this is just something i wrote the other ngày when i was bored. tell me what bạn think. whoses POV do bạn think it is?
Fate had được trao me the best months of my life, thêm than I had any right to expect.
So was it fair for me to wish for more? To ask for thêm than I had so generously been given?
Was it wrong for me to be sad? To feel like life had come to a standstill and nothing mattered anymore? I knew it wasn’t fair, wasn’t right, for me to be feeling like this, but I couldn’t do anything. Couldn’t di chuyển on, couldn’t live through the long days. It seemed that time moved slower, so much slower than before. It seemed slow enough to count every một giây that passed, each pained breath that passed though my lips.
Would it ever end? Would I ever make it through the limitless pain? It didn’t seem likely. Everything reminded me of what I had lost, what I now had to live without. I knew I had to try, attempt to make a new life, but at the same time I knew it was pointless.
How could I di chuyển on without the sole reason for my existence? The answer was simple, I couldn’t.
But I knew I had to try. I couldn’t be selfish. This was obviously meant to be.
If only I could believe that.
How? How could this be right? How could tình yêu so easily be ripped apart?
I knew that I had to stop these thoughts before they consumed me. I needed to be grateful for what I had been given, even now it was gone.
I needed to be strong, to keep going, even if it was for a vain hope, a hope so unlikely it was ridiculous to even consider it.
I would keep going, even if there was only one reason.
I would not give in.
I would not give up.
Just for my only love.
i actually wrote this so it was both edward and bella's POV to hiển thị that they were feeling the same thing.
please bình luận and rate :)
Fate had được trao me the best months of my life, thêm than I had any right to expect.
So was it fair for me to wish for more? To ask for thêm than I had so generously been given?
Was it wrong for me to be sad? To feel like life had come to a standstill and nothing mattered anymore? I knew it wasn’t fair, wasn’t right, for me to be feeling like this, but I couldn’t do anything. Couldn’t di chuyển on, couldn’t live through the long days. It seemed that time moved slower, so much slower than before. It seemed slow enough to count every một giây that passed, each pained breath that passed though my lips.
Would it ever end? Would I ever make it through the limitless pain? It didn’t seem likely. Everything reminded me of what I had lost, what I now had to live without. I knew I had to try, attempt to make a new life, but at the same time I knew it was pointless.
How could I di chuyển on without the sole reason for my existence? The answer was simple, I couldn’t.
But I knew I had to try. I couldn’t be selfish. This was obviously meant to be.
If only I could believe that.
How? How could this be right? How could tình yêu so easily be ripped apart?
I knew that I had to stop these thoughts before they consumed me. I needed to be grateful for what I had been given, even now it was gone.
I needed to be strong, to keep going, even if it was for a vain hope, a hope so unlikely it was ridiculous to even consider it.
I would keep going, even if there was only one reason.
I would not give in.
I would not give up.
Just for my only love.
i actually wrote this so it was both edward and bella's POV to hiển thị that they were feeling the same thing.
please bình luận and rate :)
She's always loved fantaisie and was interested in the style of vampires, were Người sói and comic type of characters.
When her story came up top, she started to write thêm from dreams and inpsiration.
Her key point was to imagine the movie rolling in her head while she typed it, and adds alot of describing words.
Her main character, Bella was inspired alot bởi imagtion. She wanted Bella to be clumsy, determined and abit strong.
Twilight has been her best selling series, as well as her new book; the host.