Ch 8 My Sick Days
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Sorry to keep bạn waiting so long. There's a bunch of excuses and I know bạn don't want to hear them!
Bella POV
Finally, I woke up. It was 3:00 AM. I wondered how I had slept so late.
I wrote Charlie a note. Explaining I was sick and would not go to school the tiếp theo day, or, technically, today. I felt really crappy. And, my head hurt! At least I had something to distract me from my heart.
Anytime I even thought of them, the little edges around the hole would tear and burn. Sometimes, I even regretted ever finding out who they were. I mean, on a ngày to ngày basis for the rest of my existence, I would wonder if they really were real. Well, I know they were real, but, what they were, was that real? Was I crazy? I never really knew. I mean, I had memories, but who even knew if those were real? They could be from my subconscious hoặc imaginations.
I went back to giường and fell asleep, thinking deeply made my head hurt even worse. Then I had a nightmare.
I was in the forest. Just walking. Then I realized, I wasn't walking, I was searching. Then I realized that there might not be anything to tìm kiếm for. That I might be overly obsessed with finding nothing.
I screamed.
"Bella! Bella! What is it?" Charlie asked, worried.
"Nothing," I assured him, "Just a bad dream. No damage done. Now go to work. It's almost 6:30!" I told him. I didn't want the Chief to be late on my behalf.
"Okay. See ya later, Bells. And, I got your note. I already called in sick for bạn at school."
"Thanks, Dad." Then, Charlie left. I was glad when I heard the tuần dương hạm, tàu tuần dương, chiếc tàu tuần dương pull out, I was already hyperventilating in fear. I don't know what it was about the nightmare that scared me. I ended up fainting.
TUESDAY
WEDNESDAY
THURSDAY
FRIDAY
SATURDAY
Everyday after that, I was "sick." I went to giường early, actually, not even leaving my bed, excpet to go to the bathroom. I ignored my Những người bạn calls. I was lifeless, Charlie had to fend for himself in the phòng bếp, nhà bếp hoặc order in. I even ate in bed.
I didn't really care, I mean, what did I have to live for anymore. I didn't even know if my truest of true loves exsisted. How crappy would that be. Yes, people remember them, but, how did I know he was the true love, my Romeo, if he was no vampire.
That was mostly why he was my true love. And, now, in the condition I was in, true tình yêu made me sick, since, what I had been informed, I had Mất tích it.
Sunday was the ngày Charlie was tried of my "sickness."
"Bella? Can bạn come down here?"
"Sure......Dad." I wasn't sure why he wanted to.
When I got downstairs, I saw irritation in Charlie's eyes.
"Bella, are bạn still sick?" Charlie asked, I wondered why he was wondering.
"Yes," I replied, I tried to make my voice raspy.
"I think maybe I should take bạn to the doctor maybe. If you've been sick this long." NO! I couldn't go to a doctor. I wasn't sick!
"No, I'm actually going to school tomorrow." I anwsered. "I feel alot better."
"Good, I was starting to get worried." I wasn't paying attention to what he was saying after that. I was thinking heavily, having a heated debat with my own mind on whether I should find out if he was real hoặc not, why it would matter to me, how it could help me. The pro's and con's, as bạn could call it. I was wondering how I would be tomorrow, I didn't feel like I wanted to sit and chit-chat with everyone. I figured out what I was going to do on Monday.
I would be anti-social. That would help me uncover the mystery of my fictional past, I wouldn't have to worry about talking to everyone while figuring things from my memory.
Perfect, I thought. I never thought I would want to be, but, I had to, it was them hoặc friends, and right now, to prove, to myself, I wasn't crazy, they won.
A/N: Did bạn like it? Sorry I've kept bạn waiting! I've been busy. Plz R&R and Tell me what should happen next!!
A/N: I own no characters.
Plz R&R!
Sorry to keep bạn waiting so long. There's a bunch of excuses and I know bạn don't want to hear them!
Bella POV
Finally, I woke up. It was 3:00 AM. I wondered how I had slept so late.
I wrote Charlie a note. Explaining I was sick and would not go to school the tiếp theo day, or, technically, today. I felt really crappy. And, my head hurt! At least I had something to distract me from my heart.
Anytime I even thought of them, the little edges around the hole would tear and burn. Sometimes, I even regretted ever finding out who they were. I mean, on a ngày to ngày basis for the rest of my existence, I would wonder if they really were real. Well, I know they were real, but, what they were, was that real? Was I crazy? I never really knew. I mean, I had memories, but who even knew if those were real? They could be from my subconscious hoặc imaginations.
I went back to giường and fell asleep, thinking deeply made my head hurt even worse. Then I had a nightmare.
I was in the forest. Just walking. Then I realized, I wasn't walking, I was searching. Then I realized that there might not be anything to tìm kiếm for. That I might be overly obsessed with finding nothing.
I screamed.
"Bella! Bella! What is it?" Charlie asked, worried.
"Nothing," I assured him, "Just a bad dream. No damage done. Now go to work. It's almost 6:30!" I told him. I didn't want the Chief to be late on my behalf.
"Okay. See ya later, Bells. And, I got your note. I already called in sick for bạn at school."
"Thanks, Dad." Then, Charlie left. I was glad when I heard the tuần dương hạm, tàu tuần dương, chiếc tàu tuần dương pull out, I was already hyperventilating in fear. I don't know what it was about the nightmare that scared me. I ended up fainting.
TUESDAY
WEDNESDAY
THURSDAY
FRIDAY
SATURDAY
Everyday after that, I was "sick." I went to giường early, actually, not even leaving my bed, excpet to go to the bathroom. I ignored my Những người bạn calls. I was lifeless, Charlie had to fend for himself in the phòng bếp, nhà bếp hoặc order in. I even ate in bed.
I didn't really care, I mean, what did I have to live for anymore. I didn't even know if my truest of true loves exsisted. How crappy would that be. Yes, people remember them, but, how did I know he was the true love, my Romeo, if he was no vampire.
That was mostly why he was my true love. And, now, in the condition I was in, true tình yêu made me sick, since, what I had been informed, I had Mất tích it.
Sunday was the ngày Charlie was tried of my "sickness."
"Bella? Can bạn come down here?"
"Sure......Dad." I wasn't sure why he wanted to.
When I got downstairs, I saw irritation in Charlie's eyes.
"Bella, are bạn still sick?" Charlie asked, I wondered why he was wondering.
"Yes," I replied, I tried to make my voice raspy.
"I think maybe I should take bạn to the doctor maybe. If you've been sick this long." NO! I couldn't go to a doctor. I wasn't sick!
"No, I'm actually going to school tomorrow." I anwsered. "I feel alot better."
"Good, I was starting to get worried." I wasn't paying attention to what he was saying after that. I was thinking heavily, having a heated debat with my own mind on whether I should find out if he was real hoặc not, why it would matter to me, how it could help me. The pro's and con's, as bạn could call it. I was wondering how I would be tomorrow, I didn't feel like I wanted to sit and chit-chat with everyone. I figured out what I was going to do on Monday.
I would be anti-social. That would help me uncover the mystery of my fictional past, I wouldn't have to worry about talking to everyone while figuring things from my memory.
Perfect, I thought. I never thought I would want to be, but, I had to, it was them hoặc friends, and right now, to prove, to myself, I wasn't crazy, they won.
A/N: Did bạn like it? Sorry I've kept bạn waiting! I've been busy. Plz R&R and Tell me what should happen next!!
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hope u like it!!!when it comes out!!
Read to find out what happens!!in this new story!!!
So in the New Story Alex and Renesmee become best Những người bạn and they start school together and go through everything together like with family,friends,crush's,the imprinting and maybe falling in love!
hope u like it!!!when it comes out!!
Read to find out what happens!!in this new story!!!
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Preface:
She tried to get passed me but all i did was push her as far away as possible from the people I love. How do bạn keep the people bạn tình yêu safe? When bạn have to keep yourself an toàn, két an toàn first? How do bạn keep the person bạn tình yêu safe? When that person doesnt tình yêu bạn anymore? How do bạn keep your tình yêu an toàn, két an toàn when your whole world changes?
So what do bạn think? Hope ya like it!! :)
Preface:
She tried to get passed me but all i did was push her as far away as possible from the people I love. How do bạn keep the people bạn tình yêu safe? When bạn have to keep yourself an toàn, két an toàn first? How do bạn keep the person bạn tình yêu safe? When that person doesnt tình yêu bạn anymore? How do bạn keep your tình yêu an toàn, két an toàn when your whole world changes?
So what do bạn think? Hope ya like it!! :)