Dear Diary
Stefan. It will always be Stefan, but how can I NOT have feelings for Damon too. Sure I mean, he has had his moments, like killing my brother, and just being a dick, but he really is good inside. How can I not tình yêu that too.
Elena sighed put her head down on my pillow, and tried to go to sleep. Unfortunately, just like the last few days, she couldn't, not without thinking about him. Damon, she thought. I just couldn't hide my tình yêu for him anymore. Then I had to worry about Stefan I loved him too, I probably always would, but for some reason I feel like I'm not worthy of him. Loving his brother, I guess I really was Katherine's doppelganger. I couldn't tag him along anymore, not like I did Matt, Tomorrow I will tell him, and Damon, what I feel. With That Elena fell asleep, and she slept a peaceful sleep, which hadn't happened in a long time.
The morning was there before she let herself believe it. Her phone buzzed, a text from Stefan, "pick bạn up at 9:00am" she replied "okay meet bạn outside." She showered, got dressed, ate a bagel then waited trying to think how she was going to do this. I'll just tell Stefan I need to talk to him and Damon, he'll think it's strange but will agree. Damn it he will be tim, trái tim broken, but I can't just act like I still have feelings for him, then him and Damon will think I am just like Katherine. Just then a car pulled up, but Stefan wasn't inside, Damon was. She opened the passenger side door, and there was Damon and his breathtaking smile looking at her.
"Where's Stefan?" She asked warily.
"He's fine, he just had to do something, Caroline had a little slip up and needed help. So I'm on Elena duty."
"How long do bạn think he will be gone?" She asked thinking alone time with Damon might not be a good idea, yet she yearned for his attention.
"Probably all ngày depends on how worked up Caroline is, which usually can be a lot. Why do bạn not want to hang-out with me all ngày because I'm sure Stefan will be happy to make other arrangements." Damon replied he sounded seriously hurt.
"No no" she đã đưa ý kiến almost immediately, "It's just, I'm sorta glad, we never get to hang out, just us, I mean."
"I know." He said, his smile returning, "so what do bạn want to do today Elena?"
"Can we just stay at the boarding house today, it's going to be empty, and we will be alone, right? Because I need to talk to you."
"Ya it will be empty, what do bạn want to talk about?" Serious concern yet playfulness in his voice.
"Just...stuff."
"Okay whatever bạn want."
That was the great thing about Damon he loved to have a good time, but if bạn needed him bạn could rely on him to be there for you. They were almost at the house when Damon looked at Elena, with a confusion bạn never saw much.
"What?" She asked blushing a deep scarlet.
"Nothing bạn just seem to be deep in thought. Are bạn okay?" They were pulling into the drive way now, almost time to come clean.
"No, I mean yes Damon, we'll talk inside.
With that he had parked the car and was already opening the door for me, holding his hand out to lead me inside. With a sigh I took it and as we walked through the door to the house, I blurted out exactly what I didn't want to say yet, "Damon, I tình yêu you." He stopped, turned to look at me, with a smile he whispered I tình yêu bạn too, swept me into his arms and kissed me like I had never been before. I had to pull away after a few minutes. I looked at Damon desperately "Now what on earth do we tell Stefan?"
Stefan. It will always be Stefan, but how can I NOT have feelings for Damon too. Sure I mean, he has had his moments, like killing my brother, and just being a dick, but he really is good inside. How can I not tình yêu that too.
Elena sighed put her head down on my pillow, and tried to go to sleep. Unfortunately, just like the last few days, she couldn't, not without thinking about him. Damon, she thought. I just couldn't hide my tình yêu for him anymore. Then I had to worry about Stefan I loved him too, I probably always would, but for some reason I feel like I'm not worthy of him. Loving his brother, I guess I really was Katherine's doppelganger. I couldn't tag him along anymore, not like I did Matt, Tomorrow I will tell him, and Damon, what I feel. With That Elena fell asleep, and she slept a peaceful sleep, which hadn't happened in a long time.
The morning was there before she let herself believe it. Her phone buzzed, a text from Stefan, "pick bạn up at 9:00am" she replied "okay meet bạn outside." She showered, got dressed, ate a bagel then waited trying to think how she was going to do this. I'll just tell Stefan I need to talk to him and Damon, he'll think it's strange but will agree. Damn it he will be tim, trái tim broken, but I can't just act like I still have feelings for him, then him and Damon will think I am just like Katherine. Just then a car pulled up, but Stefan wasn't inside, Damon was. She opened the passenger side door, and there was Damon and his breathtaking smile looking at her.
"Where's Stefan?" She asked warily.
"He's fine, he just had to do something, Caroline had a little slip up and needed help. So I'm on Elena duty."
"How long do bạn think he will be gone?" She asked thinking alone time with Damon might not be a good idea, yet she yearned for his attention.
"Probably all ngày depends on how worked up Caroline is, which usually can be a lot. Why do bạn not want to hang-out with me all ngày because I'm sure Stefan will be happy to make other arrangements." Damon replied he sounded seriously hurt.
"No no" she đã đưa ý kiến almost immediately, "It's just, I'm sorta glad, we never get to hang out, just us, I mean."
"I know." He said, his smile returning, "so what do bạn want to do today Elena?"
"Can we just stay at the boarding house today, it's going to be empty, and we will be alone, right? Because I need to talk to you."
"Ya it will be empty, what do bạn want to talk about?" Serious concern yet playfulness in his voice.
"Just...stuff."
"Okay whatever bạn want."
That was the great thing about Damon he loved to have a good time, but if bạn needed him bạn could rely on him to be there for you. They were almost at the house when Damon looked at Elena, with a confusion bạn never saw much.
"What?" She asked blushing a deep scarlet.
"Nothing bạn just seem to be deep in thought. Are bạn okay?" They were pulling into the drive way now, almost time to come clean.
"No, I mean yes Damon, we'll talk inside.
With that he had parked the car and was already opening the door for me, holding his hand out to lead me inside. With a sigh I took it and as we walked through the door to the house, I blurted out exactly what I didn't want to say yet, "Damon, I tình yêu you." He stopped, turned to look at me, with a smile he whispered I tình yêu bạn too, swept me into his arms and kissed me like I had never been before. I had to pull away after a few minutes. I looked at Damon desperately "Now what on earth do we tell Stefan?"
The tiếp theo morning.
A buzzing sound, coming from Caroline’s pedestal cupboard woke her up and she opened her eyes. She took her phone and opened it. She had received a message from an unknown person.
“I know what bạn are and we will destroy you” she read aloud. She swung her legs off the giường and searched for her ring. When she had found it she put it on and walked to the window. She shoved the curtain and stared outside.
The sky was grey. It seemed like it was going to rain.
Caroline opened the window and climbed over the edge.
“Game on, bitch” she mumbled, before she jumped and landed gracefully on the pavers.
A buzzing sound, coming from Caroline’s pedestal cupboard woke her up and she opened her eyes. She took her phone and opened it. She had received a message from an unknown person.
“I know what bạn are and we will destroy you” she read aloud. She swung her legs off the giường and searched for her ring. When she had found it she put it on and walked to the window. She shoved the curtain and stared outside.
The sky was grey. It seemed like it was going to rain.
Caroline opened the window and climbed over the edge.
“Game on, bitch” she mumbled, before she jumped and landed gracefully on the pavers.
“Where’s Barbie?” Katherine asked when Stefan was standing on the front porch of the Boarding House. She had gotten used to the sight of him with Rebekah.
“She’s out, doing something” Stefan explained vague. “Can I come in?”
Katherine shrugged and let him pass. Stefan turned around. “I’m looking for Elena. Is she here?”
“No, she’s at school. bạn should know that” Katherine đã đưa ý kiến uninterested.
“Not anymore she isn’t” Stefan said. “School’s over”
“Then she’s probably at the Grill” Katherine said, a little annoyed. “What do bạn need her for anyway?”
“I want to apologize for what happened last time she came over” Stefan said. “And I want to make sure she’s okay. I mean, I know Rebekah’s blood already left her system bởi now, but still, it must have freaked her out”
He looked at Katherine who stared at some point behind Stefan. Stefan quickly turned around and saw Damon standing in the doorway.
“She’s out, doing something” Stefan explained vague. “Can I come in?”
Katherine shrugged and let him pass. Stefan turned around. “I’m looking for Elena. Is she here?”
“No, she’s at school. bạn should know that” Katherine đã đưa ý kiến uninterested.
“Not anymore she isn’t” Stefan said. “School’s over”
“Then she’s probably at the Grill” Katherine said, a little annoyed. “What do bạn need her for anyway?”
“I want to apologize for what happened last time she came over” Stefan said. “And I want to make sure she’s okay. I mean, I know Rebekah’s blood already left her system bởi now, but still, it must have freaked her out”
He looked at Katherine who stared at some point behind Stefan. Stefan quickly turned around and saw Damon standing in the doorway.
