bạn let out a shriek of frustration, slightly tugging at the end of your hair. Justin cocks his eyebrows at bạn before scoffing, trudging away from your sight. “I’m going out.” He mutters, loudly enough for bạn to hear but only barely. Not responding, bạn sit there quietly in the corner of the phòng bếp, nhà bếp trying to hold the tears back. bạn and Justin had been fighting a lot lately and bạn hate it. bạn know that he’s going on tour in a few months and right now, all bạn want is to spend time with your boyfriend before he leaves bạn alone at trang chủ - not fight with him. Usually, bạn hoặc Justin would always apologize to each other and end up cuddling on the đi văng hoặc making tình yêu in bedroom but it had never gone this far. bạn stare into the empty air and bạn can’t hold your tears in anymore. What surprises bạn the most are that those tears are made out of anger. You’re mad and bạn know for a fact that Justin is too. bạn can’t even remember what bạn were arguing about but it was probably something stupid.
A few hours pass and you’ve managed to di chuyển from your spot in the phòng bếp, nhà bếp to the đi văng in the living room. You’re sitting there, arms crossed over your chest while bạn stare angrily at the ngẫu nhiên hiển thị playing on the TV. Suddenly, the sound of the door slamming shut rings through the house and bạn know that Justin is still seething with anger too. Not wanting to confront him at the moment, bạn flee your spot and rush upstairs and into the bedroom. Your anger is still affecting bạn and bạn end up throwing every piece of clothing bạn undress, across the room. bạn lay down, tucking yourself under the covers and wait for Justin to enter the room. bạn have your back to his side of the giường but bạn can still hear when he walks in. Just as you, Justin undresses rather furiously and practically throws himself on the bed. He snatches the covers that are almost under your butt to him and tosses his body around. bạn sigh softly, knowing - without seeing - that Justin also has turned his back to you.
When bạn open your eyes the tiếp theo morning, all of the tragic memories from the night before drowns your mind. Every single hateful word, the tears and the anger. Much to your dismay, all of the anger from yesterday has disappeared into thin air and all bạn feel now is sadness. A heavy and empty sadness. bạn lay in giường quietly, still not moving as bạn listen for any signs of Justin. bạn almost let out a yelp when he snores softly. Feeling him turn around heavily, bạn let out a sigh. You’re not even sure yourself if it’s a sigh of relief hoặc one of disappointment. bạn hate to admit it; but a small part of bạn was hoping he would already be awake and ready with his apologetic speech.
Sighing, bạn decide to try to remember what caused bạn to start fighting yesterday. bạn know that bạn usually argue about his busy career, rumors and housework. Those three things are the things bạn argue the most about. It’s stupid things, really. Because bạn know that Justin has a busy career and bạn admire it - bạn just wish he wouldn’t be gone so much. For the rumors, it goes both ways. There are stupid rumors about bạn that he confronts bạn about and vice versa. Rumors about pretty much everything; cheating, pregnancies, deaths, drugs, alcohol and so on. It bothers bạn but bạn know that it’s a part of being Justin’s girlfriend.
bạn have been with Justin for three years now and bạn were almost expecting a proposal at your 3rd anniversary. bạn didn’t know if bạn were disappointed hoặc slightly relieved when it didn’t come. bạn tình yêu Justin and bạn can absolutely see yourself getting married with him, just maybe not yet. That still doesn’t mean that bạn would have đã đưa ý kiến no if he had asked though. bạn would say yes either way. Who knows? Maybe bạn actually would be even happier as Mrs. Bieber?
These thoughts eventually take a turn for the worse. Thinking about becoming Mrs. Bieber reminds bạn of the fight again and bạn turn even thêm depressed when bạn remember that none of bạn apologized and bạn don’t even know if Justin wants to be with bạn anymore. All bạn know for certain is that bạn can’t lose him. bạn can’t lose him over some stupid fight about something irrelevant. bạn tình yêu him too much and bạn can’t chịu, gấu the thought of him leaving you. With this on your mind, bạn feel your chest tighten and before bạn can react; you’re crying.
Silent, salty tears run down your cheeks and bạn try to keep as quiet as bạn can. How awkward wouldn’t it be if Justin really wants to break up with bạn and when he wakes up, you’re sitting there crying? Sniffling, bạn reach up and wipe away some of the tears with the back of your hand. bạn choke out a laugh, ashamed and embarrassed. bạn don’t want to be crying over something so stupid but deep inside - bạn know it’s not. It is in fact important to you. Because Justin is your life and losing him would be like living without air. It would simply be impossible.
“Are bạn crying?” Justin startles you. Slowly turning around to face him, bạn try to wipe away all the tears at the same time. bạn don’t want him to see bạn and think you’re a weak, little girl. “N-no?” bạn say, but it sounds thêm like a question. Justin frowns slightly, reaching out towards you. Without a warning, he pulls bạn close and wraps his arms around you. bạn nuzzle into his chest and let the tears fall freely now. He already knows you’ve been crying, so why hide it?
“I’m sorry for everything I đã đưa ý kiến yesterday, [Y/N]. I really am. I didn’t mean anything. The only reason I walked out was because I was afraid I was going to say something stupid and ruin our relationship. bạn are the best thing that’s ever happened to me so far, at least-” He’s about to continue when bạn cut him off. “So far?” bạn ask, raising a brow. bạn let out a throaty laugh quickly after, trying to hiển thị that bạn are joking. “Yeah. I mean… When we have our first baby together eventually, that will probably be the best thing happening to me. It’s together with bạn though, so bạn still count as the best thing. Anyway, I’m sorry. It was stupid of me. I tình yêu you.” He smiles against your skin before pressing a Kiss to your temple. “I’m sorry, too. For everything I did and said. I had no right to do those things. It’s just… I get exhausted sometimes but I still shouldn’t take it out on you, I know that. I promise that I’ll come to bạn and talk to bạn about it tiếp theo time.” bạn smile and peck his chiseled jaw, “I tình yêu you, too, Justin.”
A few hours pass and you’ve managed to di chuyển from your spot in the phòng bếp, nhà bếp to the đi văng in the living room. You’re sitting there, arms crossed over your chest while bạn stare angrily at the ngẫu nhiên hiển thị playing on the TV. Suddenly, the sound of the door slamming shut rings through the house and bạn know that Justin is still seething with anger too. Not wanting to confront him at the moment, bạn flee your spot and rush upstairs and into the bedroom. Your anger is still affecting bạn and bạn end up throwing every piece of clothing bạn undress, across the room. bạn lay down, tucking yourself under the covers and wait for Justin to enter the room. bạn have your back to his side of the giường but bạn can still hear when he walks in. Just as you, Justin undresses rather furiously and practically throws himself on the bed. He snatches the covers that are almost under your butt to him and tosses his body around. bạn sigh softly, knowing - without seeing - that Justin also has turned his back to you.
When bạn open your eyes the tiếp theo morning, all of the tragic memories from the night before drowns your mind. Every single hateful word, the tears and the anger. Much to your dismay, all of the anger from yesterday has disappeared into thin air and all bạn feel now is sadness. A heavy and empty sadness. bạn lay in giường quietly, still not moving as bạn listen for any signs of Justin. bạn almost let out a yelp when he snores softly. Feeling him turn around heavily, bạn let out a sigh. You’re not even sure yourself if it’s a sigh of relief hoặc one of disappointment. bạn hate to admit it; but a small part of bạn was hoping he would already be awake and ready with his apologetic speech.
Sighing, bạn decide to try to remember what caused bạn to start fighting yesterday. bạn know that bạn usually argue about his busy career, rumors and housework. Those three things are the things bạn argue the most about. It’s stupid things, really. Because bạn know that Justin has a busy career and bạn admire it - bạn just wish he wouldn’t be gone so much. For the rumors, it goes both ways. There are stupid rumors about bạn that he confronts bạn about and vice versa. Rumors about pretty much everything; cheating, pregnancies, deaths, drugs, alcohol and so on. It bothers bạn but bạn know that it’s a part of being Justin’s girlfriend.
bạn have been with Justin for three years now and bạn were almost expecting a proposal at your 3rd anniversary. bạn didn’t know if bạn were disappointed hoặc slightly relieved when it didn’t come. bạn tình yêu Justin and bạn can absolutely see yourself getting married with him, just maybe not yet. That still doesn’t mean that bạn would have đã đưa ý kiến no if he had asked though. bạn would say yes either way. Who knows? Maybe bạn actually would be even happier as Mrs. Bieber?
These thoughts eventually take a turn for the worse. Thinking about becoming Mrs. Bieber reminds bạn of the fight again and bạn turn even thêm depressed when bạn remember that none of bạn apologized and bạn don’t even know if Justin wants to be with bạn anymore. All bạn know for certain is that bạn can’t lose him. bạn can’t lose him over some stupid fight about something irrelevant. bạn tình yêu him too much and bạn can’t chịu, gấu the thought of him leaving you. With this on your mind, bạn feel your chest tighten and before bạn can react; you’re crying.
Silent, salty tears run down your cheeks and bạn try to keep as quiet as bạn can. How awkward wouldn’t it be if Justin really wants to break up with bạn and when he wakes up, you’re sitting there crying? Sniffling, bạn reach up and wipe away some of the tears with the back of your hand. bạn choke out a laugh, ashamed and embarrassed. bạn don’t want to be crying over something so stupid but deep inside - bạn know it’s not. It is in fact important to you. Because Justin is your life and losing him would be like living without air. It would simply be impossible.
“Are bạn crying?” Justin startles you. Slowly turning around to face him, bạn try to wipe away all the tears at the same time. bạn don’t want him to see bạn and think you’re a weak, little girl. “N-no?” bạn say, but it sounds thêm like a question. Justin frowns slightly, reaching out towards you. Without a warning, he pulls bạn close and wraps his arms around you. bạn nuzzle into his chest and let the tears fall freely now. He already knows you’ve been crying, so why hide it?
“I’m sorry for everything I đã đưa ý kiến yesterday, [Y/N]. I really am. I didn’t mean anything. The only reason I walked out was because I was afraid I was going to say something stupid and ruin our relationship. bạn are the best thing that’s ever happened to me so far, at least-” He’s about to continue when bạn cut him off. “So far?” bạn ask, raising a brow. bạn let out a throaty laugh quickly after, trying to hiển thị that bạn are joking. “Yeah. I mean… When we have our first baby together eventually, that will probably be the best thing happening to me. It’s together with bạn though, so bạn still count as the best thing. Anyway, I’m sorry. It was stupid of me. I tình yêu you.” He smiles against your skin before pressing a Kiss to your temple. “I’m sorry, too. For everything I did and said. I had no right to do those things. It’s just… I get exhausted sometimes but I still shouldn’t take it out on you, I know that. I promise that I’ll come to bạn and talk to bạn about it tiếp theo time.” bạn smile and peck his chiseled jaw, “I tình yêu you, too, Justin.”
