Even though bạn try, it’s obvious that bạn don’t suceed. The tears run down your already tear-stained cheeks as bạn clutch the covers even tighter to your body. bạn inwardly yelled at yourself - ashamed that you’re still crying. bạn don’t want to be, but bạn just can’t help it. Sniffling, bạn bury your face into the cái gối, gối and this movement causes Justin’s familiar cologne to fill your nosestrils. bạn look over at his side of the giường and although bạn know what’s waiting - your tim, trái tim still sinks when bạn notice it’s empty.
bạn and Justin had a huge fight and when bạn look back now, bạn realize that it is just another stupid reason for the argument. bạn can barely remember what started the argument and that bothers you. If there isn’t even a good reason for having such a big fight, then is it really worth losing your relationship over? No. And bạn just can’t lose Justin. bạn tình yêu him. bạn need him. Realizing this and just how important it is, bạn peel the covers off your body and shakily stand up from the bed.
“Justin?” bạn call out silently as bạn reach the bottom step of the stairs. Looking around the corner, bạn notice Justin sitting on the the đi văng with his head in his hands. If you’re honest; this is unusual for you. Normally, Justin was the one to apologize. No matter who started it, he would be the first one to say sorry. This time though; bạn want to be the first one. bạn want to say sorry because bạn need to fix everything. bạn need to be with Justin; bạn can’t lose him.
“Justin?” The sound of your voice brings him out of his state and he slowly looks up. “C-can we talk?” bạn croak out and silently pray that he’ll say yes. He nods and bạn let out a sigh of your relief while walking towards him. Sitting down, bạn begin to twiddle your thumbs. Tons of feelings rush through your body and bạn sniffle again, wiping away a tear. This makes Justin look up and his face softens when he sees you. He opens his mouth so say something, but bạn cut him off bởi raising your hand slightly.
“Justin… I want to apologize for once.” bạn begin and clear your throat. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry for bitching about everything and for everything I đã đưa ý kiến during the heat of the moment. I didn’t mean it. I just… Your lifestyle is hard for me sometimes, but I wouldn’t change it for the world. I tình yêu bạn and I’m so proud of you. It’s just hard sometimes. With all the rumors and the distance and everything. And… I’m just sorry.”
Before bạn can continue hoặc do anything else, he wraps bạn up into his arms. Rocking back and forth in his embrace, he strokes your hair softly. bạn rest your head in the crook of his neck and concentrate on evening out your breathing. “Do bạn know how weird it is to hear bạn apologize first?” Justin croaks out a laugh, shaking his head. bạn feel his tousled hair tickle your neck and bạn smile to yourself at his attempt to lighten the mood.
“I wanted to be the first for once. I want bạn to know that our relationship means just as much to me as to you.” bạn smile gently, knotting your fingers in his hair.
He moans quietly at this and places a chaste Kiss on your collarbone. “I know that, [Y/N]. I’m sorry, too. For everything. It just frustrates me how you’re not happy with me because I’m selfish and I just can’t let bạn go so bạn can be happy with someone else. I can’t chịu, gấu the thought of bạn with another guy.”
“But I am happy with you, Justin! That’s the thing; I don’t want to be with anyone else. I tình yêu you. I’m happy with you, I really am.” You’re quick to argue, wanting to get your point across.
“I tình yêu you, too, [Y/N].”
bạn and Justin had a huge fight and when bạn look back now, bạn realize that it is just another stupid reason for the argument. bạn can barely remember what started the argument and that bothers you. If there isn’t even a good reason for having such a big fight, then is it really worth losing your relationship over? No. And bạn just can’t lose Justin. bạn tình yêu him. bạn need him. Realizing this and just how important it is, bạn peel the covers off your body and shakily stand up from the bed.
“Justin?” bạn call out silently as bạn reach the bottom step of the stairs. Looking around the corner, bạn notice Justin sitting on the the đi văng with his head in his hands. If you’re honest; this is unusual for you. Normally, Justin was the one to apologize. No matter who started it, he would be the first one to say sorry. This time though; bạn want to be the first one. bạn want to say sorry because bạn need to fix everything. bạn need to be with Justin; bạn can’t lose him.
“Justin?” The sound of your voice brings him out of his state and he slowly looks up. “C-can we talk?” bạn croak out and silently pray that he’ll say yes. He nods and bạn let out a sigh of your relief while walking towards him. Sitting down, bạn begin to twiddle your thumbs. Tons of feelings rush through your body and bạn sniffle again, wiping away a tear. This makes Justin look up and his face softens when he sees you. He opens his mouth so say something, but bạn cut him off bởi raising your hand slightly.
“Justin… I want to apologize for once.” bạn begin and clear your throat. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry for bitching about everything and for everything I đã đưa ý kiến during the heat of the moment. I didn’t mean it. I just… Your lifestyle is hard for me sometimes, but I wouldn’t change it for the world. I tình yêu bạn and I’m so proud of you. It’s just hard sometimes. With all the rumors and the distance and everything. And… I’m just sorry.”
Before bạn can continue hoặc do anything else, he wraps bạn up into his arms. Rocking back and forth in his embrace, he strokes your hair softly. bạn rest your head in the crook of his neck and concentrate on evening out your breathing. “Do bạn know how weird it is to hear bạn apologize first?” Justin croaks out a laugh, shaking his head. bạn feel his tousled hair tickle your neck and bạn smile to yourself at his attempt to lighten the mood.
“I wanted to be the first for once. I want bạn to know that our relationship means just as much to me as to you.” bạn smile gently, knotting your fingers in his hair.
He moans quietly at this and places a chaste Kiss on your collarbone. “I know that, [Y/N]. I’m sorry, too. For everything. It just frustrates me how you’re not happy with me because I’m selfish and I just can’t let bạn go so bạn can be happy with someone else. I can’t chịu, gấu the thought of bạn with another guy.”
“But I am happy with you, Justin! That’s the thing; I don’t want to be with anyone else. I tình yêu you. I’m happy with you, I really am.” You’re quick to argue, wanting to get your point across.
“I tình yêu you, too, [Y/N].”
