The ngày bạn died, Michael, everything stopped for me, as hard as I tried, I couldn't get bạn off my mind. The question, of course, is why? Why did I never feel one thing for bạn until that day? Why did bạn have such an effect on me? Why you? Of all the men in the world, why you? I tình yêu you. There's bạn answer: I tình yêu YOU. bạn are the one, the one I was put on this earth to be with. I know, of course, there are obstacles in the way of that: you're 37 years older than me, you're not alive anymore, & on hàng đầu, đầu trang of it all, there's no possible way you'd ever feel the same about me. But I don't expect to be loved back the same, I only want to know that bạn don't hate me for my past actions, & that you're finally at peace with life & with yourself.
I know there were times in your life that weren't so easy to deal with, but they're all in the past. The past is gone & it can never come back again, sometimes that's a good thing. It really hurts me to see how hurt bạn were then, even if I never felt it then. Like when Lisa Marie filed for divorce. Seeing her break your tim, trái tim like that, it made me feel like punching her lights out, because I know how much bạn loved her. hoặc when bạn were sued for child molestation, bạn were forever scarred bởi that, I'm sure. I wish I could've been beside you, to be your reminder that everything would be alright in the end.
bạn know, everyone worries about the way they look, but they know they'll do something to themselves & look beautiful afterwards. But at times, bạn never thought you'd be attractive no matter what bạn did. bạn hated your appearence so much, bạn even went so far as to call yourself an "ugly lizard"(or something like that, I don't know exactly how bạn đã đưa ý kiến it). I wish bạn hadn't đã đưa ý kiến that, you're not even close to unattractive let alone ugly. When I look at you, I see surpassing beauty. bạn are beautiful, Michael, please believe me! I know I'm not the only one who thinks so, I'll bet most of the people who read this bài viết will agree with me. To be totally honest, sometimes when I look at you, your beauty makes me jealous.
If I could sum bạn up in just 3 words, beautiful would be the first, the một giây would be loving. bạn see so many người nổi tiếng out there promoting causes for whatever, but most of them are only doing it to promote themselves. bạn did things like tht because it was the right thing to do, & bạn cared. bạn cared so much for the charity work you, the people bạn helped, etc. bạn have such a good heart, Michael; in fact it's where most of your beauty comes from. Your tình yêu for the planet, children, your family, your fans, etc. That in itself is pretty amazing. You've forever engraved yourself into the hearts of your family, friends, & fans, especially me. bạn touched me, & now I declare my tình yêu for you. My tình yêu for bạn is nothing butpure & genuine, for if I'm lying, may I be struck to my death & sent directly to hell.
Unlike most girls my age, I know what true tình yêu is: it's the eternal force that unites 2 people. It must be real hoặc it's just infatuation. They must be willing to look past all obstacles & go to the ends of the earth for each other. I am willing to do that for you, Michael, because I know that if I can be as close to your tim, trái tim as bạn are to mine, than it's all worth it. Beautiful, loving, & the final word would be forever. Your love, your memory, bạn are forever. bạn made your mark on history, the world will never forget August 29, 1958, November 30, 1982, May 16, 1983, & most of all, June 25, 2009. It's truly as if you're still alive because you've got your những người hâm mộ on earth who'll work to sustain your memory forever.
bạn know, I still wonder, bạn used to think bạn were unloved, but then bạn had your kids & knew otherwise. If bạn never had your kids, would bạn still have died knowing bạn were loved? I don't know what your response would be to this, Michael, but I know if every single person in the world today who loves bạn died, the world would be a whole lot smaller. Even if all those people were against you, you'd still have one girl who'll always be true to you: ME. Fate brought me to bạn & now I'll never go back, I simply can't. I tình yêu bạn too much to abandon you, believe me. If bạn were đọc this, bạn might think of me as a silly young girl who's either pitifully desperate, hoặc certifiably insane, hoặc even just plain stupid to think such thoughts, but I know bạn could never break my tim, trái tim lke that, you're too sweet:)
Michael, I'm your friend, I'm always on your side, I'll always tình yêu you, I'm waiting everyday, & praying every week for your entrance into heaven. Do bạn think if I was lying about anything I've written so far, that I'd spend an giờ in church every week praying for you? Not that I'm making any accusations , I'm just saying. But like bạn đã đưa ý kiến "If bạn enter this world knowing you're loved, & bạn leave this world knowing the same, than everything in between can be dealt with." Now that I've fallen in tình yêu with you, I know now thêm than ever that I can get through anything, as long as I have bạn & God beside me. Michael, I wrote this letter to fully express my feelings for you, so I'll close it in summary: MICHAEL JACKSON, I WILL ALWAYS tình yêu bạn <3
