Chap 20
Part 1: Her finally choice.
Niall’ P.O.V
I was sitting on the giường and having Bella in my arms. I whispered:
“ Why do bạn come back, honey?”
She smiled:
“ I did lose Zayn. He attracts me every time I see him. I am obsessed bởi him. But bạn are the one that I need. bạn don’t know how much I tình yêu you, Niall. bạn changed my life at the moment. I heard bạn sing the song ‘Forever Young’ for the first time.”
I stroke her hair gently:
“Really, Bella? But I don’t tình yêu bạn as much as Zayn does.”
Bella blushed:
“That’s why I choose you, Niall. Zayn is too good for me. I don’t desverve him. I can’t make him happy for his whole life. He has to forget me. That’s the best choice for all of us”
I kissed on Bella’s forehead softly :
“Bella, bạn are the best girl I’ve ever known. I won’t let bạn down. Everything will be fine. We will overcome all these suck things. And Bella, I’m terribly sorry for everything I’ve done.”
“It’s okay, Nialler. I have to say sorry too. I shouldn’t have cheated on you” Bella said, looking her fingers with mine.
I said:
“Bella, I promise. I will tình yêu bạn till the end of time.”
Suddenlly, she put one finger on my lips, saying:
“Don’t promise anything, Niall. I don’t want to tie bạn with me forever. I just need to know that I am your first tình yêu and I am the one bạn tình yêu most. With me, that’s enough. From now on, we don’t need to hide anything anymore, okey, Niall?”
I nodded and hugged her tightly. I sang a song of The Wanted:
“I hear your tim, trái tim cry for love. And bạn act like there’s no room, room for me hoặc anyone. ‘Don’t disturb’ is all I see. Close the door, turn the key. If loneliness would di chuyển out, I’d fill the vacancy. In your heart, in your heart, in your heart, I don’t care who was there before.”
Bella normally drifted off in my arms. I kissed her hair and looked out the window. The sun was setting but I could feel a new start.
* * *
Zayn’s P.O.V
I had smoked 6 cigarettes since Bella left. Maybe Niall was the best choice for her. I knew she loved me but it was the past. It was just a cún yêu, con chó con love. It was just a cún yêu, con chó con love. It meant nothing. At the moment she kissed me, I thought that I would be with her forever. But after the kiss, Bella stroked my hair gently and said:
“Zayn, do bạn still remember our first kiss. Please never forget it. Even if bạn will tình yêu another girl in the future, don’t forget our love. I used to tình yêu bạn so much, Zayn but Niall is the guy for me. He’s changed all my life.”
I saw Bella tear up a little. I wiped her tears away and said:
“It’s okey, Bella. Don’t cry. I never want to see bạn cry like this. I tình yêu you. I have always been in tình yêu with you. But your choice is mine. We will be good friends, okey?”
She nodded smilingly and I gave her a soft Kiss on her forehead. When I told her all these things, I really wanted Bella to be happy but my tim, trái tim was shattered into pieces. In a tam giác love, there was always a third person. It didn’t matter that bạn came first hoặc later, the one that was loved less was the third person. And I was the third person in our tam giác love. But I respected Bella’s choice. Sometimes when we loved someone too much, we had to let them go.
“Bella…Belly…” I whispered to myself.
I looked out of the window and saw the moon sparking and the stars twinkling on the sky. They reminded me of the night that I showed her a meteor shower. It was the best moment of my life that I would never forget. On that night I wished I would find Belly again and finally my wish came true. With me, that was enough. I opened my cellphone and deleted the bức ảnh of Bella that I took on that night. I came to my wardrobe and took out all the drawings and my diary. I came to the balcony and burned them. I saw Bella’s face in my drawings burning in the fire. I felt as if she was smiling with me. I whispered:
“Good bye, Bella.”
Suddenly, I heard a beautiful voice behind me:
“What are bạn doing, Zayn?”
I turned my head and saw Bella’s angelical smile. She was hugging a blue pillow. She sat down beside me, asking:
“What are bạn burning?”
When I was about to hide the pictures, she immediately snatched them, yelling:
“Oh my god, is it really me? Am I that beautiful? Zayn, bạn have an amazing talent!”
I smiled when I saw her happy face:
“Thanks. I think it’s time for me to burn it.”
She gave me her cún yêu, con chó con dog eyes:
“Can bạn give me one?”
I đã đưa ý kiến with my widened eyes:
“Really? bạn want?”
She nodded blushly and took one drawing. It was the one that I draw her sleeping under the meteor shower. Then I burned all the others. After a short silence, Bella said:
“I still remember that meteor shower. I wished everyone I loved would be with me forever.”
I smiled:
“Really?”
She said:
“Yeah and I think now my wish comes true.”
“So does mine.”
“What did bạn wish, Zayn?” Bella asked.
I looked into her dard blue eyes:
“I wished I would find bạn again.”
She laughed:
“Wow bạn did try to find me. It’s great to know that.”
I asked:
“So why are bạn here at this time?”
She joked:
“You don’t want me to be here? Oh okey don’t make faces like that. I’m just kidding. Niall told me to come. It’s been a long time since we last met as Belly and ‘Handsome’, right? There’s a lot of memories to bring back.”
We walked into the room and sat on the bed. Bella was still hugging the pillow. She laughed:
“Do bạn think it’s crazy? We saw each other every ngày and we couldn’t realize that we used to be a couple.”
I agreed:
“Yeah that’s really weird. Because I thought the girl I find is called Belly. Moreover, you’ve changed too much.”
She lifted her eyesbrows:
“Oh uglier hoặc thêm beautiful?”
I teased her:
“Crazier.”
Bella laughed out loud and hit me with her pillow. I shouted:
“You see? bạn see? bạn are absolutely crazier.”
She stopped hitting me and asked:
“If I’m right, your name was Zain, not Zayn?”
I answered:
“Oh! Simon Cowell đã đưa ý kiến that my name was too hard for những người hâm mộ to pronounce so I had to change my name.”
She said:
“Oh I see. But I tình yêu your old name more. It’s really special. Oh, so many memories to tell, do bạn think we can remind them in just one night?”
I messed her hair and laughed:
“I don’t think so, Belly.”
And on that night, Bella and I were awake all night. We told all the old stories again. We had a lot of laughters. And I knew that Bella made a good choice.
* * *
Part 1: Her finally choice.
Niall’ P.O.V
I was sitting on the giường and having Bella in my arms. I whispered:
“ Why do bạn come back, honey?”
She smiled:
“ I did lose Zayn. He attracts me every time I see him. I am obsessed bởi him. But bạn are the one that I need. bạn don’t know how much I tình yêu you, Niall. bạn changed my life at the moment. I heard bạn sing the song ‘Forever Young’ for the first time.”
I stroke her hair gently:
“Really, Bella? But I don’t tình yêu bạn as much as Zayn does.”
Bella blushed:
“That’s why I choose you, Niall. Zayn is too good for me. I don’t desverve him. I can’t make him happy for his whole life. He has to forget me. That’s the best choice for all of us”
I kissed on Bella’s forehead softly :
“Bella, bạn are the best girl I’ve ever known. I won’t let bạn down. Everything will be fine. We will overcome all these suck things. And Bella, I’m terribly sorry for everything I’ve done.”
“It’s okay, Nialler. I have to say sorry too. I shouldn’t have cheated on you” Bella said, looking her fingers with mine.
I said:
“Bella, I promise. I will tình yêu bạn till the end of time.”
Suddenlly, she put one finger on my lips, saying:
“Don’t promise anything, Niall. I don’t want to tie bạn with me forever. I just need to know that I am your first tình yêu and I am the one bạn tình yêu most. With me, that’s enough. From now on, we don’t need to hide anything anymore, okey, Niall?”
I nodded and hugged her tightly. I sang a song of The Wanted:
“I hear your tim, trái tim cry for love. And bạn act like there’s no room, room for me hoặc anyone. ‘Don’t disturb’ is all I see. Close the door, turn the key. If loneliness would di chuyển out, I’d fill the vacancy. In your heart, in your heart, in your heart, I don’t care who was there before.”
Bella normally drifted off in my arms. I kissed her hair and looked out the window. The sun was setting but I could feel a new start.
* * *
Zayn’s P.O.V
I had smoked 6 cigarettes since Bella left. Maybe Niall was the best choice for her. I knew she loved me but it was the past. It was just a cún yêu, con chó con love. It was just a cún yêu, con chó con love. It meant nothing. At the moment she kissed me, I thought that I would be with her forever. But after the kiss, Bella stroked my hair gently and said:
“Zayn, do bạn still remember our first kiss. Please never forget it. Even if bạn will tình yêu another girl in the future, don’t forget our love. I used to tình yêu bạn so much, Zayn but Niall is the guy for me. He’s changed all my life.”
I saw Bella tear up a little. I wiped her tears away and said:
“It’s okey, Bella. Don’t cry. I never want to see bạn cry like this. I tình yêu you. I have always been in tình yêu with you. But your choice is mine. We will be good friends, okey?”
She nodded smilingly and I gave her a soft Kiss on her forehead. When I told her all these things, I really wanted Bella to be happy but my tim, trái tim was shattered into pieces. In a tam giác love, there was always a third person. It didn’t matter that bạn came first hoặc later, the one that was loved less was the third person. And I was the third person in our tam giác love. But I respected Bella’s choice. Sometimes when we loved someone too much, we had to let them go.
“Bella…Belly…” I whispered to myself.
I looked out of the window and saw the moon sparking and the stars twinkling on the sky. They reminded me of the night that I showed her a meteor shower. It was the best moment of my life that I would never forget. On that night I wished I would find Belly again and finally my wish came true. With me, that was enough. I opened my cellphone and deleted the bức ảnh of Bella that I took on that night. I came to my wardrobe and took out all the drawings and my diary. I came to the balcony and burned them. I saw Bella’s face in my drawings burning in the fire. I felt as if she was smiling with me. I whispered:
“Good bye, Bella.”
Suddenly, I heard a beautiful voice behind me:
“What are bạn doing, Zayn?”
I turned my head and saw Bella’s angelical smile. She was hugging a blue pillow. She sat down beside me, asking:
“What are bạn burning?”
When I was about to hide the pictures, she immediately snatched them, yelling:
“Oh my god, is it really me? Am I that beautiful? Zayn, bạn have an amazing talent!”
I smiled when I saw her happy face:
“Thanks. I think it’s time for me to burn it.”
She gave me her cún yêu, con chó con dog eyes:
“Can bạn give me one?”
I đã đưa ý kiến with my widened eyes:
“Really? bạn want?”
She nodded blushly and took one drawing. It was the one that I draw her sleeping under the meteor shower. Then I burned all the others. After a short silence, Bella said:
“I still remember that meteor shower. I wished everyone I loved would be with me forever.”
I smiled:
“Really?”
She said:
“Yeah and I think now my wish comes true.”
“So does mine.”
“What did bạn wish, Zayn?” Bella asked.
I looked into her dard blue eyes:
“I wished I would find bạn again.”
She laughed:
“Wow bạn did try to find me. It’s great to know that.”
I asked:
“So why are bạn here at this time?”
She joked:
“You don’t want me to be here? Oh okey don’t make faces like that. I’m just kidding. Niall told me to come. It’s been a long time since we last met as Belly and ‘Handsome’, right? There’s a lot of memories to bring back.”
We walked into the room and sat on the bed. Bella was still hugging the pillow. She laughed:
“Do bạn think it’s crazy? We saw each other every ngày and we couldn’t realize that we used to be a couple.”
I agreed:
“Yeah that’s really weird. Because I thought the girl I find is called Belly. Moreover, you’ve changed too much.”
She lifted her eyesbrows:
“Oh uglier hoặc thêm beautiful?”
I teased her:
“Crazier.”
Bella laughed out loud and hit me with her pillow. I shouted:
“You see? bạn see? bạn are absolutely crazier.”
She stopped hitting me and asked:
“If I’m right, your name was Zain, not Zayn?”
I answered:
“Oh! Simon Cowell đã đưa ý kiến that my name was too hard for những người hâm mộ to pronounce so I had to change my name.”
She said:
“Oh I see. But I tình yêu your old name more. It’s really special. Oh, so many memories to tell, do bạn think we can remind them in just one night?”
I messed her hair and laughed:
“I don’t think so, Belly.”
And on that night, Bella and I were awake all night. We told all the old stories again. We had a lot of laughters. And I knew that Bella made a good choice.
* * *
Well Directioners, it looks like our boys made a good impression whilst over in America, as rumours have emerged that Nickelodeon are tempted to offer them their own show.
Due to the overwhelming reception from những người hâm mộ they received on their gần đây whistle-stop tour, a nguồn told Now magazine: “Simon Cowell has vowed to launch them on the US X Factor, while Nickelodeon are in talks to give them their own show.”
We’ve yet to see the iCarly episode which they filmed so can’t bình luận on their diễn xuất skills yet, but if true, it bodes very well for any future success in the USA, if not all over the world.
In other news, Harry Styles has been told to tham gia an exercise class to cure his back problems.
Harry đã đưa ý kiến last month: “I have bad posture and I’ve been told to take pilates once a week.”
We bet that class will be one of the busiest around! “Mum, mum, I wanna take up Pilates, please!”
Due to the overwhelming reception from những người hâm mộ they received on their gần đây whistle-stop tour, a nguồn told Now magazine: “Simon Cowell has vowed to launch them on the US X Factor, while Nickelodeon are in talks to give them their own show.”
We’ve yet to see the iCarly episode which they filmed so can’t bình luận on their diễn xuất skills yet, but if true, it bodes very well for any future success in the USA, if not all over the world.
In other news, Harry Styles has been told to tham gia an exercise class to cure his back problems.
Harry đã đưa ý kiến last month: “I have bad posture and I’ve been told to take pilates once a week.”
We bet that class will be one of the busiest around! “Mum, mum, I wanna take up Pilates, please!”
one direction bạn are so beautiful
Liam:
bạn are so beautiful to me
bạn are so beautiful to me
Can't bạn see
Harry:
Your everything i hoped for
Your everything i need
bạn are so beautiful to me
Zayn:
bạn are so beautiful to me
bạn are so beautiful to me
Can't bạn see
Harry:
Your everything i hoped for
Your everything i need
bạn are so beautiful to me
bạn are so beautiful to me
bạn are so beautiful to me
watch it here: link
Liam:
bạn are so beautiful to me
bạn are so beautiful to me
Can't bạn see
Harry:
Your everything i hoped for
Your everything i need
bạn are so beautiful to me
Zayn:
bạn are so beautiful to me
bạn are so beautiful to me
Can't bạn see
Harry:
Your everything i hoped for
Your everything i need
bạn are so beautiful to me
bạn are so beautiful to me
bạn are so beautiful to me
watch it here: link
one direction chasing cars
We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
hoặc anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would bạn lie with me
And just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are đã đưa ý kiến too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would bạn lie with me
And just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
hiển thị me a garden
That's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
[CHORUS]
We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
hoặc anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would bạn lie with me
And just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are đã đưa ý kiến too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would bạn lie with me
And just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
hiển thị me a garden
That's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
[CHORUS]