to do this but i do.
"No....i'm sorry jake"i đã đưa ý kiến then ran off,i looked back he was still in the same position shocked....hurt.I kept on running until i was at his house i took out my phone and called alice because i didnt have my truck jake brought me here.
"Hello?"it was edward why was he on alices phone.
"Edward wheres alice?"i asked crying.
"Their hunting i am the only one here are bạn okay?"he asked getting worried.
"Ya...um can bạn pick me up?"i asked still crying.
"Yes of corse where are you?"he asked.
"Im at la push dont worrie i'll walk to the line"i đã đưa ý kiến remembering the treaty line.
"Thank you,i'll be right there"he đã đưa ý kiến then hug up.
I walked to the line i was crying the hole time,when edward showed up i was still sniffling.I walked over to the car and got in,he looked at me and his eyes widened then narrowed probebly thinking what could have made me cry.He started driving i was calming down but my breaths were still sharp and quick.
"Are bạn okay?"he asked in a low voice.
"Not really"i managed to say.
"Did he hurt you?"he asked noticeabley getting angry.
"No"i answered back,it was getting better to breath and talk now.
"Is he hurt?"he asked,he really wants to know.
"Not physically but defentally hurt"i đã đưa ý kiến in a low sad voice.He didnt speek.
"What hapened then?"he asked not looking at me just staring out the windsheild.
"He purposed to me"i murmered,then all of a sudden the car stoped i grabed onto the chair so i wouldnt fling forward.I looked at edward,he looked angry,sad,shocked and heartbroken and scared.The his eyes shot down to me left hand looking for a ring.
"I đã đưa ý kiến no"i whispered.He let out a sigh of relife but then looked at me and saw i was in pain because of what i had done to jake.
"He shouldnt have asked it,he knew i didnt feel that way he could have saved himself this pain and saved me this pain because i had to break his heart,and watch the pain overcome his face the pain i caused!"i đã đưa ý kiến as my voice got higher.
"Its not bạn fault"he finially đã đưa ý kiến his voice sad.
"It is i đã đưa ý kiến no to him i broke his heart"i nearly shouted.
"But bạn đã đưa ý kiến what bạn felt and the answer to his câu hỏi he wanted and answer if bạn wanted to spend the rest of your life with him and bạn đã đưa ý kiến no"he đã đưa ý kiến to me,he was right.Then we turned into his drive way i dont care that we were going to his house as long as it was away from jake.
We went into his house and sat on the sofa,i sat stareing at nothing not saying nothing just thinking about what had just happened and how jacob must feel.Then Renesmee kicked she was sad too.
"Its okay dont worrie"i đã đưa ý kiến and edward looked at me wondering why i was talking to myself.
"I was talking to Renesmee not myself she calms down when i talk to her"i đã đưa ý kiến rubbing my stomack.
"I see,but how did bạn know i was thinking about that?"he asked.
"Its not hard to guess i would be wondering the same thing"i đã đưa ý kiến laughing a bit.Then i heard:
"She can be so strange sometimes"it was edward i looked at him and he was smiling.
If i wasnt strange i would be me"i đã đưa ý kiến to him,he looked at me with wide eyes.
"How did bạn know that?"asked me shocked.
"You just đã đưa ý kiến it"i đã đưa ý kiến to him.
"No i thought it"he đã đưa ý kiến to me.
"Oh....renesmee"i whispered.
"Maybe"he said.
"Well how else could i read your mind if it wasnt renesmee"i đã đưa ý kiến to him.
"I dont know it seemes to be her"he đã đưa ý kiến but then i got a idea.
"If renesmee can hear peoples thoughts cant bạn hear hers"i asked.
"Maybe"he đã đưa ý kiến then started listening.
"Nothing its like a tinnie buzzing because your womb is protecting it"he said.
"Try moving closer"i đã đưa ý kiến to him,"Its okay just try"i said.
Then he moved his head up against my stomack then i heard:
"Daddy can hear me"i gasped and so did edward we both heard her edward sat up again.
"I heard her"he whispered.
"I heard her too"i đã đưa ý kiến to him both of us were in shock.
"I can hear whats in her head because she is a part of me,so she can read minds so when she hears someones thoughts i hear them too"i đã đưa ý kiến finally figuring this out.
"Yes but she only lets bạn hear when she wants too"he whispered.
"She also feels what bạn feel because she is a part of bạn thats why she was upset earlier bacause bạn were too"he đã đưa ý kiến
"She is very smart"i said.
"Yes she is her mind is very mature she can understand things that are very complex"he đã đưa ý kiến then đã đưa ý kiến in his mind"just like her mother".i smiled at him.
"Its going to take a while to get used to bạn being able to hear my thoughts"he said.
"Yes"i đã đưa ý kiến laughing a bit.He smiled then đã đưa ý kiến "God i tình yêu her laugh"then he looked up at me and i was trying not to smile.
"Darn this is going to be hard"he said.
"Now bạn know why i am happy bạn cant read my thoughts"i đã đưa ý kiến laughing.
Then everyone came in the door,then saw me and edward laughing an edward was still very close to me.
"Sorry are we interupting something"emmett đã đưa ý kiến then sai in his mind"As if she could do anything shes pregnant"i laughed.
"Nothing emmett"edward đã đưa ý kiến a bit angry about what emmett đã đưa ý kiến in his mind.
"Why are bạn two so happy?"jasper asked then thought"Probebly got back together".
"No jasper we havent got back together"i said,jasper looked at me shocked.
"Oh ya,Renesmee can hear thoughts and when she hears thoughts and she wants bella to hear them well she lets bella hear"edward said.
"And i can also read renesmee's mind"he added,everyone looked shocked.
"That is amazing"carlisle said"Bella and renesmee amaze me thêm everyday"he đã đưa ý kiến in his head.
After that everyone was asking thêm about the baby and what she was thinking until i finally said:
"She has gone to sleep now"everyone smile so did i because i wasnt ablw to hear anyone thoughts anymore it was giving me a sore head.
"What else is wrong bella i can feel anger,sadness and bạn also feel apologitic"jasper said.
"Oh ya something else happened today aswell"i sais to them.
"What happened now,renesmee change bạn into something else"emmett joked.
"No,jacob purposed to me"i đã đưa ý kiến then everyone's eyes got wide but they all went silent.
"HA"emmett shouted,that woke up renesmee so i could hear everyones thoughts again"why did he ask that he knows he cant have her she is having a half vampire baby for goodness sake!"it was rose saying in her head but everyone elses thoughts were like that too.Then they thought"what did she say?"they all looked at my hand for ring,they sighed when they didnt see one.
"I đã đưa ý kiến no"i murmered.
"I'm sorry"esme said.
"how did he take it?"alice asked me.
"Not well"i đã đưa ý kiến then esme and alice came and sat beside me
"He was still in the same position when i left him......down on one knee"i đã đưa ý kiến like i was in pain because i was i had broken his heart.
"Awww bella,its okay its not your fault he shouldnt have put bạn in that position"esme đã đưa ý kiến lovingly.
"I know but he looked so hurt"i whispered.
"It alright"alice đã đưa ý kiến then gave me a hug.
"I better go trang chủ charlie will be trang chủ soon"i đã đưa ý kiến to them.
"I'll bring you"edward volountered.
"Thanks"i đã đưa ý kiến then stood up with the help of esme.
"Cya"i đã đưa ý kiến to everyone.
"Cya tomorrow"they all said.
I got in edwards car and he started driving,i was feeling sad,sorry and nervous.
"Whats wrong?"edward asked i forgot when renesmee is awake she feels what i feel and edward reads her mind.
"I am nervous charlie has probebly heard what happened from billy and he is going to câu hỏi me about why i đã đưa ý kiến no and all that"i đã đưa ý kiến to him.
He didnt say anything until we turned up at my house.
"Yes he is going to câu hỏi you,sorry"he đã đưa ý kiến to me then sighed.
"Its okay its not youre fault"i sighed then got out of the car.
"Thank you,for everything"i đã đưa ý kiến to him.
"Your welcome"he đã đưa ý kiến back to me.
"Goodbye"i đã đưa ý kiến to him.
"Goodbye"he đã đưa ý kiến then i closed the door and drove off.I walked into my house and into the phòng bếp, nhà bếp charlie was sitting at the bàn đọc the news paper.
"Hello"i đã đưa ý kiến to him.
"Hello"he đã đưa ý kiến in a dissaproving tone,ugh this is going to be a long evening.I took some thực phẩm out of the fridge and put it in the microwave.
"I heard about what happened today"he đã đưa ý kiến like it was a normal conversation.
"And...."i added on so he would continue i might aswell get this over with.
"And i think bạn made the wrong choice"he đã đưa ý kiến then sighed.
"I dont think so,i am pregnant for one thing,i am going to be moving in with edward and i dont tình yêu him so i think that is enough reasons to say no to him"i đã đưa ý kiến back to him and he knew i was right because my reasons were good.
"You are not going to be pregnant forever so when bạn are not pregnant bạn could have got married.Jacob could have moved in with bạn instead of edward if bạn đã đưa ý kiến yes,and bạn could learn to tình yêu him bạn havent tried to tình yêu him,you are always around edward he is holding bạn back"charlie đã đưa ý kiến giving ulternatives to my reasons.
"No dad bạn cant learn to tình yêu someone it just happenes,and of corse edward is around me i am having his child i will have this child for as long as i live and edward will want to see his daughter so edward will always be in my life,and what makes bạn think i dont tình yêu edward?"i đã đưa ý kiến to him,he was not prepared for me to have answeres to his questions.
"After all he has put bạn through bạn still tình yêu him"charlie đã đưa ý kiến shocked.I thought about what i was going to say tiếp theo because i hadnt actually decided myself if i still tình yêu edward so i will be telling myself aswell as charlie.
"Yes i still tình yêu him,once bạn tình yêu someone it doesnt just fade away and there is nothing bạn can do to change my mind okay charlie"i đã đưa ý kiến to him his eyes widened then narrowed.
"Okay"he đã đưa ý kiến as i gave him food.I ate my bữa tối, bữa ăn tối then went up to my bedroom.I got changed and sat in my giường i started listening to my cd edward made it for me when i listen to it renesmee calms down.
I fell asleep a while after that but i soon heard edward coming in y window.I didnt open my eyes i just let him come in,this was one of the ways he got to be with me and renesmee.I felt him come and lay down beside me and put his hands on my stomack:
"Dont worrie i will get your mum back even if its the last thing i do"he đã đưa ý kiến then kissed my stomack.
He seemes very determined maybe just maybe i will give him a chance to make up for what he has done to me.