*May 4th, 1988. ngày before the wedding*




"Okay and then bạn shall say your vows, exchange rings and then Kiss and be on your way!" đã đưa ý kiến the minister. Michael and I and our family came to the church we are marrying in to do the rehearsal before the night is out. Tomorrow is mine and Michael's wedding. His arm is healed, my hair has shortened to shoulder length with Sô cô la low-lights and bleach blonde high-lights, Michael's look hasn't changed, and everything for the wedding is ready and prepared for tomorrow. I can't believe it's finally here. Michael and I are getting married tomorrow! Michael and I shook hands with the minister and we were all dismissed out of the church.



"Should we get something to eat before we separate for the night, baby?" asked Michael. "Sure. Where ever bạn want to go." We decided we wanted to go to The Cheesecake Factory and just have some dessert. Michael ordered the Vanilla hạt đậu, đậu cheesecake and I ordered tiramisu cheesecake. As usual, when Michel and I go out in public together (which is EXTREMELY little) we get attacked with các câu hỏi bởi papparizzi and những người hâm mộ want pictures and blah blah blah. So these two little girls walk up to us and ask,"Are bạn Michael Jackson and Evanescence?" we both nodded our heads and smiled at them They were so adorable.



"Can we have a picture with you? Pleeaase?" đã đưa ý kiến the one girl. We couldn't help but say yes to the sweet little faces. Their mother held up the camera and we each had a child on our laps and smiled, holding the children tight to us. "Thank bạn Evanescence! Thank bạn Michael Jackson!" đã đưa ý kiến the girls. We both đã đưa ý kiến good-bye and waved to them as they skipped with glee, holding hands and left the restaurant.



"They were too cute. So precious." đã đưa ý kiến Michael, taking a small bite of his cheesecake. "Yeah. They really were adorable. Maybe we'll have a girl just as beautiful as them." "Well with your perfection, I don't see how we couldn't" đã đưa ý kiến Michael, giving me a wink as I shockingly blushed at his comment. I have grown used to Michael complimenting me so I don't understand why I am blushing all of a sudden.



After we finished our cheesecake and left, Michael and I went back trang chủ so he could pack his bag to stay with his sister, Janet, for the night. I didn't want Michael to leave but we wanted to keep the tradition of the groom and bride sleeping apart. I assisted Michael with his clothes and helped him make sure he had everything. We headed downstairs and waited for Janet in the kithen. When we finally heard Janet pull up to the driveway and honk, we both went into depression. "I'll see bạn tomorrow." đã đưa ý kiến Michael "I'll be the one white." "That's pretty convincing." I giggled at Michael's bình luận and hugged him tightly. I didn't want to forget how warm he felt against my chest.



After we released each other's grip from the hug, Michael starred into my eyes as I did so to him. He started to carress the side of my face and glide his fingers across my lips. I closed my eyes and kissed each of his finger tips as his fingers slid them across my mouth. When Michael finally put his whole hand on my cheek, he whispered softly, "I wish I could stay with bạn for a while. bạn look so beautiful tonight. You're eyes are so beautiful. You're mouth is so sweet. A lot of people don't understand me, but that's because they don't know me at all. They don't know how much I need you. God, I need you. I tình yêu bạn so much" I was touched bởi what Michael đã đưa ý kiến to me. I couldn't help but pull him in for one kiss.



"I tình yêu you" I đã đưa ý kiến just before he smashed his lips against mine. He was getting excited with every touch and every time our lips would lock together. "Just one thêm time" Michael whispered as we continued to kiss. "One thêm time what?" "Let me make tình yêu to bạn one thêm time while we're still like this." he moaned inbetween our Kiss as he was pushing me towards the phòng bếp, nhà bếp counter and taking a grip at the front of my jeans. "No, Michael. bạn have to go. We don't have time" "Please. Let me tình yêu you. I want bạn so much" he was moaning while sliding me up on hàng đầu, đầu trang of the counter and pulling his waist in between my open legs. "Michael, stop. bạn have to go. I'll be completely yours tomorrow. bạn can have your way with me tomorrow night. I promise." I said, pulling myself off the counter




He wasn't happy but he knew I was right. There was no time and Janet was waiting for him. "Tomorrow is our day. It'll be perfect." I đã đưa ý kiến as I gave him one last hug. "I tình yêu you, Michael." he didn't say anything. Just gave me a Kiss on the forehead and smiled. I watched as he grabbed his bag and headed out the door. I ran after him to walk him to the car and send him off. "Wait! Michael!" he sat in the passenger ghế, chỗ ngồi of the car and rolled down the window. I stuck my head in and gave one thêm Kiss and my "T" chuỗi hạt, chuỗi hạt cườm I always wore that he gave me when we were children. "I'll still be with bạn as long as bạn have this necklace." Michael smiled and gave me a Kiss on the cheek and said,"Thank you. I tình yêu bạn too. See bạn tomorrow" and they drove away.



After they drove away, I headed inside and went upstairs to take a shower. It was nine o'clock and I needed to clean up before I head to bed. I took a nice, long, hot vòi hoa sen then dried my hair and laid down. I was shocked bởi how exhausted I felt. I figured bởi how excited I am for tomorrow that I would be wide awake but every một phút I felt my eye lids getting heavier and heavier. I was thankful I actually was tired. Because then that means I could get better beauty sleep. And Lord knows I need it.




I could feel myself drifting further and further into a slumber. I didn't fight it because this is what I wanted. Within seconds, I knew I was asleep. And before I know it, I'll be waking up tomorrow morning, getting ready to marry Michael Jospeh Jackson.