I looked at the world and wanted to shout good bye
Depressed with my single defeat
For me only my tim, trái tim was not neat
Negative thoughts creeped in my mind
Nut in a corner my courage was bind
My expectations were very high
But something was roaming in me like a spy
It caught where i was grey
And pehapsfor my defeat it used to pray
I learnt not to be over smart
It'll help to di chuyển the success' cart....
(i wrote this poem after losing a competition it was story telling comp. i was depressed coz it was the first time i was intrested and my teachers had not forced me... i was sad coz i was weaker than others and to tell the reality a felt betrayed... from my class teacher... she gave me the story which was recited before... there were no emotions in that... i felt myself weakest coz my best frnd won the first prize... after that i was depressed for nearly 6 months and after that i took part only in one competition...)
Here is another poem. It is a bit dark but the truth is always darker than it seems.
Isolated,
I am isolated,
I isolate myself from the people who might care about me...
Watching,
They watch me but are blind,
Blind to the emotions that are always rinning through my mind while they just stare...
Broken,
My tim, trái tim is broken,
The cracks run deep and I know will never be filled...
Unseen,
I feel unseen,
Unseen bởi the ones who walk the halls and just look right through me...
Tears,
They never want to stop,
The tears stream down my face until the burn my cheeks...
Darkness,
I am Mất tích in a sea of black,
The waves crash around me and threaten to nuốt, nhạn me forever
Isolated,
I am isolated,
I isolate myself from the people who might care about me...
Watching,
They watch me but are blind,
Blind to the emotions that are always rinning through my mind while they just stare...
Broken,
My tim, trái tim is broken,
The cracks run deep and I know will never be filled...
Unseen,
I feel unseen,
Unseen bởi the ones who walk the halls and just look right through me...
Tears,
They never want to stop,
The tears stream down my face until the burn my cheeks...
Darkness,
I am Mất tích in a sea of black,
The waves crash around me and threaten to nuốt, nhạn me forever
Dedicated to a friend of mine, may he and his family and everyone who knew him know that he now is with God
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Only knew bạn for a few years
Cause of Dad's new job
bạn always were my favorite
One of them to talk to
bạn always smiled
And never thought a bad thing
Even when your son was messing up
bạn just laughed and helped him
And always forgave
No one knew bạn would leave us
On that cold winter day
Now i cant rember your name without crying
We never were close
Yet we had so much in common
No one needed to know us
bạn and I were fine
I knew it wasnt a cold
It was always something more
bạn ignored it all
And went on with your life
I wanted to say something
And i never đã đưa ý kiến goodbye
I wish i could of đã đưa ý kiến goodbye
For bạn are here
No more
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In memory of a friend who didnt deserve to die, we all miss bạn and bạn will never be forgotten
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Only knew bạn for a few years
Cause of Dad's new job
bạn always were my favorite
One of them to talk to
bạn always smiled
And never thought a bad thing
Even when your son was messing up
bạn just laughed and helped him
And always forgave
No one knew bạn would leave us
On that cold winter day
Now i cant rember your name without crying
We never were close
Yet we had so much in common
No one needed to know us
bạn and I were fine
I knew it wasnt a cold
It was always something more
bạn ignored it all
And went on with your life
I wanted to say something
And i never đã đưa ý kiến goodbye
I wish i could of đã đưa ý kiến goodbye
For bạn are here
No more
__________________________________________________
In memory of a friend who didnt deserve to die, we all miss bạn and bạn will never be forgotten
I am mysterious yet sweet
I wonder what the future brings
I hear Người sói hát to the moon
I see diamonds swimming in a black sea above me as I lay in the grass.
I want people to understand me completely
I am ngẫu nhiên yet shy
I pretend I am always going on new adventures
I feel misunderstood
I touch shards of my past, remembering them
I worry that I won't find someone who can view things the way I do
I am courageous yet cunning
I cry because the blames fall on me
I understand people's problems
I say witty things that persuade people
I dream of an absolution & life of adventure
I try to fit in but it's just so boring
I hope to travel around the world making thêm Những người bạn along the way.
I am all that I am, I am all of me
I wonder what the future brings
I hear Người sói hát to the moon
I see diamonds swimming in a black sea above me as I lay in the grass.
I want people to understand me completely
I am ngẫu nhiên yet shy
I pretend I am always going on new adventures
I feel misunderstood
I touch shards of my past, remembering them
I worry that I won't find someone who can view things the way I do
I am courageous yet cunning
I cry because the blames fall on me
I understand people's problems
I say witty things that persuade people
I dream of an absolution & life of adventure
I try to fit in but it's just so boring
I hope to travel around the world making thêm Những người bạn along the way.
I am all that I am, I am all of me
Good and evil
tình yêu and hate
The balances of life
Makes everything flow just right
Until misery takes control of your world...
Misery is a parasite
Feeds off other's to become stronger
It hunts for those who are happy
Only to bite and infect them
With it's disease
It penetrates deep into your mind
Death and despair flood the thoughts
The virus spreads further...to your soul
bạn are sick with misery
Contagious
bạn don't want to infect
Forced into isolation
A weak body and a weak mind
There is no cure for bạn to find
Until the ngày comes when an antidote called Love
Finds it's way inside
And kills the virus
But cures are hard to find
Like any tình yêu is...
to see, feel, hear, touch and taste
your eyes, your lips, your hands
bạn are everywhere
a touch, soft and tender
a whisper, full of desire
a gasp of sweet surrender
as passion fuels the fire
and though we still have far to go
that's alright, we'll take it slow
and though the days are often long
with bạn here I can be strong
there's no time in life to judge
only time enough for love
so as another night slips by
let’s dance beneath the sky
in our secret garden
tình yêu took power over our will
progressively, gently, tenderly, lover to lover
love, you’re all I ever needed
and I want bạn now. now being forever.
this is my eternal vow.
A silver glint in your eyes; heartbeats clean.
A simple chord enrages me; warm smiles.
The melody plays slow; performed quite keen.
I stop midway, but memory redials.
The octave jumps to brilliance; intense.
They tình yêu attention and thought; quarter notes.
Continuous trills and glissandos; dense.
Already chosen hum no other votes.
To accidentals for wit; humor dark.
Yet, the thêm necessary; balance sweet.
Some kindness with speed; held out at the hark.
Released the pedal to kill the soft beat.
All are strong to my heart’s will; every song.
The echoes beneath that for which I long.
A simple chord enrages me; warm smiles.
The melody plays slow; performed quite keen.
I stop midway, but memory redials.
The octave jumps to brilliance; intense.
They tình yêu attention and thought; quarter notes.
Continuous trills and glissandos; dense.
Already chosen hum no other votes.
To accidentals for wit; humor dark.
Yet, the thêm necessary; balance sweet.
Some kindness with speed; held out at the hark.
Released the pedal to kill the soft beat.
All are strong to my heart’s will; every song.
The echoes beneath that for which I long.
through the thorns to the stars
The only one who doesn't know happiness
is the one who couldn't understand its call
I am Calling Calling now, Spirits rise and falling
To stay myself longer...
Calling Calling, in the depth of longing
To stay myself longer...
Stand alone... Where was life when it had a meaning...
Stand alone... Nothing's real anymore and...
...Endless run...
While I'm alive, I can try not to fall while flying,
Not to forget how to dream... how to love
...Endless run...
Calling Calling, For the place of knowing
There's thêm that what can be linked
Calling Calling, Never will I look away
For what life has left for me
Yearning Yearning, for what's left of loving
To stay myself longer...
Calling Calling now, Spirits rise and falling
To stay myself longer...
Calling Calling, in the depth of longing
To stay myself longer.......
Fearless tim, trái tim beats
in my chest,
strong and proud,
sensitive and fragile.
Collecting all these words
bạn gave as if
those are significant,
but your tim, trái tim has never
spoken to me.
Empty words bạn gave,
the depth that lies in them
bạn treaded,
though I still remember that
glow in your eyes,
I still remember,
though your false love
is spreading its wings
only in dreams of my own
world.
It was me who left,
and yet
I'm still trying to forget,
still trying to erase every
moment of happiness
we lived.
And my tim, trái tim is not weak,
even though it's lonely,
loneliness itself doesn't fear me,
for it loves me,
loneliness chose me.
Loneliness is jealous,
won't leave me be,
loneliness is in tình yêu
with me,
filled within my heart,
it has chosen me.
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