first I read it in class
then I watch the movie
then I think about what I have in common with characters
my eyes layed on Johnny
he was shy
he depended on his Những người bạn yet he can watch for himself
I was in so much pain from friends
I thought I could depend on them
they did so much but I always let it slide if it wasn't on me
but that group had a ...thing they would usually do
they picked on one person with a small flaw
and they diside to ditch her
that's what they do
in about a tháng they are out of the group
I've known that since ngày one
I've never known it would last so long
4 years. that's pretty long
I had to change for them
I Mất tích my southern self
and disdied to keep the tomboy me
they didn't like it but I eventually rubbed of on them
I became girly
every time a guy would start talking about something girls wouldn't find interesting
I would want to tham gia in
but I didn't
I stayed with my friends
talked girly
eventually ditched ripped jeans for skirts
soon something hit me
I'm not what they think I am!
I'm who I want to be
strong
guyish
went back to wearing ripped jeans
never pre ripped
I was who I was
they shouldn't mess with me
they started
ignoring me
I was so quiet and shy
no one could get me talking
I started noticing how much they lie to me
"don't worry Jennifer we like you"
everyone else would stay quiet
I felt
a million things
I could never name it like I wanted it
after watching the outsiders
I realize I am an
the perfect way to say it
the outsiders
then I found a friend just like me
PonygirlCirtis7
she's shy and funny and nice and tình yêu The Outsiders
she made me feel better
when I stopped worrying about my old Những người bạn I didn't need so much of that
now I don't feel like I talk to her enough
hoặc tình yêu Johnny enough
I feel neutral about them
but NO
I tình yêu Johnny ether way
I need to talk to Ponygirl more
then I watch the movie
then I think about what I have in common with characters
my eyes layed on Johnny
he was shy
he depended on his Những người bạn yet he can watch for himself
I was in so much pain from friends
I thought I could depend on them
they did so much but I always let it slide if it wasn't on me
but that group had a ...thing they would usually do
they picked on one person with a small flaw
and they diside to ditch her
that's what they do
in about a tháng they are out of the group
I've known that since ngày one
I've never known it would last so long
4 years. that's pretty long
I had to change for them
I Mất tích my southern self
and disdied to keep the tomboy me
they didn't like it but I eventually rubbed of on them
I became girly
every time a guy would start talking about something girls wouldn't find interesting
I would want to tham gia in
but I didn't
I stayed with my friends
talked girly
eventually ditched ripped jeans for skirts
soon something hit me
I'm not what they think I am!
I'm who I want to be
strong
guyish
went back to wearing ripped jeans
never pre ripped
I was who I was
they shouldn't mess with me
they started
ignoring me
I was so quiet and shy
no one could get me talking
I started noticing how much they lie to me
"don't worry Jennifer we like you"
everyone else would stay quiet
I felt
a million things
I could never name it like I wanted it
after watching the outsiders
I realize I am an
the perfect way to say it
the outsiders
then I found a friend just like me
PonygirlCirtis7
she's shy and funny and nice and tình yêu The Outsiders
she made me feel better
when I stopped worrying about my old Những người bạn I didn't need so much of that
now I don't feel like I talk to her enough
hoặc tình yêu Johnny enough
I feel neutral about them
but NO
I tình yêu Johnny ether way
I need to talk to Ponygirl more
We saw a car going around the park. Uh-oh. It wasn't just any old car. It was Bob's car. "We should make a run for it." I đã đưa ý kiến to ngựa con, ngựa, pony "No we should stay." he đã đưa ý kiến back. Carli and I sat behind them staring at Bob and all the others. Carli đã đưa ý kiến to all of us. "Why can't Bob walk around the door instead of over it? What is it to much energy?" We all wanted to laugh,but, then they would be on to us. "You know what a greaser is? Whitetrash with long greasy hair." Bob said. We all got a sick feeling because that hurt all of us. Even though me and Carli only sneak a drop of it here and there... it still hirt us. Ponyboy đã đưa ý kiến "Oh ya well do bạn know what asoc is? "What" đã đưa ý kiến Bob "Whitetrash with mustangs and madras." Then he spit at them. Why ngựa con, ngựa, pony why? we all run as fast as we could. I guess it was not fast enough because tiếp theo thing I knew I was on the ground tiếp theo to Johnny and Carli. "Where is Pony?" I asked all shaky "Is he dead?" "No I'm all alright." Ponyboy said