Chapter Two- Setting My Sights
If ghost could pass out from shock then that was actually what I was about to do. It isn't the greatest feeling in the world to realize that you're dead, that no one on Earth will be able to hear bạn say anything ever again. Everyone thinks bạn are dead. There was a silver lining in this tale of misfortune. Everyone thinks I'm dead which meant, most likely, everyone would be gossiping about my death. I might just get some các câu trả lời on this untimely tragedy. I longed to know what happened to me. Why was I like this? I surely don't want to be a ghost forever although, it might have its up sides.
As soon as that class was over, I followed Seth. I always had a peculiar interest in that guy. I might be because of his unusual attitude towards everything hoặc maybe because he seemed to be the object of attention even thought he was an outsider like myself.
People always enclosed Seth. It wasn't like he was very social but something about his tone and reaction to everything received him many admirers. I hate to admit it but I was one of them. I say 'was' because I'm dead. bạn thought bạn could forget that little factoid since I haven't mentioned it in a while.
"Hey, Seth," greeted Nina as she wiggled and fought her way through the swarm of people enclosing Seth. "Did bạn get my email yesterday?" Yes, Nina Talon was definitely a Seth fan. It is probably the only thing with have in common.
"Um, no, sorry," admitted Seth. He shrugged and tried hopelessly to get his sách out of his locker. I felt sorry for the guy. It wasn't his fault he was born with adoring looks and an athletic body to match. All blame should be aimed on his parents. His mom was a talented singer before her lungs collapsed. Then his dad is a surgeon who somehow has a natural beauty to him. Those two are awful. "You sent me emails like every hour. I am still going over ones I get from bạn last year."
Nina turned a bright màu hồng, hồng before flipping her blonde hair over her shoulder in a flirty manner. "No worries," she replied. "All will be forgiven if bạn simply just come to my Halloween Bash tiếp theo week." A few of Seth's groupies started murmuring about it. Nina only invited the elite to come to her Halloween Bash. I never got to go for inexplicable reasons.
"Sorry, but that is on Halloween. Some of the guys and I are trying to do a seance to try and connect to Andrea Manson's ghost."
"It's perfectly okay," she đã đưa ý kiến holding back a frown. She turned stiffly around and stalked off.
On Halloween, Seth and his buddies would be trying to contact me in my supposed spirit world. Ha. Is outdo tình yêu to see how that goes.
I endeavored walking through walls and people which failed miserably. In all for hose horror movies, walking through walls is like knowing the alphabet to ghost. Why couldn't I accomplish it? Maybe because I'm too smart for such and idiotic thing. Then again, the C's and D's on my báo cáo cards would disagree.
When I first tried walking through a human, it was because Wendy Gong had gotten be all steamed up. She was bragging to all of her new friend-including Nina Talon-about how she was always so close to me. I guess when you're dead, everyone starts losing their memories. There is no way I would have ever hung out with Wendy Gong. She was a snob, bratty, sassy, cruel, demonic, plastic, and a total suck up. She is almost as worse the Nina.
The experience, for me, was absolutely terrible. I felt a cold chill threatening to engulf me with its cold, bitterness. I don't know how Wendy felt but bởi the way she curled up into a ball shivering, it gave me a clue.
Next, I tried walking through a wall. I wasn't scared hoặc anything because, again, those crappy horror phim chiếu rạp mislead me into believing that ghost have this emptiness about them. It wasn't that I couldn't walk through the tường it was just that it drained so much energy out of me and it seemed to take forever. bởi the time, I had reached the other side, I was kneeling down and trying to catch my breath.
bạn are probably wondering why I'm tell bạn these things well, I was practicing. For what bạn ask? For my own personal business. Lets just say that bởi the time Nina's bash rolled around, this school would be in chaos. At this moment, a truly bone trembling idea crept up in my mind. An idea that could have possible destroyed the school if it wasn't for . . . . I'm getting ahead of myself. Before bạn can know more, bạn must read this part first
If ghost could pass out from shock then that was actually what I was about to do. It isn't the greatest feeling in the world to realize that you're dead, that no one on Earth will be able to hear bạn say anything ever again. Everyone thinks bạn are dead. There was a silver lining in this tale of misfortune. Everyone thinks I'm dead which meant, most likely, everyone would be gossiping about my death. I might just get some các câu trả lời on this untimely tragedy. I longed to know what happened to me. Why was I like this? I surely don't want to be a ghost forever although, it might have its up sides.
As soon as that class was over, I followed Seth. I always had a peculiar interest in that guy. I might be because of his unusual attitude towards everything hoặc maybe because he seemed to be the object of attention even thought he was an outsider like myself.
People always enclosed Seth. It wasn't like he was very social but something about his tone and reaction to everything received him many admirers. I hate to admit it but I was one of them. I say 'was' because I'm dead. bạn thought bạn could forget that little factoid since I haven't mentioned it in a while.
"Hey, Seth," greeted Nina as she wiggled and fought her way through the swarm of people enclosing Seth. "Did bạn get my email yesterday?" Yes, Nina Talon was definitely a Seth fan. It is probably the only thing with have in common.
"Um, no, sorry," admitted Seth. He shrugged and tried hopelessly to get his sách out of his locker. I felt sorry for the guy. It wasn't his fault he was born with adoring looks and an athletic body to match. All blame should be aimed on his parents. His mom was a talented singer before her lungs collapsed. Then his dad is a surgeon who somehow has a natural beauty to him. Those two are awful. "You sent me emails like every hour. I am still going over ones I get from bạn last year."
Nina turned a bright màu hồng, hồng before flipping her blonde hair over her shoulder in a flirty manner. "No worries," she replied. "All will be forgiven if bạn simply just come to my Halloween Bash tiếp theo week." A few of Seth's groupies started murmuring about it. Nina only invited the elite to come to her Halloween Bash. I never got to go for inexplicable reasons.
"Sorry, but that is on Halloween. Some of the guys and I are trying to do a seance to try and connect to Andrea Manson's ghost."
"It's perfectly okay," she đã đưa ý kiến holding back a frown. She turned stiffly around and stalked off.
On Halloween, Seth and his buddies would be trying to contact me in my supposed spirit world. Ha. Is outdo tình yêu to see how that goes.
I endeavored walking through walls and people which failed miserably. In all for hose horror movies, walking through walls is like knowing the alphabet to ghost. Why couldn't I accomplish it? Maybe because I'm too smart for such and idiotic thing. Then again, the C's and D's on my báo cáo cards would disagree.
When I first tried walking through a human, it was because Wendy Gong had gotten be all steamed up. She was bragging to all of her new friend-including Nina Talon-about how she was always so close to me. I guess when you're dead, everyone starts losing their memories. There is no way I would have ever hung out with Wendy Gong. She was a snob, bratty, sassy, cruel, demonic, plastic, and a total suck up. She is almost as worse the Nina.
The experience, for me, was absolutely terrible. I felt a cold chill threatening to engulf me with its cold, bitterness. I don't know how Wendy felt but bởi the way she curled up into a ball shivering, it gave me a clue.
Next, I tried walking through a wall. I wasn't scared hoặc anything because, again, those crappy horror phim chiếu rạp mislead me into believing that ghost have this emptiness about them. It wasn't that I couldn't walk through the tường it was just that it drained so much energy out of me and it seemed to take forever. bởi the time, I had reached the other side, I was kneeling down and trying to catch my breath.
bạn are probably wondering why I'm tell bạn these things well, I was practicing. For what bạn ask? For my own personal business. Lets just say that bởi the time Nina's bash rolled around, this school would be in chaos. At this moment, a truly bone trembling idea crept up in my mind. An idea that could have possible destroyed the school if it wasn't for . . . . I'm getting ahead of myself. Before bạn can know more, bạn must read this part first
I'm cheerful on the outside yes, but under this huge hyperfilled, cheerful girl is a fragile antique.
On the outside some see me as normal hoặc energetic maybe the one táo, apple with a hole in the barrel.
I'll plaster a smile every now and then to hiển thị the me-the fake me- to disguise the actual one pulling the strings.
As I stand before the mirror starring at myself I see that figure looming behind me his hand on my shoulder.
And at that moment my mask breaks and I'm stunned at my actual self.
I'm filled with depression, sadness, anger and haterid.
Never did I want to ever see the true me.
The mirror breaks and the man tiếp theo to me whispers "Your mine." I look down in defeat.
Dropping to the ground-on my knees-I begin to cry.
He got the better of me and now I am no more.
"I'm a monster." I say to myself through a sob.
On the outside some see me as normal hoặc energetic maybe the one táo, apple with a hole in the barrel.
I'll plaster a smile every now and then to hiển thị the me-the fake me- to disguise the actual one pulling the strings.
As I stand before the mirror starring at myself I see that figure looming behind me his hand on my shoulder.
And at that moment my mask breaks and I'm stunned at my actual self.
I'm filled with depression, sadness, anger and haterid.
Never did I want to ever see the true me.
The mirror breaks and the man tiếp theo to me whispers "Your mine." I look down in defeat.
Dropping to the ground-on my knees-I begin to cry.
He got the better of me and now I am no more.
"I'm a monster." I say to myself through a sob.
I am a broken-winged eagle
Who cannot fly
Because I have set no goal for myself.
Other people laugh and scoff at me,
And I know that I must quickly find something
To hope for.
Everyday I think,
"What's the use? Nothing is my talent. Give up."
People think I am nothing but stupid,
But I can see that light within myself.
I have not yet soared.
I have not yet found my dream.
One day, I find something unique to dream for.
Writing.
Something that can take me to faraway places
Anywhere, beyond this universe.
And now I can soar.
Far, far, faraway
Where no one can catch me.
Where no one can disturb me.
Where I can be free.
Where I will no longer be
A broken-winged eagle.
Who cannot fly
Because I have set no goal for myself.
Other people laugh and scoff at me,
And I know that I must quickly find something
To hope for.
Everyday I think,
"What's the use? Nothing is my talent. Give up."
People think I am nothing but stupid,
But I can see that light within myself.
I have not yet soared.
I have not yet found my dream.
One day, I find something unique to dream for.
Writing.
Something that can take me to faraway places
Anywhere, beyond this universe.
And now I can soar.
Far, far, faraway
Where no one can catch me.
Where no one can disturb me.
Where I can be free.
Where I will no longer be
A broken-winged eagle.
Book cover
Let us hold hands in joy
Let us sit on the warm white sand
And let us watch the sun set tonight
We're gonna be a pair
We're gonna fly away
And let nobody go into our minds
Toni-i-ight
We're gonna slowly stand up
Listen to the waves
Roar and wash into the sand
And I'm gonna lean on you
Oh where were the times?
Where were the moments?
It seems like last year
When I kissed bạn and locked eyes
The sun's settin
But we're never gonna leave each other
Not if we stay together
Like ever...like forever
Watch the sun set
Watch the waves roll into each other
Oh my dear,
We're gonna never be separated
Sun sets,
Waves roll,
We're gonna sleep...
Side bởi side.
