first I read it in class
then I watch the movie
then I think about what I have in common with characters
my eyes layed on Johnny
he was shy
he depended on his Những người bạn yet he can watch for himself
I was in so much pain from friends
I thought I could depend on them
they did so much but I always let it slide if it wasn't on me
but that group had a ...thing they would usually do
they picked on one person with a small flaw
and they diside to ditch her
that's what they do
in about a tháng they are out of the group
I've known that since ngày one
I've never known it would last so long
4 years. that's pretty long
I had to change for them
I Mất tích my southern self
and disdied to keep the tomboy me
they didn't like it but I eventually rubbed of on them
I became girly
every time a guy would start talking about something girls wouldn't find interesting
I would want to tham gia in
but I didn't
I stayed with my friends
talked girly
eventually ditched ripped jeans for skirts
soon something hit me
I'm not what they think I am!
I'm who I want to be
strong
guyish
went back to wearing ripped jeans
never pre ripped
I was who I was
they shouldn't mess with me
they started
ignoring me
I was so quiet and shy
no one could get me talking
I started noticing how much they lie to me
"don't worry Jennifer we like you"
everyone else would stay quiet
I felt
a million things
I could never name it like I wanted it
after watching the outsiders
I realize I am an
the perfect way to say it
the outsiders
then I found a friend just like me
PonygirlCirtis7
she's shy and funny and nice and tình yêu The Outsiders
she made me feel better
when I stopped worrying about my old Những người bạn I didn't need so much of that
now I don't feel like I talk to her enough
hoặc tình yêu Johnny enough
I feel neutral about them
but NO
I tình yêu Johnny ether way
I need to talk to Ponygirl more
then I watch the movie
then I think about what I have in common with characters
my eyes layed on Johnny
he was shy
he depended on his Những người bạn yet he can watch for himself
I was in so much pain from friends
I thought I could depend on them
they did so much but I always let it slide if it wasn't on me
but that group had a ...thing they would usually do
they picked on one person with a small flaw
and they diside to ditch her
that's what they do
in about a tháng they are out of the group
I've known that since ngày one
I've never known it would last so long
4 years. that's pretty long
I had to change for them
I Mất tích my southern self
and disdied to keep the tomboy me
they didn't like it but I eventually rubbed of on them
I became girly
every time a guy would start talking about something girls wouldn't find interesting
I would want to tham gia in
but I didn't
I stayed with my friends
talked girly
eventually ditched ripped jeans for skirts
soon something hit me
I'm not what they think I am!
I'm who I want to be
strong
guyish
went back to wearing ripped jeans
never pre ripped
I was who I was
they shouldn't mess with me
they started
ignoring me
I was so quiet and shy
no one could get me talking
I started noticing how much they lie to me
"don't worry Jennifer we like you"
everyone else would stay quiet
I felt
a million things
I could never name it like I wanted it
after watching the outsiders
I realize I am an
the perfect way to say it
the outsiders
then I found a friend just like me
PonygirlCirtis7
she's shy and funny and nice and tình yêu The Outsiders
she made me feel better
when I stopped worrying about my old Những người bạn I didn't need so much of that
now I don't feel like I talk to her enough
hoặc tình yêu Johnny enough
I feel neutral about them
but NO
I tình yêu Johnny ether way
I need to talk to Ponygirl more
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Darry and Dally looked at (Y/N) from the couch. She was talking with Soda on the front porch, smiling, laughing at what he said. They both thought bạn had a beautiful laugh, and that bạn were completely adorable.
Darry was jealous of Soda, he thought he could take better care of you, provide a better life.
Dally thought he could protect bạn more, and tình yêu bạn better.
Their hearts both broke as Soda leaned down to Kiss you.
Darry and Dally looked at (Y/N) from the couch. She was talking with Soda on the front porch, smiling, laughing at what he said. They both thought bạn had a beautiful laugh, and that bạn were completely adorable.
Darry was jealous of Soda, he thought he could take better care of you, provide a better life.
Dally thought he could protect bạn more, and tình yêu bạn better.
Their hearts both broke as Soda leaned down to Kiss you.
bạn groan and turn over. bạn had the flu. bạn were really sore,tired, and cold. bạn thought nothing could make bạn feel better.
“Hey, (Y/N), bạn hungry?” Your boyfriend Soda asks from the doorway.
bạn shake your head. “I’m just cold.” bạn sniffle.
“Well that can be fixed.” He says smiling.
He gets onto the bed, and snuggles close to you, and puts all the blankets on hàng đầu, đầu trang of you.
“Soda, you’re gonna get sick and…”
“I don’t care… All I care about is you, and that you’re gonna feel better.”
The cars zoomed by.
“This makes me so nervous.” bạn say.
“Why?” Soda asks, smiling.
“What if the cars blow up, and we die? hoặc what if they crash? Or-“
“Hey it’s going to be fine,” He interrupts you. “Have some popcorn.”
“But what if I’m eating bắp rang bơ, bỏng ngô and the cars blow up and we die?”
“Then I’ll blow up and die eating bắp rang bơ, bỏng ngô with the girl I love.”
And he kisses bạn on the lips.
“Darry, how do bạn feel about kids?” bạn ask.
“About having kids?” He asked. bạn were nervous.
“Yeah.”
“I’ve never told anyone this really… But it’s been my goal in life to be a better father figure than I ever was to Soda hoặc Ponyboy… I thought I did a good job, but I know I could’ve done better.” He scratches his neck. “So yeah I’d want to have kids.”
“Well that’s good.” bạn smile.
“Why?” He asks. “You aren’t…” He starts, but then looks at you. “You are aren’t you?” His smile lights up the whole room.
bạn nod your head. He picks bạn up in a big chịu, gấu hug.
“Daddy, do I look ok?” Grace asks. I put down my newspaper to look at my 15 năm old daughter. Wow.
“You look beautiful, sweetheart.” It pained me to see her going on her first date. But I was smiling.
“I’ll be good, Daddy, I promise.”
I grin. Exactly what her mother đã đưa ý kiến to her dad on our first date.
“I know.” I manage to say. “You’re a good kid.”
“Not like Faith,” Grace grins. Oh my Faith. Nine years old and already had a “boyfriend”. She was completely hilarious.
“Not like Faith.” I smile.
I get up off the đi văng to give her a hug.
“I tình yêu bạn Daddy.”
“Love bạn too, sweetheart.”
“You’re still going to be the first boy I fell in tình yêu with.”
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Darry’s P.O.V
“Daddy?” Danny asks from the back seat. He was six now, and Olivia was one.
“What happened to your mommy and daddy?” He asks.
I don’t answer for a minute, just keep driving. What do I say?
“My mommy and daddy are hanging out in heaven.” Is all I can think of to say.
“They’re partying with Jesus?” Danny asks. “That’s cool!”
“Yeah, bud,” I smile. “Partying with Jesus.”
“Yes I do.” She says in that you’ve-told-me-a-million-times voice.
“Ok… Well are bạn sure bạn want to do this?” I ask nervously.
“I’m positive.” She says as she gives me a quick Kiss on the lips.
“I swear, if bạn hurt yourself…” I shake my head.
The motorcycle starts, and goes forward. Instead of going with the motorcycle., she flips off backwards from it.
I immediately rush to (Y/N).
“Oh my god, (Y/N), are bạn ok? Are bạn hurt? Where are bạn hurt?” I say, head spinning. If she’s hurt badly I’ll just…
“Dally I’m fine.. The motorcycle-“
“Steve can fix the motorcycle. Are bạn ok? Where are bạn hurt? Do we need to go to the hospital?”
“Dally I’m fine!” She laughs.
“You worry me,” I say, as I scoop her into a hug.
bạn aren’t exactly sure what you’re humming to… But it’s something.
“Hey, (Y/N), have bạn seen my-” “THUD!” bạn rip open the vòi hoa sen curtain to see your boyfriend had tripped over the doorway.
“Oh my god, Two-Bit, are bạn ok?!?” bạn gasp.
He looks up at you. “Oh my god you’re in the shower!” He yells.
bạn yank the curtain back, covering yourself up.
“Two-Bit, are bạn ok honey?”you ask.
“After seeing that I’m not.” He says. “Damn, your beautiful.” He says, blushing.
“What a pig.” bạn laugh.
bạn knew your boyfriend was there, and all his friends.
bạn hated it when they fought.
Those stupid fights.
bạn went over to lot, to make sure things weren’t getting out of hand. If they were, you’d definately call the police.
It would risk them getting arrested, but bạn didn’t want any of them hurt; hoặc dead.
bạn saw bodies going at each other, caked in mud and blood.
bạn start to walk towards the fight (like an idiot) and are met with a cú đấm to the face.
bạn fall into the mud, shocked bởi the blow.
“Hey! That’s my girlfriend!” Soda yells as he pushes the Soc over, and starts beating him repeatedly.
bạn feel a hand on your shoulder as bạn get up. bạn grab the hand and flip him over.
“Hey,” bạn thought. “This is fun.”
bạn understood why they liked these so much.
“(Y/N), please stay out of this.” Darry says, eyes still locked on his younger brother.
“She has a point.” Ponyboy snorts.
“Don’t use that tone with me, young man.” Darry says, voice raised.
“Who went and made bạn dad?” Ponyboy asked, shrugging his shoulders.
“You take that back.” Darry says, lunging for Ponyboy.
They start beating up on each other, nothing serious. Brothers will be brothers.
“Hey! Knock it off!” bạn say, trying to separate them on the ground.
Smack!
bạn fall back, the hit getting bạn hard.
The boys freeze, realizing they’ve hit you.
“Ow!” bạn say. “That was my boob!”
They burst out laughing.
“Oh my god, Steve. Your eye.” bạn say as bạn remove the ice pack.
“It’s just bump.” He grins.
“A bump? Honey, it’s a huge black eye. It’s thêm like an egg.” bạn say.
“Old Man can still pack a punch, huh?”
“Steve, bạn need to get out of there.” bạn say matter-of-factly.
“I got nowhere to go.”
“You can stay with the Curtises. hoặc me. I just don’t like seeing bạn hurt.” bạn whisper.
“I’d rather it be me than you.” He says.
“What?” He asks, glancing over at you.
“You’re gonna get pulled over,” bạn say, rolling your eyes.
“Do bạn think I’d care?” He laughed.
“Dallas Winston, I am shocked and appalled bạn just đã đưa ý kiến that to me and ran that red light.” bạn laugh. “I’m horrified at your driving skills. Remind me not to get into a car with bạn again.”
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Light cracked the sky open. The crash that followed jolted bạn awake. bạn sit up in your bed, wide eyed with fear.
bạn had been afraid of thunderstorms since bạn were little… something about it just frightened bạn to no end.
The sound of your boyfriend breathing calmed bạn down. The rhythmic deep breathing soothed you, only for a second.
Another crack lit up the sky, with a giant boom that followed.
“Dally.” bạn shake your boyfriend awake.
“Babe… what’s the ma-” He stops as he sees your eyes, wide with fear. He sits up straight and wraps his arms around bạn pulling bạn close. “You’re fine… You’re fine.” He whispers, rocking bạn back and forth. “I got you. I promise. I got you.” Hands running through your hair.
“I just don’t like them.” bạn mumble into his bare chest.
“I know. I know.” He say. “But I still got you. I promise.”
But bạn were already asleep again.
bạn had been afraid of thunderstorms since bạn were little… something about it just frightened bạn to no end.
The sound of your boyfriend breathing calmed bạn down. The rhythmic deep breathing soothed you, only for a second.
Another crack lit up the sky, with a giant boom that followed.
“Dally.” bạn shake your boyfriend awake.
“Babe… what’s the ma-” He stops as he sees your eyes, wide with fear. He sits up straight and wraps his arms around bạn pulling bạn close. “You’re fine… You’re fine.” He whispers, rocking bạn back and forth. “I got you. I promise. I got you.” Hands running through your hair.
“I just don’t like them.” bạn mumble into his bare chest.
“I know. I know.” He say. “But I still got you. I promise.”
But bạn were already asleep again.
