I think this is some record to the amount of time I've consistently updated a fanfic *throws confetti*
This is NOT a story for those who are against mature matters such as mentions of sex hoặc swearing, there's A LOT.
Another chapter, this time getting a little deeper...
Enjoy!
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Francis raised his head from the đàn ghi ta, guitar once he finished the song. He saw me at the front of the crowd, giving a small smile. “I’m going to take a few moments to myself guys,” He told the audience, “Please just socialize hoặc something,”
He walks over to me, and I try to ignore the attraction I felt towards his voice. “Didn’t expect to see bạn here,” He says while making his way to the bar.
“I didn’t expect to see bạn either,” I follow him.
“This doesn’t seem like you’re type of thing,”
“It isn’t.” I admitted.
Francis chuckled, “Cute, you’re even too shy to come to clubs.”
I ignored him and went back to sitting, almost tempted to get a drink myself.
“I still can’t believe you’re dating small-boob,” Francis said. “Better yet; I can’t believe bạn asked her out.”
I rolled my eyes, “She asked me out,”
“But then again…” Francis ignored me. “I’m the one sleeping with emo-hair,”
I raised an eyebrow, “Who?”
“Corey. He’s that blue-haired kid in our Chemistry class,”
I didn’t know Corey very well, but I did know that he was pretty attractive.
“Well… um…” I stuttered. “Good for you…?”
Francis turned towards me, bia in hand. “You know… I’m always up for a threesome.”
And… attraction; gone.
“I’ve told bạn before, I’m not gay!”
Francis shook his head in disbelief. “I can’t believe bạn are still trying to convince yourself of that.”
“But I am; bạn saw me with Nicole,”
Francis grabbed my arm, “Why are bạn so scared of admitting that bạn once felt an attraction to a guy? At least give me that!”
I felt anger boiling inside of me, “I’m not gay!”
“Yes, bạn are!” Francis snapped. “You’re just too scared to admit it, cause you’re too afraid of what other people will say!”
I bit the side of my cheek, secretly knowing he was right…
“Look Noah, I was like bạn once.” He admitted.
I looked up at him, slightly intrigued.
“Ninth grade, I had just started liking guys.” Francis responded to my interest. “My best friend Tammy, at the time was a closet lesbian; we started dating one another to hide the fact that we liked the same gender; we were too afraid of what people would think to admit who we were. We were miserable. I was miserable. Nothing good comes from hiding from the world,”
“I guess my point is,” Francis paused. “There’s no shame in being bạn Noah,”
“But doesn’t it ever make bạn mad, when people talk about you? Saying how you’re a sin and bạn should go die…?”
Francis nodded, “Of course it makes me mad; but who cares what they think?”
“Wow…” I twirled my thumbs around. “I guess I never thought of it like that.”
Francis shrugged, as if he spurted stuff like this everyday instead of talking about sex nonstop.
I looked up at him, “Can I ask bạn a question?”
Francis turned towards me, half listening-half drinking the bia in his hand. “Yeah?”
“Why are bạn so interested in me?”
Francis stopped drinking for a moment to think about his answer. “I guess it’s because I want bạn to realize it’s okay if bạn want to fuck a guy, especially if that guy is me.”
To his surprise; I chuckled.
“Francis!” The bartender đã đưa ý kiến to him, “You’re up.”
“Duty calls,” Francis sighed as he got up and walked through the crowd of people and back up to the stage, where I could see him perfectly through a window of heads.
“I want to dedicate this tiếp theo song to a certain boy that’s here. I think he knows who he is,”
Wait. What? Was I not the only guy Francis had been chatting with?
“I always knew that you’d come back to get me,”
“Lost In You?” I questioned to no one but myself. Why that song?
“And bạn always knew that it wouldn't be easy; to go back to the start to see where it all began. hoặc end up at the bottom to watch how it all ends,”
All through the beginning Francis’ eyes were fixated on the back of the crowd, where I sat…
“You tried to lie and say I was everything, I remember when I said; I’m nothing without you. I’m nothing without you.”
With each line Francis sang I got a weird feeling in my stomach; something I had never felt before.
“Somehow I found a way to get Mất tích in you. Let me inside, let me get close to you. Change your mind; I'll get Mất tích if bạn want me to… somehow I found a way to get Mất tích in you.”
I froze in place; his voice… I can’t believe I actually found it… sexy. I actually found him, sexy.
“You always thought that I left myself open… but bạn didn't know I was already broken,”
Already broken? Was he really that bad before he was out?
“I told myself that it wouldn't be so bad; but pulling away took everything I had.”
The feeling was practically consuming me, how could I find someone as perverted as him so attractive?
“You tried to lie and say I was everything, I remember when I said; "I'm nothing without you"
I'm nothing without you…”
I scanned Francis’ face, I never saw him so, so, beautiful… so real; like he might actually be feeling something.
“Somehow I found a way to get Mất tích in you. Let me inside, let me get close to you. Change your mind; I'll get Mất tích if bạn want me to… somehow I found a way to get Mất tích in you.”
Let me inside; let me get close to you… is that what he actually wants? To get close to me?
“The pain of it all, the rise and the fall, I see it all in you,”
What pain? What rise? What fall? Why do I care about this so much? Why do I care about what he feels towards me so much!?
“Now everyday I find myself saying; "I want to get Mất tích in you.” Francis paused and his eyes closed. “I'm nothing without you,”
“Somehow I found a way to get Mất tích in you. Let me inside, let me get close to you. Change your mind; I'll get Mất tích if bạn want me to… somehow I found a way to get Mất tích in you.”
The people in the club began clapping as Francis stepped down from the stage, he smiled at them, and nodded; but made sure to do no more.
Francis walked back over to me, “Well?” He questioned.
I stood up from the bar ghế đẩu, phân and closer to Francis, “That was amazing.”
“You’re pretty amazing yourself,”
I felt my face grow red, heat pooled in my body.
Francis grabbed my face, pulled it to his and kissed me cái tát, đánh đập, smack on the lips… and the worst part is; I didn't even try to resist.
This is NOT a story for those who are against mature matters such as mentions of sex hoặc swearing, there's A LOT.
Another chapter, this time getting a little deeper...
Enjoy!
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Francis raised his head from the đàn ghi ta, guitar once he finished the song. He saw me at the front of the crowd, giving a small smile. “I’m going to take a few moments to myself guys,” He told the audience, “Please just socialize hoặc something,”
He walks over to me, and I try to ignore the attraction I felt towards his voice. “Didn’t expect to see bạn here,” He says while making his way to the bar.
“I didn’t expect to see bạn either,” I follow him.
“This doesn’t seem like you’re type of thing,”
“It isn’t.” I admitted.
Francis chuckled, “Cute, you’re even too shy to come to clubs.”
I ignored him and went back to sitting, almost tempted to get a drink myself.
“I still can’t believe you’re dating small-boob,” Francis said. “Better yet; I can’t believe bạn asked her out.”
I rolled my eyes, “She asked me out,”
“But then again…” Francis ignored me. “I’m the one sleeping with emo-hair,”
I raised an eyebrow, “Who?”
“Corey. He’s that blue-haired kid in our Chemistry class,”
I didn’t know Corey very well, but I did know that he was pretty attractive.
“Well… um…” I stuttered. “Good for you…?”
Francis turned towards me, bia in hand. “You know… I’m always up for a threesome.”
And… attraction; gone.
“I’ve told bạn before, I’m not gay!”
Francis shook his head in disbelief. “I can’t believe bạn are still trying to convince yourself of that.”
“But I am; bạn saw me with Nicole,”
Francis grabbed my arm, “Why are bạn so scared of admitting that bạn once felt an attraction to a guy? At least give me that!”
I felt anger boiling inside of me, “I’m not gay!”
“Yes, bạn are!” Francis snapped. “You’re just too scared to admit it, cause you’re too afraid of what other people will say!”
I bit the side of my cheek, secretly knowing he was right…
“Look Noah, I was like bạn once.” He admitted.
I looked up at him, slightly intrigued.
“Ninth grade, I had just started liking guys.” Francis responded to my interest. “My best friend Tammy, at the time was a closet lesbian; we started dating one another to hide the fact that we liked the same gender; we were too afraid of what people would think to admit who we were. We were miserable. I was miserable. Nothing good comes from hiding from the world,”
“I guess my point is,” Francis paused. “There’s no shame in being bạn Noah,”
“But doesn’t it ever make bạn mad, when people talk about you? Saying how you’re a sin and bạn should go die…?”
Francis nodded, “Of course it makes me mad; but who cares what they think?”
“Wow…” I twirled my thumbs around. “I guess I never thought of it like that.”
Francis shrugged, as if he spurted stuff like this everyday instead of talking about sex nonstop.
I looked up at him, “Can I ask bạn a question?”
Francis turned towards me, half listening-half drinking the bia in his hand. “Yeah?”
“Why are bạn so interested in me?”
Francis stopped drinking for a moment to think about his answer. “I guess it’s because I want bạn to realize it’s okay if bạn want to fuck a guy, especially if that guy is me.”
To his surprise; I chuckled.
“Francis!” The bartender đã đưa ý kiến to him, “You’re up.”
“Duty calls,” Francis sighed as he got up and walked through the crowd of people and back up to the stage, where I could see him perfectly through a window of heads.
“I want to dedicate this tiếp theo song to a certain boy that’s here. I think he knows who he is,”
Wait. What? Was I not the only guy Francis had been chatting with?
“I always knew that you’d come back to get me,”
“Lost In You?” I questioned to no one but myself. Why that song?
“And bạn always knew that it wouldn't be easy; to go back to the start to see where it all began. hoặc end up at the bottom to watch how it all ends,”
All through the beginning Francis’ eyes were fixated on the back of the crowd, where I sat…
“You tried to lie and say I was everything, I remember when I said; I’m nothing without you. I’m nothing without you.”
With each line Francis sang I got a weird feeling in my stomach; something I had never felt before.
“Somehow I found a way to get Mất tích in you. Let me inside, let me get close to you. Change your mind; I'll get Mất tích if bạn want me to… somehow I found a way to get Mất tích in you.”
I froze in place; his voice… I can’t believe I actually found it… sexy. I actually found him, sexy.
“You always thought that I left myself open… but bạn didn't know I was already broken,”
Already broken? Was he really that bad before he was out?
“I told myself that it wouldn't be so bad; but pulling away took everything I had.”
The feeling was practically consuming me, how could I find someone as perverted as him so attractive?
“You tried to lie and say I was everything, I remember when I said; "I'm nothing without you"
I'm nothing without you…”
I scanned Francis’ face, I never saw him so, so, beautiful… so real; like he might actually be feeling something.
“Somehow I found a way to get Mất tích in you. Let me inside, let me get close to you. Change your mind; I'll get Mất tích if bạn want me to… somehow I found a way to get Mất tích in you.”
Let me inside; let me get close to you… is that what he actually wants? To get close to me?
“The pain of it all, the rise and the fall, I see it all in you,”
What pain? What rise? What fall? Why do I care about this so much? Why do I care about what he feels towards me so much!?
“Now everyday I find myself saying; "I want to get Mất tích in you.” Francis paused and his eyes closed. “I'm nothing without you,”
“Somehow I found a way to get Mất tích in you. Let me inside, let me get close to you. Change your mind; I'll get Mất tích if bạn want me to… somehow I found a way to get Mất tích in you.”
The people in the club began clapping as Francis stepped down from the stage, he smiled at them, and nodded; but made sure to do no more.
Francis walked back over to me, “Well?” He questioned.
I stood up from the bar ghế đẩu, phân and closer to Francis, “That was amazing.”
“You’re pretty amazing yourself,”
I felt my face grow red, heat pooled in my body.
Francis grabbed my face, pulled it to his and kissed me cái tát, đánh đập, smack on the lips… and the worst part is; I didn't even try to resist.
Age-16
Nicknames-Hon, Hannah (long story -_-)
Hometown- Springfield, Virginia
yêu thích song- Face Down bởi Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
yêu thích color-Blue
Crush-Max
School- Virginia Reginald High
Job-Cashier at Kholes
Personality-Happy, Funny, Bookworm, Bubbly, Talented
Hobbies-Singing and Dancing
Likes- Bunnies, music, TV, and Dancing
Dislikes- Raccoon, Make-up, Jerks
Friends- Gwen, Izzy, Noah, Heather, Katie, Max, and Goeff
Foes-Harold, Duncan
Bio- Lived in a small house with her 3 brothers and her dad. She would write songs and make-up dance moves whenever she needed to get away from her problems. She doesn't like making enemies.
Pets- Her hamster, Ham
Fears- HUGE spiders, Breaking things
Name: Cale
Age: 14
Bio: Cale grew up in the small city of Michigan City, Indiana. He goes to Elston Jr. High, where he gets decent grades there. He is also an only child, so he doesn't really have fun in his own house. He does have a computer, a Wii, a DS, and a TV though.
Fav TV Shows: Regular Show, Phineas and Feb, and others
Fav Video: Super Mario Frustration
Fav Game: Epic Mickey
Fav Song: Breaking The Habit bởi Linkin Park
thêm Info: Cale doesn't like to do chores, he hates spinach, he likes to eat, he watches TV, uses the Wii, DS, computer and all that crap. Sometimes Cale thinks he's gonna die if he does something wrong (stupid right?) and has a few Những người bạn at school
Age: 14
Bio: Cale grew up in the small city of Michigan City, Indiana. He goes to Elston Jr. High, where he gets decent grades there. He is also an only child, so he doesn't really have fun in his own house. He does have a computer, a Wii, a DS, and a TV though.
Fav TV Shows: Regular Show, Phineas and Feb, and others
Fav Video: Super Mario Frustration
Fav Game: Epic Mickey
Fav Song: Breaking The Habit bởi Linkin Park
thêm Info: Cale doesn't like to do chores, he hates spinach, he likes to eat, he watches TV, uses the Wii, DS, computer and all that crap. Sometimes Cale thinks he's gonna die if he does something wrong (stupid right?) and has a few Những người bạn at school
Demon:i mean she is hiding somewhere with Geoff
Indian:she always do
Lizzy:*swings in *hey their
Chris:where have u been
Lizzy:kicking Owen in his kiwis duh
Chris:so who u like to win for the season
Lizzy:no body i shall win
Demon:your not on here girl
Lizzy:silence *sits down*
Chris:who u tình yêu on this show
Lizzy:no body all shall die and feel the rath of Zim muhaha
Chris:ok who u think is cute
Lizzy:no one i should win the money me me me *swings out of their*
Demon: i go get her tiếp theo is India
Lizzy:*breaks something*Duncan did it
Duncan:did not
Lizzy:*drags him*
Demon:no dont kill the poor dude
Lizzy:he dies *runs with him*catch me first
Name: Hayden Mur
Nicknames: Freak, bug-boy.
Age: 16
DOB: June 29th
POB: South Africa
Current Res: Somewhere walking on đồ chua, dưa chua, dưa leo chua rd. in Ohio
Likes: His mom and his best friend, African music, African sports, African traditions, African religions.
Dislikes: God and his dad
Fear: wips.
Friends: Johanna (OC) Athena(mindy890's OC)
Skills: Can control bugs and spiders, Make other people feel what he feels.
Speech: African
Questions:*in 1st person and coments*
What do bạn consider yourself as a human being?
[] Yes [X] No
I'm a freak.
Do bạn want to get married?
[] Yes [X] No
Nobody loves a freak.
Do bạn want kids?
[] Yes [X] No
*see above*
Do bạn want to go to school?
[] Yes [X] No
Freaks don't go to school.
Do bạn believe in God?
[X] Yes [X] No
I used to......
Nicknames: Freak, bug-boy.
Age: 16
DOB: June 29th
POB: South Africa
Current Res: Somewhere walking on đồ chua, dưa chua, dưa leo chua rd. in Ohio
Likes: His mom and his best friend, African music, African sports, African traditions, African religions.
Dislikes: God and his dad
Fear: wips.
Friends: Johanna (OC) Athena(mindy890's OC)
Skills: Can control bugs and spiders, Make other people feel what he feels.
Speech: African
Questions:*in 1st person and coments*
What do bạn consider yourself as a human being?
[] Yes [X] No
I'm a freak.
Do bạn want to get married?
[] Yes [X] No
Nobody loves a freak.
Do bạn want kids?
[] Yes [X] No
*see above*
Do bạn want to go to school?
[] Yes [X] No
Freaks don't go to school.
Do bạn believe in God?
[X] Yes [X] No
I used to......
Okay well I hope most of bạn read that Jared won the challenge and Lisa got invinciblity. Anyway, the Killer âm bass, tiếng bass, bass have to vote off a Team mate, Blah blah blah.. Okay so bạn may continue the coments on the other bài viết here. I'm sorry that the bài viết magically dissapeared.. Heh heh..
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Oh and for the âm bass, tiếng bass, bass who didn't vote, here is the name of you're team mates...
Damien
Saphira
Chase
Rayven
Rikki
Sofie
Zoey
Alexa
Lexi
Jade
Again, sorry for the innconvinence... ^^;
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Oh and for the âm bass, tiếng bass, bass who didn't vote, here is the name of you're team mates...
Damien
Saphira
Chase
Rayven
Rikki
Sofie
Zoey
Alexa
Lexi
Jade
Again, sorry for the innconvinence... ^^;