It's Complicated Chapter Thirty Four
Lila's POV
"What exactly did Jake and Sam say about what happen," I asked curiously, "do bạn know why I got beat up?!"
"They warned you! bạn should have not pestered them," Billy said.
"Billy," I practically scream, "I was trying to save Embry's life! They were beating him up because he wanted out! He had already helped me; I was returning a favor! I did not know it was going to be this bad."
"Lila, keep your voice down," he demanded, "I do not want this getting to your sister!"
"She does not know," Jasper asked shocked.
"Of course not; she has been here for fifteen minutes," he said, "would bạn just stay, so we could be a family?"
"Be a family without me," I said, "I am moving out."
"You're what," Ella asked as she came to my room, "why?!"
"Get Jake's side of the story," I stated, "because I know bạn will believe them over me!"
I grabbed a suitcase and started throwing stuff in there. I had tears in my eyes as I packed. Billy and Ella had left the room.
"Lila, are bạn sure bạn want to do this," Jasper asked as I cut him off.
"I understand bạn and your family do not want me living with bạn all; but do not worry, I will find somewhere else to go," I said.
"Lila, no bạn can live with us! I just hate for bạn do anything while bạn are upset," he stated, "I do not want bạn doing anything bạn will regret."
"Thank you, Jasper, for looking out for me. I really appreciated it. I just do not think that this would be something to regret," I đã đưa ý kiến as I sat down, "I do not want to live in fear every day, not knowing if Jacob is going to hurt me hoặc whatever!"
"Okay, if this is what bạn want, I fully support you," he đã đưa ý kiến as he hugged me.
I wrapped my arms around him and dried up my tears.
"Jacob Black," I heard Ella exclaim, "how could you?"
"What do bạn need help with," he asked.
"I need that picture frame bởi my bed," I said.
"Okay, here bạn go," he đã đưa ý kiến as he handed it to me.
"This was my first family," I said, "my real mom, dad, and brother!"
"Everything will be okay," Jasper stated, "it's just complicated right now!"
"I know," I shrugged.
I grabbed my stuff and then Jasper and I walked out of my room.
"I just looked at them and walked out of the door. I did not have anything to say to them. They disappointed me, especially Billy.
I got into Jasper's car and we left the Blacks' house. It was no longer [i]my[i/] house. Which was kind of sad but I had to di chuyển on.
"Lila, I just want to tell bạn that I am here for bạn no matter what," Jasper đã đưa ý kiến suddenly.
"Thank you," I đã đưa ý kiến as my eyes teared up.
I carried a backpack while Jasper carried an actually suitcase. I still could not walk on this stupid leg of mine. I was going up the stairs and tripped. I threw the crutches down forcefully and just started walking. Those things were driving me insane.
"Hey kids," Alice said, "where did bạn two go?"
"My use-to-be house," I stated as I saw Jasper signing behind me, "but I am going to take this to my room while Jasper tells bạn the whole story!"
"Is that okay," he signed.
"Sure, why not," I shrugged.
I went to my room to sit the suitcase and the backpack down on my bed.
"Lila, are bạn okay," Esme asked.
"Yes ma'am; I understand that I cannot live here for ever. But as soon as I get a job and enough money, I will go somewhere else.
"Lila, bạn are welcomed to stay here as long as bạn like," she đã đưa ý kiến sweetly.
"Awe, thank bạn so much," I exclaimed.
"Well, I am heading to bed, goodnight Lila, tình yêu you," Esme đã đưa ý kiến smiling.
"Thank you, goodnight, I tình yêu bạn too," I said.
I laid on my giường as she left my room. I started quietly crying to myself.
I heard a knock on my door. I quickly dried up my tears as I looked to see who it was. It was Jasper.
"Are bạn okay," he signed.
"Somewhat," I signed back.
"Everything will be alright; tomorrow is a new day," Jasper signed smiling.
"True," I said.
"Well, I am heading to bed; see ya tomorrow morning," he signed.
"Goodnight," I signed back.
The tiếp theo morning we were sitting in the school parking lot talking when Jacob came up.
"What could he want," I asked signing.
"I do not know," Jasper signed.
"There is only one way to find out," I đã đưa ý kiến aloud.
Lila's POV
"What exactly did Jake and Sam say about what happen," I asked curiously, "do bạn know why I got beat up?!"
"They warned you! bạn should have not pestered them," Billy said.
"Billy," I practically scream, "I was trying to save Embry's life! They were beating him up because he wanted out! He had already helped me; I was returning a favor! I did not know it was going to be this bad."
"Lila, keep your voice down," he demanded, "I do not want this getting to your sister!"
"She does not know," Jasper asked shocked.
"Of course not; she has been here for fifteen minutes," he said, "would bạn just stay, so we could be a family?"
"Be a family without me," I said, "I am moving out."
"You're what," Ella asked as she came to my room, "why?!"
"Get Jake's side of the story," I stated, "because I know bạn will believe them over me!"
I grabbed a suitcase and started throwing stuff in there. I had tears in my eyes as I packed. Billy and Ella had left the room.
"Lila, are bạn sure bạn want to do this," Jasper asked as I cut him off.
"I understand bạn and your family do not want me living with bạn all; but do not worry, I will find somewhere else to go," I said.
"Lila, no bạn can live with us! I just hate for bạn do anything while bạn are upset," he stated, "I do not want bạn doing anything bạn will regret."
"Thank you, Jasper, for looking out for me. I really appreciated it. I just do not think that this would be something to regret," I đã đưa ý kiến as I sat down, "I do not want to live in fear every day, not knowing if Jacob is going to hurt me hoặc whatever!"
"Okay, if this is what bạn want, I fully support you," he đã đưa ý kiến as he hugged me.
I wrapped my arms around him and dried up my tears.
"Jacob Black," I heard Ella exclaim, "how could you?"
"What do bạn need help with," he asked.
"I need that picture frame bởi my bed," I said.
"Okay, here bạn go," he đã đưa ý kiến as he handed it to me.
"This was my first family," I said, "my real mom, dad, and brother!"
"Everything will be okay," Jasper stated, "it's just complicated right now!"
"I know," I shrugged.
I grabbed my stuff and then Jasper and I walked out of my room.
"I just looked at them and walked out of the door. I did not have anything to say to them. They disappointed me, especially Billy.
I got into Jasper's car and we left the Blacks' house. It was no longer [i]my[i/] house. Which was kind of sad but I had to di chuyển on.
"Lila, I just want to tell bạn that I am here for bạn no matter what," Jasper đã đưa ý kiến suddenly.
"Thank you," I đã đưa ý kiến as my eyes teared up.
I carried a backpack while Jasper carried an actually suitcase. I still could not walk on this stupid leg of mine. I was going up the stairs and tripped. I threw the crutches down forcefully and just started walking. Those things were driving me insane.
"Hey kids," Alice said, "where did bạn two go?"
"My use-to-be house," I stated as I saw Jasper signing behind me, "but I am going to take this to my room while Jasper tells bạn the whole story!"
"Is that okay," he signed.
"Sure, why not," I shrugged.
I went to my room to sit the suitcase and the backpack down on my bed.
"Lila, are bạn okay," Esme asked.
"Yes ma'am; I understand that I cannot live here for ever. But as soon as I get a job and enough money, I will go somewhere else.
"Lila, bạn are welcomed to stay here as long as bạn like," she đã đưa ý kiến sweetly.
"Awe, thank bạn so much," I exclaimed.
"Well, I am heading to bed, goodnight Lila, tình yêu you," Esme đã đưa ý kiến smiling.
"Thank you, goodnight, I tình yêu bạn too," I said.
I laid on my giường as she left my room. I started quietly crying to myself.
I heard a knock on my door. I quickly dried up my tears as I looked to see who it was. It was Jasper.
"Are bạn okay," he signed.
"Somewhat," I signed back.
"Everything will be alright; tomorrow is a new day," Jasper signed smiling.
"True," I said.
"Well, I am heading to bed; see ya tomorrow morning," he signed.
"Goodnight," I signed back.
The tiếp theo morning we were sitting in the school parking lot talking when Jacob came up.
"What could he want," I asked signing.
"I do not know," Jasper signed.
"There is only one way to find out," I đã đưa ý kiến aloud.