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The way bạn look at me with those eyes stings me
Stings thêm than this dao, con dao in my chest
The taste of blood in my mouth is sweet
Sweeter than the taste of your lieing lips
But this longing, this desire for bạn to stay
Sends cold shivers along my spine
Like tiny fangs that nibble and nip

Did bạn ever tình yêu me?
Did bạn ever long for my presence?
Lies hoặc truth i'll never now know
For this dagger choses to act in my defense
Our death a silent lullaby
Our blood flowing like purest wine
But would bạn even whisper me your last goodbye?

Tell me all you've ever wanted
Enchant me with your darkest of stories of old
Let no god nor man come between bạn and I
For people will forget when we die
Cant bạn not see that this was meant to be
Cant bạn ever see
That the opheliac is me...

It seemed
so easy...

Every time
I left,
I knew...

I knew
that
the sorrow
will overwhelm
my heart
sooner hoặc later.

And I left you
so many times,
and I was back
to your lies.

I was back
just
to hug you
at least
just this once.
I was back
just to
remember
why I loved you
so much...

And I still do...

If bạn want
to feed
your vanity
with the tears
of mine,
I will never
hiển thị myself
to you,
I will hide this pain
deep inside
where bạn can
never find it...

bạn will never see me
crying
for this lost,
fading love.
bạn will never see me,
you'll never find me...

I'm lost
and I'm gone.
I'm never
coming back
where my tears
are sleeping
silently,
I'm not coming back
to the same pain
that burns
inside my eyes.



~ To you, my love... ~

thiên thần are almost every were....
bạn gust need to know the right paces to find ...
them... there people gust like bạn and me.. but

there sweet and full of kindness and understanding..
they help the ...
.......monsters out of the darkness... they change darknesss into light... they chage the monsters
darkness to...... light the monsters are people
who hurt others... but alwase remember every one has a Angel .....watching
over them ... not in the terms of god.. in the terms of somone ......loveing and careing of them........

The cage.
bạn have built
the tường around
yourself,
so nobody can see,
so nobody can feel
the cage
bạn live in.



Nights
spent in thinking,
spent in turmoil,
but who will know,
who will see,
who cares
to think
of the cage
bạn live in?


The same song
over and over again.
The same song
inside your mind.
But who will know?
Who cares?
Nobody
can hear
anyway.
Nobody can see
the cage
bạn live in.


It's only you
inside your agony,
along with your pain,
your demons
are feeding with your
toss,
they live inside,
they remain in fear,
nobody can see
the cage
bạn live in.


They crawl
inside your skin,
poisoning your blood,
disturbing your mind.
Your demons,
they live inside.
Your demons are
pent in your mind,
so they can feed
bởi the riots
of your soul,
so they can remain
in your fear,
but nobody can see
the cage
bạn live in.

The Shines of that days still burning my eyes.....
about Him,,,
About Us

how can I pretends that I don't care
when every night in my Dark dreams...
Im still cry for you...

Saying your name become forbidden words to Me,,,
how could u turns instantly
to be stranger,,,

where did u saved our laughs??
our dreams about how future ,hopes ,,love,,
would saved the day...

in the words about him....
I pray to see those face again...

"how's live?"
'how's love?"

God ,Give me chances to say the words of Him Again..
In My Life..
in My every breaths
in my every di chuyển

Words About Him,,,"Im here,,,,,,,still Miss US"

As The time pass over me,,,
I Can't stop the clock from Moving
why am I still Wait Here?
stand besides Dark And the Light of the pain...
I just Can watch them passing ,moving ,saying ,,,,anything............

But I've Mất tích My self..
where did I stand, who should I wait..Can I have enough time to breath again,,,after swallowed in somewhere off the past..

As I Lied here And cry,,
to My self..
To My tim, trái tim
To the Believers And the Lovers,,

they can see how i've passed it all...

But, they Can taste it,,
even they want me to share it...
you'll never know..as i say to Them,,

you'll never understands this...
How Can bạn say the word that bạn never listen before,,,

as I realized it...and i still stand in the same pouring rain,,,,,then CRY

Peacful night in bed
A quiet night outside
Ticking of the clock
A sudden loud noise
A shadow dances across the room
bạn duck
bạn hide
bạn run away
From the Ilusions of the mind

Nice walk in the park
Birds ar singing
Children playing
Suddenly no song
Suddenly no laughter
bạn duck
bạn hide
bạn run away
From the Ilusions of the mind

Walking trang chủ from school
People talking on the phone
Not minding where they go
Forgeting who they are
No one hears bạn call thier name
bạn duck
bạn hide
bạn run away
From the Ilusions of the mind

Ten past midnight
bạn cant sleep
Insomnia distroys the person bạn were
bạn see a shadow move
bạn duck
bạn hide
bạn run away
No
Im not running anymore
Im not afraid
No one governs me
Not even the Ilusions of the mind

Echoing sounds through the hallway as floorboards click into thier place.
02.58
The clock ticks slowly as each một giây takes forevery to take place.
02.58
The pitch black of the night eluminated bởi a small glow from the laptop.
02.58
Time never seems to stop
02.58
Rarely changing a didgit
02.59
The word is heard through ears as the forgotten sound of keys on the keyboard form thier own melody of words
02.59
03.00
Curfew was at 10
03.00
Gone past then
03.00
I want to wake up from this nightmare
03.00
But never can bạn wake
02.59
For it takes bạn back
02.58
To where bạn started
02.57
Never ending
02.56
Never stopping
02.55
Never escaping from its grasp
06.00 AM
For there is no cure
12.00 PM
Ive tried them all
3.00 PM
None seem to work
5.00 PM
Not yawning since forever
9.00 PM
The cycle goes on
11.00 PM
For insomnia
12 Midnight
Insomnia never sleeps

Everyday,
Like any other day,
I woke up like any other people do.
Still sleepy and bleh.

Well things started to change.
I used to hear chó barking.
mèo clawing,
Birds chirping,
But thats all gone.
Now, all I hear and feel is nothing
But sadness.

I couldnt really tell anyone why I feel like this.
Why?
Im afraid to tell.
No one would've understand.
No one would even talk to me.
Thats how everything changed.

Everyone used to talk to me.
But now,
At a new place,
Even different faces,
Not one person talks to me.
They see me,
But they would push me
And shove me in lockers.
Then tease and taunt me.

I would tell bạn what I am so afraid of,
But its hard for bạn to understand.
Just dont worry about it.

Some how,
I dont know how,
But Things just started to become different.
Sometimes,
Things are meant to be changed
But,
Sometimes not supposed to.

I loved bạn so much
I thought about bạn everyday
But there was something
That I never got to tell you.

I tình yêu you
I want you
But now I can't
Anymore. Now that
I am gone.

Everytime in the halls,
And I passed bởi you,
My tim, trái tim would beat so fast.
Sometimes, I thought bạn liked me too.

We have been Những người bạn for a long time,
But, it hurts everytime that I think of you
bạn aren't there anymore.

I never got to tell bạn how much I loved you.
How much I cared about you.
How much bạn helped through tough times.

I guess we were never meant to be.
I'm sorry.

When I smiled,
When I laughed,
It was because I thought of death.
When I cried,
When I screamed,
It was because my death was to slow.
When I smiled my final smile,
No one cried,
No one cared.
I grabbed a dao, con dao and a slip of paper,
I wrote my final words,
I sat in my room staring at the knife.
I heard a laugh,
I heard a cry,
Turned to see my family right bởi my side.
I ran away,
I’m scare to death,
I grab my dao, con dao but it wont kill.
Someone had grabbed my arm,
Someone cried for me to stop,
I turned and fell deep in love.
I turned so fast,
I fell so fast,
bạn caught me on the verge of death.
bạn saved me,
bạn cared about me,
I felt alone,
I now felt loved,
But the tiếp theo ngày bạn died,
The tiếp theo ngày I cried,
I need to be with you,
I want to be with you,
I grabbed the gun,
I pulled the trigger,
Then I saw a beautiful figure.
bạn came,
I saw,
bạn wrapped me in your arms,
And now we will walk together,
Forever.

bạn kissed another girl but why couldn't that be me?
Then bạn say I tình yêu bạn to her why isn't that me your
Saying That to?
When bạn hug her, why am I not the one to be hugged?
When bạn protect her from bad things, why aren't I the one to feel safe?
When she cries, how come I'm not the one to crie on your
Shoulder?
When bạn hold her tight, why can't I be held in your arms?
When bạn tell her we belong together, why couldn't we be together?

When bạn make her laugh, how come I can't be the one
To smile and laugh with you?
When bạn see her smile and start kissing her, why can't that be me?