Heaven It had been 3 hours from the Jamie and Landon wedding. She was so beautiful in that dress. Landon looked breathlessly as she came down the aisle. She smiled at Landon and never wanted to be without him ever again. "I somberly swear to take Jamie Elizabeth Sullivan to be my lawfully wedding wife" Landon said. "I somberly swear to take Landon Rollins Carter to be my lawfully wedding husband" Jamie said. "I pronounce bạn husband and wife" Hegbert said. After the wedding
I didn't know what Landon had planned for tonight, he'd seemed very secretive today and almost all week. I half expected him to do something.
After all this was Landon Carter.
He was coming over at 6:30. I had begun to get ready at 6:00, since I didn't need too much time, since it seems a little difficult for me to look slightly decent these days. But Landon still insists that I am beautiful, no matter what in his eyes.
So, I put on my blue flowered dress, and my màu hồng, hồng sweater that he'd được trao me. I pulled my hair back into a loose ponytail just as he...
I miss you, I miss you. I miss bạn so much I hate myself for it. I remember the memories of when I was crazy in tình yêu with you. My memories keep looking for bạn but find that you're not here with me anymore.
[i]I miss you, I miss you. I miss bạn so much I hate myself for it. I remember the memories of when I was crazy in tình yêu with you. My memories keep looking for bạn but find that you're not here with me anymore.[/i[
The tiếp theo day, after eating breakfast, bạn and Randy go to the bờ biển, bãi biển together. It's kinda empty cuz it's early in the morning. bạn and Randy just...
Wedding bells ring and the âm nhạc plays for the bride. The doors open and the whole church congregation is there with school mates as well. They all turn around to see bạn with a beautiful wedding dress on, being led down the aisle bởi Randy's father.
bạn walk down the aisle, feeling your tim, trái tim beat so fast and hard that it could kill bạn right there. bạn look to see Randy's face and it's like this:
I was too sick to say anything, please understand and forgive me.
After you've woken up with the whole family beside you, the doctor lets bạn go and assigns bạn a personal doctor that will come weekly to your house to check on you. bạn go back to the house and bạn lie on the đi văng with the whole family near bạn just watching TV.
Mark: I can't stand this! Jill: Oh god bạn scared me Mark! Tim: Why? What's wrong? Mark: Jamie is sick right now and we're all just watching TV?
bạn and Randy are in giường together, just lieing there satisfied with each other's presence.
Randy: Jamie? Jamie: Hm? Randy: How hurt were bạn when...when all those times I left you? Jamie: ...well a lot I guess. I mean I liked bạn so much those times and I have bạn a chance to leave me before but bạn didn't. Then when bạn did...yah. Randy: I'm sorry. I hurt too Jamie. I mean those few times when bạn left me, I felt like I wanted to cry and rip myself apart. *laughs* It sounds kinda funny but I really felt like that. I just...I'm sorry. All...
Randy goes in your room when the doctor đã đưa ý kiến it was ok. He sees bạn sleeping and he can smell the bleach from cleaning up your blood. He grabs a chair and sits tiếp theo to you. He holds your hand and feels it cold. He warms them up for bạn bởi breathing on them. Randy starts tearing up again and his tear drops fall on your hand. He quickly wipes them off your hand...
bạn wake up to see Randy asleep on the chair tiếp theo to your bed. bạn look around and bạn realize your in a hospital. bạn can't remember anything that happened to bạn before except the dizziness bạn felt back at Randy's...
Randy sees bạn go to the bathroom alone, wanting to wash your face. He held his tears back well, not letting one single drop fall when being with you.
Randy: I'm gonna go out to get some air.
Randy walks out of the hospital and sits on the stairs. His held back tears fall to the ground like a smooth river flowing. He covers his hand to his mouth, trying to not make any noises. The hình ảnh of bạn crying your tim, trái tim out, shouting that bạn wanted to live, comes to his mind...