Last night, my parents were going to go out to a party. My mom đã đưa ý kiến she didn't feel an toàn, két an toàn leaving my brother alone with me, and she insisted that he go with them to the party. My brother didn't want to go, so he stormed up to his room and slammed the door. When my mom asked him to come down, he got upset and made a few less-than-polite retorts, including a particularly memorable "MAKE ME!". My parents got upset and blamed ME for his behavior, saying that it was because of my actions, instability, and behavior that was hiển thị him that it was "okay" to act that way/teaching him to act that way. My dad also đã đưa ý kiến something along the lines of, "You're destroying the way this family works", hoặc something like that when I đã đưa ý kiến it wasn't my fault my brother was diễn xuất like that. They did eventually agree to let us stay trang chủ together, and everything was fine.
I cut myself. I do it with a razor. Usually just when I'm upset hoặc depressed, hoặc when my parents act the way they did in the above paragraph. I also do it when I'm feeling especially self-conscious. Like when my mom sort of implied that she thought I was fat. Anyways, I was upset last night, so I cut myself on the various parts of my body that I'm particularly self-conscious about, along with my arms.
Part 3 might come along later, but siriusly, just tell me if bạn want me to stop posting these. Like I said, I don't want to burden anyone hoặc sound like a pain.
I cut myself. I do it with a razor. Usually just when I'm upset hoặc depressed, hoặc when my parents act the way they did in the above paragraph. I also do it when I'm feeling especially self-conscious. Like when my mom sort of implied that she thought I was fat. Anyways, I was upset last night, so I cut myself on the various parts of my body that I'm particularly self-conscious about, along with my arms.
Part 3 might come along later, but siriusly, just tell me if bạn want me to stop posting these. Like I said, I don't want to burden anyone hoặc sound like a pain.
My mom didn't even bother to tell me about getting mail from universities. I had to go through our mail that was sitting on the bàn and find out what I got. She sayd that she already decided what college to go to. I want to see what other options I have out there first before I make a decission. My mom on the other hand says that's not what I should do. I really want to get my dad involved because I know how much of a help he will be to me but I'm scared of the fights that will happen between my parents if I do tell my dad about what my did and said. I just am so stressed about this that I don't know what to do. My mom has already controlled a lot of my life I don't want her controlling anymore of my life. She already has had control over what I can and can't do. I just want to make my decissions without her having to control them.
