If I died...

If I died...
would bạn cry?
would bạn scream at my grave?
would bạn spit on my belongings?
would bạn say bạn finally "love" me?
would bạn pray for me to come back?

If I died...
would bạn wonder?
would bạn see the blood?
would bạn look over to my knife?
would bạn scream bloody Mary?

If I died...
would bạn miss me?
Would bạn see the pain?
would bạn see my pale reflection in the mirror?
would bạn through your tears away?
would bạn open your tim, trái tim and mind FINALLY?
Would bạn see the red marks?

If I died...
my life would be allowed.
My dreams will be full filled.
only,
I found out that I feel inlove with someone...
he barely gets on when I'm open.
He's my new opening,
an opening to love...
but what if I died tonight?
I CAN'T live without him....
we're one of the nest friends,
but what if I died?


Can bạn help me?
He makes me so happy that I could die,
only thing is that I wont say who he is....

Luv,
SG!

P.s. I tình yêu him... :(