Chapter One - Lonely Rescue
Ok, here is the first chapter to the emotional Lonely Omega. Now, the story picks off when Kate is about to fall into the mudslide, but remember, Humphrey and Kate never met in the story, so she will be all alone.
Humphrey's POV
How could things be any worse.
I Mất tích everything, my home, my friends, my parents, and everything that a chó sói, sói needs.
But I guess that is a price to pay for being an Omega, hoặc as what the other Alphas say, a lowly ugly Omega.
Why did this happen to me, I don't know, all I know is that I will die soon.
No one would want an ugly Omega like me.
I remember going to a few packs and asking if I could tham gia them, they would allow me to stay and then frame me for something I did not do, like raping the pack leader's daughter, hoặc stealing food.
Like always, I was picked on, and pushed out of every pack I came across.
Now, I live all alone, in the middle of no where.
Away from any packs, but the part I wished was seeing my old pack again, but they would most likely abandon me like everyone else did.
I live pretty close to a ravine, which always has a mudslide every time it rains.
My den was mostly dark, very dark so I could hide in it from any Người sói that came by.
They mostly never see me, but can smell my scent.
I always managed to stay hidden from because I would darken my lông, lông thú so no one can see me.
It's really rare that I see another wolf.
One night, I heard someone screaming for help, a female.
I ran to the nguồn and saw a golden tan chó sói, sói trying to climb up but falling backwards into the mud.
Seeing this, I jumped to her rescue and pulled her out as she landed in the mud, pulling her to safety.
She was unconscious but was still alive, so I took her to my den, so she could rest.
Laying her on the ground, I quickly checked her out, making sure she was ok, which she was.
I sighed in relief as I watched the female sleep.
She sure did look beautiful, even with the mud in her fur.
She also had a beautiful white underbelly that made her look gorgeous.
I opened her eyes, and saw a beautiful amber color eye, as I dreamily stared at her.
"No no no... I can't do this... she will never see me as a worthy wolf," I said, walking away from her.
I placed my head on the wall, as I felt angry at myself, so I began pound my head against the wall, cracking it a bit as some blood came dripping down my head.
Tears began to well up in my eyes, as I broke down crying... "I deserve to die! Why am I such a pathetic wolf! I don't understand why any packs are accepting me into theirs!"
I placed pressure on my head, to stop the bleeding, "Maybe it'll get infected and I'll die. If that happens, at least I get to see my family again."
I looked at the female and decided to get her some food, because right now, she is my responsibility.
It was still raining when I walked out in tìm kiếm of food.
Lucky for me, it stopped raining after a few phút so I was lucky to track a lone deer to give to the female.
The deer was huge compare to other kills I got before, but this was perfect, so she can eat all of it if she needs to.
I brought the deer in and saw she was still unconscious, so I used this opportunity to clean her lông, lông thú for her.
It was really nice but after I was done, I darkened my lông, lông thú and slid into my sleeping spot, away from her.
Morning came, and I was still awake, feeling hungry but I was not going to touch that deer, it was for her and her only.
I know I can find thêm food, so I just need to wait till she leaves, then go hunting for myself.
As I laid there, I began to think of my parents, would they be happy I was living like this hoặc upset.
Knowing them, they would be upset, and try to persuade me to keep trying.
But I was done trying... I gave up living a long time ago, and now, I'm living like a dead wolf, invisible to all, and unseen bởi none.
thêm tears came out, as I felt my dead tim, trái tim hurt even more, like I really need someone to be there for me.
Hell, that is impossible, no one wants me, and every chó sói, sói I came across looked at me like I was a waste of space.
I was feeling really depressed as I sang a song my mother used to sing to me every time I was sad.
If We Hold On Together bởi Diana Ross
Don't lose your way
With each passing day
You've come so far
Don't throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith, hope and glory
Hold to the truth in your heart
The song always brought tears to my eyes when ever I sang this.
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For bạn and I
I always imagined myself hát this with my friends, but recently, I would picture myself hát this with another female.
Souls in the wind
Must learn how to bend
Seek out a star
Hold on to the end
Valley, mountain
There is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
hình ảnh of my past came flooding back to me, all playing like a movie.
Words are swaying
Somebody is praying
Please let us come trang chủ to stay
The most heartbreaking image was of me as a pup, wandering alone, with no one to help me.
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For bạn and I
My mother would always appear tiếp theo to me, trying to sooth me but she always disappears when I tried touching her.
When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts, everyone
Then the possibility of me ending up alone was becoming thêm of an reality than me being with another wolf.
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by
For bạn and I
I ended the song as tears came out of my eyes like a waterfall, but then an image of a female chó sói, sói talking to me as I stopped crying, feeling like I was wanted bởi someone.
I couldn't make out the appearance but the voice was enough to make me smile.
As soon as the image left my mind, the tears came back and this time, it came harder as I felt extremely lonely.
The crying actually hurt me for the first time since I was alone.
But then again, I haven't stopped crying either, as I felt like I was eaten alive from the inside.
I was in so much pain that thêm tears came out.
This depression was killing me, and I don't know how much thêm I could take.
"It's hurts... why can't I stop crying..." I said, shaking as I tried to pull myself together.
Then I looked at the female and saw her waking up, as I tried to stay quiet.
Kate's POV
Ow, my head hurts...
All I remember from last night was falling into a mud slide.
Then I felt someone rescue me,
I opened my eyes a saw a huge dead deer in front of me and a note on the ground.
It read, 'Here bạn go, enjoy. Eat all bạn want and hope you're feeling better...' Sincerely, your savior... PS I cleaned up your lông, lông thú last night since it was covered in mud, so if I missed a spot, I'm sorry, but I didn't want to push any boundaries.
The note was sweet, who ever this chó sói, sói was, I could tell he did a lot for me.
I inspected my lông, lông thú and saw it to be completely clean, so I looked around the den and saw no one.
Then a soft sobbing noise caught my attention.
I followed the nguồn to see a slight glimpse of a chó sói, sói shaking.
Getting closer, I saw the tears running down the wolf's face like a waterfall, as I started to tear up at the sight.
I took a deep breath before softly speaking to the wolf, "...Hi... Are bạn ok?"
The chó sói, sói shot up and immediately back away into the shadows, whimpering softly.
I got closer to the chó sói, sói as the chó sói, sói cowered in fear, their paws cover their faces and shaking violently.
"Please don't... hurt me... I'm... I'm... I'm... Just an Omega... If you're... going to kill me... please do it!" the chó sói, sói said, indicating it was a male.
"Whoa... I'm not going to hurt bạn hoặc kill you... I just wanted to say thank bạn for saving me..." I said, still coming closer to him.
"Please don't come any closer... I left bạn some food, so could bạn please just eat it..." He said, still shaking violently.
His sobbing began to get louder as he was breathing heavily.
"Is everything ok?" I asked, but he snapped at me, "Please leave me alone! I left bạn food, just take it! How much thêm do I need to suffer! Stop pretending bạn care when bạn don't!"
I backed away, not wanting to anger him, "Sorry... bạn just seemed upset and I was trying to help..."
"Why do bạn want to help!" He screamed, as he tried to calm himself.
"I wanted to help as my way of saying thanking bạn for saving me," I said, as I turned towards the deer.
"You're welcome..." He said, as the shadows continue to his his face.
I pushed the deer over to the the chó sói, sói that saved me, "Come on, tham gia me, I can't eat all of this and I know you're starving."
"How do bạn know that?" He asked, then his stomach growled.
I laughed and pushed the deer closer to him as we both dug into the deer.
His face was still a mystery but he must be shy hoặc something.
"I'm Kate, what's your name?" I asked, wondering about this wolf.
"That's a beautiful name," He said, "I don't usually have a name anymore, no one ever calls me anything now, but my mother called me Humphrey."
I blushed bởi his compliment, "Thank bạn Humphrey, and that's a nice name bạn have, and what do bạn mean bởi 'don't usually have a name anymore'."
Humphrey stopped eating and looked at the ground, "Why do bạn want to know, mostly everyone that comes to me wants to use me hoặc insult me."
This hurt me, Humphrey has been treated wrong and no wonder why he snapped at me earlier, "I'm sorry, I wasn't trying to push any boundaries?"
"It's ok... it's very hard for me to talk about myself... As bạn can see, I have a very hard life," Humphrey said, as he began to cry, "I Mất tích everything, my pack, my family, my friends, everything... and I've been living alone since I was a pup..."
I now feel really sorry for Humphrey, he must be really lonely to be alone most of his life, "Have bạn tried joining other packs?"
Humphrey looked up, "Yes, but I was either rejected, pushed away, framed, hoặc even picked on, so I gave up looking for a place to live, then I came here, and been living here since."
"Maybe bạn can tham gia my pack, they are the best pack ever and my dad will allow bạn to join," I said, trying to cheer him up.
"I appreciate the offer but I can't, sorry but I can't afford another rejection," Humphrey said, wiping the tears off his face.
I lowered my ears, "Oh... ok, but if bạn changed your mind, I can help bạn get in, after all I am going to be leader of the pack."
Then I wanted to know why he was hiding his face, "Can I ask bạn something, why do bạn hide in the shadows?"
"Because I'm ugly... that's why..." Humphrey said, hiding his face.
After I heard that, I kept my mouth shut, not wanting to push any boundaries with him, but I felt really sorry for him, he's been through hell and now he thinks every chó sói, sói is the same.
But how can I prove to him that I'm different, maybe I should do some stuff for him like he did for me, but my only fear is getting kicked out bởi him.
He seemed like a sweet guy, doing the things for me even though we never met before.
Then a thought came to me, if my dad was not going to let him into the pack, then I will stay with him, besides, I don't want to be with Garth.
Plus, I can't leave him alone now, he's been alone for a long time and he needs someone there for him, I could tell this bởi the way he was feeling, depressed and hurt.
"Hey Humphrey, I'll make bạn a deal..." I said, as Humphrey lifted his head, facing me, "If bạn go with me and my dad does reject you, I'll stay with you."
This perked him up, "You would do that for me? But we never met before... and... and... everyone that did that, always abandoned me, I can't..."
He couldn't finish and broke down crying.
I walked over to Humphrey and pulled him into a hug, letting him cry into my chest.
"It's ok, I'm here... I'm here," I đã đưa ý kiến as I softly rubbed his back, trying to calm him down.
"Thank bạn Kate! You're the only chó sói, sói that was ever nice to me!" Humphrey said, crying like a newborn pup, holding onto me like he was losing grip.
Holding him made me feel really fuzzy inside, I don't know why but being here, with Humphrey makes me feel so much better and in a way, I felt an toàn, két an toàn being in his presence.
What ever this feeling is, I want to know what it is, maybe it's what my parents called, love.
Was I falling for Humphrey?
Humphrey really needs someone, this was not tears of sadness hoặc joy, it was tears of depression and years of pain.
He was really hurt emotionally and there was no sign of any happiness in him.
I only hope this can change if he joins my pack hoặc when I stay with him.
It took me 20 phút to calm down Humphrey and he actually đã đưa ý kiến yes to my proposal.
So all we had to do is head back to Jasper Park and hope that he is accepted into the pack.
A:N/: How was it?
Ok, here is the first chapter to the emotional Lonely Omega. Now, the story picks off when Kate is about to fall into the mudslide, but remember, Humphrey and Kate never met in the story, so she will be all alone.
Humphrey's POV
How could things be any worse.
I Mất tích everything, my home, my friends, my parents, and everything that a chó sói, sói needs.
But I guess that is a price to pay for being an Omega, hoặc as what the other Alphas say, a lowly ugly Omega.
Why did this happen to me, I don't know, all I know is that I will die soon.
No one would want an ugly Omega like me.
I remember going to a few packs and asking if I could tham gia them, they would allow me to stay and then frame me for something I did not do, like raping the pack leader's daughter, hoặc stealing food.
Like always, I was picked on, and pushed out of every pack I came across.
Now, I live all alone, in the middle of no where.
Away from any packs, but the part I wished was seeing my old pack again, but they would most likely abandon me like everyone else did.
I live pretty close to a ravine, which always has a mudslide every time it rains.
My den was mostly dark, very dark so I could hide in it from any Người sói that came by.
They mostly never see me, but can smell my scent.
I always managed to stay hidden from because I would darken my lông, lông thú so no one can see me.
It's really rare that I see another wolf.
One night, I heard someone screaming for help, a female.
I ran to the nguồn and saw a golden tan chó sói, sói trying to climb up but falling backwards into the mud.
Seeing this, I jumped to her rescue and pulled her out as she landed in the mud, pulling her to safety.
She was unconscious but was still alive, so I took her to my den, so she could rest.
Laying her on the ground, I quickly checked her out, making sure she was ok, which she was.
I sighed in relief as I watched the female sleep.
She sure did look beautiful, even with the mud in her fur.
She also had a beautiful white underbelly that made her look gorgeous.
I opened her eyes, and saw a beautiful amber color eye, as I dreamily stared at her.
"No no no... I can't do this... she will never see me as a worthy wolf," I said, walking away from her.
I placed my head on the wall, as I felt angry at myself, so I began pound my head against the wall, cracking it a bit as some blood came dripping down my head.
Tears began to well up in my eyes, as I broke down crying... "I deserve to die! Why am I such a pathetic wolf! I don't understand why any packs are accepting me into theirs!"
I placed pressure on my head, to stop the bleeding, "Maybe it'll get infected and I'll die. If that happens, at least I get to see my family again."
I looked at the female and decided to get her some food, because right now, she is my responsibility.
It was still raining when I walked out in tìm kiếm of food.
Lucky for me, it stopped raining after a few phút so I was lucky to track a lone deer to give to the female.
The deer was huge compare to other kills I got before, but this was perfect, so she can eat all of it if she needs to.
I brought the deer in and saw she was still unconscious, so I used this opportunity to clean her lông, lông thú for her.
It was really nice but after I was done, I darkened my lông, lông thú and slid into my sleeping spot, away from her.
Morning came, and I was still awake, feeling hungry but I was not going to touch that deer, it was for her and her only.
I know I can find thêm food, so I just need to wait till she leaves, then go hunting for myself.
As I laid there, I began to think of my parents, would they be happy I was living like this hoặc upset.
Knowing them, they would be upset, and try to persuade me to keep trying.
But I was done trying... I gave up living a long time ago, and now, I'm living like a dead wolf, invisible to all, and unseen bởi none.
thêm tears came out, as I felt my dead tim, trái tim hurt even more, like I really need someone to be there for me.
Hell, that is impossible, no one wants me, and every chó sói, sói I came across looked at me like I was a waste of space.
I was feeling really depressed as I sang a song my mother used to sing to me every time I was sad.
If We Hold On Together bởi Diana Ross
Don't lose your way
With each passing day
You've come so far
Don't throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for weaving
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story
Faith, hope and glory
Hold to the truth in your heart
The song always brought tears to my eyes when ever I sang this.
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For bạn and I
I always imagined myself hát this with my friends, but recently, I would picture myself hát this with another female.
Souls in the wind
Must learn how to bend
Seek out a star
Hold on to the end
Valley, mountain
There is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
hình ảnh of my past came flooding back to me, all playing like a movie.
Words are swaying
Somebody is praying
Please let us come trang chủ to stay
The most heartbreaking image was of me as a pup, wandering alone, with no one to help me.
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
Where clouds roll by
For bạn and I
My mother would always appear tiếp theo to me, trying to sooth me but she always disappears when I tried touching her.
When we are out there in the dark
We'll dream about the sun
In the dark we'll feel the light
Warm our hearts, everyone
Then the possibility of me ending up alone was becoming thêm of an reality than me being with another wolf.
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by
For bạn and I
I ended the song as tears came out of my eyes like a waterfall, but then an image of a female chó sói, sói talking to me as I stopped crying, feeling like I was wanted bởi someone.
I couldn't make out the appearance but the voice was enough to make me smile.
As soon as the image left my mind, the tears came back and this time, it came harder as I felt extremely lonely.
The crying actually hurt me for the first time since I was alone.
But then again, I haven't stopped crying either, as I felt like I was eaten alive from the inside.
I was in so much pain that thêm tears came out.
This depression was killing me, and I don't know how much thêm I could take.
"It's hurts... why can't I stop crying..." I said, shaking as I tried to pull myself together.
Then I looked at the female and saw her waking up, as I tried to stay quiet.
Kate's POV
Ow, my head hurts...
All I remember from last night was falling into a mud slide.
Then I felt someone rescue me,
I opened my eyes a saw a huge dead deer in front of me and a note on the ground.
It read, 'Here bạn go, enjoy. Eat all bạn want and hope you're feeling better...' Sincerely, your savior... PS I cleaned up your lông, lông thú last night since it was covered in mud, so if I missed a spot, I'm sorry, but I didn't want to push any boundaries.
The note was sweet, who ever this chó sói, sói was, I could tell he did a lot for me.
I inspected my lông, lông thú and saw it to be completely clean, so I looked around the den and saw no one.
Then a soft sobbing noise caught my attention.
I followed the nguồn to see a slight glimpse of a chó sói, sói shaking.
Getting closer, I saw the tears running down the wolf's face like a waterfall, as I started to tear up at the sight.
I took a deep breath before softly speaking to the wolf, "...Hi... Are bạn ok?"
The chó sói, sói shot up and immediately back away into the shadows, whimpering softly.
I got closer to the chó sói, sói as the chó sói, sói cowered in fear, their paws cover their faces and shaking violently.
"Please don't... hurt me... I'm... I'm... I'm... Just an Omega... If you're... going to kill me... please do it!" the chó sói, sói said, indicating it was a male.
"Whoa... I'm not going to hurt bạn hoặc kill you... I just wanted to say thank bạn for saving me..." I said, still coming closer to him.
"Please don't come any closer... I left bạn some food, so could bạn please just eat it..." He said, still shaking violently.
His sobbing began to get louder as he was breathing heavily.
"Is everything ok?" I asked, but he snapped at me, "Please leave me alone! I left bạn food, just take it! How much thêm do I need to suffer! Stop pretending bạn care when bạn don't!"
I backed away, not wanting to anger him, "Sorry... bạn just seemed upset and I was trying to help..."
"Why do bạn want to help!" He screamed, as he tried to calm himself.
"I wanted to help as my way of saying thanking bạn for saving me," I said, as I turned towards the deer.
"You're welcome..." He said, as the shadows continue to his his face.
I pushed the deer over to the the chó sói, sói that saved me, "Come on, tham gia me, I can't eat all of this and I know you're starving."
"How do bạn know that?" He asked, then his stomach growled.
I laughed and pushed the deer closer to him as we both dug into the deer.
His face was still a mystery but he must be shy hoặc something.
"I'm Kate, what's your name?" I asked, wondering about this wolf.
"That's a beautiful name," He said, "I don't usually have a name anymore, no one ever calls me anything now, but my mother called me Humphrey."
I blushed bởi his compliment, "Thank bạn Humphrey, and that's a nice name bạn have, and what do bạn mean bởi 'don't usually have a name anymore'."
Humphrey stopped eating and looked at the ground, "Why do bạn want to know, mostly everyone that comes to me wants to use me hoặc insult me."
This hurt me, Humphrey has been treated wrong and no wonder why he snapped at me earlier, "I'm sorry, I wasn't trying to push any boundaries?"
"It's ok... it's very hard for me to talk about myself... As bạn can see, I have a very hard life," Humphrey said, as he began to cry, "I Mất tích everything, my pack, my family, my friends, everything... and I've been living alone since I was a pup..."
I now feel really sorry for Humphrey, he must be really lonely to be alone most of his life, "Have bạn tried joining other packs?"
Humphrey looked up, "Yes, but I was either rejected, pushed away, framed, hoặc even picked on, so I gave up looking for a place to live, then I came here, and been living here since."
"Maybe bạn can tham gia my pack, they are the best pack ever and my dad will allow bạn to join," I said, trying to cheer him up.
"I appreciate the offer but I can't, sorry but I can't afford another rejection," Humphrey said, wiping the tears off his face.
I lowered my ears, "Oh... ok, but if bạn changed your mind, I can help bạn get in, after all I am going to be leader of the pack."
Then I wanted to know why he was hiding his face, "Can I ask bạn something, why do bạn hide in the shadows?"
"Because I'm ugly... that's why..." Humphrey said, hiding his face.
After I heard that, I kept my mouth shut, not wanting to push any boundaries with him, but I felt really sorry for him, he's been through hell and now he thinks every chó sói, sói is the same.
But how can I prove to him that I'm different, maybe I should do some stuff for him like he did for me, but my only fear is getting kicked out bởi him.
He seemed like a sweet guy, doing the things for me even though we never met before.
Then a thought came to me, if my dad was not going to let him into the pack, then I will stay with him, besides, I don't want to be with Garth.
Plus, I can't leave him alone now, he's been alone for a long time and he needs someone there for him, I could tell this bởi the way he was feeling, depressed and hurt.
"Hey Humphrey, I'll make bạn a deal..." I said, as Humphrey lifted his head, facing me, "If bạn go with me and my dad does reject you, I'll stay with you."
This perked him up, "You would do that for me? But we never met before... and... and... everyone that did that, always abandoned me, I can't..."
He couldn't finish and broke down crying.
I walked over to Humphrey and pulled him into a hug, letting him cry into my chest.
"It's ok, I'm here... I'm here," I đã đưa ý kiến as I softly rubbed his back, trying to calm him down.
"Thank bạn Kate! You're the only chó sói, sói that was ever nice to me!" Humphrey said, crying like a newborn pup, holding onto me like he was losing grip.
Holding him made me feel really fuzzy inside, I don't know why but being here, with Humphrey makes me feel so much better and in a way, I felt an toàn, két an toàn being in his presence.
What ever this feeling is, I want to know what it is, maybe it's what my parents called, love.
Was I falling for Humphrey?
Humphrey really needs someone, this was not tears of sadness hoặc joy, it was tears of depression and years of pain.
He was really hurt emotionally and there was no sign of any happiness in him.
I only hope this can change if he joins my pack hoặc when I stay with him.
It took me 20 phút to calm down Humphrey and he actually đã đưa ý kiến yes to my proposal.
So all we had to do is head back to Jasper Park and hope that he is accepted into the pack.
A:N/: How was it?
