I'm halfway there! 5 of 10! 5 thêm to go! ^_^
Bella's POV
"What?" Edward said, shocked.
I moved away from his touch.
"I was stupid. She was just 6 years old, and I let her roam around the area as if she was 13 years old! I was supposed to babysit her... I spent my time on the phone and smoking stupid drugs!" I yelled to the sky.
"How did your cousin die though?" Edward asked.
"It was nightime when we were here. It was dark. There were gangs of teenagers out having drugs... just like me. Though, it was just an early stage. I started using drugs just a few week ago. But then I didn't realize the guys were drunk. One of them was carrying a gun. The man shot bullets all over the place. One of them manage to shoot her... my cousin Lilly."
When Edward didn't say any bình luận I continued.
"Since then, my parents didn't trust me with those types of responsibilities. They took away my driver's lincense. They took away my allowance, they were desperate for me to change, and they didn't believe my story. I honestly tried to change. But it was hard... and the drugs was addictive. The drugs were like a part of my life. The part that made me feel strong and confident." I said. I looked up at the sky. The only thing lighting it up, was the full moon. It made me feel connected... to Lily again.
I whispered into the empty air.
"I'm sorry."
Just when I đã đưa ý kiến those words, there was thunder and it started to pore rain. I turned my back on Edward.
I breathe in the air, I didn't feel like myself. For once, I actually felt like a vampire.
"Bella. No one should blame you." Edward whispered behind me.
"Don't touch me." I hissed when he tried to hug me.
"But now I remember something." I whispered into the rain.
"What?" Edward asked.
"I made a vow back then and now I'm going to fullfill it.... I'm going to kill that man.. the man who made my family loose trust in me, the grief of my aunt and uncle, and who caused my yêu thích cousin's death."
Bella's POV
"What?" Edward said, shocked.
I moved away from his touch.
"I was stupid. She was just 6 years old, and I let her roam around the area as if she was 13 years old! I was supposed to babysit her... I spent my time on the phone and smoking stupid drugs!" I yelled to the sky.
"How did your cousin die though?" Edward asked.
"It was nightime when we were here. It was dark. There were gangs of teenagers out having drugs... just like me. Though, it was just an early stage. I started using drugs just a few week ago. But then I didn't realize the guys were drunk. One of them was carrying a gun. The man shot bullets all over the place. One of them manage to shoot her... my cousin Lilly."
When Edward didn't say any bình luận I continued.
"Since then, my parents didn't trust me with those types of responsibilities. They took away my driver's lincense. They took away my allowance, they were desperate for me to change, and they didn't believe my story. I honestly tried to change. But it was hard... and the drugs was addictive. The drugs were like a part of my life. The part that made me feel strong and confident." I said. I looked up at the sky. The only thing lighting it up, was the full moon. It made me feel connected... to Lily again.
I whispered into the empty air.
"I'm sorry."
Just when I đã đưa ý kiến those words, there was thunder and it started to pore rain. I turned my back on Edward.
I breathe in the air, I didn't feel like myself. For once, I actually felt like a vampire.
"Bella. No one should blame you." Edward whispered behind me.
"Don't touch me." I hissed when he tried to hug me.
"But now I remember something." I whispered into the rain.
"What?" Edward asked.
"I made a vow back then and now I'm going to fullfill it.... I'm going to kill that man.. the man who made my family loose trust in me, the grief of my aunt and uncle, and who caused my yêu thích cousin's death."
This is a xem trước of the Eclipse in Edward's POV that;s OFFICIALY coming out in July, but I can't help myself, here's a xem trước of Everlasting Choice. Hope you'll like it. =D
I'm glad that I came back to Forks. Bella is with me again after months of agony and loss. I can tell she's the same way with me. Life seemed to go back to normal, but now Bella had to become one of us, so she wouldn't be killed. We still have to keep a lookout for Victoria's return. Even graduation is coming up. These things are overwhelming Bella, but I promise that we don't have to worry about it.
But I realized when I left Bella, I left her broken, shattered into pieces. I had paid the consequences for the largest mistake on my very long life... Bella's best friend, werewolf, one of the legendary enemies of the vampires, Jacob Black.
I'm glad that I came back to Forks. Bella is with me again after months of agony and loss. I can tell she's the same way with me. Life seemed to go back to normal, but now Bella had to become one of us, so she wouldn't be killed. We still have to keep a lookout for Victoria's return. Even graduation is coming up. These things are overwhelming Bella, but I promise that we don't have to worry about it.
But I realized when I left Bella, I left her broken, shattered into pieces. I had paid the consequences for the largest mistake on my very long life... Bella's best friend, werewolf, one of the legendary enemies of the vampires, Jacob Black.
Here's New Moon Confessions. like I đã đưa ý kiến before, I don't any of these, I just đã đăng them for people's enjoyments.
#1
I can hear Edward in my head too!
#2
If Edward dies, I headed off to Volterra.
#3
Alice lấy trộm, đánh cắp my Porsche.
#4
Jane has my yêu thích vampire power.
#5
I have Edward's soul. *Evil Laugh*
#6
Bella's Epiphany = Stating the obvious.
#7
Edward didn't go to South America. He was visiting me.
#8
I named all of my chó after Jacob and his friends.
#9
I skipped all of the chapters without Edward in them.
#10
I một giây Emmett's vote.
#11
I cut myself in front of Jasper for fun.
#12
If Bella won't marry Edward, I will.
#1
I can hear Edward in my head too!
#2
If Edward dies, I headed off to Volterra.
#3
Alice lấy trộm, đánh cắp my Porsche.
#4
Jane has my yêu thích vampire power.
#5
I have Edward's soul. *Evil Laugh*
#6
Bella's Epiphany = Stating the obvious.
#7
Edward didn't go to South America. He was visiting me.
#8
I named all of my chó after Jacob and his friends.
#9
I skipped all of the chapters without Edward in them.
#10
I một giây Emmett's vote.
#11
I cut myself in front of Jasper for fun.
#12
If Bella won't marry Edward, I will.