I know how bạn feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness what so ever. bạn dont want to laugh, because bạn know it's not going to help, but bạn dont want to cry, because it will just make bạn feel worse.

bạn feel like your tim, trái tim is falling appart, but not only that, but bạn know soon your life is going to feel like its falling appart too. bạn don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feel's impossible to stop loving them.

And everyone wonders why if they have hurt bạn so much, then why do bạn still tình yêu them. That's the confusing part, bạn don't know why, bạn just do, and the people who hurt bạn the most, and normally the ones that bạn tình yêu the most. People tell bạn 'It's going to be ok....' but deep, deep inside bạn know it will never be ok. It leaves deep scars in your tim, trái tim that will stay there foever. And no one understands how bạn feel, and how deep bạn have been hurt, no matter who they are hoặc what they have been through, every broken tim, trái tim is different. They don't know the true pain bạn feel and carry each and everyday, so bạn learn that your basically alone in all of this.

Then the feelings start to overwhelm you, and suddenly bạn just break down right there, because bạn know bạn have had enough, the tears just start to instantly fall across your face and bạn get to the point where bạn dont care who sees.
After a few weeks bạn look back at all of this, bạn laugh to yourself and realise people are horrible. You're still hurt but bạn learn to hide it so people think your okay and try to di chuyển on.
So everytime bạn see this person, bạn know bạn still tình yêu them, and bạn feel a slight tingle in your tim, trái tim for them to just tình yêu bạn back, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it.
And bạn sit back and wonder how one stupid person could have caused all this ...