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BPOV
Sunday, was one of those days were bạn wish bạn could sleep through the whole day.
Jacob didn’t come last night, and he didn’t come on Sunday, so far anyway, I haven’t heard from him hoặc any of the boys. I was dreading school tomorrow, especially the fact I have P.E, gross, me running hoặc trying to kick a bóng đá ball, ha! Yeah right dream on.
Mum was gone for the ngày she got a job, well now she has two jobs. I missed Jacob; maybe he’s mad at me because I didn’t speak to him much last night? I don’t know, it was hard to talk to him when he kept on looking at me like his never seen a girl in his life.
I sat on my giường looking around in my room. I had enough of this, I grabbed my grey áo, áo khoác and walked out the house in the rain, the dark clouds were taking over the sky, while the rain poured down furiously and the thunder made your tim, trái tim thump harder. I got in my car and sped down our lane into Jacobs đường phố, street and stopped outside his house. I got out the car standing in the pouring rain; squinting my eyes I walked towards his nhà để xe where Jacob was sitting on a little crate, shirtless in ripped shorts, he had cuts all over his stomach and a big cut from his chest and followed on to his shoulder. He was staring at northing Mất tích in his own world. What the heck happened, he still didn’t notice I was standing in the pouring rain freezing and drenched, I looked out to the dark forests and saw some of the other guys running towards Jake.
“Jake, bạn need to take a break, Carlisle đã đưa ý kiến bạn need to rest, bạn shouldn’t have ran off like that and attacked, bạn know bạn cant beat four leeches bởi yourself” Sam told Jacob. He stood up, and clenched his jaw tight, starring furiously in Sam’s eyes.
“Im not letting any of them get any where near to her” Jake spat through his teeth. Without realising tears were pouring out my eyes running down my face, lucky it was raining, no one would tell. I felt invisible like a ghost. I turned around walked to my car, stupid stupid vampires, they hurt my Jacob. My fists were curled up in tight balls my nails digging through my skin; I looked up to the forest which leads to the beach, what if I just gave them what I wanted?
Im not afraid to die.
“Blair” I heard Sam call my name, and turned around he waved his hand in order for me to come to his direction. My fists were still curled up in a ball and I let go I could feel the blood escaping my skin, but I didn’t care I walked over to Sam and the others. Jake wasn’t there.
“Blair, bạn shouldn’t be here” Sam told me. I was too angry to talk. I didn’t move.
“Blair go home” Sam đã đưa ý kiến thêm serious. I clenched my jaw tighter and curled my fists into a ball again.
“Blair this is not a time for being stubborn, bạn need to go home” Sam ordered. I relaxed my jaw and breathed out slowly, still clenching my fists.
“I want to see him” I đã đưa ý kiến breathing out trying to calm myself down. I turned around and walked towards the door, but Sam was already standing there. I squinted my eyes at him and walked off angrily to my car mumbling under my breath. Instead of going in my car I got my phone out, and dialled Edwards number I knew it would annoy them.
“Edward” I đã đưa ý kiến a bit thêm loudly than I needed to.
“Yes Blair” Edward replied
“What the hell happened with Jake and the vampires?” before Edward could reply my phone was snatched out my hands and I heard a cracking noise. I turned around to see Jacob standing there, his angry eyes poured into mine.
“What the hell are bạn thinking” Jacob đã đưa ý kiến furious
“Well no one would tell me what happened, so Edward will” I đã đưa ý kiến angrily.
“Oh so now the bloodsuckers are your favourite” he through his hands up in the air like ‘woopty do’
“I don’t want bạn calling them ever, I don’t care why” he đã đưa ý kiến and threw my phone it smashed into pieces as it hit a cây nearby.
“Hey! bạn can’t do that” I yelled
“I just did” Jacob spat at me. I couldn’t believe I was having this fight with him now. Jacobs’s body started to tremble slightly
“Fine” I đã đưa ý kiến through my teeth and got in my car.
I was speeding again but not towards my house, it was starting to get darker and I had to go to school tomorrow. I was so furious, furious with everything. I drove off the road and stopped my car, letting the tears pour out. The only time I wanted to di chuyển and get away from everything for the first time in my life was now. I just wanted to move, somewhere out of America, Châu Âu maybe? I took deep breaths in and out. Closing my eyes, I opened them slowly and sighed, turned around my car and drove back home.
Mum still wasn’t trang chủ so I cooked bữa tối, bữa ăn tối and cleaned up a little bit, then I hard a nice warm vòi hoa sen I bandaged my hands from when I cut them with my nails and put on my pyjamas, letting my hair dry in a towel. I needed to do something relaxing so I started painting my toe nails then my finger nails. Mum got trang chủ when my nails just completely dried.
“Blair honey are bạn home?” mum asked I walked down the stairs to see my mum but she wasn’t alone, Jacob was standing tiếp theo to her. Just when I started to relax my mind he shows up.
“What is he doing here?” I đã đưa ý kiến angry.
“He just wanted to apologize about earlier” Mum spoke for him
“Apology not accepted, go trang chủ Jacob” I đã đưa ý kiến and ran up the stairs slamming my door. I took the towel off my head and brushed through my long hair, it was getting too long now, down to my waist, I needed to get it cut soon, and buy a new phone because some idiot broke it before.
I flopped on my bed, exhausted from all the drama that happened today. My door knocked and I made a frustrated noise
“Go away” I said.
“Blair please let me in” Jacob spoke through my door.
“No Jacobs allowed” I đã đưa ý kiến back to him filing my nails.
“Please Blair im so sorry I promised bạn I wouldn’t hurt bạn and I broke it, and its killing me please just let me in so I can apologize properly” Jacob pleaded. I sighed
“Fine” I said.
Jacob came in standing in front of my giường starring at me I sat up.
“Go ahead” I đã đưa ý kiến
Jacob brushed his hand through his hair nervously
“Blair im so sorry, I shouldn’t have Mất tích my temper like I did, and I shouldn’t had broken your phone like that, and I promise to replace it with another one, will bạn forgive me?”
I sighed, what’s the point with being angry with him anyway, after all he got attacked bởi a bunch of vampires.
“Apology accepted” I said. He looked down like he didn’t do well enough I chuckled at that thought.
“Come here bạn big dummy” I đã đưa ý kiến and stretched out my arms so I could hug him he walked over to me smiling and hugged me. He sighed into my shoulder and looked at me.
“Are bạn alright?” he đã đưa ý kiến
“Yes im fine” I lied. He went to hold my hands but let go staring at the white bandages.
“What happened?” he asked worried; I sighed
“Nothing, I accidentally cut my hands” I said. He held up my hands to my face like I couldn’t see the big white bandages on my hands and furrowed his eyebrows together.
“You call this nothing Blair? How deep were the cuts?” he rushed in one sentence, before I could reply he started unwrapping the bandages. He stared at the small but deep cuts I made with my nails; he rubbed his thumb gently over my sore hands.
“Blair how did bạn do this?” he asked his forehead was creased with worry lines.
“I was angry before so” before I could finish Jacob cut me off.
“So bạn cut yourself? What the hell is wrong with bạn Blair?” he đã đưa ý kiến raising his voice a little. I sighed and took my hand away from his.
“Im sorry Blair I did it again, im just worried about you” Jake đã đưa ý kiến I sighed.
“My fists were curled into balls and I accidentally dug my nails into my skin too hard…” I trailed off, Jacob still had worry lines creased on his forehead, I rubbed them and tried too smooth them out he smiled softly at me that was when I just remembered he was attacked earlier.
“Jacob your hurt” I quickly said, now me being the worried one
“Im not Blair, im fine” Jacob said
“Don’t lie to me Mr Black, I saw you, bạn had cuts all over your stomach and chest” I đã đưa ý kiến
“Blair im fine honestly” Jake said, I didn’t believe him so I grabbed his hàng đầu, đầu trang and lifted it up, the cuts were barley showing, they was faint màu hồng, hồng shiny scars, I trace over the scar with my fingers, I didn’t understand it should have taken weeks for it to become like this. I looked at him confused.
“Werewolves heal extremely quick…”Jacob trailed off waiting for me to say something.
“Uh-huh” I đã đưa ý kiến still shocked. I pulled down his hàng đầu, đầu trang and starting wrapping my hands with the bandages Jacob helped me a little.
“Blair I think I should go before your mum thinks were doing something stupid” Jake said, things were still a bit awkward with him because of what happened earlier.
“Okay” I đã đưa ý kiến I needed some sleep anyway. He quickly kissed my forehead and walked quickly to my door closing it quietly. Like I đã đưa ý kiến earlier I wished I slept through today. I climbed into my bed, setting my alarm clock and trying to not think about today.
BPOV
Sunday, was one of those days were bạn wish bạn could sleep through the whole day.
Jacob didn’t come last night, and he didn’t come on Sunday, so far anyway, I haven’t heard from him hoặc any of the boys. I was dreading school tomorrow, especially the fact I have P.E, gross, me running hoặc trying to kick a bóng đá ball, ha! Yeah right dream on.
Mum was gone for the ngày she got a job, well now she has two jobs. I missed Jacob; maybe he’s mad at me because I didn’t speak to him much last night? I don’t know, it was hard to talk to him when he kept on looking at me like his never seen a girl in his life.
I sat on my giường looking around in my room. I had enough of this, I grabbed my grey áo, áo khoác and walked out the house in the rain, the dark clouds were taking over the sky, while the rain poured down furiously and the thunder made your tim, trái tim thump harder. I got in my car and sped down our lane into Jacobs đường phố, street and stopped outside his house. I got out the car standing in the pouring rain; squinting my eyes I walked towards his nhà để xe where Jacob was sitting on a little crate, shirtless in ripped shorts, he had cuts all over his stomach and a big cut from his chest and followed on to his shoulder. He was staring at northing Mất tích in his own world. What the heck happened, he still didn’t notice I was standing in the pouring rain freezing and drenched, I looked out to the dark forests and saw some of the other guys running towards Jake.
“Jake, bạn need to take a break, Carlisle đã đưa ý kiến bạn need to rest, bạn shouldn’t have ran off like that and attacked, bạn know bạn cant beat four leeches bởi yourself” Sam told Jacob. He stood up, and clenched his jaw tight, starring furiously in Sam’s eyes.
“Im not letting any of them get any where near to her” Jake spat through his teeth. Without realising tears were pouring out my eyes running down my face, lucky it was raining, no one would tell. I felt invisible like a ghost. I turned around walked to my car, stupid stupid vampires, they hurt my Jacob. My fists were curled up in tight balls my nails digging through my skin; I looked up to the forest which leads to the beach, what if I just gave them what I wanted?
Im not afraid to die.
“Blair” I heard Sam call my name, and turned around he waved his hand in order for me to come to his direction. My fists were still curled up in a ball and I let go I could feel the blood escaping my skin, but I didn’t care I walked over to Sam and the others. Jake wasn’t there.
“Blair, bạn shouldn’t be here” Sam told me. I was too angry to talk. I didn’t move.
“Blair go home” Sam đã đưa ý kiến thêm serious. I clenched my jaw tighter and curled my fists into a ball again.
“Blair this is not a time for being stubborn, bạn need to go home” Sam ordered. I relaxed my jaw and breathed out slowly, still clenching my fists.
“I want to see him” I đã đưa ý kiến breathing out trying to calm myself down. I turned around and walked towards the door, but Sam was already standing there. I squinted my eyes at him and walked off angrily to my car mumbling under my breath. Instead of going in my car I got my phone out, and dialled Edwards number I knew it would annoy them.
“Edward” I đã đưa ý kiến a bit thêm loudly than I needed to.
“Yes Blair” Edward replied
“What the hell happened with Jake and the vampires?” before Edward could reply my phone was snatched out my hands and I heard a cracking noise. I turned around to see Jacob standing there, his angry eyes poured into mine.
“What the hell are bạn thinking” Jacob đã đưa ý kiến furious
“Well no one would tell me what happened, so Edward will” I đã đưa ý kiến angrily.
“Oh so now the bloodsuckers are your favourite” he through his hands up in the air like ‘woopty do’
“I don’t want bạn calling them ever, I don’t care why” he đã đưa ý kiến and threw my phone it smashed into pieces as it hit a cây nearby.
“Hey! bạn can’t do that” I yelled
“I just did” Jacob spat at me. I couldn’t believe I was having this fight with him now. Jacobs’s body started to tremble slightly
“Fine” I đã đưa ý kiến through my teeth and got in my car.
I was speeding again but not towards my house, it was starting to get darker and I had to go to school tomorrow. I was so furious, furious with everything. I drove off the road and stopped my car, letting the tears pour out. The only time I wanted to di chuyển and get away from everything for the first time in my life was now. I just wanted to move, somewhere out of America, Châu Âu maybe? I took deep breaths in and out. Closing my eyes, I opened them slowly and sighed, turned around my car and drove back home.
Mum still wasn’t trang chủ so I cooked bữa tối, bữa ăn tối and cleaned up a little bit, then I hard a nice warm vòi hoa sen I bandaged my hands from when I cut them with my nails and put on my pyjamas, letting my hair dry in a towel. I needed to do something relaxing so I started painting my toe nails then my finger nails. Mum got trang chủ when my nails just completely dried.
“Blair honey are bạn home?” mum asked I walked down the stairs to see my mum but she wasn’t alone, Jacob was standing tiếp theo to her. Just when I started to relax my mind he shows up.
“What is he doing here?” I đã đưa ý kiến angry.
“He just wanted to apologize about earlier” Mum spoke for him
“Apology not accepted, go trang chủ Jacob” I đã đưa ý kiến and ran up the stairs slamming my door. I took the towel off my head and brushed through my long hair, it was getting too long now, down to my waist, I needed to get it cut soon, and buy a new phone because some idiot broke it before.
I flopped on my bed, exhausted from all the drama that happened today. My door knocked and I made a frustrated noise
“Go away” I said.
“Blair please let me in” Jacob spoke through my door.
“No Jacobs allowed” I đã đưa ý kiến back to him filing my nails.
“Please Blair im so sorry I promised bạn I wouldn’t hurt bạn and I broke it, and its killing me please just let me in so I can apologize properly” Jacob pleaded. I sighed
“Fine” I said.
Jacob came in standing in front of my giường starring at me I sat up.
“Go ahead” I đã đưa ý kiến
Jacob brushed his hand through his hair nervously
“Blair im so sorry, I shouldn’t have Mất tích my temper like I did, and I shouldn’t had broken your phone like that, and I promise to replace it with another one, will bạn forgive me?”
I sighed, what’s the point with being angry with him anyway, after all he got attacked bởi a bunch of vampires.
“Apology accepted” I said. He looked down like he didn’t do well enough I chuckled at that thought.
“Come here bạn big dummy” I đã đưa ý kiến and stretched out my arms so I could hug him he walked over to me smiling and hugged me. He sighed into my shoulder and looked at me.
“Are bạn alright?” he đã đưa ý kiến
“Yes im fine” I lied. He went to hold my hands but let go staring at the white bandages.
“What happened?” he asked worried; I sighed
“Nothing, I accidentally cut my hands” I said. He held up my hands to my face like I couldn’t see the big white bandages on my hands and furrowed his eyebrows together.
“You call this nothing Blair? How deep were the cuts?” he rushed in one sentence, before I could reply he started unwrapping the bandages. He stared at the small but deep cuts I made with my nails; he rubbed his thumb gently over my sore hands.
“Blair how did bạn do this?” he asked his forehead was creased with worry lines.
“I was angry before so” before I could finish Jacob cut me off.
“So bạn cut yourself? What the hell is wrong with bạn Blair?” he đã đưa ý kiến raising his voice a little. I sighed and took my hand away from his.
“Im sorry Blair I did it again, im just worried about you” Jake đã đưa ý kiến I sighed.
“My fists were curled into balls and I accidentally dug my nails into my skin too hard…” I trailed off, Jacob still had worry lines creased on his forehead, I rubbed them and tried too smooth them out he smiled softly at me that was when I just remembered he was attacked earlier.
“Jacob your hurt” I quickly said, now me being the worried one
“Im not Blair, im fine” Jacob said
“Don’t lie to me Mr Black, I saw you, bạn had cuts all over your stomach and chest” I đã đưa ý kiến
“Blair im fine honestly” Jake said, I didn’t believe him so I grabbed his hàng đầu, đầu trang and lifted it up, the cuts were barley showing, they was faint màu hồng, hồng shiny scars, I trace over the scar with my fingers, I didn’t understand it should have taken weeks for it to become like this. I looked at him confused.
“Werewolves heal extremely quick…”Jacob trailed off waiting for me to say something.
“Uh-huh” I đã đưa ý kiến still shocked. I pulled down his hàng đầu, đầu trang and starting wrapping my hands with the bandages Jacob helped me a little.
“Blair I think I should go before your mum thinks were doing something stupid” Jake said, things were still a bit awkward with him because of what happened earlier.
“Okay” I đã đưa ý kiến I needed some sleep anyway. He quickly kissed my forehead and walked quickly to my door closing it quietly. Like I đã đưa ý kiến earlier I wished I slept through today. I climbed into my bed, setting my alarm clock and trying to not think about today.