I stared down at the little white stick, that determined my future. Positve. I stared down at the little ‘+’ indicating the test was positive. I sat there on the cold tile floor, re-reading the direction’s on the box. Yup, im pregnant. I sat there looking at the little test. How? Why? How would I tell Niall? Niall. Oh, god how would he react? Would he get mad and leave? No. He wasn’t like that. But, I couldn’t tell him alone. I pulled out my phone and texted El, Sydney, and Danielle. Within 5 phút they were all here with me.
“ What’s up?” asked Syd.
“ Look” I đã đưa ý kiến and handed them the test. El looked at me and sat tiếp theo to me.
“ What now? What should I do?” I asked looking into her eye’s.
“ Well whatever bạn choose we’ll stick bởi bạn Jezz” đã đưa ý kiến Danielle, I looked over at El and Syd and they nodded. God, how I loved these girl’s. I nodded.
“ Im keeping it” I said, they all looked shocked but smiled after.
“ And we’ll help as much as we can!” đã đưa ý kiến Dan. I nodded and stood up.
“ OK, tell him now?” I asked them, they nodded.
“ Right, ok… let’s do this.” I đã đưa ý kiến and walked out with them following.
******************************later********************************
Niall’s POV
I looked over to her and smiled as she entered the room. She was beautiful. She had long wavy, dirty blond hair and vàng eye’s. She looked nervous and was lightly tapping her thigh with her finger’s. Eleanor, Dan, and Syd joined there boyfriend’s on the couch. She still remained standing. She met my eye’s and shook her head.
“ Im pregnant” She đã đưa ý kiến and my smile vanished.
“ What?!?” I asked.
“ Im pregnant Niall, I took the test and it came out positive.” I shook my head. We had just come back from our 2 tháng leave. Why wasn’t she showing? Why had she just noticed? Had she cheated?
“ Are bạn sure? I mean, is it mine?” I asked her. She looked shocked and hurt. I knew that it was mine bởi the way she had reacted. I got up and she backed away.
“ How could bạn think I cheated!” She đã đưa ý kiến and tear’s began to form in her eye’s.
“ Im sorry, it’s just, why have bạn not noticed until now?” I asked.
“ I had noticed, but I was afraid to take the test.” She pleaded.
“ Im sorry, I believe you. What do bạn want to do with it?” I asked her.
“ Keep it” I nodded, and pulled her into a hug.
“ I can’t wait to be a dad” I đã đưa ý kiến and she leaned up to Kiss me.
*********************** 2 month’s later********************************
Jezzy’s POV
I sat in the waiting room with Niall. Today I was 4 month‘s. Today was the ngày we found out how the baby was and if we wanted to know what it was. I was tapping my feet on the floor and held onto Niall’s hand. I had already began to gain weight but, nothing dramatic. I also had to pee thêm often, which was not in my favor since I would travel with the boy’s, and sometime’s we couldn’t stop for wee break’s. I would also get really bad morning sickness. I was anemic, so that didn’t help. I was nervouse, I wanted to hear that peanut, ( it’s nickname) was safe. I guess Niall noticed because he tapped me lightly on the shoulder. I looked up to met those cool, blue eye’s.
“ Hey, it’s going to be okay, don’t stress yourself out, it’s not good for peanut.” I giggled when he đã đưa ý kiến peanut. I nodded and took a deep breathe. A lady came out into the waiting room dressed in scrub’s.
“ Jezzabelle Marie Last” she anounced. I squeezed Niall’s hand and got up. We entered a room with the ultrasound machine and a chair. I sat in it and laid back.
“ The doctor will be in, in a few” I nodded and she left. I looked over to Niall and he smiled, all my worries seemed to wash away, and the doctor walked in.
“ Hi! Im Doctor Jones but, bạn can call me Mary. So How far are we?” she asked.
“ Um, 14 week’s” I told her. She smiled and put on the cool blue liquid. I shivered when it made contact with my skin and Niall chuckled. The doctor turned on the machine and began to scan my belly. I watched and after a few second’s I heard a steady ‘budum, budum’ and smiled as I heard my baby’s heartbeat for the first time. Niall looked at me and smiled. I looked back to the doctor but my smile vanished as I read her face.
“ What’s wrong?” I asked her. She turned to look at me and then pointed at the screen.
“ Well, your 14 week’s right?” I nodded.
“ Your baby isn’t growing as it should, I mean it’s tim, trái tim beat isn’t all that strong.”
“ What does that mean?” I asked her.
“ Well, your not exactly in a ‘safe zone’. Your pregnancy will probably be ‘high risk’. The baby’s tim, trái tim is weak, and bạn should be hiển thị a bit more, it isn’t growing as we’d like it to.”
I nodded as a tear escaped my eye’s.
“ What is the gender?” asked Niall.
“ It’s a girl, but she’s a fighter.” The doctor đã đưa ý kiến as she printed off the picture’s. I looked over at Niall and he wiped away my tears with his thumb. I closed my eye’s and imagined what our duaghter was like.
“ It’s a girl!” I đã đưa ý kiến to him, he chuckled and nodded.
“ Yah, my little princess” I smiled at him and the doctor gave us the picture’s and we drove off. I looked at the picture’s. They weren’t the 3-D one’s, but it was perfect. bạn could see her little frame, and on another her tinny foot. As we were driving I called my mom and tolled her the new’s. We arrived back at his flat and everyone was there awaiting the new’s. Syd stood up and came up to me.
“ Girl hoặc Boy?” She asked.
“ Girl” đã đưa ý kiến Niall proudly. All if us cheered in excitement and I took a ghế, chỗ ngồi tiếp theo to El.
“ So, an toàn, két an toàn zone?” asked Zayn. I felt a lump form in my throat as I recalled Mary’s word’s.
“ No. But she’s a fighter” everyone saw me and didn’t push it further. We sat there awkwardly before Dan broke the silence.
“ Sooo name’s!!!!!!!!!!!!” I looked over at her and giggled.
“ I vote Eleanor” đã đưa ý kiến El.
“ Ohhh no, Danielle!”
“ Pshhhh, please, Sydney!”
“ Zayna!” we all stoped and looked over at Zayn.
“ What?” he asked and we all burst into laughter.
“Mae?” asked Liam.
“ I like that!” he smiled proudly.
“ Rylie ?” asked Niall.
“ Hmmmm how about…. Rylie Mae?” I asked everyone nodded in agrement.
“ Well, Rylie Mae Horan is an idea! But notrhing official until I see her, when I see her, I‘ll know what to name her. ” I đã đưa ý kiến and everyone cheered. I smiled.
“ Sooo, when do we go shopping!” asked the girls.
“ For what?” asked me and the boy’s. They all did a face palm before Sydney spoke.
“ Helloo?! Baby clothes! Baby stuff!!” I felt dumb for that and nodded.
“ Um whenever I guess.” I told them.
“ Tomorrow it is then!” đã đưa ý kiến the girl’s I nodded.
“ Okay, so what should we do for dinner?” I asked.
“ Go out and celebrate!” đã đưa ý kiến Lou and Harry, I giggled and nodded. I got up and went to go change. I hadn’t gained to much so I wasn’t all that noticeable. I Pulled on a dress, that flowed out after my chest. It wasn’t tight on my belly, and I actually looked how I had before. It was a light cream color on top, then it flowed out in Navy Blue, and was separated bởi a turquoise belt. I matched it with my sandal’s and some accessories. I lightly curled my hair, and then added light make-up. As I walked over to my nightstand I noticed the claddagh ring Niall had gotten me after he found out about Peanut. I loved it, he had gotten aquamarine in the tim, trái tim and small Diamond’s in the crown. I loved the aquamarine, it was my yêu thích gemstone color. I smiled down at it and slipped it on, making sure to wear it on the right hand with the point of the tim, trái tim toward my wrist. I looked myself over in the mirror and rubbed my belly. I sat on my giường and all the girl’s came in. I looked at them and frowned. They all looked thêm elegant and feminine, then I.
“ What’s up?” asked El.
“ I don’t think I dressed good enough. bạn guy’s look gorgeous. I look…”
“ Beautiful” Danielle finished for me. I smiled at them.
“ I tình yêu bạn guy’s.” I đã đưa ý kiến to them.
“ We tình yêu bạn to, now come on hoặc we’ll be late!” đã đưa ý kiến Syd. I got up and walked out into the living room. The boy’s were waiting bởi the door. When we walked out, each boy, gazed over there gal. I looked at Niall and felt my stomach do flip’s. He was stunning. He had a White polo, Navy Blue cardigan, khaki’s, and his White SUPRAS. He smiled down at me and kissed me. I smiled as I pulled away.
“ So, we ready?” I asked. The boy’s nodded and we were off.
We arrived a bit later to this cute little restaurant. I saw the pap’s. I was glad I had worn something, that didn’t really hiển thị my bump. Management took it hard, and had decided not to tell anyone until đậu phụng, đậu phộng was actually born. I got out and walked into the restaurant with Niall, holding his hand. I took a ghế, chỗ ngồi tiếp theo to him and Zayn. I felt bad because Perrie was always busy, and she couldn’t come down. I ordered the chicken parmesan and spaghetti. After the meal, we went back to Niall’s flat.
“ Ughhhh…. I have to pee” I đã đưa ý kiến and walked off. I heard the boy’s laughing at me, but I didn’t care. I went to take a vòi hoa sen and came back out in some jogger’s and a black v-neck. I came out and everyone was bởi the counter, whispering. I peeped over the corner to hear.
“ Yah, but when?” asked Harry.
“ I don’t know, soon” đã đưa ý kiến Niall.
“ What theme?” asked Dan.
“ Animal! Like a zoo theme!” đã đưa ý kiến Liam. I giggled and joined them.
“ Um, I don’t want a baby shower.” I clearly stated.
“ Well bạn need one. We are buying CLOTHES tomorrow, leave the rest to us!” đã đưa ý kiến Lou.
“ Ughhh… fine, whatever. Zayn, um can u pass me the usual?” I asked he nodded, and passed me a pack of cheez-its and the container of đậu phụng, đậu phộng butter. I was getting weird craving’s, but I didn’t care.
“ Thank’s.” I đã đưa ý kiến to him and he smiled. I loved my new little fam. It was perfect. I was sitting on a bar ghế đẩu, phân while everyone organized the shower. I was munching on a cheez-it when it hit.
“ What’s up?” asked Syd.
“ Look” I đã đưa ý kiến and handed them the test. El looked at me and sat tiếp theo to me.
“ What now? What should I do?” I asked looking into her eye’s.
“ Well whatever bạn choose we’ll stick bởi bạn Jezz” đã đưa ý kiến Danielle, I looked over at El and Syd and they nodded. God, how I loved these girl’s. I nodded.
“ Im keeping it” I said, they all looked shocked but smiled after.
“ And we’ll help as much as we can!” đã đưa ý kiến Dan. I nodded and stood up.
“ OK, tell him now?” I asked them, they nodded.
“ Right, ok… let’s do this.” I đã đưa ý kiến and walked out with them following.
******************************later********************************
Niall’s POV
I looked over to her and smiled as she entered the room. She was beautiful. She had long wavy, dirty blond hair and vàng eye’s. She looked nervous and was lightly tapping her thigh with her finger’s. Eleanor, Dan, and Syd joined there boyfriend’s on the couch. She still remained standing. She met my eye’s and shook her head.
“ Im pregnant” She đã đưa ý kiến and my smile vanished.
“ What?!?” I asked.
“ Im pregnant Niall, I took the test and it came out positive.” I shook my head. We had just come back from our 2 tháng leave. Why wasn’t she showing? Why had she just noticed? Had she cheated?
“ Are bạn sure? I mean, is it mine?” I asked her. She looked shocked and hurt. I knew that it was mine bởi the way she had reacted. I got up and she backed away.
“ How could bạn think I cheated!” She đã đưa ý kiến and tear’s began to form in her eye’s.
“ Im sorry, it’s just, why have bạn not noticed until now?” I asked.
“ I had noticed, but I was afraid to take the test.” She pleaded.
“ Im sorry, I believe you. What do bạn want to do with it?” I asked her.
“ Keep it” I nodded, and pulled her into a hug.
“ I can’t wait to be a dad” I đã đưa ý kiến and she leaned up to Kiss me.
*********************** 2 month’s later********************************
Jezzy’s POV
I sat in the waiting room with Niall. Today I was 4 month‘s. Today was the ngày we found out how the baby was and if we wanted to know what it was. I was tapping my feet on the floor and held onto Niall’s hand. I had already began to gain weight but, nothing dramatic. I also had to pee thêm often, which was not in my favor since I would travel with the boy’s, and sometime’s we couldn’t stop for wee break’s. I would also get really bad morning sickness. I was anemic, so that didn’t help. I was nervouse, I wanted to hear that peanut, ( it’s nickname) was safe. I guess Niall noticed because he tapped me lightly on the shoulder. I looked up to met those cool, blue eye’s.
“ Hey, it’s going to be okay, don’t stress yourself out, it’s not good for peanut.” I giggled when he đã đưa ý kiến peanut. I nodded and took a deep breathe. A lady came out into the waiting room dressed in scrub’s.
“ Jezzabelle Marie Last” she anounced. I squeezed Niall’s hand and got up. We entered a room with the ultrasound machine and a chair. I sat in it and laid back.
“ The doctor will be in, in a few” I nodded and she left. I looked over to Niall and he smiled, all my worries seemed to wash away, and the doctor walked in.
“ Hi! Im Doctor Jones but, bạn can call me Mary. So How far are we?” she asked.
“ Um, 14 week’s” I told her. She smiled and put on the cool blue liquid. I shivered when it made contact with my skin and Niall chuckled. The doctor turned on the machine and began to scan my belly. I watched and after a few second’s I heard a steady ‘budum, budum’ and smiled as I heard my baby’s heartbeat for the first time. Niall looked at me and smiled. I looked back to the doctor but my smile vanished as I read her face.
“ What’s wrong?” I asked her. She turned to look at me and then pointed at the screen.
“ Well, your 14 week’s right?” I nodded.
“ Your baby isn’t growing as it should, I mean it’s tim, trái tim beat isn’t all that strong.”
“ What does that mean?” I asked her.
“ Well, your not exactly in a ‘safe zone’. Your pregnancy will probably be ‘high risk’. The baby’s tim, trái tim is weak, and bạn should be hiển thị a bit more, it isn’t growing as we’d like it to.”
I nodded as a tear escaped my eye’s.
“ What is the gender?” asked Niall.
“ It’s a girl, but she’s a fighter.” The doctor đã đưa ý kiến as she printed off the picture’s. I looked over at Niall and he wiped away my tears with his thumb. I closed my eye’s and imagined what our duaghter was like.
“ It’s a girl!” I đã đưa ý kiến to him, he chuckled and nodded.
“ Yah, my little princess” I smiled at him and the doctor gave us the picture’s and we drove off. I looked at the picture’s. They weren’t the 3-D one’s, but it was perfect. bạn could see her little frame, and on another her tinny foot. As we were driving I called my mom and tolled her the new’s. We arrived back at his flat and everyone was there awaiting the new’s. Syd stood up and came up to me.
“ Girl hoặc Boy?” She asked.
“ Girl” đã đưa ý kiến Niall proudly. All if us cheered in excitement and I took a ghế, chỗ ngồi tiếp theo to El.
“ So, an toàn, két an toàn zone?” asked Zayn. I felt a lump form in my throat as I recalled Mary’s word’s.
“ No. But she’s a fighter” everyone saw me and didn’t push it further. We sat there awkwardly before Dan broke the silence.
“ Sooo name’s!!!!!!!!!!!!” I looked over at her and giggled.
“ I vote Eleanor” đã đưa ý kiến El.
“ Ohhh no, Danielle!”
“ Pshhhh, please, Sydney!”
“ Zayna!” we all stoped and looked over at Zayn.
“ What?” he asked and we all burst into laughter.
“Mae?” asked Liam.
“ I like that!” he smiled proudly.
“ Rylie ?” asked Niall.
“ Hmmmm how about…. Rylie Mae?” I asked everyone nodded in agrement.
“ Well, Rylie Mae Horan is an idea! But notrhing official until I see her, when I see her, I‘ll know what to name her. ” I đã đưa ý kiến and everyone cheered. I smiled.
“ Sooo, when do we go shopping!” asked the girls.
“ For what?” asked me and the boy’s. They all did a face palm before Sydney spoke.
“ Helloo?! Baby clothes! Baby stuff!!” I felt dumb for that and nodded.
“ Um whenever I guess.” I told them.
“ Tomorrow it is then!” đã đưa ý kiến the girl’s I nodded.
“ Okay, so what should we do for dinner?” I asked.
“ Go out and celebrate!” đã đưa ý kiến Lou and Harry, I giggled and nodded. I got up and went to go change. I hadn’t gained to much so I wasn’t all that noticeable. I Pulled on a dress, that flowed out after my chest. It wasn’t tight on my belly, and I actually looked how I had before. It was a light cream color on top, then it flowed out in Navy Blue, and was separated bởi a turquoise belt. I matched it with my sandal’s and some accessories. I lightly curled my hair, and then added light make-up. As I walked over to my nightstand I noticed the claddagh ring Niall had gotten me after he found out about Peanut. I loved it, he had gotten aquamarine in the tim, trái tim and small Diamond’s in the crown. I loved the aquamarine, it was my yêu thích gemstone color. I smiled down at it and slipped it on, making sure to wear it on the right hand with the point of the tim, trái tim toward my wrist. I looked myself over in the mirror and rubbed my belly. I sat on my giường and all the girl’s came in. I looked at them and frowned. They all looked thêm elegant and feminine, then I.
“ What’s up?” asked El.
“ I don’t think I dressed good enough. bạn guy’s look gorgeous. I look…”
“ Beautiful” Danielle finished for me. I smiled at them.
“ I tình yêu bạn guy’s.” I đã đưa ý kiến to them.
“ We tình yêu bạn to, now come on hoặc we’ll be late!” đã đưa ý kiến Syd. I got up and walked out into the living room. The boy’s were waiting bởi the door. When we walked out, each boy, gazed over there gal. I looked at Niall and felt my stomach do flip’s. He was stunning. He had a White polo, Navy Blue cardigan, khaki’s, and his White SUPRAS. He smiled down at me and kissed me. I smiled as I pulled away.
“ So, we ready?” I asked. The boy’s nodded and we were off.
We arrived a bit later to this cute little restaurant. I saw the pap’s. I was glad I had worn something, that didn’t really hiển thị my bump. Management took it hard, and had decided not to tell anyone until đậu phụng, đậu phộng was actually born. I got out and walked into the restaurant with Niall, holding his hand. I took a ghế, chỗ ngồi tiếp theo to him and Zayn. I felt bad because Perrie was always busy, and she couldn’t come down. I ordered the chicken parmesan and spaghetti. After the meal, we went back to Niall’s flat.
“ Ughhhh…. I have to pee” I đã đưa ý kiến and walked off. I heard the boy’s laughing at me, but I didn’t care. I went to take a vòi hoa sen and came back out in some jogger’s and a black v-neck. I came out and everyone was bởi the counter, whispering. I peeped over the corner to hear.
“ Yah, but when?” asked Harry.
“ I don’t know, soon” đã đưa ý kiến Niall.
“ What theme?” asked Dan.
“ Animal! Like a zoo theme!” đã đưa ý kiến Liam. I giggled and joined them.
“ Um, I don’t want a baby shower.” I clearly stated.
“ Well bạn need one. We are buying CLOTHES tomorrow, leave the rest to us!” đã đưa ý kiến Lou.
“ Ughhh… fine, whatever. Zayn, um can u pass me the usual?” I asked he nodded, and passed me a pack of cheez-its and the container of đậu phụng, đậu phộng butter. I was getting weird craving’s, but I didn’t care.
“ Thank’s.” I đã đưa ý kiến to him and he smiled. I loved my new little fam. It was perfect. I was sitting on a bar ghế đẩu, phân while everyone organized the shower. I was munching on a cheez-it when it hit.
