SO it was Sunday and all humphrey had been doing for the past week was sitting on the đi văng watching tv eatting going to the bathroom and cutting himself He wasn't like himself thought Curtis and then Humphrey came up with a great idea to get rid of his depression with out cutting himself he thought to make a rap song and test his chances of becoming famous. Curtis thought it was a great idea but he đã đưa ý kiến 'Humphrey bạn need a make over' and curtis made humphrey look pimp and humphrey had this great idea to put his bang over his left eye and it looked great. Tonight was his first hợp đồng biểu diễn, gig, biểu diễn and Tony bar and pub so humphrey was hoped up and when he saw the crowd he got nervous but then he saw Kate and John out there and felt better [I dont have permission to use eminem's song but i am]

" I'm going through changes....Im going through changes...Lately i really, Feel like I'm Rolling For like philly, I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I sincerly apologize if all that I sound like, Is I'm complaining, But life keeps on complicating,...an' I'm debating on leaving this world this evening, Even my boy can see I'm grievin' I try and hide it, but i can't...Why do i act like I'm all high and mighty, When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help can't do it my self Too weak, 2 weeks i've been having ups and down, Going through peaks and valleys, Dilly dallying, around with ending this shit right here...I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors, I cant stand what i look like there[smash of a mirror] yeah, I look fat, But what do i care? i give a fuck, Only thing i fear, is John, I'm afraid if i close my eyes I might see her, Shit...
[John preforms the part in these ()] I lock my self in the bedroom bathroom nappin at noon,(Ya dads in a bad mood he always snappin' at bạn Da what happened at you, bạn can't stop with these pills,And you've fallen off with your skills, and your own những người hâm mộ are laughin' it become a problem you' re too pussy to tackle GET UP BE A MAN,STAND, A REAL MAN WOULDA HAD THIS SHIT HANDLED Proof just flipped out homie just nhanh, swift out and bust) Nah it ain't like Doody to do that , He wouldn't fuckin shoot at no-body, he'd fight first,It only makes the night worse poppin Vic's and meathadone pills ( Ya hum tight verse bạn killed it) I just Mất tích my fuckin best friend so fuck it I guess then...Don't know what im gonna do but i just keep on going through changes My Những người bạn just can't understand this new me,
That's understandable man, but just think how bananas you'd be,
You'd be an animal too, if bạn were trapped in this fame and caged in it like a zoo.
And everybody's lookin' at you, what bạn want me to do,
I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the truth is,
Fame startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low.
I sit alone in my trang chủ theatre, watchin' the same damn DVD,
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still alive.
And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright.
And if I'm still awake in the middle of the night,
I just take a couple more, yeah you're motherfuckin' right,
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound.
Almost in a coma, yeah homie come on, don't look now,
(Daddy, don't bạn die on me, daddy, better hold your ground.)
Fuck, don't I know the sound of that voice,
Yeah Son hold me down.
I'm going through changes
I'm going through changes
Wake up in the hospital, full of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin' through.
Swear when I come back I'ma be bulletproof.
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should state a few,
Facts, cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth.
Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it through?
I think about the things I would never got to say to you,
I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I came to do.
John this one is for you, Kate and Eve too,
I still tình yêu your mother, that'll never change,
Think about her every day, we just could never get it together.
Hey, wish there was a better way, for me to say it,
But I swear on everything, I'd do anything for her on anyday.
There are just too many things, to explain, when it rains,
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there wasn't any pain.
But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame,
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows there never been a saint.
I know it just feels like we just pissed away our history,
But just today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say,
I miss bạn self consciously, wish it didn't end this way.
But I just had to get away, don't know why,
I don't know what else to say, I guess I'm....
[Song over] Kate was crying tears of joy she đã đưa ý kiến 'Humphrey i will be your wife once again' and then they went trang chủ and they let john stay at his friedns house and they mated Humphrey and Kate together again and they were in so much tình yêu humphrey was still depressed for som odd reason though...[The end of part one]