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It usually takes me a couple of years to complete an album because I'm such a perfectionist; so Frank thinks I should start working on it as soon as possible. He agreed that I should have from October to January off because I've been working so much lately and I feel bad because I haven't been able to spend a whole lot of time with Christian.

Today's the first ngày of my vacation and it's going to take me a while to get back into the routine of taking care of Christian completely on my own every day. I woke up around 9 o'clock in the morning because I knew Christian would be awake any một phút now. I walked into the room just as he was opening his eyes and đã đưa ý kiến "good morning buddy!" I think he was surprised that I was there because he asked "you're not going to work daddy?" I đã đưa ý kiến "not for three months."

I picked him up and brought him downstairs. I put him down on the ground and noticed something taped to the refrigerator. I put the sữa on the counter and grabbed the piece of paper off of the fridge to see what it was. I knelt down tiếp theo to Christian and asked "what's this?" He đã đưa ý kiến "those are my stickers to hiển thị bạn how many times I used the potty daddy. The red stars are the accidents and the yellow stars are the good ones." I asked "how come bạn haven't showed me this before buddy?" He đã đưa ý kiến "I want to; but bạn are tired." I felt really guilty as I looked down at him and I đã đưa ý kiến "I don't want bạn to ever feel like bạn can't hiển thị me something just because I've had a long ngày at work buddy! I don't care how tired I am; bạn can spend time with me."

I looked at the piece of paper and noticed that there were significantly thêm yellow stars with about 10 red stars scattered throughout the page. I đã đưa ý kiến "it's definitely getting better. I wish some of those red stars weren't there; but it's getting better! We'll work on it while I'm on vacation. You're still having quite a bit of accidents huh buddy?" He đã đưa ý kiến "yeah; I'm sorry daddy" and started crying.

I picked him up and đã đưa ý kiến "it's okay Christian; why are bạn so upset? It's no big deal; bạn know I don't care about that stuff!" He đã đưa ý kiến "but daddy; I don't want bạn to be mad! I want to make bạn happy! I didn't do good!" I don't have any idea why Christian is so critical of himself; but it makes me feel horrible!" I grabbed the piece of paper and asked "do bạn see this? This is so good Christian! Why would bạn think that I would be mad at you? I'm happy buddy; trust me! We just need to work on it a little bit thêm until there's no red stars!" He đã đưa ý kiến "you're supposed to be mad at me; aren't you?" I đã đưa ý kiến "of course not" and hugged him as tight as I possibly could!

***

I'm a daddy on a mission this week and my mission is to hopefully complete this potty training thing with Christian. He is almost completely trained and I can't wait to put this thing behind us because I'm running out of carpet cleaner.

Christian came downstairs after waking up this morning and walked up to me as I stood at the counter drinking my coffee. I knelt down and gave him a hug as I đã đưa ý kiến "good morning buddy; did bạn sleep well?" He shook his head yes and I asked "did bạn already use the bathroom?" He đã đưa ý kiến "yup" and was about to sit at the bàn when I đã đưa ý kiến "I'm making breakfast sandwiches instead of just cereal; so when they're finished cooking I will bring one in to bạn and the two of us can eat in the living room while we watch cartoons."

After the egg and cheese breakfast sandwiches were finished cooking, I came into the living room with them on a plate. I sat down tiếp theo to Christian on the đi văng and passed Christian his sandwich. I definitely think Christian likes the idea of having me trang chủ for three months because I think he was getting sick of eating cereal every morning.

Christian had ketchup on his face; so I leaned over to wash it with a napkin and that's when I realized the đi văng was soaking wet. I looked at Christian and he đã đưa ý kiến "I think I need to go potty daddy." I rolled my eyes and đã đưa ý kiến "I think bạn already did." I joked "why did bạn have to pee on my couch?" I think Christian thought I was mad because he burst out crying.

After cleaning him and the đi văng up, he was still crying and I asked "what's wrong Christian?" He đã đưa ý kiến in between sobs "I made bạn mad!!!" I picked him up and đã đưa ý kiến "I'm not mad at bạn at all Christian; daddy was joking!" He insisted "you're supposed to be mad at me daddy!" I hugged him and đã đưa ý kiến "no I'm not supposed to be mad at you! Do I look mad?" He đã đưa ý kiến "no; but why aren't bạn mad at me?" I đã đưa ý kiến "because I would never get mad at bạn for anything! I might get disappointed in bạn sometimes; but I'll never be mad at you! I thought bạn went to the bathroom already though." He đã đưa ý kiến "I was going to when I came down here; but then bạn đã đưa ý kiến that I could watch hoạt hình and I kind of forgot." I đã đưa ý kiến "well; I'm not too happy that bạn lied to me Christian. It would've been better if bạn just đã đưa ý kiến bạn had to go. It would've taken just a few phút and then bạn could have come in here to watch cartoons. Doesn't that make a lot thêm sense than going through all of this?" I think he started to get what I was saying because he gave me a hug and a kiss.

***

I excitedly shouted "high five Christian!" He looked at the chart taped to the fridge and gave me a high-five. I đã đưa ý kiến "I think it's pretty an toàn, két an toàn to say that bạn are officially potty trained now buddy! bạn haven't had an accident in a week; not even at night and that shocks me. I'm so proud of bạn buddy!" He jumped into my arms and was way thêm concerned about the bag of kẹo on the counter than what I had to say.

I passed him some M&Ms and we went into the living room to play with his toys. I usually keep the TV on and a Halloween commercial came on. I wasn't surprised that they were using "Thriller" as the âm nhạc on the advertisement because that song has become sort of a Halloween tradition. Christian looked up at the TV and I asked "would bạn like to go trick-or-treating this năm like the kids on TV?" He đã đưa ý kiến "get kẹo daddy!" I chuckled and đã đưa ý kiến "yeah; people will give bạn candy!" He đã đưa ý kiến "okay" and I was kind of regretting bringing up the idea of trick-or-treating because I just realized that I have no choice other than to disassociate myself from the Jehovah's Witness religion. Sometimes I wish the rules weren't so strict because I want Christian to experience holidays just like any other child. I hope mother won't be too mad at me!

***

Yesterday my paperwork was approved and I've been officially disassociated from the Jehovah's Witness religion. My mother's on the way over and I don't know how she's going to take the news. The worst part is that Christian is taking a nap; so I can't use his cuteness as a distraction from our conversation.

Once she arrived, the two of us sat down in the living room and she asked "what did bạn want to talk about Michael?" I asked "can I ask bạn a hypothetical question?" She đã đưa ý kiến "yeah; I guess." I asked "what would bạn think if I told bạn that I disassociated myself from the Jehovah Witnesses?" She sat there silently for a few phút and then she asked "this isn't a hypothetical question; is it Michael?" I let out a deep sigh and đã đưa ý kiến "no; it's not mother." She looked up at me and whispered "why?" I đã đưa ý kiến "I'm not trying to hurt bạn mother because I know how important me being a Jehovah's Witness is to you; but I want Christian to experience the things that I never got to growing up!" She đã đưa ý kiến "Michael; you're my only good son! I tình yêu my children equally of course; but you're the only one that ever listens to me anymore! All the others got sucked into the world of greed and I think any hope of getting them back is long gone now! I understand why bạn did what bạn did and I accept it; but bạn should know that I'll never agree with it!"

She got off of the đi văng and walked into the kitchen. I followed after her as she opened the front door and I shouted "mother; wait! I'm not trying to hurt you!" She didn't seem mad at me which was a good thing I guess; but I think it definitely saddens her to have me abandon one of the things that the two of us shared over the years.

I ran upstairs to my room and sat on my giường as I started to cry. I always try to make others happy instead of myself and I felt like I had to choose between Christian and my mother. I could either make my mother happy bởi practicing that religion hoặc make my son happy bởi letting him experience things like Halloween, Christmas, and Thanksgiving. Part of being a father is putting my son first before anyone else. I'm hoping all this will pay off in the end because right now I feel like the world's worst son.

Suddenly, I noticed Christian climbing onto my giường and he asked "why bạn cry daddy?" I tried my best to dry my tears before he saw me crying; but it was already too late for that. I đã đưa ý kiến "I'm just a little said; that's all." He đã đưa ý kiến "you need a hug daddy" and wrapped his arms around me. I smiled and đã đưa ý kiến "thank you; I think that's exactly what I needed buddy." He đã đưa ý kiến "don't cry anymore!" I chuckled and đã đưa ý kiến "okay; I won't!"

***

Christians surprised me when he đã đưa ý kiến he didn't want to be Mickey chuột for his first Halloween and I'm starting to think that he just wants the kẹo thêm than the whole experience of trick-or-treating. I think he finally settled on being a doctor after changing his mind over and over again. I hope he's okay with that because I just bought the costume and I have a feeling he's going to look so adorable. I got the costume just in time because Halloween is today. I came up with the idea of buying myself a costume as a disguise; so I can go trick-or-treating without a giant mob of những người hâm mộ knowing that I'm even near them.

I was in the living room opening up the costumes when Christian came in and noticed them. He asked "is that my doctor costume?" I đã đưa ý kiến "it sure is buddy!" He asked "what are bạn going to be daddy?" I đã đưa ý kiến "I'm going to be Spiderman because that's the only thing with a mask that will cover my whole head." I helped him put his costume on and he looked so cute. The white áo khoác was way too big for him and his hands pretty much got Mất tích inside the sleeves. I think his yêu thích part of the costume was the stethoscope and I think he thought it was real because he kept trying to check my tim, trái tim beat.

After I got my costume on, we went outside and Tim dropped us off in the middle of town. I told him to pick us up in about 45 phút because I figure any longer would be too long for Christian; since he just turned three a few weeks ago.

Christian was having a blast knocking on the doors. I was always trying to get him to ask for the candy; but he's way too shy for that. He didn't even really want to take the kẹo because he was too afraid. He would only take it if I took it from the bowl first and he took him from me.

I looked down at my watch and realized that Tim would be looking for us in a few minutes; so I đã đưa ý kiến "this is going to be the last house Christian because we have to go home." We walked up to the door with Christian holding my hand and the doorknob turned. The door swung open and a teenager wearing a chó sói, sói mask with a flannel áo sơ mi growled at Christian.

Christian immediately freaked out and started hysterically crying as he clung to my arm. I picked him up and looked at this teenage boy as I asked with an irritated tone "seriously? That was so immature of bạn to scare a three-year-old! I'm glad bạn think that's so funny dude because I don't at all!"

I carried Christian off of the property and back to the SUV where Tim was. I climbed into the car with him on my lap as he continued to cry. I đã đưa ý kiến "it's okay buddy; I know that boy was mean! He đã đưa ý kiến "daddy; we go home!" I đã đưa ý kiến "yup; we're going trang chủ right now!" He seemed all shaken up because of what had just happened; so I excitedly asked "do bạn want me to make Sô cô la chip bánh xèo, bánh kếp for dinner?" His eyes widened and I chuckled as I đã đưa ý kiến "I thought bạn would like the sound of that!"

bởi the time we got back to the ranch, it was almost 7 o'clock at night and we usually eat bữa tối, bữa ăn tối at 5; so I wasn't surprised to see that Christian was getting tired. He was practically falling asleep at the bàn while he was eating his pancakes. I sat down tiếp theo to him and fed him bites from his plate as he struggled to keep his eyes open.

After he had eaten most of the thực phẩm I picked him up and whispered "are bạn ready to go night – night Christian?" I patted his back as I carried him upstairs and got him ready for bed. I brought him into his room and put him under the covers. I thought he was almost asleep at this point; but when I leaned in to give him a kiss, his eyes shot open and he asked "are bạn eating my kẹo daddy? bạn smell like skittles!" I đã đưa ý kiến with a guilty grin on my face "maybe!" He đã đưa ý kiến "you are; I can see the red on your teeth and your tongue is purple!" I giggled and đã đưa ý kiến "alright; bạn caught me! There's plenty thêm left; so I snuck a couple pieces!" He lightly pecked my lips and đã đưa ý kiến "don't eat all of my kẹo daddy!" I chuckled as I shut off the light and turned the TV on. Christian đã đưa ý kiến "I tình yêu bạn thêm daddy!" I laughed as I đã đưa ý kiến "hey; I'm supposed to say that! I tình yêu bạn thêm Christian!"

***

It was weird being able to celebrate Halloween because I've never been allowed celebrate it before and now I have to figure out how to celebrate Thanksgiving because that's right around the corner. My mother still won't talk to me ever since she found out that I left the Jehovah's Witness religion and I don't know if she's mad at me hoặc not. I wish I could convince her to leave the religion as well; because I want her to be able to be a part of all these new experiences with us.

I was sitting at the phòng bếp, nhà bếp bàn waiting for Christian to wake up and there was a knock at the door. I got up to answer it and my manager Frank was standing there. I invited him inside and he đã đưa ý kiến "I just wanted to stop in and see how you're doing; and I haven't seen bạn in about a month. How are bạn enjoying your vacation?" I đã đưa ý kiến "I finally disassociated myself from the Jehovah's Witnesses and now I'm just trying to figure out how to celebrate Thanksgiving. I'm thinking I should invite as many people as possible over to the house for Thanksgiving." He đã đưa ý kiến "I'll definitely come Michael! I usually celebrate Thanksgiving with my family; but if bạn want me to I can come!" I đã đưa ý kiến "only if bạn want to Frank and if it's okay with your family. I really think bạn should celebrate with them instead Frank because they are your family; not me and Christian!" He đã đưa ý kiến "I consider bạn part of my family Michael; bạn know that!" I đã đưa ý kiến "yeah; but bạn don't feel the same way about Christian!" He đã đưa ý kiến "I'll be the first to admit that I wasn't too keen on the idea of bạn becoming a father; but I'm slowly getting used to it as time passes." I đã đưa ý kiến "Christian is going to wake up soon; so bạn should probably go. Feel free to stop bởi on Thanksgiving ngày for a couple of hours; but bạn really should spend it with your family Frank!" He patted my shoulder and đã đưa ý kiến "will do for sure!" He shut the door behind him and I walked upstairs to check on Christian to see if he was awake yet.

I walked into his room and he was once again hanging off the side of the bed. I ran to catch him before he fell off the giường and smacked his head on the floor. I picked him up and đã đưa ý kiến "good morning Christian." He opened his eyes and rubbed them as he đã đưa ý kiến "good morning daddy." I đã đưa ý kiến "I'm going to make bạn some breakfast and while bạn eat, I'm going to make some phone calls to invite your aunts and uncles to come over on Thanksgiving."

I went downstairs and made Christian some oatmeal for breakfast. Afterwards, I went into the living room and started to call each one of my siblings. Surprisingly, all of them agreed to come over and I'm hoping it's not because my brothers want to ask me for money to pay for another one of their "get rich quick" schemes. I really hope I don't regret inviting them because it usually doesn't end very well for me!

***

My alarm clock started beeping and I opened my eyes just as the sun started to come up. I got ready for the ngày and went downstairs to make myself a cup of coffee. I went to the pantry and grabbed a bunch of different thực phẩm to start preparing for our Thanksgiving meal this afternoon. I am a pretty good cook; but I've never tried to make some of these foods before and I hope I don't screw it up. I was at a complete loss about how to cook a turkey and this was one of those times when I wish I could call my mother for advice.

I know that that's going to take the longest to cook, so I put that in first and hoped for the best. I decided that it's probably best if I cook the things that I'm most familiar with first; so I made the mashed potatoes and vegetables before starting the thêm difficult things. I'm not really familiar with baking things; I just hope that these pies turn out okay.

After I had gotten the three pies into the oven, I heard Christian coming downstairs. He walked up to me and I đã đưa ý kiến "hey buddy; I've got to pick out your clothes for the day!" I turned the TV on in the living room and went upstairs to get his clothes while he watched cartoons.

I came back downstairs and helped him get dressed into his little Thanksgiving ngày outfit. It was a pair of kaki, khaki pants, white socks, and a long sleeve white T-shirt, and a sweater vest with a checkered pattern of brown and orange. I combed his hair because I want him to look good when everybody came over.

I only allowed Christian to eat small snacks because I didn't want him to lose his appetite bởi the time everyone arrived. When they got here, I invited them inside and we all hurried to set the bàn because they were really hungry. I helped Christian get up into his booster ghế, chỗ ngồi and sat down in the chair tiếp theo to him. I đã đưa ý kiến "I guess I'll say grace as fast as possible because I know we all want to eat. A lot has changed in these past couple of months for me and I never thought I would be in this position; but I don't regret it one bit because I tình yêu my son so much. I'm so thankful that God brought Christian into my life because I can't even imagine what my life would be like without him; amen."

I started to fill Christian’s plate with thực phẩm and Latoya đã đưa ý kiến "that was really sweet Michael! I have to say that you're an amazing father!" Jackie đã đưa ý kiến "yeah Mike; she's right! You're a great dad!" I looked at Christian and asked "do bạn think they're right?" He đã đưa ý kiến "you're the best daddy in the whole world!" I hugged him and đã đưa ý kiến "you're the best son in the whole Christian!"

All of us went into the living room to eat món tráng miệng and we sat on the floor. Christian is addicted to Oreo bánh quy, cookie and that's his yêu thích food; so I made an Oreo cookie flavored pie. The một phút he started to eat his piece of pie, I could tell that he was going to make a huge mess. I took the plate from him and đã đưa ý kiến "here; let daddy feed bạn because I don't want bạn to make a mess buddy!" Janet đã đưa ý kiến "you must be excited celebrate giáng sinh with him Michael! bạn and him get to celebrate your first giáng sinh together! Do bạn have any plans for giáng sinh Michael?" I đã đưa ý kiến "I don't really know what I'm going to do yet; but it's kind of irritating that it doesn't snow here in LA! Christian won't get to experience a white Christmas!" She suggested "why don't bạn take Christian to Canada and rent one of those fancy log cabins; that way there will be snow on the ground when he wakes up on giáng sinh morning?" I đã đưa ý kiến "actually; that doesn't sound like a bad idea!" Jermaine looked at Christian and asked "what do bạn want for giáng sinh Christian?" He quietly whispered "clothes." All of us were completely baffled bởi his response and I asked "you really want clothes for Christmas? I can afford to buy bạn anything bạn ever want for a toy; but bạn want clothes?" He đã đưa ý kiến "I like clothes daddy" and Randy đã đưa ý kiến "I definitely wasn't expecting to hear him say that! What three-year-old wants clothes for Christmas? My kids just throw any clothes they get behind them and di chuyển on to something else!" He joked "can I swap kids with bạn Mike?" I laughed and đã đưa ý kiến "sorry; he's here to stay!" Christian đã đưa ý kiến "kiss daddy" and I puckered my lips as he leaned in to Kiss me. Rebbie đã đưa ý kiến "he's seriously the cutest thing ever Michael!" Christian sat in my lap and I asked "Christian; who is your best friend?" He pointed up at me and Marlon asked "you tình yêu your daddy; don't bạn Christian?" He whispered "yeah; I'm daddy's boy!" I đã đưa ý kiến "and I tình yêu my buddy so much!"

***

I really like the idea of renting a lều, cabin in Canada for a few days and I am going to rent one after all. I was upstairs getting Christian ready to take a nap when I đã đưa ý kiến "okay buddy; I'm going to go shopping for your giáng sinh presents and Tim is going to watch bạn while I'm gone!" I turned the TV on and walked out of the room.

My other bodyguard James took me to a department store that was closed just so I could go shopping for the day. I bought so many clothes for Christian that it filled up three shopping carts. After I had gotten a bunch of clothes, I went to the toy section to buy him some fun things. At the back of the store, I saw a huge 300 piece train bàn with tracks and Christian has recently developed an interest in "Thomas the Tank Engine"; so I knew he would tình yêu this.

This wasn't just any train table, it's a $1500 train bàn with pretty much every character that is on the "Thomas the Tank Engine" TV hiển thị and I think the cashier at the store was shocked that I was actually going to spend that much money on one item. I ended up spending $15,000 on all of Christian's giáng sinh presents; but it'll be well worth it when I see his face on giáng sinh morning when he sees all his presents!

***

My bodyguards James and Tim pulled up in front of a huge lều, cabin that I had rented in the Canadian countryside. Christian I got out of the car and I đã đưa ý kiến "have a good holiday bạn guys; we'll see bạn when bạn come to pick us up in three days!" James đã đưa ý kiến "we already had someone drop off all the gifts bạn bought and they are in one of the spare bedrooms waiting for bạn to bọc them Michael!" I đã đưa ý kiến "okay guys; thanks for all the help! Say hello to your families for me!" They both đã đưa ý kiến "we will Michael; have a good Christmas!" I quickly grabbed the cardboard box from the back ghế, chỗ ngồi with all the cookie baking ingredients inside it and waved goodbye to them as they pull out of the driveway.

I carried Christian inside with one hand as I carried the cardboard box with the other. I turned on the light with my elbow because both my hands are full and put the box on the nearby counter. It was way past Christian’s bedtime bởi the time we got to the cabin; so I carried him upstairs to get him ready for bed.

I found a room that was perfect for Christian to sleep in because it had a TV and a big giường that I think would be hard for him to roll out of in the middle of the night. I covered him up with the blankets and kissed his forehead after I turned the TV on. I don't even think he will be awake long enough to even watch one episode of cartoons.

I walked down the hall and found the room where all the presents were. That's when I realized how many presents I had actually bought because this entire room was covered with stuff. I walked into the room and sat down on the small không gian of the giường that wasn't covered with anything. In one corner of the room, I noticed over 30 rolls I'm wrapping paper and a bucket full of rolls of tape. I whispered to myself "this is going to take forever to bọc all of this stuff! Why did I wanted do this all of this on my own?" I must've spent most of the night wrapping gifts and when they had all been wrapped I counted about 250 presents. I know what you're thinking; I'm crazy!"

***

I was downstairs cooking thịt ba rọi, thịt xông khói and eggs for breakfast when Christian walked down the stairs of the cabin. He walked up to me and I picked him up as I đã đưa ý kiến "good morning buddy! Are bạn ready to have fun today?" He asked "what are we going to do today daddy?" I đã đưa ý kiến "well, before we do anything we're going to eat breakfast. Then we're going to go outside to play in the snow and go sledding. We're going to decorate the giáng sinh cây and bake bánh quy, cookie to leave out for Santa Claus. Then we're going to go get ready for giường because tonight's giáng sinh Eve and bạn have to be asleep for Santa Claus to come."

After we were done eating breakfast, I đã đưa ý kiến "okay; let's get bạn ready to go play in the snow!" I went to the closet and grabbed everything we needed. I began to get him dressed in his snowsuit, jacket, gloves, hat, and boots. I looked up at the clock on the tường and realized that it had taken me 45 phút to get him ready to go outside. I asked "are bạn ready to go outside now?" He asked "daddy?" I responded "yeah?" He đã đưa ý kiến "I have to go potty." I covered my face of my hands and asked "are bạn serious? Do bạn really have to go?" He nodded his head yes and I couldn't help but laugh at how much time I had just wasted getting him ready to play in the snow; just to have him tell me that he needed to go to the bathroom before we even made it out the door.

Afterwards, we finally made it outside and it didn't look to me like Christian had ever seen snow before. He wouldn't let go of my hand and I đã đưa ý kiến "it's okay buddy; it's just snow! It isn't going to hurt you!" He started freaking out and đã đưa ý kiến "my boot is stuck in the snow daddy!!! I can't move; help!!!" I đã đưa ý kiến "okay; how about we try something with a little less walking involved?" I climbed onto the sled and put him on my lap. We slid down a huge đồi núi, hill and thank God I was on the sled with Christian because I had to swerve out of the way so we wouldn't hit a tree. Christian thought đi xe trượt tuyết, sledding was the best thing in the world after that and I must've carried him up that đồi núi, hill over 30 times; so we could slide back down!

I brought Christian back inside and fed him some lunch before I put him down for a nap. While he was sleeping, I started to set things up so we could make cookies. An giờ later, he woke up from his nap and came downstairs. I picked him up and đã đưa ý kiến "okay; are bạn ready to make some bánh quy, cookie for Santa?" The bánh quy, cookie were already in the lò nướng because I knew Christian was far too young to actually help me make the cookies; so it's better just to have him decorate the cookies.

When they came out of the oven, I let them cool down for a few minutes; so they were still warm but not warm enough to burn Christian. I passed Christian a cookie and he put SO MUCH frosting on those bánh quy, cookie that it was overflowing off the sides. I had to stop him because if I didn't there wouldn't have been enough frosting for the other cookies. After the bánh quy, cookie were decorated, I asked "do bạn want to lick the spoon that I used to make the cookie dough with?" He smiled and I passed in the spoon as he walked off into the living room.

I followed after him with boxes of decorations and sat down on the floor. The smell of the pine needles from the giáng sinh cây filled the entire living room as I started to put ornaments and lights on the tree. I made sure to not buy any glass decorations because I wanted Christian to be able to help me decorate the tree. Once that it was decorated, I passed Christian the ngôi sao and put him on my shoulders. I đã đưa ý kiến "go ahead; put the ngôi sao on the hàng đầu, đầu trang of the cây pal!" Even though he was on my shoulders, he was just barely able to reach high enough to put the ngôi sao up there!

I took Christian off of my shoulders and noticed that it was starting to get dark; so I đã đưa ý kiến "let me switch on the lights on the tree." I think that's when Christian really got excited and I đã đưa ý kiến "okay; let's go eat some macaroni and cheese!"

After he was done eating, we went through his typical bedtime routine and he climbed into giường afterwards. I lie down tiếp theo to him and read him "the night before Christmas." I kissed his forehead and đã đưa ý kiến "sleep well buddy! Don't go downstairs until I tell bạn it's okay! bạn have to go right to sleep after the hiển thị is over because if bạn don't Santa Claus won't come." He đã đưa ý kiến "okay daddy; I will! I tình yêu you" I shut off the light and đã đưa ý kiến "I tình yêu bạn more" as I shut the door.

I waited about an giờ and a half and went to check on Christian to make sure that he was sleeping before I started to bring things downstairs. It took me about 50 trips up and down the stairs to bring everything into the living room. The final trip was for the train bàn that I still needed to put together. I tried my best not to make noise as I pushed the gigantic box down the stairs.

I dumped the contents of the box onto the floor as gently as I could; but it still made a racket. I was so worried that that woke Christian up; so I ran upstairs to double check on him again. Once I realized that he was asleep for the rest of the night, I went back downstairs and lay down on my stomach. I opened up the instructions and started to flip through the pages as I đã đưa ý kiến to myself "Spanish, French, Japanese, German; where the hell is the English version of these instructions?" I found them at the very end of the manual; but that just confused me. It took me from 9 o'clock at night to 3 o'clock in the morning to put together that train table! The box đã đưa ý kiến "some assembly required" when actually it should have read "all assembly required!” I had to set up the tracks, built the bàn itself, and put the trees in the area they were assigned to going bởi the number written on the train table. I'm just glad that I built this thing because I was worried that I wasn't going to be able to figure out how to do it; I'm not a very handy person at all and I'm surprised that I figured out how to put this train bàn together all on my own!

***

I heard "daddy, daddy, wake up daddy" as I felt Christian jumping on my chest. I opened up my eyes slightly and groaned in pain as I đã đưa ý kiến "okay; okay I'm up!" I rubbed my eyes and looked over at the alarm clock as I noticed it was only just barely 7 AM. I got out of giường and chased after Christian as he ran to the hàng đầu, đầu trang of the stairs. I đã đưa ý kiến "wait for daddy Christian! Don't go downstairs yet because I want to take pictures.

I grabbed my camera as I followed behind Christian and đã đưa ý kiến "okay; let's see if Santa Claus came last night" his mouth dropped wide open as he walked in so living room and I snapped pictures with the camera. I knelt down tiếp theo to Christian and chuckled as I whispered "what is that Christian?" He đã đưa ý kiến "choo-choo train!" He walked over to the train bàn and I knelt down tiếp theo to him again as I pointed to one of the trains. I quietly asked "who is that Christian?" He looked at it and đã đưa ý kiến "Thomas!" I gasped and đã đưa ý kiến "wow; Santa Claus must know that bạn like Thomas the Tank Engine!"

I grabbed the empty plate of bánh quy, cookie and đã đưa ý kiến "wow; he ate all your bánh quy, cookie buddy!" He didn't even look up from the train bàn and that's when I realized it probably would've been a better idea to cover that up with a blanket and have him open it at the very end because I think I Mất tích him.

I sat down on the floor and đã đưa ý kiến "come here Christian; look at all these presents bạn have to open?" He whispered "no; I play with my choo-choo train daddy!" I đã đưa ý kiến "you can play with your choo-choo train later buddy; look at all these presents that daddy spent hours wrapping!" I started to tear open one of the presents and that caught his attention because he took the present out of my hands. Once he realized that there were toys and clothes underneath the wrapping paper, he was unstoppable. He ripped through everything like a tornado and before I knew it, the entire living room floor of the lều, cabin was covered with stuff.

Once everything had been opened, Christian started to come up to me and was asking me for help taking things out of the packaging. I đã đưa ý kiến "I'll open this for bạn but I want a hug first." He gave me a hug and lightly pecked my lips and I đã đưa ý kiến "thank you; did bạn have a good first giáng sinh with me?" He đã đưa ý kiến "yeah daddy; but how did Santa Claus get that big train bàn down the chimney?" I đã đưa ý kiến "I don't know; Santa is just magical like that I guess!!!”
posted by Fashionista101
On the streets of the gated community of Riverside Hills, the sky was slightly clear with the touch of gray clouds in the sky with the full moon being taken over bởi it.
The night would probable been normal, but is Halloween, the night of mischief, imagination, and the most important of all: candy.
All of the children were trick-or-treating and receiving candies from Butterfingers to Twix, from Skittles to chua Patch kẹo and more. The best part was that it was all on Saturday, which means teen parties. The perfect time for long-time best friends, Kyle Ford, Mason Fox, and Casey Hightower,...
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posted by Fashionista101
"No!" Michael đã đưa ý kiến with a voice of thousand angry people. "Leave them alone!" He got up and before our eyes, he turned into a colossal mechanical robot, getting ready to kick some bad boy butt.
"Whoa!"
"I always knew there was something special about him."
When he turned into a robot, he grabs us and places us up on the roof. Pretty soon, he pretty much took down every one of Eric's hencemen and the only person left he had to take down was Eric himself.
"And now, for you." His mechanical voiced said. He puts him up bởi his áo, áo khoác and throws him a hundred feet away.
"Ahhhhhh!!" Eric screamed from...
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"I'm gunna miss you. When will I see bạn again?" Michael asked. "Soon, Michael. I promise. Very soon."As released each other's grip, we looked at each other for one last time for the night. Without even thinking, I noticed we were leaning into each other slowly and Michael wasn't looking into my eyes anymore. He was staring at my lips.



I closed my eyes knowing what was going to happen. Once when my eyes shut, I felt Michael's sweet, soft, smooth lips against mine. Michael kissed me so slowly, smoothly and passionately that I didn't want him to stop. Just the way he caressed my lips with his...
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posted by bigmanguy
MICHAEL’S PRIDE AND JOY

I’m about to give bạn an in depth view of each dream that I have. I do not know why I have the dreams that I have. They seem so real that I just cannot wait to tell bạn about them in full detail. All of the dreams that I have, happen to be about me being Michael Jackson’s child. The dreams that I have being from my birth to adolescence. Before I start telling bạn about my long dreams let me fill bạn in on a few things. In my dreams I was born as Michael Jackson’s 1st child to Debbie Rowe and Michael Jackson. My name in the dreams is Alanna Michael Jackson, let’s...
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I came trang chủ after performing at a live performance for a âm nhạc awards because I was known as The Queen of Pop. When I came home, I looked at my answering machine and I noticed it was flashing. When I listened to the first message, it was my good friend, Quincy Jones. "Hey, Taylor. It's Quincy. I know bạn are busy right now probably still at the awards but I wanted to know that if bạn were busy tiếp theo Saturday and if bạn wanted to come over for a big celebration with all the people I have worked with. I hope bạn can com. Call me and let me know if bạn can. Talk to bạn later, girl. Bye"


I thought...
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Joined bởi the likes of Nat "King" Cole and Sam Cooke, Michael Jackson has secured a place in musical royalty.

It's no wonder he made it this far despite the abuse from his domineering money hungry father I can see why it was hard for him to maintain his sanity.
On June 25, 2009, NBC, CBS, CNN & ABC released a news bulletin that the "King of Pop" has died at the UCLA Medical Center subsequent to being found unconscious at his rented home, located at 1100 North Carolwood Drive, in L.A.

Months prior to his passing, Michael informed the media of his final forthcoming, "This Is It" buổi hòa nhạc tour,...
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posted by 2468244
Sun comes up on this new morning
Shifting shadows, a songbird sings
And if these words could keep bạn happy
I'd do anything

And if bạn feel alone, I'll be your shoulder
With a tender touch, bạn know so well
Somebody once said, it's the soul that matters
Baby, who can really tell when two hearts belong so well

And maybe the walls will tumble
And the sun may refuse to shine
But when I say, I tình yêu you
Baby, bạn gotta know
That's for all time
Baby, bạn gotta know
That's for all time

Moon shines down on this good evening
One warm Kiss in the cold night air
And for this good love, undeceiving
I’d go anywhere, just...
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posted by 2468244
She’s from a world
Of bắp rang bơ, bỏng ngô and candy
ngựa con, ngựa, pony rides for a dime
Little children laughing

I’m from a world
Of disappointments and confusions
But I want her to be mine

I started talking
She kept on walking
She disappeared into the crowd, oh, oh

I Mất tích my heart
On the carousel
To a circus girl
Who left my tim, trái tim in pieces
Mất tích my heart
On the carousel (Ooo)
To a circus girl
Who ran away

Two different people
In tình yêu for an instant
To see that the circus came today
Sometimes I can hear her crying here
And I can hear her calling me

I Mất tích my tim, trái tim (Lost my heart)
On the carousel (Lost my girl)
To a circus girl
Who ran away, I lost
Mất tích my tim, trái tim (I Mất tích my girl)
On the carousel (Ooo)
To a circus girl (Oh lost, oh lost, I Mất tích her, I Mất tích my heart)
Mất tích my tim, trái tim (I lost)
On the carousel
 The Director.....
The Director.....
This is a story once again about Michael and Diane. It's been almost two years since the bad tour came to an end. Michael is now focused thêm on making films at this time. Diane is busy at her job as an executive producer. Rose is now 9 years old and Abby is 6 years old.

Prologue: The days began like any other for Diane and Michael. They both woke up early in the morning and didnt get trang chủ til late in the eveings. Diane usually arrived trang chủ at about 5 and michael wouldnt get trang chủ til about 9 at night. Despite the busy days, Michael, Diane and the girls always found time to spead together. Everything...
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Mark then kissed Rose on the lips and she kissed back.He took her in the garden and showed her all the hoa and động vật and promised her that she will live there forever with him.
Meanwhile,Michael was unconscious on the ground.The 3 Người sói turned back in human beings,as Michael did when he fell unconscious and they took him with them to the castle.
After a ngày they reached the lâu đài and they took Michael to Mark who told them to put him in chains.Once Michael was awake he asked to talk to Mark and he came.Michael was unable to use his powers because he drank a potion that was put in his...
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Mj and Evan have just come back from their walk, mike goes up to his room and take a well rested nap. Evan decides to go to the thư viện to read. There he runs into his father Mr. Zimmerman.

" xin chào son." mr. Zimmerman đã đưa ý kiến flatly. "hey dad." evan replied as he walked over to one of the bookselves to grab him a book. "hey son may I have a word with bạn before bạn begin reading?", " sure dad what's up?" Evan asked. " Son what I'm about to tell bạn is only between bạn and me.... Keep mj and your mother out of this."Mr.Zimmerman replied. "Okay." Evan đã đưa ý kiến unsure where his dad was going with this....
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posted by yoyojackson
Today I watch a movie about Michael Jackson and his trial on Netflix, and right now, I wish I could cry. But I really don't cry for anyone but family, me, and Jesus. I mean, the haters had NO proof. This one guy started talking about cutting off Michael's pe$$is and recording it and stuff. And there was this one guy who showed up with a puppet and started making jokes! The trial is NOT funny! Michael Jackson made history, he's a icon, and he'd never touch a child's private area.

Another thing I wanted to cry about was the fans, they fighted the haters. This one 18 năm old quitted school and...
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posted by asya10wooten
 Michael thinking how he will get 20million dollars
Michael thinking how he will get 20million dollars
Michael and jonna has been spending alot of time with eachother and getting to know eachother one on one but jonna was nevrous to tell michael that he was having twin boys she was scared one night while michael was sleep she was about to steal the car and run away not wanting to be any thêm drama to him and his family. michael had been spending time with his family even tho michael was an assassin he was really down to earth guy jonna never noticed his beatiful drak Sô cô la eyes .its been 7months in jonna pergancy michael was so glad he couldnt wait to see his em bé until j.cole came back...
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posted by House34
I wanted to write a few words..because I miss him and I have no one to talk to..I don't know..he was so wonderful..I don't need a reason to write a few words about Michael, right? :) I feel like sharing some meaningless words with his fans..

I miss him so much..



It's been so long...and I still listen to his songs :) I still buy his albums, I still look at pictures with him every ngày :)

Did bạn guys see how big Paris is now ? Wow..I'm so happy for her..she's talking to the media, she's strong and ..She's beautiful, she is so nice :) Right?


I sometimes think of him and I picture him in different moods..now if I close my eyes I see him smiling :) his beautiful smile..



How do bạn guys feel? What song are bạn listening a looot lately ? I've been listening a lot to Hollywood tonight and Man in the mirror :)

H34
posted by vukvkvv12
Chapter 2
An Odd Surprise


1993 Neverland
Michael had woke up with a small smile on his face.
Quite a rarity for that to happen these days.
He slowly walked around his trang chủ in his quần áo, áo choàng and decided to go for a walk outside sine the weather was nice.
As usual he headed for the Giving Tree. His usual sanctuary for peace and songwriting.
But something was different this time. He stopped dead in his tracks at what he saw.
He was staring at a beautiful white Arabian horse, sleeping under the Giving Tree.
He had wondered how it had got there at first, then secondly, why it was just lying there.
He slowly made...
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posted by vukvkvv12
Chapter 1
What Seems Like An End, Is The Beginning


1988
"You are under arrest for the murder of three young women. bạn have the right to remain silent, anything bạn say can and will be held against bạn in a court of law." Baylaa đã đưa ý kiến as she handcuffed the murderer that she had been after for so long.
She had been chasing him since the năm of 84, in a pursue of justice to see that this monster be locked behind bars for good.
"Your making a big mistake, Baylaa." He spat her name as she shoved him in the car.
"The mistake was of your making when bạn shot those women, now shut up and hold on. Oh wait,...
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Girl, Close Your Eyes
Let That Rhythm Get Into You
Don't Try To Fight It
There Ain't Nothin' That bạn Can Do
Relax Your Mind
Lay Back And Groove With Mine
You Got To Feel That Heat
And We Can Ride The Boogie
Share That Beat Of Love

[Chorus]
I Wanna Rock With bạn (All Night)
Dance bạn Into ngày (Sunlight)
I Wanna Rock With bạn (All Night)
We're Gonna Rock The Night Away

[2nd Verse]
Out On The Floor
There Ain't Nobody There But Us
Girl, When bạn Dance
There's A Magic That Must Be Love
Just Take It Slow
'Cause We Got So Far To Go
When bạn Feel That Heat
And We're Gonna Ride The Boogie
Share That Beat Of Love

[Chorus]
I...
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posted by koolkat-1994
What happen to the tình yêu Michael sent us.Why do we hate each other.Every time i watch a YouTube Video hoặc go anywhere i see những người hâm mộ fighting at each other and treating each other like enemies.i thought we were a Family.Family like Michael would want us to be we are his children.we are brothers and sisters.We need to tình yêu each other like we used to.We need to be together as one and stick up for Michael.Have faith in each other and yourself as well.Now i want u to go back and think about wat caused all of this.Michael would be disappointed at us.The người hâm mộ u were fighting with i want u to turn to them...
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The following ngày at the studio
Becca was ready and she had her laptop with her. She walked into the black box and put her laptop carefully in her locker and locked it. She put her hair up in a ponytail and got her trainers out of her bag and switched her loafers out with them. Kenny saw her in there and walked in. "Oh, Becca. I'm so glad your here early." He said. She turned and saw Kenny walking toward her. "I'm always here early, Kenny. What do bạn need?" She asked. "We need someone to do the dancer for Black hoặc White today. Can bạn do it?" "Black hoặc White? Well, I'll do it. Did anyone else...
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Becca woke up a few hours later bởi the song 'This Place Hotel'. She knew it woke her up with the scream in the beginning. It was around 5 am and she couldn't get back to sleep. She decided, since Katherine and Joseph were asleep still and they can't feel vibrations on the floor, that she'd rehearse Thriller a bit. She flipped to Thriller on her mp3 and started dancing her part. While dancing, she didn't realize Michael was watching her from her window. He knew she shouldn't be up at this time, but this was phase 1 of his plan. He placed a note on her window and threw a rock to make sure she...
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