It was midnight when bạn decided to stood up from your bed. You’ve been toss and turning for about an giờ now and sleep hasn’t been part of the plan of your neurons in your brain. bạn walked down the hall only to find peace just bởi looking at a door at the end of the lonely pavement, a feeling you’ve been trying to find for several days now. bạn limped towards the doorknob, making sure not to disturb anyone near you. bạn stopped, knowing the woman behind the door might not want and need you. It took bạn a couple of phút before bạn set yourself that this will be the night that will change everything both of bạn shared.

Your breath was caught up bởi the view in front of you. She’s there. Silently seated with a book wide open to further add the knowledge bạn undeniably admire. “Hi,” she greeted as her head turned to look at you. Her eyes almost lifted your soul out of your body and it was surprising that bạn could still respond with her greeting and was able to stand in front of her after she did the same. Her eyes were speaking words like yours, words that were ought to be đã đưa ý kiến since the ngày bạn met but both of bạn were coward enough to admit. As the adage goes, “eyes never lie” indeed it never do because tonight no speech is needed to proclaim how bạn and her wanted this moment to go on since those stares you’re currently exchanging, tình yêu is in the air.

bạn hate melodramatic moments but still bạn found yourself saying, “I tình yêu you.” She didn’t say anything in return. Suddenly, fear ran down your veins as the image of what bạn hallucinated about the two of bạn began to flashed in your eyes. You’re afraid she finally knew about it and worst thing, her leaving you, might happen but it was snapped away when she palmed your neck just like what she did, in your hallucination, a ngày before bạn got in Mayfield.
“I know bạn do,” she đã đưa ý kiến with a smile, “and I do tình yêu bạn too.”

bạn gave out your most genuine smile as bạn slowly leaned down to Kiss her. Her eyes were locked on your lips that only met Vicodin for years before she closed it as bạn did with yours to savor the moment you’ve been waiting for. Lips and tongue finally collided before it resides in the mouth of the other. The first contact brought sparks to your groin region and bạn could tell she felt your erection the moment she gasped under your breath. Your loose hands slowly ran down on her back that only pulled her closer. There were no moments of separation except when bạn two tilted your heads the other way for the comfort of your tongues while her hands were playfully roaming behind your back.

The hallucination was reenacted. bạn pulled her blazer off as she bit your bottom lip; her áo sơ mi was being pull up and your rough hands finally meet her bare soft skin. Little did bạn know, bạn were moaning too while she discard your áo sơ mi to meet her garments on the floor. Pants and không hoàn toàn, bộ quần áo, slacks were undone before bạn heavily, but carefully, pushed her on the nearest đi văng as possible. The heat was so intense that bạn went directly to lick her now exposed clit as she twisted her body in pleasure with hands rubbing your cock up and down.

bạn don’t know what you’re hurrying up to hoặc why, maybe it’s because of the longing bạn had for her. With a glint in her eyes, bạn know she wanted bạn too, in fact, she needed you. It was a cue that made bạn stayed between her legs, to finally push almost all yourself in…which bạn did.
Her head was thrown back as bạn enjoyed the feeling of tightness surrounding bạn at the bottom. bạn looked at her, eyes were shut, sweats running down like drizzle, nipples swelled and abdomen contracted. bạn can’t deny, bạn tình yêu the view. Your tongue met her throat where bạn felt her larynx vibrate while every moan was released as bạn lick down to one of her nipples. bạn latched, teased it just the way bạn know she likes while bạn hip was moving in a slow, fast, slow motion like it has its own mind to do so.
God, Cuddy, damn bạn for feeling so good, bạn thought, damn you. bạn buried your face on her shoulder as the thrusting goes on. Your panting brought her smell in your nose. Her smell, is so Cuddy that bạn would want to have her close to bạn every single một phút of your life after this. The familiar shape of her curves that were just ones before your eyes are now under your palm that seemed to stay in your hand lines forever.

bạn know bạn can’t hold on no longer as bạn open your eyes to look at her and knowing bạn were the one who cause her nước ép, nước trái cây to flow down, it almost brought bạn to your own release. She tightened around bạn as your name came out of her mouth, begging bạn to slow down hoặc she’ll burst but bạn didn’t follow. It took another five thrust before she felt your own seeds swimming inside and bạn collapsed on hàng đầu, đầu trang of her with head landing back on her shoulder. Heavy breathing owned the room as bạn felt your cock slowly softening inside.
“House,” she uttered after she calmed down before bạn lifted your head to look at her and your eyes widened the moment your stare landed on her face.
Maybe it’s just bạn hoặc maybe it’s every man’s experience, that post-orgasmic phase not only let bạn meet your giường at once but it also wakens bạn up to what reality really held bạn at, either way it sucks. “Audrey?” bạn uttered the name bạn couldn’t even think bạn could. bạn pulled out as the thought of having sex with Cuddy was also being pulled out from your being.

Audrey looked at bạn with such confuse looks that bạn can’t even looked back at her unlike what bạn did earlier as bạn pulled your boxers, trousers and pants on again. bạn first stammered knowing another mistake was brought up in your life’s list, “I’m so sorry,” was all bạn could say.
bạn hate to admit it but bạn knew bạn only used Audrey to satisfy your sexual and emotional yearning for the woman bạn tình yêu but nobody could blame you, bạn thought she was Cuddy at the first place. The smell, the shape of her curves, the breasts bạn held was actually wasn’t her. Maybe it’s your default mô tả of a woman that made bạn think it was Cuddy before you.

She tried to convince bạn it was okay but for you, it was a sin (for the first time in your life, sex was a sin in you). bạn repeated the words, “I’m sorry” for about three times thêm until she figured out what was really in your head. bạn ran away towards the door hoping this thing could also run away as easy as that. The door was close tightly behind bạn and there bạn started to hear sobs. bạn knew bạn hurt Audrey but her tears and the sex can not and will never be the reason to replace the woman bạn really are in tình yêu with.