Why? Had she come back to finish destroying what was left of my peace? I could see she was crying, yet I felt no urge to comfort her.
"I just came bởi to drop off your stuff, I'll leave. But I want to talk to bạn first."
I walked backwards onto the porch. I looked over to see Liz's expression. It wasn't happy. She was really mad at something. hoặc about something.
Bella, followed me onto the porch. I shut the door behind her.
"What,"I asked, placing a mask of no emotion over my face. I didn't want her to see how bad this was.
"I want bạn back, I still tình yêu you. I see how much I need bạn now. How can I have done that to you, choosing Jake..."
She trailed off, waiting for me to answer.
"I'm sorry, I can't do this."
"Can't do what? I know that this is hard, I still want bạn though, I will always want you, we were perfect together. How could I not?"
"Bella, your so fickle. Can't bạn see how much you're hurting him? I know I tình yêu you, but bạn chose him, so bạn should stick with him, go back, back to that dog and bạn apologize. Please don't come back, I just can't take it. bạn are too bad for me, and I really don't want bạn anymore. Please, just leave."
"But, Edward,...I... I tình yêu you."
"But, I don't tình yêu you, not anymore."
She looked down, thêm tears overflowing her eyes. I wanted to bọc my arms around her, but there was someone else that meant thêm to me now.
"Go,"I said.
She stood there, then she slowly walked around me and toward her motorcycle.
"Go, go and never return. GO!"
I closed my eyes and went inside, my eyes pricked, like I would be crying, if I could. That was one of the worst things I've ever done, but I know now that it was for the best. That way I could have Liz.
I looked up at my revelations into the most beautiful eyes in the world.
"Are bạn okay?"
"Honestly, I don't think I am. She was my first love, I really want her but, I've found something better. I also need to talk to you."
"About what?"
"About the mind đọc thing."
"Mind đọc thing?.... Oh, bạn mean that wasn't a dream? That really happened?"
"Yes, that really happened. I understand if bạn don't want me anymore, if you're angry I can leave, but I need to know if bạn can forgive me, I don't like having bạn mad at me. I want to tell bạn how much bạn really mean to me, but I don't want bạn to leave, I don't want bạn to hate me...."
She cut me off,"Stop, stop it. I forgive you, it wasn't even bạn I was mad at, I was angry at myself. I was only a little bit mad at you. Those thoughts, they are something I've never told anyone, I really didn't want anyone to know that I'm a killer. It was all my fault. I was angry and I just couldn't stop myself, I mean, sure I didn't touch the blade, but I know it was all my fault...."
This time I cut her off.
"It's not your fault. I know bạn think it was but it was your power. I mean, sure bạn won't really have it until you're a vampire, if bạn become a vampire, but still I'm the only true murderer here. I killed people, I did it on purpose, but you, bạn didn't even know what was going on. I purposefully chased bad guys down an alley, I made sure they were evil, but I realize now how wrong it was for me to take a human life. bạn on the other hand, bạn didn't do anything on purpose, people do stupid things when they're angry."
She stared at the floor, silent tears flowing down her cheeks. I felt the urge, once again, to comfort, and so I did. For the first time, I wrapped my arms around her, and I held her close to me, letting her cry herself out. I drug her over to the couch, so she could sit and I sat with her.
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I looked up as the front door opened. I didn't know how long I had been sitting here. Liz had fallen sleep. Her head rested on my lap. I let her there, for who knows how long, just not wanting to disturb her.
"How is everything?"
"Everything is fine. She feels horrible, but I think she is the one, she means thêm to me than Bella did. I think that is thêm than I can ask for. And I think she loves me back."
"That's wonderful, but, bạn should let her in the bed."
"I don't want to wake her."
"Well it's almost time for sunset, so I'll go make her something to eat."
Liz stirred. She slowly opened her eyes. Then she stretched, sort of like a cat, and sat up.
"Good evening Liz, how was your nap?"
"Great, that felt good, to get everything off my chest."
"So do bạn still want me?"
Of course I want you, I think I'm in tình yêu with you, and I never want bạn to leave me.
She smiled at me. I smiled back.
"What do bạn want for dinner?"
"I think I want some spaghetti."
"Great, I'll make bạn some."
"No, Edward, I want to make it. It's the least I could do, since bạn make Edward happy,"Esme said.
"Thanks,"Liz replied.
Alice came through the door.
"Wow, she has better fashion sense than Bella, at least. bạn are so coming shopping with me. We can go to Seattle and Olympia and ...."
"Alice, stop talking,"I đã đưa ý kiến cutting her off,"Let Liz be, she had a long day.
"I wasn't talking to bạn Edward,"she said, sticking her tongue at me.
I rolled my eyes.
"We can go tomorrow."
"Okay, I tình yêu to shop, maybe I can get bạn a present, since I tình yêu bạn and my feelings are returned. Besides. It's our 1 week anniversary tomorrow."
"I'll have one for bạn too."
"Spaghettis ready, Liz."
"Okay,"she đã đưa ý kiến jumping up.
I watched her leave. Then I grabbed the box and headed upstairs to my room. I was curious as to what Bella brought back.
"I just came bởi to drop off your stuff, I'll leave. But I want to talk to bạn first."
I walked backwards onto the porch. I looked over to see Liz's expression. It wasn't happy. She was really mad at something. hoặc about something.
Bella, followed me onto the porch. I shut the door behind her.
"What,"I asked, placing a mask of no emotion over my face. I didn't want her to see how bad this was.
"I want bạn back, I still tình yêu you. I see how much I need bạn now. How can I have done that to you, choosing Jake..."
She trailed off, waiting for me to answer.
"I'm sorry, I can't do this."
"Can't do what? I know that this is hard, I still want bạn though, I will always want you, we were perfect together. How could I not?"
"Bella, your so fickle. Can't bạn see how much you're hurting him? I know I tình yêu you, but bạn chose him, so bạn should stick with him, go back, back to that dog and bạn apologize. Please don't come back, I just can't take it. bạn are too bad for me, and I really don't want bạn anymore. Please, just leave."
"But, Edward,...I... I tình yêu you."
"But, I don't tình yêu you, not anymore."
She looked down, thêm tears overflowing her eyes. I wanted to bọc my arms around her, but there was someone else that meant thêm to me now.
"Go,"I said.
She stood there, then she slowly walked around me and toward her motorcycle.
"Go, go and never return. GO!"
I closed my eyes and went inside, my eyes pricked, like I would be crying, if I could. That was one of the worst things I've ever done, but I know now that it was for the best. That way I could have Liz.
I looked up at my revelations into the most beautiful eyes in the world.
"Are bạn okay?"
"Honestly, I don't think I am. She was my first love, I really want her but, I've found something better. I also need to talk to you."
"About what?"
"About the mind đọc thing."
"Mind đọc thing?.... Oh, bạn mean that wasn't a dream? That really happened?"
"Yes, that really happened. I understand if bạn don't want me anymore, if you're angry I can leave, but I need to know if bạn can forgive me, I don't like having bạn mad at me. I want to tell bạn how much bạn really mean to me, but I don't want bạn to leave, I don't want bạn to hate me...."
She cut me off,"Stop, stop it. I forgive you, it wasn't even bạn I was mad at, I was angry at myself. I was only a little bit mad at you. Those thoughts, they are something I've never told anyone, I really didn't want anyone to know that I'm a killer. It was all my fault. I was angry and I just couldn't stop myself, I mean, sure I didn't touch the blade, but I know it was all my fault...."
This time I cut her off.
"It's not your fault. I know bạn think it was but it was your power. I mean, sure bạn won't really have it until you're a vampire, if bạn become a vampire, but still I'm the only true murderer here. I killed people, I did it on purpose, but you, bạn didn't even know what was going on. I purposefully chased bad guys down an alley, I made sure they were evil, but I realize now how wrong it was for me to take a human life. bạn on the other hand, bạn didn't do anything on purpose, people do stupid things when they're angry."
She stared at the floor, silent tears flowing down her cheeks. I felt the urge, once again, to comfort, and so I did. For the first time, I wrapped my arms around her, and I held her close to me, letting her cry herself out. I drug her over to the couch, so she could sit and I sat with her.
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I looked up as the front door opened. I didn't know how long I had been sitting here. Liz had fallen sleep. Her head rested on my lap. I let her there, for who knows how long, just not wanting to disturb her.
"How is everything?"
"Everything is fine. She feels horrible, but I think she is the one, she means thêm to me than Bella did. I think that is thêm than I can ask for. And I think she loves me back."
"That's wonderful, but, bạn should let her in the bed."
"I don't want to wake her."
"Well it's almost time for sunset, so I'll go make her something to eat."
Liz stirred. She slowly opened her eyes. Then she stretched, sort of like a cat, and sat up.
"Good evening Liz, how was your nap?"
"Great, that felt good, to get everything off my chest."
"So do bạn still want me?"
Of course I want you, I think I'm in tình yêu with you, and I never want bạn to leave me.
She smiled at me. I smiled back.
"What do bạn want for dinner?"
"I think I want some spaghetti."
"Great, I'll make bạn some."
"No, Edward, I want to make it. It's the least I could do, since bạn make Edward happy,"Esme said.
"Thanks,"Liz replied.
Alice came through the door.
"Wow, she has better fashion sense than Bella, at least. bạn are so coming shopping with me. We can go to Seattle and Olympia and ...."
"Alice, stop talking,"I đã đưa ý kiến cutting her off,"Let Liz be, she had a long day.
"I wasn't talking to bạn Edward,"she said, sticking her tongue at me.
I rolled my eyes.
"We can go tomorrow."
"Okay, I tình yêu to shop, maybe I can get bạn a present, since I tình yêu bạn and my feelings are returned. Besides. It's our 1 week anniversary tomorrow."
"I'll have one for bạn too."
"Spaghettis ready, Liz."
"Okay,"she đã đưa ý kiến jumping up.
I watched her leave. Then I grabbed the box and headed upstairs to my room. I was curious as to what Bella brought back.
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This is a poem I wrote in my spare time. I morphed it into a song and entered a contest with it. I won 3rd place! Hope bạn like.
Repeat: This is about TWILIGHT. No other books.
Going in alone.
No turning back.
I have good intentions,
But this might be my last chance.
I wonder, is the choice I'm about to make,
Really the path I should take.
Hunting me down,
Evil dreams,
Lurking in the shadows,full of pain.
Don't understand,
I'm tired of mind games,
But in the mirror, it's all the same.
Blink of an eye,
Might actually have to say goodbye,
But I hear the voice of my guardian angel,
Calling my name.
Not my last fight,
Not my last hope,
Not my last wish,
Not my last breath...
For now, my tim, trái tim is mending,
but I'm still alive.
This is about the confrontation with James at the end of the book.
I hope bạn like it. Rate and review. I'm having doubts...
Repeat: This is about TWILIGHT. No other books.
Going in alone.
No turning back.
I have good intentions,
But this might be my last chance.
I wonder, is the choice I'm about to make,
Really the path I should take.
Hunting me down,
Evil dreams,
Lurking in the shadows,full of pain.
Don't understand,
I'm tired of mind games,
But in the mirror, it's all the same.
Blink of an eye,
Might actually have to say goodbye,
But I hear the voice of my guardian angel,
Calling my name.
Not my last fight,
Not my last hope,
Not my last wish,
Not my last breath...
For now, my tim, trái tim is mending,
but I'm still alive.
This is about the confrontation with James at the end of the book.
I hope bạn like it. Rate and review. I'm having doubts...
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The story follows one ngày in the life of a very disturbed Edward Cullen as he goes about his ngày job. What is his ngày job? You'll fine out!
It's rated M for creepiness, language, and disturbing imagery.
Hope bạn give it a chance, AND let me know what bạn think! Thanks! :-)
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Bella and Jacob
as it seems to be best Những người bạn with feelings Jacob's tim, trái tim beats for Bella and yet after all she put him through it can steel be beating for that girl that will one ngày have the vampire's eyes and have to keep up with lies to keep herself a secret to stay alive, Jacob's tim, trái tim wants Bella but he gets Her daughter Renessme and he loves her much thêm so for now his tim, trái tim only beats a Little for her mother but so much thêm for her.
Bella and Edward
Edward can break her and put her back together so easy like the wind moving a leaf on a summers ngày but steel yet there it stay in the new place. Bella will always tình yêu Jacob as a friend and as a son for her daughter will marry him one day. Bella and Edward will always be a perfect couple as there eyes to match there tim, trái tim for no beat there gaze to stare forever in each others arms.
as it seems to be best Những người bạn with feelings Jacob's tim, trái tim beats for Bella and yet after all she put him through it can steel be beating for that girl that will one ngày have the vampire's eyes and have to keep up with lies to keep herself a secret to stay alive, Jacob's tim, trái tim wants Bella but he gets Her daughter Renessme and he loves her much thêm so for now his tim, trái tim only beats a Little for her mother but so much thêm for her.
Bella and Edward
Edward can break her and put her back together so easy like the wind moving a leaf on a summers ngày but steel yet there it stay in the new place. Bella will always tình yêu Jacob as a friend and as a son for her daughter will marry him one day. Bella and Edward will always be a perfect couple as there eyes to match there tim, trái tim for no beat there gaze to stare forever in each others arms.