if you’re đọc this, you’re one of my closest friends. bạn literally mean the world to me, and I never want to lose you. I feel like we belong together, it wasn’t an accident that we met.
Well, first if you’re đọc this, bạn should know that this was supposed to be a birthday letter. I was so worried that I was going to be late of course, that’s me I guess. I’ve made mistakes and disappointed bạn for a long time, haven’t I? Multiple things I’ve done and I’m so ashamed now. I haven’t been the perfect friend but that’s assumed isn’t it? bạn haven’t been perfect either, but I didn’t want perfect. I call bạn ‘perfect’ a lot because I can’t find any other word to describe you. I wanted a friend like you, can’t bạn see that? I wanted bạn and I got you. I know bạn feel insecure and doubtful about yourself a lot,and every compliment I give you, you’ll disagree with, but bạn can never disagree with the fact that I wanted someone like bạn and I got someone better. I’m so blessed and I will never stop thanking bạn for how amazing bạn are and I will never stop trying to make bạn happy.
I know I’ve thanked bạn a lot, I’ve written các bài viết and đã đưa ý kiến a million compliments. I’m nghề viết văn this right now, I wish I could do so much more. But it’s 12:00 a.m as I write this, and I’m putting a lot into this. Just recently, I wrote an bài viết of 10 reasons why I think you’re unique and special. I’m so proud of that, bạn see, because now bạn can see for yourself all the reasons why I tình yêu you.
I đã đưa ý kiến I disappointed you. bạn may have disagreed with that. Maybe bạn remembered? The one thing that really stands out in my mind, that hurts me everyday, was the promise I broke. It wasn’t just a promise, I gave bạn my word that I wouldn’t do that again, we promised each other, and I broke it. I had the audacity to do that? I know you’ve forgiven me, but I could have Mất tích you. I see it in my scars everyday, and I feel the mistrust bạn have in me now because of my actions. I know that I let bạn down, I feel it and see it everyday. But in a few years, I’m going to get a tattoo that says “Don’t break the promise bạn gave to a queen” just to remind me. I’m sorry again bởi the way.
But I don’t want to make bạn sad, birthday girl. I know it seems like I’m trying but I’m not, I just want to be honest I guess.
I worry about bạn a lot bạn know, but I know that you’re okay hoặc bạn will be. I know that you’re life has been so difficult but that’s why I respect you. thêm than anything, I want bạn to open your tim, trái tim and accept yourself completely. I know that’s so tough to do, but I know bạn will. And bạn have to tell your story to others, okay? It would make me so happy if bạn did, because through your story, I found strength and respect and hope. They would too.
This is just words, isn’t it? I want to give bạn the world but all I can give bạn is this. I try to do everything I can and I always will, to make bạn proud. bạn mean so much to me and bạn need to know that. I try everyday to be what bạn are already to me: Amazing and beautiful.
I don’t want bạn to be scared okay? I know bạn are sometimes and it’s going to be that way, but I just want bạn to be open to the oppurtunities that are gonna come for you. This is your last “teenager” birthday and I know that’s frightening but that’s also kind of awesome and I want bạn to dwell on that. I disagree with the saying “a positive mind will give bạn a positive life” because that’s not true for any of us, but it will give bạn a positive view of life. So for all the frightening things to come, think about the positive impact it’ll give bạn and dwell on that instead.
I’ve đã đưa ý kiến before why bạn mean so much to me, and I’m not going to repeat myself here, but bạn remember my reasons, right? I hope so. I hope bạn remember what I think of bạn even if it’s hard to feel it.
bạn are my big sister and you’re my role model. Thank you. Just THANK YOU!
I know bạn hurt a lot, and I don’t promise happiness, I wish I could. But your a Queen and you’ll find your king, I swear, even if I have to cú đấm him in the face and drag him to you😀 And bạn will always try, I know that. You’re a survivor and bạn will survive.
So I’m sorry this is short and not what I’d like, but I’m just happy to know you. I know bạn tình yêu me most, but I tình yêu bạn with a kind of tình yêu I can’t place, and one that’s irreplaceable. I don’t want bạn to forget that. Ever :) x.
Happy birthday queen💋
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You're Beautiful Like Jade *Maybe More*
The feelings I have for bạn Sarah can not fit in a little stupid article!
Words can't fully describe what I feel for you!
bạn are my Perrie/Ashley/Alice sister and that will never change.
From the moment I met bạn everything changed.
But to the best.
I've never met anyone like bạn babe.
bạn are just PERFECTION
Every time I come here I'm sad if I don't see your tường posts. But every time I do a smile comes in my face.
I don't want bạn to change for anything hoặc anyone.
I want bạn to know that I'll always be bởi your side no matter what, OK??
tình yêu ya like hell babe<3 <3
Never forget thatღ
