when I finally drove off I couldn't get what just happened out of my mind, Michael loved me but knew I was in tình yêu with Jackie I knew he could tell even though I told him that I did he knew it because I could tell bởi the look in his eyes he was upset that I didn't tình yêu him back but I did I really did but I couldn't tình yêu both.
As soon as I got trang chủ and walked though the door I frowned cause sar was packing her stuff back up.
"hey your not staying." I đã đưa ý kiến getting all little upset that she was leaving so soon.
"My sister called me she wanted me to help her di chuyển out tomorrow morning her and my mom had a big fight." she đã đưa ý kiến
"Oh." I đã đưa ý kiến kind of releved that she wasn't mad at me about something.
"yeah im sorry but I had fun though I will see bạn tiếp theo Saturday and plus your birthdays tiếp theo week." she đã đưa ý kiến hugging me
"oh yeah I forgot, I cant wait." I đã đưa ý kiến trying to cheer myself up.
"Yeah and I cant wait to meet my future husband." she đã đưa ý kiến referring to marlon.
I totally forgot that I was introducing them to eachother. I was really excited to set up two of my best friends.
"well I see bạn tiếp theo week." she đã đưa ý kiến giving me one last hug before walking out the door.
as soon as she left I walked up stairs to take a quick vòi hoa sen before I went to bed
as I laid there that night with many thoughts of what I should do. I just didn't know, should I break up with Jackie and be with Michael hoặc should I stay with him. all these thoughts kept me up most of the night
The tiếp theo morning when I woke up it was 11:30
so I just decided to just clean up the house a little for my mom.
while I was washing the dishes the door chuông, bell rang I put the dish down that I was washing and dried my hands with the dish towel.
when I opened the door it was Jackie
"Hey." I đã đưa ý kiến letting him come in.
"Hey babe." he đã đưa ý kiến closing the door
As soon as he was though the door he was kissing me that was another reason I was so in tình yêu with him his kisses left me breathless every time.
as we were making out I found myself against the tường before I knew it he was kissing my neck
when he pulled away he had a look in his eye. I knew that look. so after I stood there for a few phút of trying to catch my breath from the intense Kiss I asked
"can I hiển thị bạn my room?" I asked in a bit of a seductive voice.
"Yeah, Sure." he đã đưa ý kiến giving me a sexy boy grin
I grabbed his hand and led him upstairs to my room one thing led to another.
2 hours latter when I woke up I was in my giường with nothing on then hit hit me when I saw Jackie laying tiếp theo to me.
OMG me and Jackie made tình yêu
I searched for my quần áo, áo choàng and walked to the bathroom it was kind of hard to walk though because I was a little sore,cause I was a virgin, well not anymore.
I couldn't believe it we only were together for a week and we aleady slept together but that's ok I was ready but what was I gonna tell my parents should tell them hoặc should I just keep it between me and him if I told my dad he would freak out but if I didn't tell him he would be even madder I just don't know what to do.
as I was trying to brush my fly away hair and putting my bangs back in place Jackie came into the bathroom, he was wareing nothing but his jeans
"Hey bạn alright?" he đã đưa ý kiến hugging me from behind.
"Yeah im fine just trying to fix my hair its everywhere." I đã đưa ý kiến laughing at my messed up hair.
he just giggled knowing the reason why it was so messy
"so do bạn what to go see a movie hoặc something latter?" he asked kissing my neck once again.
"yeah Id tình yêu to." I đã đưa ý kiến sighing as he was showering my neck with sweet kisses it killed me when he did.
"hey can I ask bạn something." I đã đưa ý kiến turning around to face him
"yeah what is it babe?" he asked
"Should I tell my parents?" I said
"About what?"
"about us bạn know." I đã đưa ý kiến referring to us making love
"That's up to bạn if bạn think its the right thing to do." he said
"but if I tell them they might kill me maybe if I wait til after my birthday." I said
maybe it was a good idea to wait until my birthday cause after my bday im supposed to be moving out into my new apartment so they wont kick me out of the house but I was turning 19 so I think im old enough so they should have no problem with it but what about Michael his tim, trái tim was already broken enough I didn't want to break it anymore bởi telling him that I had sex with his brother, that would just devastate him so I just decided to just keep it to myself and just tell my parents on my birthday and when I di chuyển out.
Jackie had decided to spend the night so we ended up making tình yêu again. he was just that addictive I was really falling hard and it was kind of scaring me a little cause what if he broke my tim, trái tim some how cause I have herd a lot of stories about his past and how he messed with groupies a lot but at the moment I really didn't care I am bound to get burned sometime in my life but right now I didn't care.