*the tiêu đề sucks*
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Louis tucked a strand of your hair behind your ear,”I missed you”
bạn nodded,”I-I missed bạn too,Lou”
“What’s wrong?” Louis reached out towards you
bạn no longer felt his touch as soon as bạn opened your eyes,”Louis?”
Perrie took a ghế, chỗ ngồi besides you,engulfing bạn in her warm arms. She pat your back softly. Harry surprisingly walked in,his eyes full of sorrow. bạn studied each of their eyes,wanting to hit them for not just telling bạn right then and there. They made it thêm difficult just looking away from you. bạn shut your eyes again,feeling Louis tiếp theo to you,holding your hand tightly.
-“I did it for you,babe” Louis whispered
“Did what?” bạn questioned,wanting to just snog him right then and there
Louis sighed,”I commit suicide. The hate got to me. I don’t want bạn to be like me. I don’t want bạn to let the hate get to you. Being with bạn was amazing. I hope one ngày we can meet each other again. I tình yêu you,just know that. Tell the boys to continue singing. To not let my death ‘cause them to break up. Don’t let them. Tell Perrie that her and the girls should keep it up no matter how hurt Zayn is. Tell Harry to not be so depressed about me going away. I know we’re best friends,but I need him to be okay. Please.”
“LOUIS! Why’d bạn do it?!” bạn practically screamed,squeezing his hand that seemed transparent
“I did it for the sake of our love” Louis muttered,leaning in towards you-
bạn opened your eyes,”H-he’s gone,isn’t he?”
Perrie bit her bottom lip,”I’m sorry,baba. He loved you.”
Harry handed bạn a letter,shutting his eyes and giving bạn a chịu, gấu hug. He tried to release bạn from the hug but bạn still had him in your arms.
“H-harry..I..I tình yêu you,okay?” bạn whispered
Harry smiled slightly,trying,”T-thank you”
bạn opened the letter~
To my beautiful girlfriend<3
I’m guessing you’re wondering where I am. Why I’m not with bạn in the bed. Why I’m not engulfing bạn in hugs. You’re wondering why am I so dumb. Well,babe,it was for the best. The hate was getting worse AND worse for me and you. I’m the one that let it get to me. I hope bạn don’t either. I just want bạn to know,I tình yêu bạn thêm than I should. Keep living. We’ll meet again someday. Tell Haz,Zayn,Nialler,and Li to continue being a band. Don’t let them break up because of me. I tình yêu you. Don’t go into depression. Just know I miss bạn and tình yêu you. Tell Perrie to not let Zayn go into depression. Tell Dani the same,but for Liam. I miss you,babe. I’m sorry that I did this. I did it for the sake of us. I couldn’t take people hating on us together. I tình yêu bạn all. xxx
“No. No,this isn’t the end! THIS ISN’T THE END OF HIM!” bạn screamed,clutching onto Harry’s shirt.
Harry sighed,”I know that you’re not going to believe this,but it was possibly for the best of him. He had started cutting and taking pills. I knew bạn didn’t notice. That’s why he always wore longsleeves. “
bạn groaned,”I could’ve saved him,but no. I was so concieded and all I cared about was ME getting hate from fans. Those những người hâm mộ are the reason Louis isn’t here. He could’ve came trang chủ and I would’ve ran into his arms..and..and” bạn burst into tears,”I need him.”
Harry and Perrie both stood up from the bed,heading out the door. bạn could tell they knew bạn wanted privacy right now. bạn shut the door,locking it. bạn knocked on the door to see if anyone was passing by. No one tried opening the door,you ran to the cabinets in the white restroom sink. bạn grabbed a razor,quietly slamming the cabinet door. bạn never wanted to go back to the old days,but bạn were doing it for Louis. bạn dug the razor into your skin,pressing it deeply. bạn pulled it away to see your red blood stain the white tiles of the floor. A small smile appeared on your face. bạn pressed the razor to your skin once again,digging it in your skin. bạn threw the razor to the ground as thêm blood started flowing onto the floor. A pill bottle labelled DO NOT TAKE IF bạn HAVE DEPRESSION were obviously the ones Louis took. They were tightly closed on the sink rim. bạn snatched them from the sink rim and threw the top,taking most of them into your mouth. Only 5 of them were left. bạn took 2 thêm and felt your eyes getting heavy. bạn started swaying from left to right,your vision getting blurry. bạn sat down on the cold hard ground,noticing your blood once again. bạn smiled up at the ceiling.
“I did it for all of you” bạn whispered as your death reached you
Your eyes closed,sending bạn away from this place. bạn and Louis watched over the boys and the girls in heaven. bạn were their guardian angels.
“I tình yêu you,Louis”
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Louis tucked a strand of your hair behind your ear,”I missed you”
bạn nodded,”I-I missed bạn too,Lou”
“What’s wrong?” Louis reached out towards you
bạn no longer felt his touch as soon as bạn opened your eyes,”Louis?”
Perrie took a ghế, chỗ ngồi besides you,engulfing bạn in her warm arms. She pat your back softly. Harry surprisingly walked in,his eyes full of sorrow. bạn studied each of their eyes,wanting to hit them for not just telling bạn right then and there. They made it thêm difficult just looking away from you. bạn shut your eyes again,feeling Louis tiếp theo to you,holding your hand tightly.
-“I did it for you,babe” Louis whispered
“Did what?” bạn questioned,wanting to just snog him right then and there
Louis sighed,”I commit suicide. The hate got to me. I don’t want bạn to be like me. I don’t want bạn to let the hate get to you. Being with bạn was amazing. I hope one ngày we can meet each other again. I tình yêu you,just know that. Tell the boys to continue singing. To not let my death ‘cause them to break up. Don’t let them. Tell Perrie that her and the girls should keep it up no matter how hurt Zayn is. Tell Harry to not be so depressed about me going away. I know we’re best friends,but I need him to be okay. Please.”
“LOUIS! Why’d bạn do it?!” bạn practically screamed,squeezing his hand that seemed transparent
“I did it for the sake of our love” Louis muttered,leaning in towards you-
bạn opened your eyes,”H-he’s gone,isn’t he?”
Perrie bit her bottom lip,”I’m sorry,baba. He loved you.”
Harry handed bạn a letter,shutting his eyes and giving bạn a chịu, gấu hug. He tried to release bạn from the hug but bạn still had him in your arms.
“H-harry..I..I tình yêu you,okay?” bạn whispered
Harry smiled slightly,trying,”T-thank you”
bạn opened the letter~
To my beautiful girlfriend<3
I’m guessing you’re wondering where I am. Why I’m not with bạn in the bed. Why I’m not engulfing bạn in hugs. You’re wondering why am I so dumb. Well,babe,it was for the best. The hate was getting worse AND worse for me and you. I’m the one that let it get to me. I hope bạn don’t either. I just want bạn to know,I tình yêu bạn thêm than I should. Keep living. We’ll meet again someday. Tell Haz,Zayn,Nialler,and Li to continue being a band. Don’t let them break up because of me. I tình yêu you. Don’t go into depression. Just know I miss bạn and tình yêu you. Tell Perrie to not let Zayn go into depression. Tell Dani the same,but for Liam. I miss you,babe. I’m sorry that I did this. I did it for the sake of us. I couldn’t take people hating on us together. I tình yêu bạn all. xxx
“No. No,this isn’t the end! THIS ISN’T THE END OF HIM!” bạn screamed,clutching onto Harry’s shirt.
Harry sighed,”I know that you’re not going to believe this,but it was possibly for the best of him. He had started cutting and taking pills. I knew bạn didn’t notice. That’s why he always wore longsleeves. “
bạn groaned,”I could’ve saved him,but no. I was so concieded and all I cared about was ME getting hate from fans. Those những người hâm mộ are the reason Louis isn’t here. He could’ve came trang chủ and I would’ve ran into his arms..and..and” bạn burst into tears,”I need him.”
Harry and Perrie both stood up from the bed,heading out the door. bạn could tell they knew bạn wanted privacy right now. bạn shut the door,locking it. bạn knocked on the door to see if anyone was passing by. No one tried opening the door,you ran to the cabinets in the white restroom sink. bạn grabbed a razor,quietly slamming the cabinet door. bạn never wanted to go back to the old days,but bạn were doing it for Louis. bạn dug the razor into your skin,pressing it deeply. bạn pulled it away to see your red blood stain the white tiles of the floor. A small smile appeared on your face. bạn pressed the razor to your skin once again,digging it in your skin. bạn threw the razor to the ground as thêm blood started flowing onto the floor. A pill bottle labelled DO NOT TAKE IF bạn HAVE DEPRESSION were obviously the ones Louis took. They were tightly closed on the sink rim. bạn snatched them from the sink rim and threw the top,taking most of them into your mouth. Only 5 of them were left. bạn took 2 thêm and felt your eyes getting heavy. bạn started swaying from left to right,your vision getting blurry. bạn sat down on the cold hard ground,noticing your blood once again. bạn smiled up at the ceiling.
“I did it for all of you” bạn whispered as your death reached you
Your eyes closed,sending bạn away from this place. bạn and Louis watched over the boys and the girls in heaven. bạn were their guardian angels.
“I tình yêu you,Louis”